This song hits me right in the feels with what's going on in my life right now... ouch... I met a girl who I thought was 'the one'. We had so much in common and got on so well, I thought myself lucky every night that I'd met her. We got talking for a while, during which time mutual romantic interest was established. As it turns out, she had hidden her boyfriend at the time from me, and when confronted about it said that she did it because she loved me more than him and that she didn't want me to leave because of him. In fact, she actually attempted to cheat on said boyfriend with me, an offer that, tempting as it was, I declined, as I could not bring myself to do that to another person. Some time goes by, and eventually, she breaks up with the prior mentioned boyfriend. Before I even get a chance to shoot my shot, she established that she was quote 'living the single life for a while whilst she sorts her head out' (she had a lot going on in her life at this point in fairness to her). I understood and was prepared to wait, mainly due to the fact that she explicitly assured me that we would likely be an item soon. So I wait... and I waited for a while. Still being fed the same old story that 'she wasn't ready yet'. Her birthday came around, so I thought that I would show that my interest still stood and I bought her some very nice and expensive gifts. An Aquamarine Ring, a 24K Golden Rose, and a bottle of Moet Champagne. Considering I had to loan money from my father to be able to afford the gifts in the first place, it was me making a final effort. My efforts got me nowhere, and she continued to give me the same old excuse. Foolish old me continued to wait, becoming infatuated with this girl the longer we were apart. We returned to College, and quite literally on the first day back, I discovered that, of course, there was another man. After all her claims of remaining celibate until the age of 18, she had been sleeping with and seeing another man as far back as when we initially met, and when she still had her boyfriend. Funnily enough, it was the same guy she assured me was just a friend and nothing more... I confronted her about it, naturally. She tried to say that she never mentioned him to me because she was 'afraid of losing our bond', which only added fuel to the fire, as she had just inadvertently admitted to consciously leading me on. In reality, she liked the attention that I was giving her and didn't want to lose that source of appreciation and attention. She never gave a shit about me, and it has taken this whole conflict to actually realise this. I told her I want nothing to do with her, and that I'd appreciate it if she just left me alone. I had to put on a brave face and act unbothered, but inside it felt as if my heart had been torn from my chest. Days go by since I found out about the other guy, and in the passing days, I found out that not only was it one other guy, there were two other guys seeing her as well, which makes it four guys (including me) that she was getting with whilst still having a boyfriend. After a while, she attempts to come back into my life, naturally. One night, she facetimed me and began telling me how much she regretted her decision, and that when she saw me at College, she 'felt a connection' with me. After this, she began facetiming me constantly, trying to get close with me again. I ignored her for the most part, except for one morning when I was bored and gave in to the temptation to speak to her. I gave her a chance to come forward about everything and be honest for once, a chance that she chewed up and spat out right in my face. She didn't know that I knew about everything she'd been up to, and sat there and lied to my face by claiming she was still 'just friends' with the guy she'd been sleeping with behind my back. Not only this, she swore it on her dead grandfather's grave. In my eyes, it was me giving her a final chance, and she blew it, big time. I have since cut her out of my life completely, and she still continues to try and get at me via my friends, causing arguments amongst my group and targeting me with unwanted hassle and stress. I want nothing more than to never see her face again in my life, and I wish that she would just leave both me and my friends alone forever. I carry a strong sense of resentment toward her. She sat there and told me she loved me and wanted to be with me on multiple occasions, meanwhile sleeping with a roster of other men in secrecy. She has made my trust issues 1000x worse, and I feel as though I can't trust anyone anymore. So if you ever see this Sinead, know this... I hate you. I hate you for what you did to me, for how you made me feel, for who you've turned me into. I hate you for lying, for cheating, for making up an alter ego with which you sucked every drop of affection out of me that you could manage. I hate you.
Hey man.. I dont know what to say. A girl did nearly the same to me. Some people are so disgusting in who they are and what they do to others. I feel you, my mind also jucked up and my heart shattered every day a bit more. It takes a lot of timo and the rights friends in your life to overcome this shit. Just stay strong and remind yourself, not falling again for her, even its the hardest thing.. dont let this bring you down! I know you dont know me, and probably we will never meet but i red all this and I was laying in my bed crying.. I wish you all the best I can do with this short and hopefully you can forget someday.. at least: im from germany, sorry for my bad writing
She belongs to the streets brotha. These things happen in life, you gotta be strong mentally and emotionally. I believe you are far stronger than you think. Keep it up homie and don't be afraid to trust someone or to fall in love again❤
Use the Aggression my friend for something with purpose. Just as she said she was going to do focus on yourself, however actually focus on yourself unlike how she lied to you and said she was. Good luck
Bass dropped so hard that: Chain smoker stopped smoking Alan Walker stopped Walking Dora stopped Exploring Twenty one pilots lost a pilot 1 Direction goes in 2 directions Edit: (New ones) Imagine dragons stopped imagining dragons Three days grace turnt to Two days grace Lil peep stopped peeping Spongebob's name turned to bob Slim shady went quiet
lyrics 🪐 Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven't missed you yet Every room-mate kept awake By every sigh and scream we make All the feelings that I get But I still don't miss you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you? I hate everything about you Why do I love you? Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven't missed you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you? I hate everything about you Why do I love you? Only when I stop to think about you I know Only when you stop to think about me Do you know? I hate everything about you Why do I love you? You hate everything about me Why do you love me? I hate You hate I hate You love me I hate everything about you Why do I love you?
