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Today, Tomorrow, Yesterday 

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A young woman finds her old diaries while moving out of her childhood bedroom and makes peace with herself.
This film is deeply personal and based on my real diary entries and events in my life. I was a very lonely person, and always felt like I was never the one others wanted to be with, romantically or platonically. I never felt good enough, understood, or close with anyone.
I went through some very difficult events that are hard to look back on; I don't want to open that book again, I don't want to think about it. But making this film was a way of making peace with that, I suppose. I don't want to avoid myself. Instead, I'm beginning to look back and feel tenderness for myself. I am growing every day and I feel okay with who I am.
I will continue living one day at a time, taking things as they come, and hopefully changing and growing even more. I also hope that my film can resonate with many people. Every time someone told me they could relate to it, it really meant so much to me. I hope we can all feel a little less alone.
Thank you for watching!
Music by the amazing Shirley Song! www.shirleyson...
Twitter: / jackiefiles
Email: jacquelynfiles@alum.calarts.edu

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@lynneatsrocks
@lynneatsrocks 6 лет назад
"my fursona" Edit: I've never cried more in my life
@JackieFiles
@JackieFiles 6 лет назад
HAHA! thanks :^ )
@ari-sl3to
@ari-sl3to 6 лет назад
nope dont remember it didnt happen when I saw that I was shook
@ReinWitch
@ReinWitch 6 лет назад
This one hit home for me. Thank you.
@victoriaromeo7988
@victoriaromeo7988 6 лет назад
oooOOOO SHE GOT THEM BUTTERFLY LIGHT UP SNEAKERS DAAAAMMMNN
@dontmindmefriend
@dontmindmefriend 4 года назад
people need to be as positive as you
@isamekailmahmud9302
@isamekailmahmud9302 2 года назад
Yiur making me wheeze so hard
@Nina-wh6hb
@Nina-wh6hb 2 года назад
YASSS GURLY GET EM
@Someguysayingsomething
@Someguysayingsomething 6 лет назад
I am currently 14, and I'm going through a lot of this stuff. and I think this really helped me feel not so alone. so, thank you.
@JackieFiles
@JackieFiles 6 лет назад
i'm really glad to hear that. : ) thank you so much.
@Someguysayingsomething
@Someguysayingsomething 5 лет назад
Update on my life for anyone who is wondering I'm 15 now, I had a boyfriend for two months and then we broke up but we're still best friends, and I figured out that I'm a trans guy! Life is still confusing and lonely and all the stuff that comes with being a teenager but every day I feel like I'm getting closer and closer to figuring myself out. And this video is still a huge help.
@StarboyJuno
@StarboyJuno 4 года назад
@@Someguysayingsomething I'm happy you found out who you are! ♡
@hylianexpected1171
@hylianexpected1171 4 года назад
@@Someguysayingsomething Hey, man, hope things are going well for you! 💗
@marceldawn0_o
@marceldawn0_o 2 года назад
Same here, just shows we are never alone even in the darkest moments^^
@All-Star-Super
@All-Star-Super 4 года назад
this is something you would watch in school
@stopmrsaturn
@stopmrsaturn 2 года назад
Every few months or year or so I get recommended this video again and it always gives me the waterworks. There’s no animation, on RU-vid or otherwise, that I connect with as hard as this one. It means a lot.
@juanestebanmacias471
@juanestebanmacias471 5 лет назад
God is so real Great job with this
@Deriedits
@Deriedits 6 лет назад
i'm not crying
@araragomen6261
@araragomen6261 6 лет назад
*Crying* IM NOT CRYING YOU ARE 😢😢😢😢😢
@dontmindmefriend
@dontmindmefriend 4 года назад
ok who cut the onions really now
@SOjeda-vg8bl
@SOjeda-vg8bl 4 года назад
Beautiful
@anacacerola5466
@anacacerola5466 6 лет назад
I think. I relate so much. This made me cry and think. Thank you.
