Noticing one of the symbolism of Hello Kitty as a symbol of innocence in the trauma core art (thought too deep into it), the fact she doesn't have a mouth makes me sad. The thought of not being able to speak for so long with bottled emotions and thoughts is super sad. Having no mouth.
@@zeni.mallow What I'm trying to say is that she wasn't intended to evoke deep symbols about communication. In order to make cartoons to sell products (in this case, to kids, though hello kitty goods have an intergenerational appeal) they had to give her the ability to speak, even if it meant betraying the original design
I'm 67% sure that the phrase: "You took a little girl and turned her into something damaged....something broken,something unlovable..." Has appeared in PetScop-
There's "A young person walks into your school building. They walk in with you. You're holding their hands. They come out crying into their hands, because nobody will love them, not ever again." but to my knowledge that specific phrase is never in petscop?
Ok but the one with the train and the broken window hit too close to home. I was sexuality assaulted in a late night train and everything I could think of after that is "What was I supposed to do? I could do something to prevent it, right? I had to do something, why didn't I do anything to save myself?" Edit: everyone in the comments is so kind and sweet, I don't deserve y'all ;w;
@hi i love u!! I’m very sorry to hear that, this is the world we live in, try to remember that the only thing that count is that you’re STRONG, and that you made it despite everything else. You’re here and you’re alive, and I hope we’all see all our dreams come true. In your lonely depressing times remember that You’re NOT alone, you have the people in your corner that love you and want to see you happy even if Doesn’t feel like it. I know it’s not much but I hope I was able to give you even just a little comfort. If you feel like you may be experiencing a lot of distress by remembering this traumatic experience try to seek for professional help, or just watch a RU-vidr called Psych2Go, they discuss a lot of mental issues including this, try to check it out, hope it’ll help.
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Hi hun, I understand what you went through and I was you to move past it and forget. I know it’s hard to forget, but trust me. It’s worth it in the end. Sending you love and hugs. 💜
Seeing this just now makes me sad, knowing that somebody on the internet needing guidance they cannot get- Just know that your loved sweetheart! Even if you don't know it *o(〃＾▽＾〃)o*
Don't worry i am with you That happened to me too.. “I got raped too ;)” And WHO DID THAT MY STUPID OLDER BROTHER I THOUGHT HE WAS NICE AND KIND but no... He was a monster
"Oh no" "Why was i not good enough?" "It still hurts" "I'm not entirely here" "My head! So loud! It's all too loud" "I will be leaving soon" "We missed you! Where have you been?" "Is any of this real?" "Is there no escape?" "Do you still think about it?" Why do these quotes make me look around- Also "find me" on a picture of a forest reminds me of this one time I went fishing with my parents when I was super young... Creepy, as I don't know why. I did feel like we were being watched, but not by a human... I remember that feeling... vaguely...
Fr... I used to skip school for weeks on end because of home issues and when I came back they would say the exact same thing and the feeling it gives me is undescribable
Hello Kitty is such an early 2000’s symbol, every time I look at her it reminds me of the best and worst of those times. I think she and a few other Sanrio characters really represent childhood during that period of time. Also, thank you for making this. It makes me feel at peace with myself, and I can’t thank you enough.
@@gravito1573 I myself don’t have much trauma even despite some things I’ve been through but I would love to lucid dream to maybe get some of it off me
TRIGGER WARNING: My early teenage years were ruined by a man who I thought loved me, as well as childhood abandonment and abuse. I met him when I was only 13and he was 22. He ruined everything for me for 4 years. I didn’t get to go out with friends or date or do the things a young girl was suppose to do. My teenage years were thrown away from me. And I’ll never get them back. Groomed me and treated me like a toy. I never realized it now until I turned 18 and saw that it was pedophilia. I’m now 22, I suffer from BPD and a number of other mental health problems. I just want to go back. I want to go back and be young and happy.
