[TW/MILD GORE] Anorexity Redraw (2.0) - MLP Speedpaint 

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You literally made me cry with the last message... I've been through so many hard things. You always made my day better with your arts. Thanks for helping me

The detail of the mirror and the bones protruding are really well done 👍🏻 amazing work blitz.(were the frick did y’all come from)

That message at the end was wonderful. Thank you Blits for the encouraging words ❤ I hope everyone is doing okay and if not I hope it gets better for you.

Knowing Blits is a kind person that cares about the mental health of her viewers makes me so happy. Congratulations, you just earned yourself a subscriber. I should have done it earlier, but this video and its message were what made me decide to do it.

"Rarity knew she was beautiful, she was one of the most fashion forward ponies in the beauty business. Still she always was on watch for ways to make her features finer, her figure more eye catching. Yet recently she had began to notice on her trips into canterlot the mares of the place. Rail thin and caked in makeup." "Fearing that the world of beauty was leaveing her behind, she sought to emulate the ponies she had witnessed. All kinds of new makeup filled her vanity mirror. More importantly she weighed herself. 260 pounds, healthy for a mare but not the best for the modern standard of beauty." "So Rarity reduced her meals both in portion and frequency. No more mooping around with ice cream or fancy cakes, just a simple lean saled 2 tines a day. 2 months later she weighed herself again. 264 pounds, Rarity almost screamed. Soon she reduced herself to 1 meal a day. 2 months passed again. 262 pounds." "Too slow, now Rarity took things to the extreme. No food, only water. She continued her work in dressmakeing and cranked up her makeup to 11. Yes she looked stunning but on the inside she still felt left out. A few weeks into her new lifestyle she checked herself on the scale again. 250 pounds. Finally some progress." "But it wasent good enough for Rarity. No one had noticed her change and when she saw herself in the mirror neither did she. She began haveing her 1 saled every 2 months. However, Rarity often skipped this. She began to notice changes in herself. Her energy was plummeting and she was sleeping far more then normal. It was becomeing difficult to keep up with normal life. But at least she was down to 220 pounds." "Frustration set in. Still no one had commented on her hopefully slimming figure. She was haveing muscle weakness and stuggled to even make a clouple stiches. She found it hard to have a creative thought for a new dress. Now she was at 195 pounds. Her body fat was gone, her bone was showing under her skin and her stomach had retracted into itself. NOW ponies noticed. But they reacted not with admiration but with concern." "They were just jelous that she was more beautiful than all of them. How can anypony look upon her and not see perfection. Her friends looked with worry. Even spike was more concerned then entranced with her. She shut herself up in her shop. 170 pounds. She was weak and boney. But she had made it, now her body had slimmed to where it could rival any canterlot mare. She stared into the mirror. She should have seen skin and bones, but she saw puffy cheeks and distended belly. Rarity frowned. " "No matter how far she needs to go nor what harm would be done. she would be beautiful "

Thank you. I bet you've gotten comments like this before, but your art is what inspired me to be an artist. Just you putting that at the end of the video for everyone going through this brightened up my day, so thank you... for your art, and for that.

U were one of my inspirations in the world of art when i was child, and i just wanna say; thx u for all 💖 this is beautiful, all draws that u done are beautiful, Thx ✨

man.... almost cried over this. I've never had a big struggle with ED, there was a time when I tried to not eat to get skinnier, but.... I just like food too much and I'm blessed with parents who helped me and also who can cook like 5 star chefs haha. beautiful piece, Blits.

No one needs to be an specific person to be beautiful, thin, long hair, clear skin, none of that matters. Health will always be more beautiful than any other beauty standard, weight change is only necessary when it's damaging you, don't destroy yourself for others who never cared on the first place cause they don't know what true beauty is. Take care 💕

Oh, there's a premiere! I catched it! *It's ending* Darn it! I missed the best part! *The message of support shows up* ... Nevermind, no I didn't.

