I noticed she said " I want to live" twice. She has reclaimed her life in this song by performing it after years. And the edgy end might be her anger now able to surface and be expressed. When she used to sing it, she just faded away. She is empowered and present and not fading away at all but proclaiming she is here! She has survived! God bless you, Tori!
powerful... she hasn't performed this song in years... can't imagine how hard it would be to sing this. I would think she is reliving that moment while singing the lyrics... all I can say is thank you Tori...
I don’t understand the screaming at times. Yes it’s been a long time since this has been played. But it’s such a vulnerable moment, sit in silence please and absorb the moment that may not happen again. I wonder if this was a request. Thank you for posting this!
I hope this is okay to share, but I'm crying and triggered in a strip mall parking lot and need to vent into a void. SA is a part of my history but this song, this miracle of a song, holds my hand when I see my father's death again and get sick all over again. It is Father's Day eve and I am in that space right now, angry, grief-ravaged as if it was right now, but it was 18 years and not many understand how it won't ever go away. It won't ever go away. But I haven't seen Barbados so I must get out of this space. Thanks for listening.
this was the very first Tori song I ever heard. And considering my own experience, I did connect immediately and became a fan. It must be hard for her to sing this, especially in L.A. :( THANK YOU TORI! So many, soooo many still facing this unfortunate experience. UNLOCK THE SILENCE.
I first heard this in the early 90s..and as an empath it absolutely wrecked me . ive been a fan ever since. I can only assume that this is based on something she experience d.
@@EZDives Ah ok. Thanks. What a special performance. Not sure I liked the dropping of the lyrics melodrama. But pretty amazing nonetheless. Her voice held up too.
