He was terminally ill and his husband didn't care about him and he never knew about his sickness and treated him like 💩 but his doctor the one in the pic took care of him and they both ran away to the countryside where he had his last breaths in his arms. I read it all night and started crying at like 4 am at how sad it was😭😭😭
Omg same, I cry when he said that, and that one line ( I'm I'm being reincarnated as a girl I will find and be with you, but the doctor said, iwan you even Ur a man😢
Oooohhhhh.... Same same... When his body is with another man. His heart and feelings are with he loved... While he's leaving his life,He is in the best of the time he had in his memory 😭😭😭 It makes me cry so hard 😭😭😭😭😭 I dont want to experience something like that 😔😔😔
@@aljunpataytay915 umm... But yk I understand the feelings he had.. It's a love never ending... I can't put in the words his feelings but I truly understand that 😭😭😭
@@mawexx6943 I little bit of spoiler alert I think he's referring to the other guy cause lewis and his husband (the bastard ) grew old together since high school but the one holding lewis Dr. Ai loves lewis unconditionally. You should read it, I too was afraid to read this but after reading it, I came to love the manhwa although it so sad.
@@h3art_miyukiI'm telling myself that they meet up in another life and get together because Lewis said if he's reincarnated as a girl he'll find the doctor and they'll be together
@@serinthomas2349 No, Lewis lo amaba, el otro era un tóxico que no iba a dejar que nadie le quite lo que es suyo, como un niño con su juguete. Y así jamás hubiesen sido felices juntos, ni en esa vida ni en otras.
3.33 pm (22/12/2022) IKRRR !! I WAS LIKE BABE WHYY??? AND THE AUDACITY ADOLF ( LEWIS HUSBAND ) ONLY CARE ABOUT HIM AFTER KNEW HE WAS SICK LIKE AFTER ALL THIS TIME HE NEVER ASK WHATS WRONG WITH HIM OR SPEND ANY FUCKING TIME WITH HIM AND YET STILL HAD TIME TO MEET THAT STUPID ASS BITCH CHICK
@@tashareez9114 before the uke died he reminisced the day when they were young with seme and that person he remembered is his first love (the seme) but suddenly the person with him(blond hair) is forbidding the seme to see the uke, before uke died uke said that he don’t want to see the seme
@@tashareez9114his ex is just around but the doctor don't want him to see that dying Man, so the MC is dying while remembering his first lover in the arms of that doctor. The doctor said that he will help him to avoid his ex who is late to realized that the MC is dying. But I don't remember that the doctor has feelings for the MC the only thing I remember was he just want to help him died in peace but I think the doctor slowly falls in love to the dying Mc. I don't want to read this again this is the second BL I read that Had me crying everynight . The first one was Killing stalking .
@@azialg7139what don't lie lewis was the one that didn't want to see him again lewis said" in all matters late is late" the doctor didn't do anything wrong .. anyway yall missing something big this story you can learn a lot look at the end lewis died while thinking of his first love while he was in someone arms that loved him for eternity.. not to mention how the story shows you that money doesn't change people, its people that change for money because doctor ai had everything from birth but he wasn't acting like lewis ex and lewis ex they didn't have everything they basically built themselves to where they are now and BOOM he change.. another thing they weren’t married so that's why lewis didn't file for a divorce
TITLE: 10 YEARS THAT I LOVE YOU THE MOST I love the fact that he loved him for almost a decade. Definitely true love. Even though he's in his death bed, he love him. Sadly, since he's so fuckn so stupid to cheat than keeping him. I salute the doctor for respecting all his decisions till his death. He never pushed himself. This is so fuckn heart breaking. This is the first manga that made me suffer from BL mangas. His life went from heaven to hell and was unable to break free. Maybe, you could say he was able to rest when he was away, but he's not truly happy. Only death set him free. It's so fuckn sad, really.
I have been reading this comic for the past few months and I cry on every chapter and even the ending makes me cry all day. And now i see this video as well as being reminded again of what they have been through, ughhh this is very painful. They deserve a happy ending !
@@rachelsantagilsesvela1418Cuál es el nombre de la novela y es hecha por un fan porque he estado tratando de encontrar al autor pero no pude? Estaba tan desconsolado por el hecho de que no terminaron juntos... 
I LITERALLY CRY ON EVERY CHAPTER BECAUSE IT'S THE FIRST BL THAT I READ AND THE REASON I CONTINUE READ BL.....😭😭😭IT'S HURTS SOOO MUCH😭😭😭HE AND THE DOCTOR DESERVE BETTER ENDING
This is the proof that no matter how long your relationship is and how sweet your relationship at first is, it can still end up in a wrong path.... Specially if the other person already have a different priority.... It also teaches me to always prioritize my happiness and not just my partners happiness..... I cried soo much because of this story it really matches the song 😢
I'm crying right now 😭. Even now that is the most painful manhua I've ever read 😭😭😭. The MC deserves a peaceful and happy life. The second lead is the best partner for the MC.
This is why i never finished reading "10 years that i loved you the most" cause i can't handle the heartbreak and I'd literally cry every fukin chapter my sanity would snap even the sight of the trash husband 😭😭😭
HOLY SHIT Y'ALL HAVE NO IDEA HOW IT HURTS En un mundo alterno dentro de mi cabecita ellos dos son felices juntos y nadie va a decirme lo contrario, change my fucking mind.