That's just terrible to hear... I can't believe someone like you has gone through that... The random stranger on the internet wishes you the best, life will get better for you my friend!
I believe it's concidered a kind of childhood trauma, there's an acronym, but I currently can't remember it, so yes. It is concidered a form of trauma.
Although I dont have massive trauma. This just reminds me of when my parents fight. Everyone bursts into sides and my brother always chooses my dad. I sit there, crying as my dad threatens to kill himself
I’m so sorry. Someday you’ll look back on this and realise that this is indeed horribly traumatising. Please, don’t stay quiet. Tell someone, someone you trust. I really hope things get better.
Oml, whenever I see these, I think of an empty department store with all but one light on. The one light is flickering right next to the exit, I’m in the front of the store and suddenly the other lights completely die out and it’s only that one light.....flickering
most of these hit a little to close to home. when i was 4, I’m now 12, my parents did drugs and a lot of the time when the police came over I would have to hide the drugs and myself. I didn’t know at the time but when they finally took me away and sent me to my grandmas house i didn’t even know who she was. My parents had kept me away from the world Bc they didn’t wanna lose me. It hurts so much. They even cut themselves in front of me. I mean imagine you have one thing disappear from your life each day til you have nothing…I had my hole world taken away from my in seconds. Don’t stay quiet…
im 11 (turning 12) and my parents fought and it scared me a little and i texted my friends in pure panic. i cried with my dog because i thought i would never see her again that night.. then it got louder and louder and i just played roblox all night, crying and confused. they always ask, why are you on the internet all day.. well i'd be dead if it weren't for my online friends. i live with my aunt, my uncle, and cousins now. i still think, what if it had a different ending? what if im being dramatic? why am i venting, i have everything i want and im spoiled. im the good child.. who gave up. and now im a disappointment. but maybe i should suck it up and keep it away from everyone. but those were old times. im not listening to what that person told me anymore. that person.. is hurting me and my mother and was hurting us all along. mostly.. me. why couldnt i have a normal childhood.. why did i have to always go under strict rules at 8. why couldnt i go and play and be loud? that person. why couldnt i have privacy? that person. i could never have anything to myself because of them. and that person.. is my stepmother. f-ck my stepmother. shes a h0e for that.
Even though I haven't experienced anything close to a severe trauma, I can still find that odd comfort in these images, some hit too close to home. I am tremendously sad and sorry for all the people who went through such horrible stuff and didn't deserve it. It's heartbreaking.
Potential triggers: mentions of su1cid3, and s1urs. I never really thought I would relate to a lot of this, as I've always counted myself as being dramatic, I still don't even know if I'm truly upset or not I've been having thoughts of su1cid3, mostly because of school and family related issues. I used to do so good, used to always graduate honors. By 5th grade though, I got my first F and it was the worst day of my life. I'll never forget how they yelled at me and how worthless and stupid I felt. After that I was worn down and didn't get as good grades. Being called names like stupid and r3t@rded by my mother made this worse. I've been having occasional thoughts of su1c1d3 around here. I feel tired but I've been trying to catch myself up with all attempts failing and life doesn't feel worth living anymore. I stopped talking to my friends because of this and now I have nobody to talk to except my aunt, who I'm still scared to fully open up to because she'll probably confront mom. I understand why she'd do this, but I don't want her to know. Adding the fact when I had to explain this to my mom who saw I was failing multiple classes and she boiled it down to me being depressed because she wouldn't let me "slack". I just want to get away from everyone. My parents argue a lot too, I'm used to it but sometimes they'll go an extra mile and it'll be scary. Everyone is so loud and it's so stressful and I can't wait to leave. The only thing stopping me at the moment is fear of death and potential nothingness, after that's gone, I'll disappear.
