they don't like you back... [a vent speed up playlist] 

it hurts when you know they like someone else but you still will like them

He's the cutest boy I've ever seen. He's not like the guys I've talked/dated in the past... This is different. He's genuine and sweet. He has the cutest smile, the most wholesome laugh, and a meek personality. He's strong yet humble, he's introverted and he loves to wear hats. He has snap but barely uses it, he can be dry online yet bubbly in person. I really do like him but i can't confess it. He sends mixed signals and I can't tell how he feels....

it’s not even funny anymore like i genuinely care for him & think of him all the time like i’ll see an album or hear a song from one of his favourite bands/artists & get so emotional 😭😭😭

At first I saw him as a friend I would say hi, we would crack jokes during class, and tell our teacher sarcastic comments about the stuff she was teaching. He’s funny, adorable, and a bit(maybe alot) nerdy. Then I started to catch feelings for him. I enjoyed feeling like that and since nobody else had a crush on him I thought I had a chance. So I told him but he rejected me. My friends laughed at me and teased about my crush on him but I didn’t let that bring me down for once. I wasn’t gonna give up. Then Valentine’s Day came around. Literally 2 days ago. I gave him a gift and his reaction was very forced. I don’t think he liked the gift very much. One of my friends had to threaten him to say thank you and another person had to force him to wear the bracelet and ring I got him. And then when my best friend asked him if he liked the gift he called me his friend. He knew I liked him and he knew it was a romantic kind of gift but he still rejected me. I don’t know why I tried with this guy but I guess it’s true that no matter what I do nobody wants me

Every time i look at her, i get butterflies and smile uncontrollably, when she goes away i keep thinking about her and the butterflies let go of their cage. she makes my world colored. she gives me a feeling I've never felt before. *Its love.*

pin ? 00:00-02:36 Nobody - Mitsky 02:39-05:02 I Love You So - The Walters 05:03-08:28 Radiohead - No Surprises 08:29-10:23 Jealous - EYEDRESS ENJOY

I love her so much, I swear why this hurts so much? I swear, being in love with a friend make mental health way worse

im still hanging on to that person even though its clear that he doesn't like me at all and he'll never will. we stopped talking now because stuffs happened between us back then, i was mostly at fault for it to happen though. after my incident with him, at first i didnt mind, i didnt care at all because he wasn't so important to me back then. he was just some guy in my class who kept bothering me and stuffs. i was unsure of my feelings for him because i kept switching abt who i liked and who i dont. i only saw him as a friend back then, he was actually fun to be with. after backreading all the messages i find most memorable i realized that i made a big mistake and lost someone worth being with. hes looks mean and unapproachable irl but hes really nice on the inside. a few months ago i found out he used to like me and when we got on contact again i fell for him so hard. it sucks because we dont even talk anymore and im still trying to get him back. i tried talking to him but he seems so uninterested. i get so nervous everytime im near him or even when i make a quick eye contact, we dont even talk to eachother in class and it feels like we're complete strangers. i confessed to him and he just joked about it. hes the only boy i love so much out of anyone i've fallen for. he likes someone else now and i think they're dating so like idek anymore. it hurts to see them together but i should respect their relationship and i should just move on. i fell inlove at the wrong time. :(

I catch feeling quite easily and I thought it was going to be the same, but, honestly not. He's funny. He makes me laugh, a lot. I've never laughed so much with anyone. Sure, his jokes are weird, but I find them funny. We only know each other because I had to help him. He didn't speak very well English and they chose me to help him. At first all I did was help and then he'd leave, but now. We sit together and talk a lot, everyday in Science. When I've helped him, he starts talking about his day or how he hates this person. He has a girlfriend. I'm not mad she's beautiful and kind. She deserves him. I really love him, but there's no way he'll like me back. He makes me smile, just hearing his name makes me smile. Just seeing him makes me happy. He means so much to me. I wish I could spend more time with him but Science is the only class we can sit where ever we'd like. I also have Math with him but he sits in the front so we don't talk much in that class. Even if we hanged out a lot there is really no way he'd like me back. I'm not his type. I don't care if he doesn't. I love him. He is why I go to school, mostly. He just means so much to me, but I know he would never like me.

He’ll never like me back and that’s okay, but god does it smash my heart into pieces

Falling for my best friend, he's so sweet and kind at first glance, becomes crackhead with his close ones, we both are emotional support for each other but this shatters as i admit it, "hope we can still be friends after this" i can't stay but letting go is gonna kill me. Love this playlist tho 💕

i told him that i love him and he told me iam just a friend that night iam not realy crying but i was broken i think he likes someone else or something but the fact that i raely loved him hurts me every time i want to move on from him but i can't

She was my best friend. She was the funny kid everyone wanted to be. I was the nerd. She supported me when I figured out I was lesbian. We were inseparable. Never thought I would like her. I did. I held it in because she got a boyfriend. I told her I liked her and she played it chill then she ghosted me the entire summer. She has now replaced me but we still talk sometimes. I miss her i wish I never told her I liked her.

forced myself to like him just to feel something now im in love with him

I’m sorry for everyone venting in this comment section, but just know that you deserve someone better. He/She doesn’t deserve you and you will find someone more further and greater then them.

They don't like you back so you pretend to not care but deep down they will always have a speacial place in your heart.