I CRIED A LOT ON THIS!!! EVEN UNTIL HIS LAST BREATHE, HE WAS CALLING THE OTHER MAN'S NAME... I CRIED SO MUCH THINKING WHAT WOULD HAPPEN TO THE PEOPLE HE LEFT BEHIND 😭😭😭
One of the most sad ending in any bl drama till now ...... really i cried aftwr that i have not even thought of reading ot again only due to its ending you can call me hypocritical but i don't wanna go all again that pain😑😑
10 Years That I Loved You the Most is the reason why it's been harder for me to fall in love. Even a love so genuine can one day be easily forgotten. Gosh. What's worse is that even if I know I'm being betrayed, I'd also stay helplessly in love though I'm already tired. All you can think about is ask yourself where did they go wrong. What made him betray? He used to be the sweetest thing. He's the reason he came to know love. This has a novel too. I usually prefer reading the novel first before the manhua or reading the novel while the manhua is ongoing... But gosh, I'd love to read the novel, but I can't get myself to start because I know the novel will hurt me more than I do now.
Aaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!! Stap it~ just when Im about to get over it I wanna read it and cry about it again 😭😭😭 damn the manga is just too good, way too good!!
So this is how I'm ganna end my day,😭💔 this hurts, seriously it's been years I have read this story and it still hurts too much even now. I'm crying my eyes out💔 I'll have to read the fanart where they meet again to make my heart feel better🤧
We readers are the one who sing this, aren't we? :") Sometimes we all wanted love but we're too scared to ended up like him. Nah I always imagined myself in a terrible relationship and then die. People would be in grief and regret. I can't get any vision of happily ever after in any of my relationship imagination. 😭 Now I'm bimagining myself, getting heartbroken and then snapped my heartstrings and then die from heartbroken. This is true. People can actually die from heart broke. It happens when they experience a very deep and hurtful emotional trauma and snapped their own heartstrings.
I made quite a number of people who don't like bl cry when i forced then to read this... they cried everytime they remember it. And when we talk until now still filled with rage and teary eyes.
When you just stopped crying from reading a sad manhwa, then decide to go on youtube, but then you chose to click this clip which you started to cry again😭🤧
I remember when I read this manhua..My heart broke when he had leukemia and the fact that his 'lover' for so many fucking years hit him,r*ped him all while he was cheating on him just because he had 'anger issues' and couldn't bear the fact that he got closer to the another person (the doctor who was treating him) The FREAKING AUDACITY.Then when he found out that he is dying and that was the doctor who was treating his cancer he was so desperate it was almost funny and wanted to meet him.The doctor was so sweet and wanted him to live but he gave up hope on living he loved him but in the end he passed away in his arms. He told he would never love anyone else 😭😭😭 and I was legit sobbing through it all and when he died his last words were "after school lets go home together" and honestly his husband is the worst he is a jerk and i hope the rest of his life is miserable and he suffers alot
This manga really put me in a difficult situation where I end up abandoning halfway and didn't read any bl for a few months. My heart hurts so bad that I feel love is so painful. 😭
At the beginning i was so happy looking at those sweet couples and then i realized something then shouted "shit No no no no!" while crying cause i know this was going to be painful 😭my mom thought i had gone crazy😂
damn it why?just why? my heart in in pain after remembering this manhwa.At that time when i was reading this manhwa it literally broke my heart into pieces.Under my eyes it got swollen so much after crying throughout reading whole manhwa.i was so sad next whole day. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 lewis deserve so much better but he dont have to die like that.i m still crying when writing this comment while thinking of lewis suffered so much till yellow hair guy took him 😭😭😭😭😭
The boy who got the heart instead of Lewis died at the end.That bastard bf of his was also sleeping around like Adolph 😭😭😭 Why Jerry and Lewis have to suffer so much. At list Jerry maybe didn’t knew about his bf sleeping around maybe and died peacefully
Why you got to make me remember...huhuhu😭 Spoiler: For me all characters had no good ending, the ml(blond) has a open ending, idk about the mistress but they've broken up with his buddy in bed, the ex deserve his situation but I kind of feel bad but he make his husband suffering and now his suffering and his the one who will wait for his dead "love" this time. Buy overall I feel my heartbreaking for the ml, his with his lover when he died but even in the last moment it's still his ex his thinking about. Maybe I mean to say their 'good memories ' aka school life memories and that's just so sad.
Though i really blamed that stupid husband,the sentence that really hit me hard is"it's fine,don't forget to come back after you are done playing"😭😭also.... lewis's promise to the doctor"if I am born again as a girl,i promise I will be yours".....though it's only my thought but Lewis does not really have a sad relationship since the beginning...he was happy .....just that the love could not tie them as strongly as it did after 10 long years.....all in all....i feel so sad and heartbroken for the doctor😭he was so patient and understanding to Lewis....he just Never got enough time with him
Even on his last remaining day,he could not forget his husband...though i felt bad for the doctor,but i also understand Lewis....just imagine the person that you have been with since your high school days and and continuing to be with him even after 10 years ..just think how difficult it will be trying to just forget about him,no matter how shitty he might have been....he will forever cast a shadow on you....so...i understand Lewis...
Aaaaaaand that's why I keep seeing this masterpiece floating in my recommendations but I will NEVER touch it. It's gonna have to at least be a long break cuz I just know it's gonna break me and put me through existential crisis - tragedy shit I can't deal.