@JackieFiles
@JackieFiles 6 лет назад
thank you. : )
@junebug_ASMR
@junebug_ASMR 6 лет назад
Kitty Woman agreed. Also, hi Seven.
@fateric10
@fateric10 6 лет назад
I can relate
@lemonkey9668
@lemonkey9668 6 лет назад
707
@ZoeM-zk6hk
@ZoeM-zk6hk 6 лет назад
You don't have to be lonelyyyy on farmers only dot com! But seriously though great animation and message :)
@Kirbyster
@Kirbyster 6 лет назад
I love this animation so much! The style is very cute and the message is very important. I can relate to feeling unwanted and alone and this really resonated with me.
@JackieFiles
@JackieFiles 6 лет назад
thank you so much.
@janaekelis
@janaekelis 6 лет назад
Jackie Files to me the message relates to the obsession of growing up and proving maturity
@chickenman6538
@chickenman6538 6 лет назад
Just know that there is someone out there and other people who feel the same way and remember someone out there loves you!
@avnihukmani3730
@avnihukmani3730 6 лет назад
When she puts diaries on her bed they disappear!!! 😲😲
@Kirbyster
@Kirbyster 3 года назад
I still come back to this video when I'm feeling down. It just gives me confidence that everything will be ok.
@marmalady4471
@marmalady4471 Год назад
i doubt you'll see this but for years this short film has been near and dear to my heart. i've come back to it time and time again over the years and it's always made me cry. as i've grown the loneliness i've always felt has grown easier to deal with and manage, and i've become more adjusted, but man has it been a struggle. it still so often is. i just wanted to say thanks for creating this and for giving me the one thing i long for the most; someone who understands me.
@JackieFiles
@JackieFiles Год назад
Hi, thank you so much for this message! it really makes me glad that my film meant this much to you. : ) thank you.
@waydanker
@waydanker 6 лет назад
I CANT WAIT UNTIL THIS BLOWS UP!!!! YOU DESERVE IT
@emilina9106
@emilina9106 2 года назад
I FOUND IT I loved working with you, I am now 13 years old! I remember going to Cal-arts and being in the studio recording. Truly one of my favorite memories. idk if you'll ever see this, but thank you so much. -Emilina
@JackieFiles
@JackieFiles 2 года назад
Emilina!! Thank you so much, I was so delighted to see this comment! Thank you for being such a great actor and working with me!
@3Beans3
@3Beans3 6 лет назад
I can so relate to this in so many levels. The different stages of puberty & growing up & older. The nostalgia as you look back into your past. I really feel like she's me, because, when it comes to love, I had self-esteem issues & I have never found anyone yet. Love hurts & it takes a long time to blossom. Patients is the key to find what you wish to have in life. ❤
@TeriyakiTakeout
@TeriyakiTakeout 4 года назад
As a college student who gets lonely at times being around people I don’t relate to well, this was really comforting.
@dandansoysauce8762
@dandansoysauce8762 6 лет назад
I have social anxiety and previously had extreme cystic acne before in late elementary and middle school, and I found a lot of things that I relate to in this. I'm a tomboy that lowkey hopes a guy could sweep me off my feet, but I was too awkward and felt so ugly, I didn't know how to make friends, let alone know what romantic love feels like. I am older in bigh school now, and my acne has been treated, and I have met quite a few new people, but socialization is still pretty hard. And you're right, sometimes it's okay to be lonely at times; I'm just waiting to meet more of the right people, step by step. Your animation was beautiful, and I too aspire to animate to express my story and inspire or relate to others, just as you have 🙂
@JackieFiles
@JackieFiles 6 лет назад
thank you so much for sharing this!
@thinthle
@thinthle 6 лет назад
Really relatable but also comforting too to see at least I'm not alone in being alone if that makes any sense. Wonderfull animation I love your art style.