I fell in love with a boy. Back in late June early July (although it stretched much longer than that.) A summer love that started after I threw a party and invited him and many others. He had cute blonde hair. Afterwards he would text me every day and we would exchange poetry. He asked me what my favorite songs were, and I listed to his. He would always complement me and I would try to complement him. One time he texted me while I was crying and he asked "whatcha doin?" I couldn't just say "balling my eyes out" so I said "watching a RU-vid video wbu?" because it was technically true. He said something mysterious. "If I told you what I was doing you'd think differently of me." I decided that to know a secret you share another. "I guess me too. I'm watching a video about hyper sensitivity" I told him. "oh" he said. "Like skin sensitivity or emotional?" "Emotional" I replied. I had just gotten in a fight with my dad that night. And he told me I was just too sensitive. It made me upset. It made me feel like something was wrong with me. But this boy just texted me a whole paragraph about how I was emotionally strong and that I seemed pretty resilient. I stopped crying. He told me that 'the thing that would make me feel differently about him' was the fact that he was working out. What a silly boy. I laughed. Somehow I started to like him a lot. He was the one I texted most. His conversations were always fun. He made me happy, untill one day he told me he was in love with my friend. My friend who had told me that month that she liked him. I was too scared to tell her I felt the same about him. I watched the two of them fall deeper in love. The most heart breaking part was when he called me the match maker. If I had never invited her to my party, he would have never met her. I learned months later that a secret can never be locked in a mouth too long. He learned that I liked him. And then he started acting differently to me. He stopped texting me. He stopped everything. I never wanted to tell him because this was what I was afraid of. I cared to keep his friendship more than to share my affections. But I didn't get a choice. And so I lost him.

She is one the most beautiful people i've ever seen, she is my type, the perfect girl, she's not a person to try and go out there, she's quiet and she seems smart, her smiles brightens my day to see. I've been thinking on asking her out for the longest time (2 weeks 😅) I feel like I might have a chance but she seem way too much out of my leaque, she doesn't deserve me at all

thank u this rlly conforted me :) they use to like me but there heart beats for someone

Look, I thought i had found my soulmate. And i’m serious. The way we looked each other in the eye, the butterflies in my stomach every time i saw him. the long, late night conversations we had, the way i felt like i could tell him anything. The way that i fell for him. I don’t think i have liked anyone else more than i have him. He was one of the most amazing people i think i have ever met. And i know i am young but this love is real. The sparkle in his eye. His smile. His laugh. His name. I don’t think anyone will ever understand how much i like this boy. even though he doesn’t like me anymore. I don’t think anyone will understand how much pain i am still in even though we broke up 3 weeks ago. It hurts so much to hear my own friends say that that ship him with another person. It hurts so much to hear people talk about it. Do they know I have feelings as-well? i hope he is happy. he deserves the world. I am not mad at him at all. I have just had the most shitty month ever. He deserves way better. We didn’t even talk. But thats my fault. We talked on the phone, but thats not enough. We both could have put more effort into talking every day. I have so many mixed feelings about him and this whole situation. I still like him. But I know he doesn’t like me back. And that hurts. It hurts so fucking bad. I wish he knew that. I mean, I still am not mad at him but i still don’t forgive him. i don’t mean he did anything wrong. because he didn’t. he was the best person i have ever dated. We dated for 6 months. 6 MONTHS. That was the longest relationship i have ever been in. He was never mad at me or anything. I LOVED HIM. and i think i still do but i don’t have the guts to tell anyone that anymore. I cant trust anyone. I just have to have a poker face because if i don’t, it will get back to him and he will think i always come crawling back. But that might be true, I just am one of those people. But i don’t think people understand that i have liked him since third grade. It is so hard to get over someone that you put so much fucking effort into just for them to like you. I just hope he doesn’t expose me. I put so much effort into him and the texts i sent him. I got just him a Christmas present and not even my life long best friend. He left me and she didn’t. I fell for shit i shouldn’t have. i am an Idiot. But i forgive him.

I think the most painful thing is when u feel so much for someone and they just ignore ur entire being and feelings and go from someone close to you. I was friends w this guy but at some point we had a falling out and over the years I wanted to be friends again and he agreed but then he started avoiding me like I wasn't important to him and then I find out he asked out my sister, and I tell you my heart shattered into 3x of a million pieces, I wanted to cry but couldn't. Every guy I've ever liked either treats me like shit or rejcts me and it really makes me feel like I'm not worthy of love or that love doesn't FUCKING exist anymore.

Pov: you've loved the same boy for 2+ years, created scenarios, wrote poems about out them, loved them endlessly, drew them, painted them, created 25+ playlists about, etc. But then your best friend came to you with news that she likes him and they've been talking for a month, and that he likes her back. I don't know what to do. I want to both see them happy, but I'll know I'll break one-day infront of them both and I don't want to ruin that friendship.