I always love the way you draw their manes and tails, doing all these individual strands nice and flowing looks like such a tiring process and the outcome is so beautiful. The detail in both line-art as well as lighting and shading are striking.

I won't lie, this is hard to type because of my social anxiety but fuck it. It took me a hot minute to realize I've been watching this channel for six years now. I remember watching and loving your old speedpaints when I was fifteen but stopped due to personal reasons and it was lost in my memory since I didn't subscribe (or maybe I did and don't remember doing so. I dunno it's all a little fuzzy for me). Years past and I find your "If HTYD were a horror movie" speedpaint and being blown away by the art and I may or not have binged watched most of your content after that. I will admit it inspired me to start drawing again, and even now I'm still in awe at how much you've improved. In a sense, despite us being total strangers it almost, almost felt like reuniting with an old friend. But also, thank you. For the final message at the end, the last few years have been really hard and it's these words that give me hope tomorrow will be better. I hope you are doing okay, and I greatly look forward to seeing more of your content in the future.

My cousin suffers this disorder and you made her so much happier. Thank you Blitz, Thank you Kind Angel

I wish I'd made it to the premiere. I've been hoping for a redraw of this since I first saw it! This looks *gore* geous (hehe gore pun :>) Blits! Great job

Es precioso Blist! Me encanta, es impresionante como as avanzado de rápido, de el 2017 asta ahora, Dios el cambio, los detalles, todo es impresionante! ❤🐇

The message at the end was beautiful and it was really kind of you to put it there. Really beautiful painting as well!

You're so amazing Blits, both as an artist and a person! The anatomy, the shading, the bones showing through her skin, her blank stare into the mirror add though no matter how much she does to herself she'll never be satisfied...and the message at the end -- you're so lovely, thank you so much for all you do!

The message st the end was so touching ❤ We need more people who are that caring in our lives. Unfortunatly for me it happened rarely and I went through hard stuff but knowing there are people who cares about us always gave me strenght to fight. Remember no matter how hard life can get there always be people to who you matter ❤

This is gorgeous blitz! Thank you for the message at the end, it really means a lot to me and a lot of people! Please do remember you are loved and appreciated!

YOOO i bet this is gonna be so good!!!

I don't like Gore art, but oh God, this is amazing. Keep up the great work

Your text gave me goosebumps because I struggle with reaching out because everything seems so difficult and impossible for me. Thank you for your words.....Thank you so much.

Claim your livestream and premiere tickets here!! :)

I’ve went to the hospital for anorexia over five times. I still struggle with it on a daily basis, but seeing that little message at the end really gave me hope. If someone on RU-vid who I’ve never met can care about me like that, maybe I can try to start caring for myself, too. Thank you. 💚

Never knew how much I needed the ending until i started crying for the first time in months, maybe years Thank you for that

the massege at the end made me cry a lil, ty, you made me feel better about myself and believe that everything will be ok tysm

what a vibe

I absolutely love the message at the end. Sometimes putting on a brave face and saying things are okay gets to a point where the act doesn't cut it. I know I was like that for the longest time after I lost my dad just so I could keep my sister's spirits high, but I eventually had to reach out to some friends who said that they would be there for me whenever I need someone to talk to. No matter what happens in this world, whether it is something big or small, you are never alone. Try reaching out to a friend or someone else you know you can trust.

Ngl almost cried at the end with that message

I really like your drawings your style is so cool✨

I don't interact with the mlp speedpaint folks to often but this meant the world to me as someone who struggles with mental illness this made me smile and actually feel hope thank you 🖤

Omg mane 6 redraws?? I didnt think they could get any better Also amazing art here Edit: I watched until the end of the video and I’m actually crying you have no idea how much I needed to hear that thank you :,((

Thank you for everything, that's all I've got to say, no other words.. Thank you 🤍

Bob the fish says hi to everyone :)

Thank you so so much Blits.. this was amazing.. I'm a freshman and I suffer through severe depression and axiety and I delt with anorexia myself, what a lot of people don't realize about anorexia is that it's not just malnutrition losing weight, being unhealthy and pain - it's severe pain and throwing up, stomach hurting so bad I couldn't move.. that message at the end almost made me cry.. this is amaxing Blits.. thank you so much.. you are truly amazing..