@NonisLuck
@NonisLuck 4 года назад
Very nice! Came from GG Animated, you got a sub
@Gerokero
@Gerokero 6 лет назад
this shit made me cry i love it so much, the style is lovely too
@supernovero
@supernovero 6 лет назад
God i relate to this so much. Thinking I'm in love with a boy because he's nice to me, drawing in my old middle school diary (not specifically furries, but I would draw sonic ocs before i knew what ocs were) and cutting my hair super short in high school. It hit way too close to home Edit: I can't believe I didnt mention "I'm, like, a tomboy. Soo... yeah." I swear I uttered that phrase with my actual voice
@terdragontra8900
@terdragontra8900 2 года назад
I'm a guy but I completely relate to the low esteem and self deprecation. Its so sad people feel this way, there are people out there who genuinely care more about who you are as a person than your physical body (and besides I find tomboys very attractive and I'm not alone)
@shmittle
@shmittle 6 лет назад
You go girl!
@elfindigo
@elfindigo 6 лет назад
Wow I know people have already said it but this is amazing. As someone who wants to animate and who relates a lot to the message of the film, I adore this.
@JackieFiles
@JackieFiles 6 лет назад
thank you!! that's great to hear : )
@do9bellbessa545
@do9bellbessa545 4 года назад
as someone who has written down most of the things that have happened in my life this is incredibly relatable the fursona bit lmao that especially think captures a lot of this generation kids who grew up with things like Tumblr and Deviantart very very beautiful and melancholic video, thank you
@yepisuredolikecats3979
@yepisuredolikecats3979 6 лет назад
I relate to this. A lot. Especially since I'm about to go off to my first year of college. And will probably look at my old diaries, too. Thank you for this. So much. This is very, very important.
@Tricks_99
@Tricks_99 6 лет назад
Be yourself girl! As long as your happy with YOU!
@chickensoup1025
@chickensoup1025 6 лет назад
I definitely had the elementary school feeling, I'm in middle school and have never felt the middle school feeling, skipped straight to high school. I want someone to love me for me and everyone around me is with someone it feels like
@marchofthepigs36
@marchofthepigs36 6 лет назад
This was so amazing. Thank you so much for sharing this with the world.
@Daelaight
@Daelaight 6 лет назад
Everything about this video is amazing. Im a a very nostalgic person so all of my old journals mean alot to me. Not to mention what the character are going through is so relatable to me. The girl finally accepting her past and present self is gorgeous. 💕
@OrchidMantis44
@OrchidMantis44 6 лет назад
Man, this really hits hard with me. The message is something I have gone over and over for awhile. I always feel lonely. This made me feel hope honestly. The animation was really good! It's very clear and flowy. Amazing job!!
@ananokorkelia1145
@ananokorkelia1145 6 лет назад
I’ve always felt like that my whole life, but now I feel more confident!💕💕
@rainymarch8748
@rainymarch8748 6 лет назад
woAH THOUGHT I WAS WATCHING MYSELF AT SOME POINTS! I've totally come to terms that it's okay to be single. Even without a 'significant other', I'm still complete. It would be nice to be in a relationship, sure, and it is lonely at times, but I don't need it to be happy. It's fine just being me. (and I'll just continue to gush over shoujo mangas)
@Art_Corevelay
@Art_Corevelay 4 года назад
Amazing video! I think that it's an incredible depiction of growing up, and having this is a great way of showing people that they're not alone.
@terdragontra8900
@terdragontra8900 2 года назад
All of you who relate to this, don't say its ok for you to be alone, you all deserve somebody.
@fawninstasis
@fawninstasis 6 лет назад
Man I'm going through those teen years right now,maybe not as depressed but I feel super lonely. I usually scare people away ^^ I'm ok with being alone,even though it hurts...in the end I know that I still can be happy.