I can’t do this anymore I love him too much and it’s a struggle everyday not to blurt out how much I love him and his goofy little picture he sent once

I KNOW IM CRYING N STUFF BUT WHENEVER I SEE SOMEONE WITH THE SAME PFP JUST MAKES ME SO HAPPYYYYY

We began to be friends around the beginning of the year, something about him made me so welcomed. I didnt feel anything for him at the time and him and my best-friend liked eachother. That was until she (bestfriend) became toxic and i was forced to leave her. Both me and him werent that disappointed. I liked a boy, and he liked me back- we were amazing together, us against the world. And i one day left him, but i still wanted him; a few weeks later i told my friend now my bestfriend how i felt about my ex still. He said he wouldnt tell him unless i was ready, a lie. He ended up telling him and i had to explain to my ex what happened. The next day he told me he was ready to get back together and i was beaming so happily. Then of course i left my bestfriend as his trust was lost. That was until around now, my boyfriend started to distant from me visa versa. It was all a misunderstanding, in class i told one of my friends i didnt like him anymore and he overheard and said yea. of course i still adored him but didnt want to be rejected.. Now hes /w my bestfriend and until about a week ago or so i was still loving him and couldnt let him go, crying myself to sleep, shedding a tear when he hugged my bestfriend. Until- we got a new seat last week, and i was sat next to my old bestfriend. We were both mad but he began to become sweeter, in 7th grade- and i have so much fun /w him. Hes sending mixed signals, mostly laughing around me, we both get in trouble(together). and last week when i got sent to the office he got in trouble to come sit /w me so i wasnt alone and scared. He now makes me feel so happy inside and idk how to feel.

I like a boy who does not even know I exist. That fact is just making me feel so sad. My friends always tell me that he'll never know I exist and if he will someday know that I exist, he won't love me back...I wish I could just forget about him...but I can't. He is in my mind 24/7 and I can't control it. Sometimes I wish I could just like someone that knows I exist and could like me back. But I don't think that this is gonna happen. Life is so hard. I wish I could just die and never exist again because he will never like me back in any life.

I started liking this boy and I thought it was just a crush that would last a few days like most of my crushes have been. I started trying to get closer to him. He was kinder and kinder to me everyday which attached me more and more to him. Me and my friend made a simple joke that she would tell him that I liked him, and she did and we laughed about it. Others thought it was a green light for them to tell him too and tell everyone I like him. Now he hates me because of how much people tell him I like him. He still talks to me and is nice to me but I know he hates me.

He has black hair, wears glasses, plays volleyball (like me:)) and is so socially awkward lol. I met him in math class and asked him for his number in an attempt to talk to him and now I feel like I like him a lot it’s been 6 months since I asked him for his number and he recently told me he’s head over heels for a girl in our friend group of course she’s the complete opposite of me. She has brown hair and brown eyes while I have blonde hair and blue eyes he says that she’s his type and I don’t know how to feel. I actually thought I had a chance this time, I actually thought he might have caught feelings but nope. I still want to be friends with him of course but it hurts so much seeing him with her and getting along so much better…

I’ve loved this boy for 2 years before and after we dated, I met him on the bus and knew his friend we all started talking and everyday that passed we grew so close, I was attracted to that one boy that always sat beside no matter what, it didn’t matter if I was mad, sad, or annoying he was special he always listened to me and laughed, I don’t remember much but he hated his dimples, his birthday is on the 15th of Jan, he has a little sister he treats like a princess, his smile always makes me blush and I love him so much. One day he texted me he was ganna give up on his crush, not knowing he had one because it was very rare for him to have one. He described her so passionatly and I noticed the details and he was describing me! I freaked out and actually cried because I knew he was giving up on me. So shoot my shot and I was right he liked me. This whole time, we started dating at the end of school the realtionship was fast and since I didn’t know what love was I was really awkward and he took it too fast, at the time I despised touchy relationships and he was really touchy… and I was very uncomfortable so I waited 2 months to tell him. But I really really loved him I never wanted to hurt him ever. But I did. And now he hates me and is ignoring me, I miss the longbus rides talking to him and when he would sit next to me and I would talk about my day. In the relation ship I helped him with his homework(he’s actually rlly smart) and while we where studying he told me “in school I was really excited for it to end so I could talk to you on the bus” and it made me melt, I love him so much still and I know he will never like me back.

It was early April and I had only known them for about 4 months. So I had assumed it was like my past crushes/relationships, I fall in love due to the fact that they’re just nice to me or give me attention. I repressed my feelings until i couldn’t help it and it resurfaced in august. Making me realise it was not like anyone before them. Hanging out with them was like being in heaven. They truly were my best friend, I could trust them, I could talk with them as if there was no tomorrow. They’re the haven for my mind. _I wish I was their haven._

One, two, three, four. Why do none of them love me back… i put so much effort and time into them why do they always leave…people always say im funny, smart, and pretty. I dont get why they cant put in the time i put in for them or at least try half as hard as i do. Sick of this bs

POV: He says he doesnt like you but flirts and teases you which hurts you even more..

i met her on a trip and we started talking. she’s so funny(we have the same sense of humor) and she always knows the right things to say. her eyes and smile are the prettiest things i’ve ever seen. i wish i could tell her but i’m pretty sure she doesn’t see me like that. i just wish it was different.

for me its more like a she doesn't like you back but who cares

He rejected me but is still love him he makes me so happy he is the reason I’m still here he has the best funniest personality he always knows how to make my happiness and smile and cheer me up I just love him he is my everything and he had the same interest as me he is just perfect I love him I love him I love him he will always be the one that makes me happy.