Weakass. Your parents r calling u stupid and you feel suicidal? Fucking weakling. You dont know what suffering is. You dont what's like to have the big hands of your dad choking the hell out of your throat, being at the verge of death if it wasnt for my brother impeaching him. You dont know what's like to being the undesired kid, knowing it since you heard a familial conversation, being the undesired and despised kid my whole childhood, being bullied at school and coming at home to continue the nightmare. To be the kid who never knew what it felt like to be loved, who couldnt remember a single time when he was taken in his dad's or mother's arms and feeling safe and loved, but instead feeling like my only safe space is in front of the TV eating my cereals, a little reliefment out of the nightmare that i was living anywhere else (in my dreams / at home / at school / outside). People like you are pissing me off like crazy, because y'all are thinking that you've suffered like crazy, when your suffering is ridiculous. You didnt attempted on yourself a double-digits number of times at the age of 15 you, shut the f%#k up.
TW: I was groomed so many times, my body is so dirty. I was 12 and it was my fault I let those men do that to me. I liked it when they loved me. I told them I was abused previously, and they told me they’d take care of me. Instead they made my life hell
It wasnt your fault, no matter what you may think. It shouldn’t be YOU who has to stop them from doing something like that when they should be able to realize that its wrong to do that to someone. You were just a child, and these people were adults. They should know so much better than that. They knew its a crime and yet they still did it. You shouldn’t have to take the blame for someone else’s actions and choices, they have to take the blame. I really hope you’re doing better and i’ll say it again, it wasnt your fault
For a some weird reason, this reminds of 2009s days. When the internet was new to me, when all your friends used to send memes through Windows messenger. When you were used to play music on youtube or wait for a long time to download a single thing. Well, i was just nine yrs old, I would feel bothered about my actions and how lifeline goes by.
0:27 this image really hit me because when I was little if I bought a toy or had a habit it was very hard to let go of it.I had a baby bottle all the way up until I was like 7 since it was hard to let go so I feel this
The image of the swings with the ruining childhood message affected me alot, while my experiences aren’t that bad compared to others I saw in the cs, there is a “family member” I know who turned out to be a manipulative liar, he’s also frightening when he’s angry. I’m still growing up and I wish that they had just not done what they did. I hope everyone else with bad experiences is able to overcome their trauma, talk to somebody if you’re upset. It really helps when you talk to someone who listens and is kind, trust me.
I'm just so happy that I'm not the only one that feels that way :) I got raped when I was 12...i'm almost 16 now and in therapy. It doesn't matter how many years it happened ago... It can still destroy you. You guys are not alone :)
No it's because you probably went to other place kinda like that a long time ago and it looks familiar and you think you went there before that's probably why
Because my cousin shoved a incense stick into my furby’s mouth 5 years ago. I just found it and it screamed so horribly and loud, my rabbit shat himself on the sofa
"Yes mommy, you promised me you loved me right? Then why you said that i was undesired to big bro and daddy yesterday? Before sleeping i heard everything" What i want to say since this day, when i was 10 years old
I sometimes feel uncomfortable seeing these times of stuff I am still young but I feel very scared and weirded out… I feel like I’ve seen these before..
Although I don’t have trauma, I still remember when I was playing in the living room with some random toys, and I hear my mom and dad screaming at eachother. My dad eventually left and slammed the front door behind him. I was only 3, but it’s still so vivid, somehow :( I now have a stepdad who yells at my mom and me, calling me “fcking stupid” and such. I don’t usually tell anyone this because I don’t wanna seem dramatic. But on the internet, you can remain anonymous.
traumacore has to be one of the most insensitive aesthetics I've ever seen. (Unless you use it to cope) but people using it because they think it's "qUiRkY uWu" is just gross. Say I'm gatekeeping all you want but this kind of thing ACTUALLY HAPPENS TO PEOPLE and it ruins their lives.
THIS. I thought I was only the person who's thinking the same way as people don't call out on this bullshit when it's so apparent. Unless people have the actual trauma or something, but for others, the disrespect is just so fucking bad. The extent of being oblivious of some people so they could just earn some "quirky" badges is ridiculous. The self-awareness, where is it?