@farzadaliakbarkhani2412
@farzadaliakbarkhani2412 6 лет назад
This was the most beautiful list short film I’ve ever seen I feel like I relate to the second story she read
@invaderbucky
@invaderbucky 5 лет назад
I relate to this a lot Also the "my fursona" part made me smile omg shsb This was really beautiful
@TheWwjd95
@TheWwjd95 6 лет назад
This is beautiful, I love the realization that it is not needed to be with someone to be happy even if it seems like that's how it should be
@AmandaJWalsh
@AmandaJWalsh 6 лет назад
Honestly, same. No guy has ever liked me and I suck at interacting with them. I loved this animation!
@Acemethyst
@Acemethyst 6 лет назад
ive always struggled with feeling lonely and being more alone and this past year it got very bad and this really. made me feel better about it. thank you.
@carolpinedo7909
@carolpinedo7909 6 лет назад
This is me and it's so beautiful. Thank you so much for your work and for ilustrate such sincere thoughts ❤
@juvygenius
@juvygenius 6 лет назад
While the animation is a bit stiff, I very much like the art style befitting the story. What really shines in this though is indeed the story and the VA. The fact that it reflects the artist is what really creates the sense of relatability. It translates well because they have a strong understanding of what they intended to convey.
@madmadbearlove
@madmadbearlove 6 лет назад
This was rather relatable, and really hit hard by the heart. I feel a lot better watching this animation. It really opened up to me, and it made me cry. I'm so glad we're all in the same page in some way, and we're all looking for something or someone. Thank you for enlighten me!
@tobyuzi
@tobyuzi 4 года назад
After two years I went back to watch this again and it still made me smile Btw her teenage hair looks like Arin
@Somelevitatingchick
@Somelevitatingchick 6 лет назад
This,, hits really close to home. She even looks like me throughout the years..
@yourkipper497
@yourkipper497 6 лет назад
Why you got to give the feels at this hour so beautiful
@amygraham3955
@amygraham3955 5 лет назад
This deserves to have over a million views its so good! Ive struggled a lot with being lonely and feeling alone partly due to my upbringing and my relatives are not good people. This was wonderfully made and I love it.
@anzu5658
@anzu5658 6 лет назад
I have had the same feeling with myself where I thought very low of myself but this was so relatable because of how I went through that phase
@putstomp6
@putstomp6 4 года назад
Wow, I came here from a Game Grumps animated that you worked on and I'm surprised to see such unique and whimsical animation. I absolutely loved this video start to finish because the art style drew me in and the story kept me latched on until the very end. I know this is two years later but I hope you keep animating. Good work clown.
@elizw7259
@elizw7259 6 лет назад
It made me so sad how much i related to this and how much it felt like i was watching an animation of my own life, but I think it gave me some closure to see someone else feel closure,, lovely animation and so happy i came across it
@itsokayh
@itsokayh 6 лет назад
This reminds me so much of what it felt like to be a kid and to have a crush on that one kid at school and feeling lonely and looking back on all my old stuff and laughing (crying too). Honestly this makes makes me feel so nostalgic and it's really bittersweet
@wolfy98891aj
@wolfy98891aj 6 лет назад
Beuitful 👏 can't wait to see more in the Future!
@Добропожаловать-р3з
its...so...nice.....its.. make me cry....
@jordanc8901
@jordanc8901 5 лет назад
I’ve been looking for this video for so long. I watched it originally and then couldn’t find it no matter how hard I tried. I’m so glad I found it again! The animation is beautiful and the story is so powerful. Thank you for this. It sometimes feels like you’re the only person who struggles with these types of things, when really, more people than you think can relate. Thank you once again for making this master piece.
@wtf5743
@wtf5743 6 лет назад
I needed this. Thank you :-)
@deltron4608
@deltron4608 5 лет назад
U got me with the hello kitty poster on the door
@rberkowitz9453
@rberkowitz9453 6 лет назад
I honestly relate to this a lot. Experiencing loneliness is the hardest things. And it feels nice to know I am not the only one who always had this issue.
