what a song-writing genius - thanks for posting the lyrics!. i recently did a mashup of traitor/heather by conan gray to tell a different story. feel free to have a listen here and let me know what you think: ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-07m5eshEaN0.html
“Guess you didn’t cheat but you’re still a traitor” She’s not only an amazing vocalist but her ability to story tell whilst making lyrics that go in depth with her story without dragging a song on for too long is unparalleled
@@haggardvideo8894Don’t worry she’ll come around, We all say and do things out of character but does that mean we stop living? No it doesn’t, we have to keep moving forward and find a way to deal with the emotions and what we’re feeling. You’re her child, she would never hate you, she doesn’t love you any less. Try apologizing to her and explain to her why you said what you said, and If she Ignores you and doesn’t speak to you then that’s okay, you’ll just have to give her time and space to think about It. 🩷
This tbh. This lyric hits me hard cause I was in a online relationship for about a year. And this person vented to me several times. My brain just couldnt take it. He destroyed my mental health and in every fight we had he either made me feel like "the bad guy" or heartbroken that he didnt try to realize I was trying to look out for him in every situation he was in. He never apologised for literally shattering my mental health. Even if he didnt mean to, he did.
@@Srrycide this happened to me but he actually cheated on me and i never found out till later :'). I seen the chats but he blamed it on his brother and i actually believed him. i'm so sorry you went through literally the exact same thing as me. it is rough. if you need me i'm here
I have never been in a relationship so i don't relate to this song but how the vocals and just the way it feels gives me flashbacks of every moment i was hurt in olivia really is a great singer
We met online. He was questioning his faith and I helped him. At the time he had a girlfriend so i didn’t talk to him as much like he wanted to. Once they broke up, he seemed to get worse so I helped him, I slowly saw him recover as time went by. We started FaceTiming for hours and talked hours on end on how things would be once we had our own farm and met up with each other. He would beg me to stay on FaceTime even we he was going to sleep so I kept questioning his feelings as I felt confused cause I thought I was only meant to be a friend so I eventually let myself become myself. He started acting a bit different when we got to a point where we were really close so it hit me, that’s when I realized that I liked him a lot. So I decided to send him letters. He started talking to me a day or two after that weird/awkward moment and I told him I liked him but he denied having feelings for me and said he didn’t like me and didn’t need anyone. He proceeded to say that he was still hurt. I kept trying to talk to him as much as I could because I didn’t want him to drift away and regret it later because I’m the type of person that does not give second chances in romantic relationships. If someone wants to leave, I let them leave and I continue on my path. He eventually told me on a Wednesday night that he had feelings for me and felt bad for lying because he felt as if he hurt me a lot (which was more than true). Then he agreed to talk about long distance over FaceTime but I felt as if something bad would happen, my family was over at the time and they knew about him being close to me. He hung up the FaceTime after an hour of FaceTiming and I never heard anything back until two hours later, I felt so much relief but he said he needed time and dismissed me with a goodnight (1/13/21) I went the next day without talking to him, hoping this would be another of his phases were he was just thinking but it wasn’t, I wake up the next morning to being blocked on Snapchat/TikTok/Facebook and iMessage (1/15/21). I felt horrible because I didn’t know the reason why neither did he have a motive to, the past three months felt like a waste of time. He seemed to be different than every other guy but he became the worst. Life took a turn because I felt discouraged, once again I was let down and my mom kept on asking about him and I couldn’t build up the courage or had the words to say on what actually happened. Until I told her that maybe he had met someone closer and decided to not be my friend. There came to a time where I wanted to understand him but it hurt because he had promised to never hurt me. I was clear to him how I had had visions ahead of time that he would find a girlfriend closer to him and leave me but he denied ever hurting someone that way because he wasn’t that type of person. Around the beginning of March I logged into my mom’s Instagram and saw his new girlfriend (not the one he had when I met him). It hurt that he lied. Straight up lied to me that he did not like me because he didn’t wanna get hurt again and wouldn’t get into a relationship for a long time but there he was with a beautiful blue eyed and blonde haired girl. He tried FaceTiming me twice but the first time I was sleeping and the other time I was in the living room thinking about him. It’s as if it was meant to be, maybe it’s best that I didn’t pick up those calls that I missed by minutes. Now it’s 6/12/21, I made an Instagram after 6 months of deleting it because I felt as if I was mentally prepared to do so and I searched him up and he is still with her. Crazy how it’s the ones that promise the most that break you the most. I don’t want to hate him. It hurts. He betrayed me and like the song says “and I know you’ll never feel sorry for the way I hurt” because he never apologized and never will. He’s happy and that’s all he cares about. He throws everyone in the fire so he can be safe. I hope I never have to talk to him again. I don’t want to cry over him anymore. He’s just a - traitor.
