Twin Flames - This Is Why They Block You (Not What You Think) 

Good for you. The only way I can buy any of this shit is if it's at the stage of not being intimate. My childhood trauma. .....adopted at 5 abused by adopted mom, ran away at 11. Went from dancer crazy woman to mountain herbalist and this twin flame shit is gonna convince me that to heal I be with someone who won't leave? Yeah nah. I'm with a man who who won't leave .....fact. He won't physically cheat either. Porn is cheating so whatever...yeah

They are you dear one. You are only blocking you❤️🙏 I understand the pain etc. Trust me I do but that is something you need to heal. In YOU. Unblock. But don't reach out. Leave it to the universe. But blocking is only a block in yourself, you are choosing not to heal and stay in fear/lack/abandonment. Be open. No one says you ever have to have a relationship with them again but forgiving and unconditional love is the true TF journey. Whether they come back or not doesn't matter. Because it's a spiritual journey about your own self discovery and healing. Blocking is a wound need of healing💖

@@Qhht.Illinois thank you. I do this because the blocking him made me thinking deep and finally realized that we both are exactly the same, same type of the narcissistic traits, he just on a higher spectrum. We both were lack of empathy, he is worse than me. We are not the twin flame that is on empath spectrum, which is very hard to heal, I know I have healed so much because I cut all toxic people in past 2.5 years and living solo alone to heal myself, not dating anymore people because I finally know keeping jumping into another man never was the way to finding happiness, it only create more karma for me to pay back in the future. If I still have some narcissistic traits that i can’t over come, then I’d better stay alone not creating more failed relationships. Yes, I block him this hard because I have came back to him many times, and each time he is getting worse for treating me and playing the relationship. ( remember he is on higher spectrum of narcissistic side). Now I simply lost trust in him. If you talking if I am lacking , that will be what I lack in him. Trust. I never cheat on him, no matter emotionally or physically. But he in the end showed signs of emotionally cheating on me, that hurt is not just on my heart, it is in my soul. Yes, I am lacking of trust in him, when I understood his personality traits in whole. I know in his soul he is extremely sad and hurt too, but his darkness and dense energy is too hard to break through. I finally understand that why some twin flame can reunion in this life time and some might takes many many reincarnations. If you both are less wounded and on empath spectrum twin, you will much easier to heal. If you both are on narcissistic side, it’s very hard. I blocked him because somehow in my heart, I feel I can’t believe he will heal to the degree that can be reunion with me in most harmony form this life Time, I feel me and him might have to go to next or future life to meet together again, for him to truly heal and be able to reunion. A narcissistic person can realize themselves are narcissistic, for me is after 46 years old and is this twin flame made me awakened. But some these days can realize by social media information. However, to put yourself to heal as a narcissistic person is extremely hard and impossible, because these people scare being alone. The most clear sign for a narcissistic person truly in heal processes is if this person willing to cut all supply and cut all ties and be alone and still Is ok. I have done amazing work for my own healing, it takes me unbelievable strength in my soul to get up facing my demon in me fearlessly. If he really wants to find me, he will find his way. I only blocked a toxic man who had heavy toxic energy to mistreated me. That is the only way that I at least respect my own soul, a message to him that I will never deserve his mind games and mistreatment. I have done hard inner work to forgive what he did that caused me huge pain, but forgive us not forget.

Yes I still have big resentment towards him because he showed me how much he think he can not want me. I need to working on that resentment. I was once giving my full trust to him, and I learned hard way that people must earn their trust , not by giving!

@@apureenergyme8573 listen... Your story sounds very similar to mine. And I've gone through the block/unblock myself. Because as of last night I text him I was also done with what feels like mind games and that he has high narcissistic traits as well. While I know I have some, his are also much more obvious. So I told him for my own mental health I'm blocking him. And to not reach out. That was last night. This morning my soul is not happy with what my ego did. But I also know I'm done with the in and out bullshit. So I'll keep him blocked for as long as I can. But I will not be reaching out in longing like over always done in the past. That ship has sailed. I deserve better!! I'm trying not to stay in anger or resentment though. This is meant to happen so he might feel the pain he's out me through. 🤷‍♀️ who knows. Trusting it's happening for me not to me.

@@Qhht.Illinois I also follow whatever the universe guiding me. Beginning of 2023 somehow I had to change my phone number because my phone company messed up my plan. So now I even no more phone number that he know. I didn’t intentionally to want to change my number, I know it is universe structured this way. So I follow the nature of this process. Maybe the universe knows that now he is on his way to awakening but it is very slow and hard for him. So the universe put a pause on my side.

5 years 🤷‍♂️

Yes, this happens when a person no longer wishes to see the blocked person ever again in their life without a doubt. In my case I blocked because I know they are no good and I’m too weak of a person to hold boundaries to that certain person. The others I just don’t want them to have access to my life.

been blocked for 18 months and counting!