@whydoyoucarewhatnameipic3823
@whydoyoucarewhatnameipic3823 6 лет назад
Omg good job. This tells a great storie
@Stegallproductions
@Stegallproductions 6 лет назад
Soo cute!!! Loved the little detail of the light-up shoes you put in.
@anashasarker7443
@anashasarker7443 6 лет назад
Crying and loving it as how much it was relatable!!!
@frenokomeio_7851
@frenokomeio_7851 6 лет назад
With one word: AMAZING
@andyrowe7038
@andyrowe7038 6 лет назад
I needed this more than ever. I’m 15 and I’ve been working to become an animator/artist. But I’ve struggled with gender dysphoria, drug abuse, self-harm, other abuse, etc. so often times I feel like I’m never going to make it. It all seems so far ahead. But this, it made it seem not so far away. And that it is possible.
@otter5261
@otter5261 6 лет назад
I really needed this. Thank you so much. The art was really beautiful and I could relate so much to her. Very inspirational
@simplethings4683
@simplethings4683 6 лет назад
Oh my goodness, I can relate with this short film so much. Thank you for making this Jackie Files, it is one of my favorites. The story is well written, along with the animation, and finally the ending words towards the end. Oh my gerd that was so inspiring. Again love this and please continue to create such heart felt/warming creative animations.
@_rat_teeth_3043
@_rat_teeth_3043 6 лет назад
I honestly wish I found something like this when I felt like I was going to be alone and have no friends forever. I really appreciate this video, thankyou for making it. 💗😢
@claudiag.9307
@claudiag.9307 6 лет назад
This is so beautiful!
@frankhughes7031
@frankhughes7031 6 лет назад
At first I disliked this film due to it's very simplistic style and animation.... but then I got into the meat of it all and I felt a deeper connection.
@1-1-5-2
@1-1-5-2 6 лет назад
amazing work!
@alejandradutan6160
@alejandradutan6160 6 лет назад
This is so amazing, I loved It so much! You really put your heart in this and is so cute and good made... I hope someday I can do something like this animation, continue making this.
@augustlps1204
@augustlps1204 6 лет назад
I cried threw this bc this is just like my life!!! But at the end when she said it’s ok to be alone...just then I realize it is gonna be ok!😭☹️😤🤗
@lovelyapricot3028
@lovelyapricot3028 6 лет назад
This was beautiful, I loved this so much
@cute_appleplyzminecraft9271
@cute_appleplyzminecraft9271 6 лет назад
I love it to that was just like me!!!!!
@tvikii7
@tvikii7 6 лет назад
Thank you!
@netanelhoppenstein6562
@netanelhoppenstein6562 2 года назад
I relate so much, this has me crying. I have felt loneliness and thought who would every want to love me. This short is beautiful in its exploration of this
@Azucenary
@Azucenary 2 года назад
THE TEEN PHASE WITH THE GIRLYGIRLS WAS SO ACCURATE
@Azucenary
@Azucenary 2 года назад
This is so beautiful by the way!
@WistfulDoodles
@WistfulDoodles 6 лет назад
You need more subs Also I can DEFINITELY relate
@Paperbunny114
@Paperbunny114 2 года назад
I’m twelve and going through this rn, I loved this film, it made me cry. Thanks for making this, it helped a lot of people I bet! ❤️
@pergorofa3682
@pergorofa3682 5 лет назад
Richard Williams, one of the best animators of all time, once was quoted saying he wanted animation to grow up. Move away from the slapstick humor of its early days and be able to convey serious, heartfelt, and serious emotions. You've accomplished that. I love this.
@inkhed
@inkhed 6 лет назад
I relate so much to this film. This is an amazing animation! I myself am currently going through that terrible loneliness stage. 😢Haven’t made peace with it yet but I hope one day I can. Thank you for making this, it was amazing to watch! ❤️😊
@dayanamontero8787
@dayanamontero8787 6 лет назад
Encantador. Y con un mensaje muy bonito.
