Oh not just those who are in recovery those who are currently in the struggle as well. And those done with it and dinner still deal with those urges and demons.
JJ Ayala I feel you this song came out right after my ex left me to be with a drug addict after I tried so hard to love her and listening to this song made me feel like this was the only way to cope and make the pain subside was to self medicate
I've battled addiction and this song hits on so many levels. Every aspect of addiction is dangerous and takes everything away from a persons soul leaving you with disparity and pain. 5 years in to sobriety, Thanks for the cool ass song!
Feel that man. I've dealt with opiate addiction off and on (Got started due to my crohns and prescriptions, of course of course.) You can convince yourself you're comfortable living in a numb state when you start feeling the depression from it. Glad you beat it my man. Ive been off and on, but going on month two back off again.
Love how still till this day people are still commenting on this... Yall a blessing in life... remember before you give up. I still fight ... all day everyday. Just.. um . Hopefully one day my voice will be heard .. before i go... God gave me the gift to sing.. but ima so afraid to show that side haha... But ine day ima try .. even with this song.. The ones that are fighting... an my loved ones .. keep that prayer in my heart... to one day use the words... ive never had the courage to use... an speak em. Love you 🌎... might be cruel but your sure full of adventures.
I hope you are doing good, just take 1 day at a time and keep going, a lot of ppl get mad so if you are one of those ppl I’m sorry but the best thing to do is just pray to god for help and strength, we do recover!!!
Wake up to a cloudy day Dark rolls in and it starts to rain Staring out to the cage-like walls Time goes by and the shadows crawl Crushin' Candy Crush-ing pills Got no job, mom pays my bills Textin', Nexus, get my feels Sweatin' bullets, Netflix-chills World's out there singin' the blues Twenty more dead on the evening news Think to myself: "really, what's the use?" I'm just like you, I was born to lose Why oh why can't you just fix me? When all I want's to feel numb But the medication's all gone Why oh why does God hate me? When all I want's to get high And forget this so-called life I am so frickin' bored Nothing to do today I guess I'll sit around and medicate (I medicate) I am so frickin' bored Nothing to do today I guess I'll sit around and medicate (I medicate) Can't wait to feel better than I ever will Attack that shit like a kid on Benadryl Chase it down with a hopeful smile Hate myself, if I can go for miles They say family is all you need Someone to trust can help you breathe Inhale that drug, but you start to choke You follow the outs of an inside joke Why oh why can't you just fix me? When all I want's to feel numb But the medication's all gone Why oh why does God hate me? Cause I've seen enough of it, heard enough of it, felt enough of it I've had enough of it I am so frickin' bored Nothing to do today I guess I'll sit around and medicate (I medicate) I am so frickin' bored Nothing to do today I guess I'll sit around and medicate Medicate Medicate Medicate Medicate Superman is a hero But only when his mind is clear though He needs that fix like the rest of us So he's got no fear when he saves that bus All the stars in the Hollywood Hills Snapchat Live while they pop them pills All those flavors of the rainbow Too bad that shit don't work though Your friends are high right now Your parents are high right now That hot chick's high right now That cop is high right now The president's high right now Your priest is high right now Everyone's high as fuck right now And no one's ever coming down I am so frickin' bored Nothing to do today I guess I'll sit around and medicate (I medicate) I am so frickin' bored Nothing to do today I guess I'll sit around and medicate Medicate
Yea there is no end in sight. Once we start down this path its all over. I live on my own, have a great job that I never fuck up but I've been prescribed methadone for years I'm slowly getting back into dope. Methadone makes me just as sick before my dose as heroin and I'm still just as miserable so fuck it. And this is how its gonna be forever? Na I'm good. I'd rather be numb
This perfectly described my life in the pandemic. I was,hopeful that life couldn’t get less appealing…I WAS WRONG Looking back now, I feel like a huge Nostradumbass for how much worse life is and matching the dark lyrics. HAPPY EASTER
I heard this song on the radio before when last year when my grandpa passed away... Was going to sing along with it, but I was way too damn depressed to sing along with this song... I still love this song, I'm so glad I found this 😊😊😊💚💚💚
Hes right. Pills don't work. Never did for me. Meanwhile Pot solves all my mental problems. I've never felt happier or less anxious since I started smoking.
I relate to this as I've tried getting high with my prescriptions. I always want to be high, my mind to be altered. it's a struggle. I also contemplated snorting a pill to get high.
Then why listen to depressing music and not something to bring ya up and motivate ya? That's what helped me awhile ago when I was suicidal. Actually doing something to improve your life really helps and working out lmao.
