There’s nothing to be, nothing to do 

Having an existential moment?! I enjoy when you get profound. I saw this picture of the Milky Way from a point in Oregon and it was so vast! I was both humbled and in awe at the vastness of space and my place in it. I think the heart of the matter is Who are we? and Why are we here?

Outside of our perception everything is inherently neutral. We give it meaning.

At lower points ideas like the ones you describe have really helped me to cope. Personally I always get sucked back into identity and trying to achieve etc etc. And I feel like trying to take part in normal life trying to achieve pointless goals is the destination for me lol. But trying to be healthier, working through stuff, etc. But I always know I can take refuge by being conscious and even dissociate pretty much from an outside perspective lol. Other than some non duality content creators who seemingly stay in this state of mind, it never sticks for me and as long as things aren’t too bad I always bounce back to being involved with essentially pointless worldly goals, unnecessarily worrying about stuff and so on. I wonder if other people are more integrated and therefore have a more consistent way of being. For me it is very much two separate modes of operating and the whole conscious present side of things really requires me to spend a bunch of time alone to get in touch with it. All in all I totally get the perspective you are trying to express :D

ironically, and you said it yourself, it does feel like the point is that there is no point. And when i think about it, it’s like, having no particular « point » to look for makes it for someone that everything around them is their very point, and enriches the very process of existing. The fact that there’s « nowhere to go and nowhere to be » makes your instant moment the very place to go and be, and maybe it’s all that matters ? The tiny bug walking on your hand while you lay on the grass becomes « the point », or part of it. Ironically the absence of one focal point broadens our view to pay attention to our immediate suuroundings and deepest feelings, which are at the core of existing. The unique point where everything starts and everything ends. It is everything and nothing at the same time. And, going even further, the Universe itself started from nothingness, came to existence, and will go back to nothingness. There seems to be something about the concepts of creation, the visible, the « everything », the « point » and absolute nothingness that is at the very core of literally everything that came to be, the Universe, and as children of the Universe, as particles of start dust ourselves, maybe some secret understanding lies there… Anyway, well thank you for allowing me to wander a little bit, oh do i love these little meanderings of the mind :) maybe the point is to get lost with another soul in the maze of existence pondering about the point of it, which kind of creates a common point and makes us lost together, and after all.. not so lost :)

you're gorgeous. really nice eyes too