I totally feel her pain in the video.. like, I understand, I haven’t eaten for weeks.. other than that I would just have like those bite sized pretzels or something and when I got full I stopped eating for hours or days maybe.. but to the people who are going with this. Don’t give up..

This is why ur my favourite RU-vidr, u can add so much emotion to ur art that you can feel it yourself. and no matter what you do you have a way to inspire. Thx blitz💜

I'm anorexic myself...but thank you for caring for us, it's hard to live like this but I love the way you express your feelings in drawings, it's beautiful, really, I appreciate it^^ thank you Blitz

I’ve said this so many times but I’ll say it again. You’re amazing. Please never stop being you ❤️

Salió muy bonito Y si haces uno de la nueva generación de MLP? :3 creo que quedaría muy cute What if you make one of the new generation of My little pony? Croe that would be very cute

Guys, In the stream chat I asked her to draw a smiley face. IT GOT INTO THE FINAL PIECE YGHUBYIVTFVYTDTRDS TY BLITS

Bet bett

I dont have Anorexia. I have a fast metabolism. But sometimes in highschool I was picked on for being skinny. I wore a lot of sweatshirts to hide my body because I didnt like showing it off. But now that I've accepted who I am and why I'm skinny...I'm happy do this speedpaint brought back memories of me looking in the mirror and really hating myself because of how I was. But now I love myself

(⚠️ Slight Story to add with the Drawing, TW ⚠️) Only the glow of a pale blue light illuminated in the bedroom, of the Carousel Boutique upstairs floor. The alabaster fashionista unicorn stared blankly into the mirror, her sunken eyes reflected back to her, showing the exhaustion, stress, and overwhelm of negativity. It showed with her tears, sliding down her cheeks.. This routine has been going on for a few days.. She wondered if this was the path to be “perfect”, and viewed as that trope.. even if it is made with a price… with the lines she has on her now way more than usually skinny body… She needed another way out of this hole.. something to lift her away from the void, to make her get back on the right place.. this wasn’t the way. “Perhaps it is time for me to give a call of this matter.. I cannot cope like this.. Heeding to those of cruel words.. My friends are worried… It is time to speak out Rarity...” (End of story, left to be continued when the aftermath gets revealed soon :) ) (Message to those struggling: There’s no such thing as a “perfect body”, everyone is beautiful in many ways, shapes and sizes. All of them create a masterpiece that is you. Don’t be afraid to be you. If people rudely judge you because you eat too much, saying those whispers. Well, they can gladly get tossed into the garbage dumpster, cause who are they to judge of how you eat and you take care of yourself?. They’re not you. You keep yourself well and healthy, and being happy. ❤️ Never let your body get to unhealthy measures, there will be those supportive peeps who will always be there for you. Don’t ever be ashamed of your body, because you are beautiful too ❤️

Not sure if I already commented something might’ve got deleted- But Long story short I really do this on a personal level and I enjoy that you showed us and don’t try to wash over it like it’s fine but you actually try to help people like this [yay] Anyways because of all your beautiful art and the way you can make people feel better You get a like subscribe and a bell rang have a good day!

