The worst part is that irl even ppl younger go thru that :( ( if you go through depression, I want to let you know I love you so much and I am proud of you and I appreciate you ❤️🫶)
It’s the fact that I have far too many symptoms yet I don’t have depression. I listened to the video a couple times and started crying when I realized all of the things listed are currently happening to me. You can get through this, No matter how hard it may get, I know that you will get through it
i love your videos, but i have to ask if you are okay? a lot of your videos are accurate and angsty which makes me to believe it’s a reflection on someone else’s experience. If you need someone i am always available if you need a friend.
This video really helped me understand my disorder, I can't relate so much to this, I hope I will fall out of this dark place and live my life to the fullest! I'm also 3 days clean!!! It's a start and I'm proud 😊
I love your videos, they hit close to home and it's great to be seeing reputation and spreading awareness for depression other than someone wearing all jet black and always c4tting themselves. That being said, I hope you're doing alright because like another comment said, these are pretty accurate and it's a bit concerning, we might be overthinking it but if not I do hope you feel better and remember, feeling shitty isn't permanent, it will get better and someday you'll find the spark you've been waiting and waiting for, and you'll look back, and be so very proud of how far you've gone. This goes out to anyone else who needed to hear it too. ❤
I have been struggling with this or, clinical depression, since I was 10. It’s been getting better, but at times it gets really bad. I wish anyone who is going through this good luck. You’ll make it. ❤😊
most people make angst videos because they are going through something themselves, or maybe I’m completely wrong. but are you okay?, your channel is build out of angst and I hope that your doing good and you don’t relate :
Awwww please don’t 😭😭😭 I used to feel like that too but I’m telling you everything gets better, you might say “it won’t” or “that’s just you” but I’m telling you I went through the same thing and got help and took better care of myself. Yes I still have hard times but I was able to get through it, and if I can you can too, take care of yourself and stay safe!! 🫶🏽
I just want to let everyone know whos struggling out there, remember your loved. Depression is hard i know, but just think about it. Your fully recovered and think about how far youve came!! Youre doing your best i know, but it WILL eventually get better i promise you that, i love you please stay strong❤☝🏼
Funny thing is my signs are so obvious (no motivation to get out of bed in the morning, don't do any of my hobby's anymore, needs someone to remind me about simple tasks like showering or eating, etc) but my parents refuse to help me get better....
I was 14. Im 19 now and still suffering. I dont wanna die. I dont want to sleeo all day. I want to go out with friends and have fun like others my age. I wanna live
Hehe, thanks for telling me i have Clinical depression 😁😭 (Btw i knew i had it and i have had it for a long time i started around 9 and im 16 it doesn't help i lost my sister around that time I also have this thing were i am afraid of being alone at night with people i love and don't want to lose so...😁👍, And a lot of people i know who have depression are good at hiding it and looking happy all the time when they're wishing they were dead, The biggest Symptoms i have are, loss of interest, changes in appetite, feeling worthless or guilty, or suicide thoughts, the suicide thoughts were More when i was younger like 9-13, i also had abusive parents but im fine!)
Maybe not, I have like most of them too and I honestly feel numb when I’m alone (don’t forget that everyone is different so you might wanna ask a professional if you can)
Okay. So. My parents have been saying that I am depressed for a while now, but I have been ignoring it. Around my friends and family, I try to act like I’m super happy and nothing is wrong. (I often get asked how I’m so happy all the time) but I know I have quite a bit of those symptoms and I most likely am depressed. I just don’t know how to deal with it… I have a loss in my appetite, I don’t get very much sleep, I blame myself for the smallest things, etc. and I try to hide all that behind a smile.