One day the teacher set me next to him for the first time, who was this boy? I had no clue. We didn't talk or anything but then in math class, we started to open up to each other we laughed, we talked, and we did homework together. Every day I woke up just for him. I liked seeing him we always laughed together we shared a lot of great moments. Gosh, his smile is beautiful... I felt so happy around him I think I blushed without noticing cuz my friends keep asking me if I have a crush on him.. back to the story. We talked only in class sometimes we texted each other but it was the usual: "hey how are you? By any chance you can help me with...." you know. Anyways I love how nerdy, smart, and pretty he was we always was fighting abt who will answer first in lessons. We even talked abt hobbies and he was interested in hearing abt me and my life. He told me abt how he plays basketball, I told him about the old sport I used to play and know the rest. ANYWAY, just a week ago the teacher made everyone in my class switch places and she put me next to some quiet boy and she put him next to the girl that ruined my whole life. I feel horrible and scared cuz I'll know what she'll do. Also, we don't talk much and it makes me so sad cuz I miss hearing his voice and laugh I love everything abt him but I think he doesn't like me back. Whenever we talk he talks normally not like used to he looks a bit uncomfortable and so I decided I'll stop annoying him cuz that's probably what I do. And yeah that's it I know it's dumb but it hurts. If u read all of it you're probably really bored...

SONGS // CANCIONES 0:00 - 2:36 - Nobody - Mitski 2:37 - 5:02 - I love you so - the walters 5:04 - 8:28 - No surprises - Radiohead 8:29 - 10:22 - Jealous - Eyedress

I brought this on myself really. To try and feel something, i pushed myself to like someone and he came into view. I never took notice but now i unconsciously smile when he does little dances. I love seeing him smile. He is one of the sweetest guys ive met and he goes out of his way to help others. He even helps me. Ive hopelessly fallen in a hole i created myself and cant get out and u know what sucks even more? He has a girlfriend. A girlfriend who is literally a sweetheart.

I thought I was special, turns out I was just another flower in his garden. I really loved him :c

Me and him are from the same school different class, he started talking to me on discord (we never talked irl) and i saw him as a friend only few months later I liked him and he would give signs like avoiding me whenever he sees me walk by. I thought it was cute and i thought he liked me back.. one day he asked who was my crush, and i told him to tell me his crush first, turns out he likes another girl whos way prettier and smarter than me. 😀

This is my second time having a crush on them, it doesnt hurt as much as the first time but it really takes a toll on my mood when they don't speak to me. They've told em the first time they didn't see themselves being with me, which was understandable and i let it go for a while until the feeling came back. We playfully flirt for fun sometimes but i didnt want to wind up ruining my own mental stability more then it already is just because i started gaining the crush back despite my refusal and attempts to fight it off it kept popping up and getting worse, now its gotten to the point where it's upsetting and fustratining because I can't have someone i've wanted twice now.

It hurts so bad when you know that he doent like you back but you cant get him oit of your head so your crying yourself to sleep every night knowing he wont like you back. It just hurts so bad.

Why do I have to care for someone who doesn’t for me? THEY ARE OVER THERE PULLING MY HEART ALONG FOR THEIR OWN NEEDS AND MY HEART IS LIKE “oh well maybe it’s just a mood today😊” or “they’ll change when they see what we’ve done for them :)” BUT IT NEVER FUCKING HAPPENS NO MATTER WHAT I FUCKING DO ALL THEY SAY IS that IM THE FUCKING MANIPULATOR AND HOW I “ lead them on🥺” WELL IDFC ANYMORE I SWEAR I SEE HIM ONE MORE TIME IM OFFING MYSELF I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I WANT TO BE BETTER BUG I JUST CANT. So the only way out is…death :)

It hurts when you know who they like, and you still like them and you know they don't like you back:(

I like a boy, he is the best friend of my ex. He helped me with my panics attacks, broken heart, family problems and more. I asked him out but I feel like he is playing with my feelings. Once I told him about a guy that is creeping me out and he told me that he will beat him up, but then when I am talking about something not so « important » he says « what do I do with this information? » to show that he doesn’t care. I change for him. My style and my attitude has changed. And my best friend told me that he told HIM that he could never go out with me, but he is changing him mind every day, and he gave me his opinion, that my crush could never go out with me because why would he reject other girls and go out with me? I don’t know what to do.

He gives me butterflies whenever he smiles at me or laughs at my jokes but when I found out that he likes someone else my heart sank I hope she dosent say yes to him so I get another chance I really like him

he was just everything. i liked him so much. i barely had known him, but we had a connection, he was just like me he had the same view of things as me, and he was so kind and funny, it had been a while since i had genuinely hoped for someone to like me. he knew i liked him but stayed my friend but one day, he told me he knew i liked him, and said he liked someone else. he stopped talking to me even tho he specifically asked to be friends. a week later he started dating the girl he wanted and it hurts seeing him with her, because he’s all i’ve wanted. they share headphones, sit together, hold hands, they do everything i wanted to do with him, and it sucks. i wish i told him, before he met her. Richmar, i liked you so much, you didn’t know at all how much i liked you. i wanted it to be you, richmar.

Yk its bad when all you can think about is them, but when you get rejected, forget them they rejected you and missed out on the kind of life yall could've had.

