90%players TOTALLY morons they think that the tank kills everything and they jump to the finish line and report me for spoiling the game, I don't even play shit anymore 
Practice your aim in custom games, play heroes you understand, watch some postioning guides and you will climb easy Tim trust me. You just need to get your mojo back, get out of your head, get used to OW again. But you wont get anywhere if you keep just believing "I dont belong in this rank" and "I will magically get out through grinding and making no changes to how I play because I am simply better" The thing is once you actually know you are better it makes games so much easier because you have a clear mind and full confidence in your ability to help your team win, if your team throws, they throw, what can you do just move on.
It’s not that he is not usable, most high level player only black with him anyway. It’s just now whatever Ram does there is no benefit to playing him. Like he has no advantage to any tank when it comes to his offense. He can always just block.
But do you think that the Baptists, when they shoot a grenade and shoot, take more of his life? not especially since some of them are masters, hey, keep in mind that a grenade shot takes a lot of life at once