@@AvalonAk if u must knoowww ❣️ to validate ur prissy feelings 😿 I was very suicidal and was not in a healthy household 😩💔🥺 But I’m as good as can be now! 👍🏼 🥰💓💓
this explains the feeling I get when I wake up everyday and look into the mirror. The innocent little boy who looked at the world with optimism is no longer there. just an emotionless yet angry and sad fucc who hurts everyone around him.
Damn I really feel you. Same for me :(What made you like this? For me it's the hatfeul/discriminating society and abusive parents :/ Anyways I really hope you are doing better now
one of my favorite pass times is listening to slowed music that i used to be sad to when i was a teenager. im 25 now and happy and things are going well. to all the sad teens just have faith in yourself and if you have even a fleeting interest in something in the real world try it out and learn about it. you can only learn to trust yourself through experiences that started out as failures and became successes over time. and if it's love that's bothering you, you and everyone around your age are immature. feel all the feelings but know you'll find someone thats worthy of you eventually, if you're a good hearted person who can love themselves first. it all turns out good, don't worry.
This song is perfect for Sasuke a person blinded by vengeance and hatred. Only to find out until the very end that they still had some love left inside of them. this song can really bring out the feelings of hatred and love.
This literally made the song sound way better! I’ve always never dug this song because it’s sounded weird to me but hearing this remix just makes it kickass!
This isn't a remix it's still the same song, same beat, same lyrics and same singe just slightly slower lol if a tempo is all that it takes for a song to transform for you then you really shouldn't be talking about music.
Death without purpose is the greatest tragedy of the human condition. Stand from your seats and find yourself with meaning. Only in death does duty end.
I am no longer afraid of death. I am no longer afraid of heart breaks. I am no longer afraid of anything. I am afraid of younger people falling for the mistakes I made. About how gullible I was.
😢 and 😅Jesus Is the way the Truth and the life the first and the last who ever confess that Jesus Is lord will be saved ❤️ Jesus loves you God is Good ..❤️Jesus is the only way to heaven repent Jesus is lord and Jesus is the son of God Jesus loves you ❣️we are all Born sinners we need Jesus no matter what because he loves usJesus loves you❤️❤️Jesus loves you so much ❤️ ❤❤Blessed is the man who remains steadfast under trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life, which God has promised to those who love him.Jesus loves you❤️❤️Jesus loves you so much ❤️that all may honor the Son, just as they phonor the Father. qWhoever does not honor the Son does not honor the Father who sent him.Psalm 55:22Cast your cares on the Lord and he will sustain you; he will never let the righteous be shaken😊😂❤❤❤❤❤Proverbs 24:16For though a righteous man may fall seven times, he still gets up; but the wicked stumble in bad times.Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name; thy kingdom come; thy will be done; on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation; but deliver us from evil.😅Jesus Is the way the Truth and the life the first and the last who ever confess that Jesus Is lord will be saved ❤️ Jesus loves you God is Good ..❤️Jesus is the only way to heaven repent Jesus is lord and Jesus is the son of God Jesus loves you ❣️we are all Born sinners we need Jesus no matter what because he loves usJesus loves you❤️❤️Jesus loves you so much ❤️ ❤❤Blessed is the man who remains steadfast under trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life, which God has promised to those who love him.Jesus loves you❤️❤️Jesus loves you so much ❤️that all may honor the Son, just as they phonor the Father. qWhoever does not honor the Son does not honor the Father who sent him.Psalm 55:22Cast your cares on the Lord and he will sustain you; he will never let the righteous be shaken😊😂❤❤❤❤❤Proverbs 24:16For though a righteous man may fall seven times, he still gets up; but the wicked stumble in bad times.Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name; thy kingdom come; thy will be done; on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation; but deliver us from evil.
Im gonna like this video because this has got to be the most edge I've seen in a video. Bro the bass, sasuke crying, the lyrics and just the vibe is bringing back so many memories! Good shit man Edit: 3:08 Damn that shit hits different
Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven't missed you yet Every room-mate kept awake By every sigh and scream we make All the feelings that I get But I still don't miss you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you? I hate everything about you Why do I love you? Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven't missed you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you? I hate everything about you Why do I love you? Only when I stop to think about you I know Only when you stop to think about me Do you know? I hate everything about you Why do I love you? You hate everything about me Why do you love me? I hate You hate I hate You love me I hate everything about you Why do I love you?
The funny thing is that for you to truly hate someone, you must first have loved said person. Since hatred is nothing more than a distorted and corrupted form of love, it is bred from the murder of your love for someone.
Ah sasuke seni o kadar çok seviyorum ki ı hate everything about you diye bağıra bağıra ağlıyorum ağlamana dayanamıyorum en sevdiğim şarkıda arkada senin gifinin olması of azdım bb