Me personally have a crush on this boy in my class. He has black short hair and he’s Mexican, his birthday is in January, and he loves amine. He sits right beside me and I really like him, he said he would never like me but I just can’t handle myself. We are really close friends but I start to get all nervous when he’s near me. I haven’t told anyone who liked yet, I don’t plan on to.. but sometimes I can’t get him off my mind. We had a funny and nice interaction. We have the same comedy and he’s really funny. It’s hard to get his attention though.

he will never feel the same..never

i had a massive crush on my classmate for a long time but after a few days i told him that i liked him and he said he like someone else..and that ruined my whole self esteem...i still have twisted feelings for him but i also want to move on but it just doesent work like that for me its really hard to move on to someone i like....he has brown,black hair he has braces and we are like just the same height or hes taller idk hes very funny and always make jokes and that made me like him,there was one time after everyone left school to go home it was just me and him in the court..we started making jokes and making paper poppers and told each other our old crushes in school and joked around and that made me feel that spark and thats what made me like him.

A few weeks ago, I met this guy. He has such similar interests to me. He has autism like me. It’s so nice to have someone who understands. But I’m just a kid. He’s older. And he’s not attracted to females. But even if I were older. And even if I were male. I don’t think he’d love me anyway. I wouldn’t.

As a young girl(like 8-9 yrs old) my classmate confessed his feelings to me. He did it in front of all my class he just did a squat in front of me opened his two hands like a mussle and asked. I was shocked so i ran away. I don't remember what i did after this situation but i know day later we were like: "Eww it's you" etc. When i was 12 years old i really wanted to have a friend which would be a boy beacuse i didnt have any friends :( ( I "choosed" this boy from earlier, he was walking me home, always spend time with me, was telling me complements like: I belive u are gonna be an excellent pianist in the future"( this is the only i remember bc it was so cute) etc. But i just couldnt have feeling for him i mean i didnt feel anything when he was talking with other girl or when he wasn't around gim i wasn't think about him. It was weird. He was also really funny i loved his jokes but i still didnt have any feelings. He was doing everything to be near me it was really kind and funny. I know i have to stop this i really liked him as a best friend but i know he couldn't stay like that forever bc he liked me. I didnt wanted to be in relaitionship because i didnt feel like i need that i was so sorry for him but i couldnt talk with him about that because i was scared(idk why).Luckly someday i asked him does he want to sit together at next class (like always but i always was asking him :>) He was late for next lesson(he promised me to sit with me earlier) but he didnt sit with me i wasnt mad, he could forget or anything. Later he asked me if i want to sit with him but i forgot and i sit with random person. Later he was a bit mad at me and i said that i didnt make drama bc he didnt sit with me( i wasnt angry but i know it was my chance to end this fantastic friendship. He said sorry, in his eyes i could see honest apologizes, but i had to do it. END IT NOW OR NEVER. I told him smth like: Good u are apologizing( i dont remember what i said) and he asked: Sooooo do u want to sit together at next lesson :3? No. I smile at him with satysfaction( i was really sad and hurt inside) and i left him there. I looked at him once he looked like he want to cry but i didnt stop. Now we are in 8th grade, he have an other girl friend which one is almost like me :D But i dont fell sad bc he have other girl im happy, but we still dont like eachother (we dont show this when people are around)If i could change the past i wouldnt start this friendship again.I mean it was the best friendship i have ever been in my whole life but i dont want to hurt others feelings its really depresing, for u people who listen to this playlist it might be mean when someone reject u or like someone else but idk do u prefer to be in fake love or to have a pure love but not with ur actual"crush" . That's all i wanted to say i hope u will undersand that, and this boy will see this :> Ty for reading ♥ and sorry for all mistakes im from poland TwT

At first i saw him i became friends with him and we were always laughing but then i gained feelings for him but then the word got out and he didnt like me back and he told me infront of all his friends and i just said ok i dont wanna date u anyways but inside i was broken and could never recover from that moment because he was perfect

He is kind and sweet, he cares for others. He's shorter than me, but also way funnier than me. He has a bunch of friends, he is a lead in the play we are in. He's more important than me. He's surrounded by people and friends, which is probably why he doesn't know me. He doesn't know who I am, or what my name is. He doesn't know anything about me even though I know so much about him. I know his homeroom, his 6th and 7th periods, where he goes for lunch, who his friends are, and his last name. I wish he liked me, or even knew me. I would do anything if he could just say my name. *My name* I just wish. I know it wont happen but I can always hope. He's so cute, I don't know what to do. He bumped into me the other day. It was so cute to see his reaction. He apologized and then ran away. To be fair he was running before that, but the fact that he even stopped to apologize is so cute. Most people would have just kept running but he's not most people. He stands out. It started out as just a small feeling and before I knew it, I had a crush. Then I was telling my friends. One of my friends is also friends with him, hr convinced me to confess. I wrote him a letter. He found out it was me, but stoll we never talked. Long story short one of my friends messed up and then told him a lie. They told him that another girl at a another school likes him. He's believing it for now because his friend who is also my friend told him that its true. So now he thinks some girl name Diamond at another school likes him. I think im a little disappointed. I really like him, I want him to know its me, I want him to talk to me, I want him to do something. Anyways thanks for listening to my rant, have a great day!!💞💞

im a gay man, and really i loved this one boy and still do. he stopped me from my suicidal thoughts, he brightened my day, i would be excited to go to school because of him. i talk to him all the time and we were really close with our broken humor. we would talk and be excited when we were in the same class. i used to play mostly something like mc or any game with him, everything was going fine. until today. we were just walking with the rest of our friend group, but then we brought up birthdays. we were talking and he realized i had a 11 month age gap. he couldnt believe it and thought i was joking, but i told him it wasnt. we still talked but he didnt have the same feeling as when we usually would. i couldve stopped it from happening. its all my fault

y'k it's a good playlist when it startes with mitski

oh, idk if he like me or not, well he just don't love me but.. i think i just...don't deserve him and he surely think that im boring but ty for this playlist :)...