I think most people who use it are coping with trauma tbf, judging from what I've seen and my own experience, but yeah I'd have to agree that if someone is just using it to seem aesthetic or edgy they're shit. I make traumacore images myself, though I don't post them aside from some that don't really fall under traumacore, rather weirdcore, and they help me. Seeing others help me too, as well as traumacore esc music, so I'm not against seeing it in general but some people really do glorify it and thats not alright lol
This introduced me to weirdcore and when I see it I am reminded of a dirty place in my life. I am reminded of my wishes and my fears, the pain I inflicted upon myself and my abuser’s face, although we were young it was still a crime left unpunished. My body image is destroyed and Traumacore/Weirdcore brings me comfort and has brung me comfort for close to 2 years. It’s been difficult but it’s been getting better, I’m fixing stuff. If I ever see this in the future I can only hope that I am okay, healthy and breathing.
I’ll never be clean again. They took it all away from me. My purity has been stripped, my innocence stolen and ripped to shreds right in front of me. I deserve to suffer because I let what happen to me happen and fester inside of me. I am not a person anymore, I am simply a problem who always resorts to searching for all the rights things in all the horribly wrong places. I have failed my Shepard and now I am nothing. I am becoming nothing. I am what’s inside of the shadows. I have chosen this; therefore I should not be sad because this is truly all of my fault and only my fault. I could’ve done more, but I didn’t. I will never be enough. It’s never going to be enough no matter how hard I try. I will keep lying to myself and to others. And God doesn’t like liars. I don’t understand how God could love me now or even how He did then. I am failing and now I am letting what I fought for so long win. Now I am slowly fading to oblivion where one day I will wake up and the day will come where I will ultimately fade and pass on into nothing.
This creeps me out because dreamcore and weird core always appears in my dreams, one night I was watching tv and fell asleep, when I woke up my whole house was filled with water and then I realized it wasn’t real, I was in a dream, it can be confusing sometimes and that scares me, I was yelling for help because I thought I was dying, I realized it was a dream and I woke up in the car. I feel safer now
I understand that some people are fans of this core because it's quite interesting and different, but if someone has a problem in life, then guys, I'm worried. Please find someone who can support you, talk to you, or even comfort you. Don't think about bad things, everything can turn into reality. You just need to think about something good, have fun with friends and your interlocutors. Thank you.
No one can help me shut the f#ck up hypocrite Everyone treat me as a freak, i cant trust no one since the psys betrayed me (one of them wanted to call the cops because i said that i caused the s#icide of someone, and the worst of all is that he said that i could say whatever i wanted, fucking hypocrite) I cant trust no one anymore, everyone wants to mock me or humiliate me or belittle me or deshumanize me, people are thinking being a lone wolf is cool, no motherfucker when you're a freak despised by everyone, there is nothing cool about it, it sucks ass.
One of the worst things about this, is that after awhile the sickness starts seeping out of your inner world and becomes visible to the outside. It's like poisonous gas surrounding the edges of your body; People, regular people, begin to vaguely sense it and eventually they can clearly see the poison surrounding you. It doesn't matter if you're acting nice, normal, funny, etc etc... because their instincts tell them to stay away, and so they do - the congeniality is there but you'll always be on the outside, never close, a desolate creature. I used to be able to keep the perfect mask, but the emptiness has carved scars on my soul and it shows on my face.
usually i dont mind those kind of things but there were 2 sentances that were hitting (for some reason) too close, the first one was: "you took a little girl..." and the other one was: "if i try harder, if i cry harder, someone will listen"
Idk I've never used her or related to her. I think some people use her in edits cos she represents childhood or innocence. I use characters I related to and used to cope as a child
I broke my arm almost 2 years ago. It was really disturbing, I went to hospital and had surgery but it hurt so much. I don't trust hospitals anymore. I have flashbacks that make me feel sick. Is this trauma?
