I am a 45 year old man. I had a beautiful family but my ex cheated on me with one of my close friends. All my mates knew but never told me. I am now over it but I am contemplating my life. I have nothing and no one. But watching Tom cry breaks my heart. Makes me realise life is short. But it doesn't want to stop me from killing myself. Tom. Death doesn't scare me. But I certainly understand your feelings as they are no fault of your own. You will be in a better place believe me. I not so sure about me though.