she's so pretty, smart, caring, loving, funny, and she has a good heart, and such pretty eyes, and she's always there for people in need and I had my chance, ruined it, and now it's over... what makes it worse is we're still friends.. She's so much happier with him then she ever was with me... I guess the saying "don't know what you had til it's gone" is true

hes sweet, in ways i wish i knew, hes colorblind, light sensitive. he gives me hugs from behind, he looks at me when his head is down, he says im his favorite at our lunch table cause im the least annoying. my friend hates him, but she still supports me, but when she had his best friend ask if he likes me, the no she gave me sank my heart deep, deep into the ground. she says hes lied like this before, and the way he treats me shows love but i know deep down in my heart that its more likely he doesnt like me, and that the safest option is to go into lockdown so my heart isnt broken again. i thought he liked me, i was confident but not fully sure. if his best friend had just answered yes i would have confessed. i feel like an idiot. to really think he would love someone like me? all ive ever heard was that someone liked me because i was pretty, but half of them didnt even know my name. to think someone actually loved me for me was wrong, i feel stupid, no, i am stupid.

honestly it kinda hurts because yk he likes someone else and js sees you as a nobody or just a friend but you'll still like them

I thought I found the one, the way we look at each other, the messing around, the smiles, the laughing, us getting in trouble all most every day for talking to one another to much, the butterflies. Guess I was wrong, of course the girl he likes is kinda tall, has blue eyes and blonde hair, is a grade above us, I wish I was her. I love him, and I know that all she will do is hurt him.

it hurts when their your friend because they will only ever see you as a friend...

“i tried to lose feelings but it’s made things worse and I can’t stop thinking about them. They make me so happy and I love them so much but i know they don’t love me back. when I try to distance us, we just become closer. I don’t think I’ll ever tell them how I feel, but I’m just happy that they’ve found the one.” - me

I like this boy. i doodle little love things like drawing a little version of him or our initials in a heart in class but in class i stare at him sometimes and it looks like he stares at me too but sometimes i'm scared that he staring at the girl sitting next to she really pretty and sometimes i get insecure. One time i yelled shut up because i was telling my friend too but everyone could hear it and my teacher made things awkward by saying "that was weird" i wanted to crawl under a rock and die because he stared at me with this weird look...

At first I kinda thought he was annoying and just an asshole. Once I got to know him we became pretty good friends. Overtime I started to like him but I was to coward to tell him. His best friend which is also my friend found out and told him. After he found out I liked him he ignored me for a whole 2 months. Everytime I would try to start a conversation he would always pretended I wasn't there. Last week I wrote a letter pouring out my feelings for him. I told him I really liked him for his personality and the way everytime I cried he would always come and comfort me even if he was busy I also found him very funny. I told him I was truly sorry if I made him feel uncomfortable. He accepted my apology but still doesn't talk that much. All he really says is "hey" or "ok". I don't think he knows how much he is hurting me. It's really hard to act like everything is alright when he ignores me infront of our friends. My stupid feelings ruined our friendship. Even though he didn't reject me verbally I know he doesn't think of me that way. He was the only person I truly felt safe with. I told him all of my secrets because I trusted him. He made me feel happy when my mother would insult me over anything. He would always tell me I'm "not useless" or "if your mother doesn't give you the affection you need. I will." I miss hearing those words. My friends are all telling me to move on but I just can't. I really wish I could. Does anyone know how I can get him to talk to me again?

For anybody who might read this comment and need to hear it right now I know it's hard, I know that you feel sad and it hurts but remeber that's not terminal, all the pain you experience right now will fade over time just like a person that youre upset about, that doesn't mean that your feelings aren't valid, they are completly normal and natural in that kind of situation and it's ok to cry. I just want you to remember that you're not worthless, you're not ugly, you're not stupid, whoever you are im sure you're beautiful and good person. don't give up! you're strong and all bad feelings that you experience right now won't last forever, you'll find a person that you'll love and that will love you as well and you need to belive in it. No matter who you are stay strong🌟

