I am 39 now, since my birthday was this month, and have been just, painfully aware of how far away from surgery I still feel like I am. Electrolysis has been incredibly slow, compared to what I thought at first it would be like, between cancelling and training a new person, and that hasn't helped at all. It feels like getting my next surgery is a moving goalpost, that gets further and further away, which is demoralizing. This feels needlessly excessively hard and just an insanely long process for something that should be much more accessible.
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After some soul searching, and discussion with my therapist, this vlog came to be. Some of it may be triggering, especially to trans/intersex folks, as this is a vlog about my coming to terms with, and dealing with, trans/intersex issues, as well as PTSD to childhood trauma to current events, raw emotions, so on, but I try not to ever be too graphic. Also, sorry the audio quality is not great on these, but it was important to me to capture myself without editing.
17 окт 2023
