Thank you so much for the help to consider the best way, of my path. I always find your readings very honest and serious. You are amazing and I am very grateful.❤😊❤
The second one. But he turned out to be a sadistic narcissist who played mind games, so I had to walk away from him for my own sanity and peace of mind and self respect. He didn’t want to return though because I when l later went back just to confront him with the toxic abuse he put me through so we could make peace rather than stay enemies and told him I was badly ill which was true and didn’t want to pass away without being asked forgiveness and reaching peace , he just ignored me. So when it reaches that level , you know you are dealing with a psychopath or narcissist. Never had any fears till I met him and no it wasn’t worth the horrible toxic abuse he put me through with the cruel mind games as they messed with my head and emotions and caused me to doubt my perception and sanity and even caused me a chronic physical disorder that I am still recovering from. Unfortunately he fits every one of the narcissist and empath trauma bond criteria which does tend to feel like a soulmate or twinflame thing at the beginning but quickly devolved into abuse and I was lucky to escape. He is a horrible person though very bad energy. I was able to forgive and am still healing. I love your readings and really respect you and think you’re a great reader and person. But please don’t ever say that some abuse might be worth putting up with as that can be unintentionally toxic and cause more stress and pain for people which I am sure was never your intention. Again I am a subscriber and I greatly admire you and your readings. So I hope you won’t be offended by what l said and will take it in the right spirit. Much love and peace ❤
@@ChristiansTarotWorld You’re welcome and thanks for being so sweet about it. I think the worst thing was that he and I had started out as friends supposedly, so I actually thought I knew him and I trusted him and was always kind and did everything for him out of unconditional love when I fell for the person I thought he was as he used to pretend to be like me in. Character and pretended to be having loads of integrity and empathy like me. So I bought it and thought we had lots in common also and fell for him. Then he became scary out of the blue and started playing weird head games out of nowhere , and being a pure hearted innocent person, it took me a while to catch on to the awful stuff he was doing and the backstabbing and betraying of the so called friendship. I then became emotionally afraid of him and felt emotionally unsafe around him ,and left him for good and an so thankful I did. Thank you so much for your wonderful readings, dear Monsieur Christian. You are the best tarot reader online in my view. Stay blessed always. ❤️