I feel like something in me broke, honestly. I can watch every sad, relatable, or just hard to watch video ever, and I just don't react. I don't react to anything actually, even in real life. I barely feel anything, except for hunger all the time. It's just numbess until I die, I guess.
TW: vent This hits really hard, because on specifically december 12, 2023, my friend came up to me at the end of the day at school, and said "i'm not gonna be here for a while." I got sad, because she's amazing and one of my favorite people, and asked her why. She walked away. She came up again to see how my project was going, and i asked again; "I'm going to kill myself. maybe take a kitchen knife... make myself bleed out..." A few of the worst things about this is she was being one hundred percent serious. And she was going to do it that night. If she hadnt told me 30ish minutes before school ended, then she probably wouldnt be alive. I told the teacher snd she got help snd i think shes doing better now, but i still wonder whst would happen if i didnt report it. Part of me was scared i would follow in her tracks.
I low key hate that Alice Oseman shoe-horned in Tori being asexual after Solitaire was published. Alice spent years figuring out her own identity and dumping it on Tori like that felt a bit clumsy.
"Do you want to kill yourself.?" He asks. And the question sounds unreal, because you never hear anyone ever asking that question in real life. "I don't want you to do that." He says. "I can't let you do that!! .. You can't leave me here alone! " His voice breaks. "You need to be here!" He says, and he raises his hands to cover up his face. 'I'm sorry." I say.
Where do you guys find these audios because it’s an audio book soembody recorded a part of the audio book butbi wanna know where you find this audio book and if it’s on you tube where’s the link!
Everyone asks where the audio is from, but I want to know where these drawings are from aaaaAaAaAAAAªªªªªªªaaaaa are they from the real book? I just finished the audiobook
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