I love your smile. I love your sense of humor. I love your kindness. I love your laughter. I love your style. I love your intelligence. I love your creativity. I love your positivity. I love your honesty. I love your passion. I love your confidence. I love your energy. I love your eyes. I love your voice. I love your adventurous spirit. I love your warmth. I love your patience. I love your thoughtfulness. I love your cooking. I love your fashion sense. I love your determination. I love your sense of adventure. I love your empathy. I love your curiosity. I love your loyalty. I love your support. I love your wisdom. I love your authenticity. I love your hair. I love your optimism. I love your dedication. I love your sense of style. I love your resilience. I love your understanding. I love your companionship. I love your grace. I love your open-mindedness. I love your hugs. I love your communication skills. I love your advice. I love your sense of wonder. I love your generosity. I love your laugh. I love your sense of belonging. I love your thought-provoking conversations. I love your company. I love your dreams and aspirations. I love your ability to make me smile. I love your uniqueness. I love your overall amazing self. I love your gentle nature. I love your inquisitive mind. I love your determination to grow. I love your thoughtful gestures. I love your adventurous taste in food. I love your capacity for forgiveness. I love your dedication to learning. I love your sense of responsibility. I love your ability to find joy in small things. I love your dedication to your hobbies. I love your unwavering support. I love your ability to make me laugh. I love your willingness to listen. I love your optimism in tough times. I love your ability to stay calm under pressure. I love your love for animals. I love your strong work ethic. I love your resilience in the face of challenges. I love your passion for helping others. I love your endless curiosity about the world. I love your adaptability to change. I love your attention to detail. I love your ability to see the beauty in everything. I love your gentle and caring nature. I love your commitment to personal growth. I love your capacity for empathy. I love your adventurous spirit when trying new things. I love your ability to inspire those around you. I love your knack for finding solutions. I love your willingness to apologize and make amends. I love your dedication to your family and friends. I love your ability to turn challenges into opportunities. I love your infectious enthusiasm. I love your strong sense of ethics. I love your thought-provoking insights. I love your positive outlook on life. I love your ability to light up a room. I love your courage to speak your mind. I love your unwavering principles. I love your ability to make me feel understood. I love your deep sense of empathy. I love your adventurous approach to travel. I love your commitment to social justice. I love your capacity for forgiveness and understanding. I love your ability to adapt and thrive. I love your sense of wonder about the universe. I love your strong sense of identity. I love your ability to make me feel cherished. I love your deep connection with nature. I love your ability to make every moment special. I love you.

I've tried to make friend with as many people as I could in hopes that they would like me enough to have a crush on me and it never worked, I'm alone and I've joked and said out loud that I wasn't gonna be with anyone on valentines day and that I wanted someone to date so someone would take their chances, now looking back I was being kinda needy, annoying, and on valentines day I had a note ready for one of my crushes and I ripped and threw it away in 5th period because he, or she, nobody, not one of them, asked me... I found it useless and unnecessary to give it to any of them so I threw it holding back my tears.. he was also sitting next to me and I hated that day, it would've been better if I never fell in love so easily without much of an effort. Plus I guess they would get tired of me, I'm one of or if not, the weirdest kid in my middle school. Nobody would want me... I'm too annoying and loud, or too shy and quiet. I am never just one thing and that would annoy everyone with me, it does to my friends even if they try to hide it..

no matter how much i try, no one wants me.

She is kind.(In my eyes) She understood my mind really well, and we called up from 10pm-11pm most of the time. And she is my best friend, we are pretty close. But she now has a girlfriend, who is her childhood best friend, who's still in contact with her. I'm quite jealous of her, but how could I hate her? She knows my crush longer than I do. She even visits my crush's relative's funeral, and my crush is probably thankful for that. But me, I am just a girl who just tutors her every subject and vent about her struggles to me, but that's all for just "a good friend" of hers title. Nothing more.

Still inlove. He told me "I'm sorry kade but it's over" crying every night. Sniffing white powder. Smoking tree popping pills. I'm done

I miss when someone didn't crush back I just felt unaffected and moved on. Now, I find myself here.

It hurts when u find out ur crush likes ur cuz and u told them but yet didn’t reject u and that u told ur cuzzin that u like them but yet neglect ur feelings and get with ur crush😢

i love someone deeply, hes always been there for me and listens to me, i dont get annoying or boring to him, he just listens and helps. He makes sure i dont hurt myself and comforts me alot, when im sad he makes funny jokes and stuff. We talk basically every day, I love him, i told him. But he said we should just be friends for now. i will always love him though, as i have for the past 7 months.

when i said i wanted to figure out my sexuality and feel what loves like. I didn't mean this. But heres some quotes for you

It hurts when you guys fought and then you two had a big apology but he said “I hope we can still be friends” :(

Man, I keep trying even though i know that she’ll never like me back.

Everytime I look at this dude, literal butterflies just AAA-

I woke up every morning at 5 am so I could get my hair and makeup done, but makeup doesn't do miracles, I'm ugly and fat so he doesn't even know I exist

Everytime he is there, I feel happy, I think to myself, “ hes your friend, he cares about you “ but when I’m alone and he acts cold, I tell myself “ he doesn’t care, he never did, hes fake “ but I can’t leave him, I care to much, I listen to him, I tell him I’ll always stay by his side, when he cries, it makes me feel bad, i want to give him a hug and tell him it’s all right, hes ok, im here, but it never works. If I feel sad or cry he gets angry at me and swears. It scares me so bad and makes me cry harder. I want him to appreciate me, care for me like how I care for him, I make sure he eats something everyday, I make sure he feels loved and I give him as much attention as I can. But it never works, I stay up late and think to myself, “ what did I do wrong? “ “ why doesn’t he care? “ I’ve cried so much that I can’t cry anymore. But he doesn’t care, when hes grumpy he takes it out on me. It drives me to tears and I try to avoid him as much as possible, but he questions why. I hate it so much, I almost committed su!c!de one time, but then I remembered him and remembered that I need to keep him intacted.

this randomly started playing now im balling

''It's been so long since I've been able to feel this way about someone. It pains me so how I wish to say ''I love you'', and for it to be returned in the same fervor. Yet it pains me moreso when this feeling of mine may not be mutual. I'm afraid that something so foolish could potentially ruin such a close and special bond. And so, I shall keep them to myself.''

🎉 Time Stamps! 🎉 0:00 - Nobody - MITSKI 2:40 - I Love you So - Walters 5:03 - No Surprises - RadioHead 8:29 - Jealous - Eyedress 0:00 - Restart!