im so sorry you had to go through that! i hope one day you'll meet the person that would devote their time to you, love you endlessly and make you feel appreciated. time is the process. you will fall and you will heal whether you do it with someone or not. just know that everyone around you loves you and that one day that you'd be able to share the love within you to someone much more worthy. you are strong, beautiful and a badass i know :). i'm really glad you're ok now, and with time, hopefully you'll feel like you'reon top of the world. lots of love! :)
"guess you didn't cheat, but you're still a traitor." that line is something I wish I didn't relate to while I cry to this song but it helps me remember I'm not the only one in this situation :')
Remembering from back to like idk 3 years ago sobbing my eyes out to this song because I went what felt like the worst heartbreak but when I tell u guys no matter how painful and how angry and how conflicted and confused you feel, it GETS BETTER!! Everyone says that ofc but like genuinely I am so serious that one day you’ll look back at this very moment and remember how you survived through it. You are such a queen boss or king boss idk them boss LIKE you got this and I know it time you’ll feel okay again
Olivia is a genius! I adore the album and her. Such an incredible bunch of songs that really hit hard to our generation. For sure my favourite song of the album. This is amazing
This song reminds me of my best friend of 10 years that left me out of the blue in high school when some new guy came and he didn’t even talk to me anymore. Still miss him still to this day 💔
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
the gif is from the anime beyond the boundary if you were wondering ! it's a really good anime !! " “There is a girl who is the last surviving member of a ‘certain clan’ and a ‘half-youmu’ boy who shouldn’t exist... This is their story. " is the crunchyroll description. :)
"i kept quiet so i could keep you" "and ain't it funny how you ran to her the second that we called it quits" "yeah you talked to her when we were together" "god i wish that you would thought this through before i went and fell in love with you" felt olivia.
For the broken hearted, and betrayed. Remember, you are loved by others and you will find someone who will be loyal and treat you like the Queen or King you are❤ You are a creation that God adores and loves.♥️
@@ericaploof998 yea, I also noticed how similar their music is in things like 1 step forward, 3 steps back when she sampled one of Taylor’s songs and also the bridge of hope your ok, which sounds a lot like Taylor’s vocals, with all the layering that she has done with her voice.
@@laurenparry6711 I mean Olivia is a big ass swiftie so a lot of her musicality taste is influenced by Taylor, even in her song writing has some elements of Taylor’s own.
"you gave me your word, but that didn't matter" I had never been through this kind of heartbreak before, but I can't imagine the pain someone must feel when they think about the many promises their partner gave them, but in the end, he broke them and broke the person they claimed they loved.
When I listened this song for the first time i really surprised. I mean every single word of this song felt like meant for me only. I felt like my heart is singing this through Olivia's voice ✨ The best song in this whole planet 🖤
never really thought i'd be a fan of Olivia Rodrigo until every lyric of this song is relatable after my ex betrayed me, crazy after a year of relationship was thrown away because of a 'guy friend' lmao, definitely treasuring myself more these days, for all of you that are reading this, stay strong guys, the right one will come along soon 🤍🤍
this describes my situation with him so perfectly even though hes not my boyfriend he talks to one specific girl and its a diffrent type of pain cause im in love with him
