This Isn't Home 

Our debut single "This Isn't Home" OUT NOW.
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Videography, Editing and Graphic Design by
​⁠‪@DaybreakFilms‬
Recorded, Mixed & Mastered by
​⁠‪@AnchorSound‬
I am not a cog in this machine.
I can’t surpass my burdens, but still the words they say I hear;
“Wait, in time, and you will feel the sun shine on your face”.
But all I feel are shadows I never meant to create.
Insane, this shame.
What does it take to be revered?
Save me, fix me.
I never thought I’d show these fears.
I need a minute…
I won’t accept I am afraid,
Of who I’m meant to be.
Because my head won’t heed the screams,
When I’ve lost my gravity.
It’s deafening to me, this silence on repeat.
Lost my place, and lost my faith.
Oh, I am no longer whole…
This Isn’t Home.
Tired of feeling scared.
How can this be fair?
Tired of feeling I’m not worth it,
I just can’t help but feel I deserve it.
Time to face emotions I had locked away for years.
I believe that I’m the cause of all these tears.
Don’t wanna bite my tongue,
But I will stay unsung.
It’s me,
Your perfect son is in his head again.
There’s no one left I can confide,
My love for life, I feel it die.
I won’t accept I am afraid,
Of who I’m meant to be.
Because my head won’t heed the screams,
When I’ve lost my gravity.
It’s deafening to me, this silence on repeat.
Lost my place, and lost my faith.
Oh, I am no longer whole…
This Isn’t Home.
God please end this grief.
All I need is relief.
Well there’s nowhere else left to go.
I gave into my indulgence, because the answer’s something I already know.
When my head was in the clouds,
You said I’d figure it out somehow.
If I could read your minds,
I would have killed myself by now.
I won’t accept I am afraid,
Of who I’m meant to be.
Because my head won’t heed the screams,
When I’ve lost my gravity.
It’s deafening to me, this silence on repeat.
Lost my place, and lost my faith.
Oh, I am no longer whole…
This Isn’t Home.
This…
This…
This…
This Isn’t-
Home.
This Isn’t-
Home.