@andreapadillacollazo7963
@andreapadillacollazo7963 6 лет назад
thank you so much for making this. Actually.. thats how I've felt my whole life. Even if I do have family and friends who love me. Ive been doing my best every day to not feel lonely. But I always need my alone time. As an introvert I get way too stimulated in big events with a lot of crowd or even if I enter to a room where my friends are and they are all in their world. I feel unimportant and that goes down hill mentally from there... But yeah... thank you for making this. I needed it
@glitterypastels2075
@glitterypastels2075 5 лет назад
I'm actually crying right now because of how much I can relate
@katiemcguinness662
@katiemcguinness662 2 года назад
I thought I would make it through without crying but, oh gosh, the ending got me 😭 A truly genuine and beautiful reflection on childhood, growing pains and learning to love all versions of ourselves. Thank you for making this amazing film.
@tosiajasinska6721
@tosiajasinska6721 6 лет назад
That's... That's so beautiful
@kasai1398
@kasai1398 6 лет назад
I can relate to this; it really hit close to home for me
@giuseppedalessandro2897
@giuseppedalessandro2897 5 лет назад
This is so ... Good , the fact that i connect with you from middle school to high school is so ... Strange , i don't connect with you on elementary school because my family had an hard time and my brain forgot those days ... But yea thank you for this poetry. ❤
@angelinehenry448
@angelinehenry448 6 лет назад
The words from the black diary are exactly what i think some times... i relate to this beautiful little animation so much. Thank you for making and posting it! And the way the character made peace with being alone is how i am starting to feel and come to terms with being single. Thank you
@eugenegregg5339
@eugenegregg5339 6 лет назад
This is so BEAUTIFUL, It made me cry
@Clamely4500
@Clamely4500 6 лет назад
I got really emotional while watching this because I relate alot...some times I feel so lonely I have friends but I'm always behind them but sometimes it's good to be alone to..
@lilynault2388
@lilynault2388 6 лет назад
I love this animation a lot! I really can relate to this feeling!
@voyagepam158
@voyagepam158 6 лет назад
I love this
@vivoided
@vivoided 6 лет назад
im so glad this video popped up in my recommended. im so glad i decided to click on it. thank you, this is beautiful. i really felt this one.
@lazydaydreamz7979
@lazydaydreamz7979 6 лет назад
This is so cute. What a lovely message 💕
@Swiftest_sketches
@Swiftest_sketches 6 лет назад
Oh my gosh!! Way too relatable! Stuff doesn't make me cry but wow, hits close to home!
@zozipozi
@zozipozi 6 лет назад
I felt like I was looking at a cartoon version of myself and my life... thank you for making this. It helped me so much.
@HJima
@HJima 6 лет назад
holy cheeseus. Hit home way too hard, even the beagle lol this is lovely- its kinda comforting that there are people like me, who cry cause they're insecure**, cry in their cars dang. good job!
@IsaiahHollins
@IsaiahHollins 6 лет назад
Wow. I love your work, you inspire me to keep drawing and never put my pencil down. Feeling inspired!.
@pristina4628
@pristina4628 6 лет назад
Really wonderfull
@janezig
@janezig 6 лет назад
Wow... I don't really know how to express how much this hit home. The message that you send through this short and how you send it makes it one of the most genuinely touching and heartfelt animations I've ever watched. This deserves to been seen by everyone. Bravo.
@JackieFiles
@JackieFiles 6 лет назад
thank you!
@Lulu-qp6oh
@Lulu-qp6oh 6 лет назад
The story was great and relatable, the art and animation was done ever so nicely, and the timing for everything was perfect. I mean you litteraly just summed up what people experience throughout years into a few minuets and nailed it. Emotions and all of that. I can tell you put a lot of heart into making this as well as time which is awesome!! I hope you're as happy about this film as every one else is because you did an amazing job on it and you should be!! 💗💗💗
@JackieFiles
@JackieFiles 6 лет назад
thank you so so much!
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