I just noticed the scars on Raritys cutie mark,I always love symbolism so Im guessing the reason Rarity scarred her cutie mark was possibly because she felt as if she lost her purpose or she felt as if she lost herself in the high standards she holds herself on.Honestly either that or mabye she felt as if her cutie mark didnt resemble her anymore. Ouchie mc.ouchie.

omgoodness thank you so much for that i needed it & with Anorexia you can actually push yourself to that point i almost did once, as someone who is Anorexic but thankfully my Husband helped me out & made me eat until i was better not only were my bones showing more than usual i was also weaker physically & dizzier i dont know what i would have done or happened if not for my Husband

I couldn't catch the premiere sadly, but that is gorgeous, the style, the execution, everything. and that message was heart touching, it's a subject that is very close to me. great job as always blits

4:26 Is that little smiley face Barry? If so then hi Barry! :)

you made me cry at the last messge you have no clue how much i needed that i love you so much

A depressão é uma coisa ruim d +

As a minor who has an eating disorder and anorexity, I whole hea4ted-ly agree with the art.. (Don't ask if im ok or if need to see someone, I can't r3ly on my vo8ce to always solve my problems with all the shit going on in my h3ad)

I remember you drawing this the first time :D U got me into my MLP phase when I was in primary school haha, I still love watching your speedpaints, you've Inspired me so much over the years and I thank you for how far I've come ❤️ it may not seem like much but it's helped me become a better person with art and expressing emotions, thankyou 💗💗

OH DEAR GOD!!! *WHY!!?* RARITY!! You were Absolutely beautiful, what do I say Beautiful, *DIVINE!!* ...Why did you do this!!?, you are doing yourself a lot of damage!! 😢 my Beautiful Rarity..

You need more subscribers you are really great

I was in the stream at 5:35 i think and was seeking Barry

Love the art! You did amazing! And amazing message!

i may have teared up a little at the message in the end

I love your art oml ✨

Thanks for the end message, I have a bad self-esteem but I can be proud to have overcome my depression. For all the people who suffer from it, the fact of talking about it and especially to the right people, makes that little by little we manage to overcome it. Yes, it takes time, yes there will be ups and downs, but we must not stop having confided, what we can get through. YOU are stronger than depression and YOU will get better !

Thank you, I needed to hear that.

can i request an art?

You are not alone...

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Omg I love the way you can see the textures and everything like WOOOAH

Cool art {}w{}..

Firstly….. this is beautiful, thank you for making this. Secondly. Rarety girl. You is beautiful. ( this is a joke I’m sorry if I offended anyone)

The brain is so weird, man.. I've struggled with eating disorders for more than half of my life. I have the upper hand most of the time now, but there are still days, where I hate my very bone structure because it's not small enough. Thank you for your message, it really touched me

Wow this is amazing!!, you draw beautiful ♡v♡

i feel like im having deja vu rn, i could have sworn i saw this exact speedpaint and drawing not too long ago already-

thank you, Blits. You make me cry. But it's true. And I thank you

Thank you so much for uploading a new video I liked it so much

I would prefer staying in my depressive state, thank you very much.. Ive suffered from depression for 4 years now but that aint the thing that I need to "cure" about myself rn.. but thanks for trying. Amazing art btw!

This piece really stuck with me. Having anorexia is really hard. I suffer from it and it controls so much of my life. I would look at myself in the mirror and see how visible my ribs were, and if I couldn’t see them as much as I wanted, I’d cut back for longer and wait even longer to eat again. It sometimes was to a point it would make me sick for days. It gave me so much guilt when I wasn’t able to eat a lot of what I was given. It would make it hard to look at food because I’d feel sick. I’d feel disgusted after realizing how much I ate. Having anorexia nervosa is a really difficult road. This drawing really captured the feeling of sadness when you remember the days you were carefree about it and when you didn’t feel the need to worry about weight. Sitting there knowing you’re destroying yourself and also knowing you’re going to go right back to doing it, rinse and repeat. The message at the end was very comforting as well. You’re doing a great job. Keep up the amazing work.

No one told me I would start crying. This gave me flashbacks. Thank you for the kind message at the end there.

Hi Blitz. I came back to watch some of your work. It showed up in my recommendations and I wanted to say it's inspired some of the best storied I've ever written. Not MLP but the best things I've written came after watching your work. Thank you. You've always cured my writer's block and saved my mental health

Is that song saying “peligro” which means danger-?