Feel in love and he became my muse, he never loved me. But admiring him was enough for me, even though it made me unbearably sad.

i've known him since we were kids. i finally told him i liked him and now he leaves me on read, gives me dirty looks, doesnt talk to me and overall hates me. i dont know why im even attracted to him. he isnt special in looks. hes so mean to me but i still love him unlike anyone else ive ever liked. how do i stop it? i cry at night wishing could still hang out and laugh with each other but that will never happen again...

I really liked this guy, and I've liked him for about a year? yeah, I think so. okay anyways this year I was kind of sad that I didn't have any classes with him but I'm pretty sure he would always make sure he could see me, but I also have no idea if he did that to see me or his friends cause all his friends are in my classes okay anyway, today I was kind of happy cause he was at school and I would get to see him. I was in my Spanish class and there were these kids sitting behind me (some of his friends) and I heard them taking about how one of their friends (one of my crushes best friends) got cheated on. they stopped talking about the guy and then they started talking about him again and I find out that my crush and his best friend's girlfriend were hooking up. ik ik he wasn't/ isn't mine, but it really crushed my soul. after Spanish class ended, I can't stop thinking about what they said and I'm walking out of school, and I make eye contact with my crush, and he can tell that I know what happened. at this point I'm so over guys and people in general.

no love = no problem

at first i thought i was going crazy but no, I liked this guy. I didn't know what to do because ive never like a guy before, we make glances everyday but I found out he likes someone else. My heart is in actual shambles rn, tmr I'm gonna give him a note abt my feeling's cause Im already to late anyways.

I'm grey romantic and I still sometimes have feelings towards her. But she's in a poly relationship. But most of the time I can't feel anything towards anyone. It hurts so goddamn bad.

he’s so perfect. the only way i can explain him is he looks like a ancient roman god. he’s so gorgeous and he doesn’t think the same about me. it breaks my heart.

I did love him, I missed him when we didn't talk. We talked everyday and I started catching feelings than..today he told me he just got a gf. Shes very pretty though, can't blame him..

gonna confess to him tmmr, wish me luck

i’m kinda together with my crush but not at the same time? we’re in the talking stage. Will keep y’all updated!

When I first saw him, I fell in love. I was friends with him and I would always hang out with him and laugh together I guess. But those days are over. This was in year 6. In football, I accidentally tripped him over and then had the guts to shout at me and complain to the teacher about it, I just told him to go away when he “apologised” to me. He only did it because the teacher told him too. I just can’t do it anymore, I don’t wanna be a crybaby anymore. I don’t wanna be: useless ugly sensitive crybaby mean having an attitude being a disappointment to others being lazy or weird or anything else I loved him so much, but I have to let him go.. I have to move in from him and achieve new things in life without him but all you beautiful people are here by my side, even if I don’t know you, you guys understand other people more than our families and friends do. At least I have my best friend with me, by my side forever. Well not really cause she’s going to another school but I’ll still talk to her, I’m just glad that I’m gonna be away from him because he’ll probably just distract me. I really feel like killing myself p, but I wont because I read 101 reasons not to die! :) I’m gonna stay here and: Be weird Laugh Smile Hug people who need it Dance Play with my friends Hang out Create poems Make stories Do things I wanna do Look at my favourite songs Talk to my family about my fav things Get a pet? Watch my favourite RU-vidrs Look at the most BEAUTIFUL VIDEOS Study Love myself Proud of myself Sleep Wake up Have breakfast Draw Get new friends Go outside and.. BE MYSELF. I love you all, your the best ❤

We dated and it was the most wonderful time ever, we both agreed it was. But we both had issues, I overthunk and he didn't know how to express himself. We broke up before Thanksgiving and it devastated me, it felt like the end. We didn't talk for a while. But then a couple days before graduation, he replied to my story about a dumb question, and it was like we were friends again. I never got over him, and I always hoped he'd just be my friend again. It came true. I learned that when we were apart, he felt how I felt. He thought about me, about what happened, and even getting back together. Maybe we'll be together again in the future after more time as a friendship, hopefully.

I like this guy from our grade , he likes football, he has black hair and his smile(just thinking abt it makes me smile) and many more stuffs. He just stands out from others I'd say he's definitely cold hearted with others(i'm also in the "others") but with his close friend i can see him smiling , laughing and stuffs . He's in different section so i can't really start any conversations as i also khow he won't be interested in talking with me. It's almost like he doesn't even know I exist. I like him alot like ALOT but he doesn't even look at me like not even once. I doubt that i have a chance.

I like this guy... i met him in november in the train for a school trip, we were playing with some of my friends and some of his friends, after that day i didnt see him anymore Until a week ago A week ago we went for a 4 day school trip with an airplane and he was here too, i dont know if he remembers about me, i was too shy to ask, we made eye contact a few times, i dont think he loves me back, i dont think ill see him anymore, i just want him to know that i love him.

I liked him I really did I thought he liked me to but like everyone else he found someone better and it’s okay right as long as he’s happy. I just hope we still stay friends

I fell for my best friend i know she doesn’t like me back because shes beautiful her smile makes the world brighter the way she’s just so pretty and her personality is just pretty by itself and i feel like she’s playing with my feelings and she is i GAVE UP ON SOMEBODY for her and she didn’t like me in the end so that’s great i gave up on somebody who loved me for her to be happy but no i’m done i’m done with love i’m done with everything.