healing my ass. the sadistic universe is only making our goddamn trauma wounds worse. i put all my trust and faith in the 'holy' spirit --- and then when i finally get close to what i deeply desire and need --- the mischievous mysterious universe does things to deliberately break my heart and or piss me off so bad i can't do anything constructive at all anymore. us easy believers are WAY too easy to deceive - just by teasing us with cosmic carrots we'll never be allowed to fully enjoy. taro card readers can be the most insidious narcissists in this entire greedy-sadistic collective clusterfrack world . yet ironically thanks a lot for nothing . i can hardly wait until all that so-called divine advice blows the heck up right in the fake-smiling faces of those who conjure up and overinflate hope just to watch us deal with having our hopes crushed over and over again, simply for our deceptacon overlord's sadistic pleasure . you good for nothing angels ain't helping or healing anything --- you're just making it harder than ever to believe in the goodness of anything at all anymore . go kiss your masterminded kingpimps butt and see if he treats you any better --- because he won't . . . if you don't unconditionally love that mean bastard he'll only torment you way worse . we're all damned if we try to give a crap --- and double damned if we don't give a crap at all. freewill don't mean shit when all the choices available are diabolically-retarded and ingeniously-horrible by planned obsolescent design . choosing the lesser evil is not at all good. thanks for trying to trigger us into inciting insight - even though RU-vid narcissistically censors anything relevant, trying in vain to make resistance seem futile . yet nevertheless goddesspeed again regardless yawl !