All I have to say is thanks blitz. Ur definitely one of my favorite, inspirational RU-vidrs. Please guys, your all beautiful in your own ways. You deserve the best in life. I wish you prosperity and happiness. Thank you. I needed this. And it's clear others needed it too. Some more than others. Thank you. Bonus humor to make someone (hopefully) feel better: boi, those lashes and jaw line be on fleek boi Not meant to be offensive, pls don't be rude....

That message at the end was really sweet. I've struggled with anorexia for three years and bulimia now too for half a year. It's exhausting. I was sent to a program for it but, unfortunately it just made things worse, experiences there just adding a whole new layer of trauma. But I managed to find another method of help after spending two months there, and I can say I'm doing better now. Definitely not 100%, I feel okay sometimes, but I'm trying. I have to say that I really like how you portrayed it in your art here. Just that dull look in Rarity's eyes- it's exactly how mine looked all the time pictures before I got some serious help. Lack of food can really deprive you of your emotions and create that haunting look. To anyone else struggling out there, it'll be okay. I know how terrifying and pointless it might feel to reach out, but you have to try. Theres others out there that care about you. Going through all of that pain will *never* be worth it. You have such a long life to live. Don't spend it worrying about your appearance. Don't let food be all that occupies your mind. You're beautiful, I'm sure I'm not the only one who thinks so. I hope anyone reading this has a good day. :)

To those struggling with Anorexia. Seek professional help to start the healing process. It's going to be okay, you're not alone. Stay strong, you can do it!

Thank you so much, Blitz. I'm so glad there's people like you who are always so supportive of those who don't always have the courage to reach out on their own. I, myself, am going through a rough point in my life and that final message truly hits its mark, I didn't even know how much I needed to hear that. Keep doing what you're doing, man

I stayed for the last message because something told me too...thank you.

I hadn't eaten in two days before I saw this... Just made myself some food. Gonna watch the aftermath video while I eat. I'm so tired.

Вау.. Это на столько трогательно, что у меня нет слов.. Чувак.. Это очень красиво и пробирает до слëз.. 😍😘 спасибо что ты есть.

El mensaje del final fué tan reconfortante

I know a couple people with this disorder. And knew a person who died from it. All I think about when I see this is my friend.

Why haven't you added this video and rainbow dashes death redraw to your redraw playlist

This is really beautiful. Just out of curiosity, how much do you charge to redraw someone elses art? Like if i sent you a piece, cuz i really love your art and would love to see something ive come up with done in your style, how much would that be? On commision i mean.

Thank you so much for the message at the end. I feel better and amazed. I love that you put a message there

Bruh the message at the end lol It truly made me cry I’m the happiest I am right now but these words just rang through me to the old me when I wasn’t happy when I wasn’t proud of myself and that past me just popped in to say thank you and how true these words are I’m not even anorexic I just these words can help anyone who is struggling to get out of bed in the morning

God I started bawling with the messages, fuck, it's been so hard for me the past year to struggle through everyday but I'm doing it, if not for myself at least for those that love me

Rarity is looking good and still beautiful but the the it's fine part rarity have mess up her hair. I did really like rarity sees herself in the mirror. I like your art blitz.god bless

Good thing this doesn’t happen in the episodes, but good drawing though!!!

I’m crying at the message u left thank uuu😭❤️

I literally got this video after a very hard time, just the perfect timing

I started to cry as I read the last part of the video. Thank you, so much.

love you blitz ur the best i wanna be just like you one day! but i dont like i can do it got any tips maybe..? and id just like to say every time i watch your videos it inspires me ur the only light i see when im in the dark with nothing left i wanna repay you but how i just wanna say keep doing what you do u make people happy everyday i acctually have this dissorder and i feel better everytime i watch your videos its like all my sadness goes away

I don't interact with the mlp speedpaint folks to often but this meant the world to me as someone who struggles with mental illness this made me smile and actually feel hope thank you 🖤

The smiley face stayed xD but this is very beautiful blits