I blame myself for ignoring red flags right from the beginning.... I thought my kindness will bring out the best in her but I was wrong. Toxic/narcissistic people don't change, they get worse
Love this channel. I used to be such a people pleaser as a kid, so soft, I'd never argue back, did whatever they wanted. Some of my family treated me like shit for years. They pushed me into mental ruin once before, and they shoved me in a secure home for problematic behaviour. I healed from it, it took years of building myself up with blood, gym, sweat and tears, but they still treated me like shit. I had grown a steel spine by then. I then wiped the floor with them all. Now they have nothing to say to me, as I have nothing more to say to them. If you're reading this. Grow a spine, or have yours broken. That's what life has taught me. It's going to be hard, but it's never impossible.
Wish we had a online forum for like minded people like you because when your suffering you feel like your all alone in this mess and at that time you just need empowering and confidence to stand up and against injustice 😢 I’m proud of you big time!!
Mate - exactly the same story for me, word for word. Last two months have been nothing but transformation for me. I feel free now, I’m discovering the real me. These joker videos have guided me, the feel like the talk directly to me. Good luck on your journey mate and don’t look back. 💪
Joker you have the HARDEST HITTING and most CUTTING words of wisdom and deep insights on earth than can be imagined or that is. You SAY IT how it REALLY is and IT’S HEALING. You are what the world needs and we need you. I appreciate and thank ya!
How is it possible? It’s like you are talking directly to my soul ! Like you know exactly what I am going through. The true real friend who gently brings back to reality, does not sugar coat anything, does not kick you while you already bleeding on the ground, no jealousy, just caring advice to help healing, a hand that reaches out to pull me up. Thank You 🙏🏻❤️
When your instincts and your senses try to warn you there's something wrong, never ignore the flags being waved. Even the smallest, almost imperceptible gestures can speak volumes before betrayals finally come to light.
@@RafaelSilva-od4bb im 58 now, and actually when i was younger it was stronger, and i listened more to it than now..., also because my mother said this almost every day to me if we were talking about something, or i was asking her for advice, she always said to me listen to your heart, your guts, and your inner voice, and yes most times i know...but ignore it..and in other cases i don't tell that i know...what i know...so peoples think im stupid, but im not... Also...listen to your children...let's say...as example...if your children, or one of them, starts to cry before you...go in a airplane...don't step in... That was my mothers example for me... maybe a extreme example...but that was her way of teaching, the way she raised me, may the universe🌌✨have her s☀️(u)l✨💖✨
@@JustLor7777 Yes, that inner voice you just mentioned, I know exactly what you mean. Also, the way people can't straight look into your eyes, or the uncomfortable facial expressions you see when you talk to them about how happy you are, or about your achievements, or about your plans. I wish someone had told me about these things when I was younger, but like it is said out there, it's never too late to learn a lesson. Wish you the best!
@@JustLor7777 Really Just Wanted You To Know That My Heart Wasn’t Broken When it Happened To Me And You Left Me Alone In The Dark Without Knowing What Happened And Where You Did We Go Wrong Again I’m Sorry For That happened how the fuck can we stop this madness please stop destroying the only thing left of me I’ve been trying to hold on to my life and can’t continue to do it anymore get off my back now and stop pushing me away from it either get out or get rid of it I’m tired of being a fuking puppet of whoever you are fuckoff COWARDS
Raw real Truth 💯. I am the Raw and will remain and continue rising in my true nakedness that is only real and dangerous. Nevwr looking back or giving the comfort to them. I'll only be bringing the real with me and let them stay in the lies of comfort and masks. I leave it all in the past. For I have surpassed the me that once was and embrace the truest version of me never letting go just keep building (rebuilding) on to myself. I only owe everything to me now. And through God the limits don't exist the Lors will make it endlessly and gives me the possibilities to turn what seems or feel impossible to truly not just reachable but will become the true in my grasp I will reach it. This is my life and I'm gonna live it for myself! No ppl pleasing will ever be me again. No more hoping on somwthing that was nevwr meant to stay or pleasing those wanting so badly to be wanted by those whom just play with me. I leave them and it all right where they belong. In a place of nothingness they built on their own. I leave them to the Heavenly Father to deal with. I have no fears any longer for I faced every single one of them . Became stronger than ever thought I could. I'm learning my truest self version I avoided her way too long. She about to shine and blind everyone when they look in my direction. They don't know yet but soon will whom I was created to truly become but oh they will. They will. Don't ever mess with Gods rare ones. ✝️❤️🔥❤️🔥🕯🕯🕯🕯🔥🔥🔥🔥🕊
My covert narcissist ex girlfriend was a nightmare. I gave her everything while she gave me nothing but stress, anxiety, depression and emptiness She's enjoying her life right now, traveling places while I stocked with illness, jobless and homeless for the past two years now! I pray That God will remember me and change my situation.. I'm so depressed and weak!