Am I depressed? I have all of these symptoms! I’ve recently had difficulty finding the willpower to get up and do things and when I do I feel mentally drained afterwards, specifically when at school or doing things socially. I constantly question my own feelings and whenever I have feelings for someone I question whether what I’m feeling is love or something else, this happens with all my emotions and also with my likes and dislikes. I’ll question who I really am because I don’t know if it’s true myself. I ask myself things like ‘do I actually like art?’, ‘do I actually enjoy making Gacha?’ Or things such as ‘am I actually bisexual’ or ‘am I actually arachnophobic’ even though I most definitely am. I’ll randomly have mood swings that go from happy and joyful to down, or having a heavy feeling in my chest, sometimes even to the point where I start crying or my eyes start watering. I’ve also slowly been losing interest in things I enjoy, such as going outside, or the beach. I’ll randomly feel hungry like I constantly need food or the complete opposite where I feel like I don’t need food for an entire week. Sometimes when I make a small mistake or see something go wrong near me (even if it’s not my fault) I’ll feel like I’m the one to blame, this ends up in me overreacting and acting like the person was scolding me or that I’m in trouble, like I’ll constantly say ‘I’m sorry! I said I’m sorry! I mean it!’ And sometimes crying. I’ve recently either been sleeping in way too much or waking up in the middle of the night and not getting back to sleep until 3 or 4 in the morning, I’ll quickly lose concentration to the point where it’s hard for me to focus on making even one short at a time, I’ll just leave it and never finish it due to the lack of concentration. I’ll feel slow and when I get up I go all dizzy and my vision goes all blurry for a second to the point I’m not aware of what I’m doing. When my sight does clear up I can’t remember what happened during the blurry vision. I rarely have energy during the day and just feel like laying down and sleeping even though my body physically won’t let me, and rarely, but sometimes, I’ll think about ‘what will happen if I died?’ Or ‘if I die I could become a spirit. Being a spirit sounds fun.’ AM I MENTALLY OK IDK ANYMORE HELP 😥 (Ty for reading btw. It Means a lot to me)
I hate venting out in the open especially since I hate talking about this sappy stuff, but I was diagnosed with depression a year and a half ago and it has been torture, not being able to enjoy the things I love to do and barely even being able to hang out with friends, even the small stuff like not being able to clean my room or take my empty dishes really effects my mental health aswell since I can see myself getting worse and there isnt much I can do to help myself get better, I'm glad I have great friends and a wonderful family to be there with me to get through the tough times but sometimes I have to do it myself and that's the hardest part, if you're someone who has been or thinks they're diagnosed with clinical depression, please, go seek a therapist or a mental health guide for help, this illness is a cruel thing and destroys everything you built in your life, even if you're someone who doesn't have depression or doesn't think they have depression but is still in sad times, just know that even if u believe that you have nobody, there is always somebody, even if its a complete stranger that you dont know, no matter what you are special, even though there is 8 billion people on this planet, only you can be you
Anybody else realize majority of 11-13 year olds comment on this, im not dissing i mean- im 12 but its just sad knowing im not the only one feeling this way and i got better and now its slowly coming back, idk how to explain it but there are signs :(
No bc why the hell is this just me? I don't have diagnosed depression and im not gonna assume so but my life is mostly similar to deku from bullying to my father leaving to stress and hurting myself (twisting my arms legs ect.) my friend Once pointed out depression symptoms but i always denied it but cutting my self doesn't really help with my case does it? And im not going to a therapist bc my family thinks i have everything i need and have no reason for depression + ofc my mum buys me everything i want (she's barely around at that shes always at work 8am till by the least 8-10 pm) and im at all these clubs from basketball to volleyball to swimming, scout and a gym to get my mind off things or infact just escape reality and im mostly pressured to go to some of them anyways. I've stopped eating, the only thing i eat these days is an apple or a slice of watermelon at best. Im top of my class and everything (sports and scout) but with all of this the only thing my family points out are my flaws which is my untidiness, yeah thats the only thing i usually get yelled at or get slapped or called a piece of shit by my nana (she lives with us) but thats her attitude, but im starting to believe it idk why i sometimes feel ugly though ppl do sometime compliment me, idk why I've been kinda becoming somewhat of an attention seeker, i do stop when i realize it i really love higs but no one i know likes to hug me for more than 2 seconds, the hugs i want are long hugs like 30 seconds to a minute but i guess I can't always get my way XD i do hope i find someone who likes long hugs too im seeming desperate now sorry 😐 Ok the f umm i doo tend to rant a lot sorry i just wanna let all my emotions out and i have no one so im here lol I do stay positive a lot though im the groups therapist/mom figure so yeah can't be depressed and a therapist right? That felt like a huge burden off my shoulders if you read or have read this thank you so much ❤
Can anyone please give me some advice? Im sorry to ask you of this but i've realised from this video, that i have clinical depression. I always thought it was just "who i was" and i tried to ignore it. I think i need help? Im terrified of therapy and i dont want anyone im close with to know. Its okay if not but i thank you for reading this and i hope everyone here has an amazing and spectacular day!!! ❤
I have depression for.... amost 4 jears now? I keep sliping in and out and back in again, su!cide, selfh@rm, ofen on my mind. .... i dont have words for how bad i feel. Enyone who has the same?
Wait its not normal and instead, a type of depression- I thought it was normal for some of those things like lost of energy and not getting enough sleep or sleeping too much-
