Same. I just hope she can move past this hard time in her life, find peace and happiness one day. I wish she could have therapy but I know how expensive that is in the states if you don’t have insurance.
It’s like she is that nurse you knew long time ago who took care of others and you always have a good feeling about her. That’s how I see Becky, an under appreciated nurse. 🥰
heyy 🐸! so true tho, she is more than enough she’s also what drew a ton of ppl into ALR’s channel aswell (me included) !! becky, i hope your upcoming days are brighter 💜💜
Hey Becky. I am a teacher and I know every school district in America is desperate for bus drivers. My district will pay for training and pays between $20-$30 an hour and a signing bonus. School districts usually provide excellent healthcare insurance. You may even be able to get into a state pension retirement system. You can pick up extra shifts driving after school sports or field trips during the school day. I am confident the kids would think you are the coolest bus driver!
Great suggestion. There is always a need for bus drivers for Special Ed kids. Becky would be great with kids who are normally seen as nothing or worthy as others.
Great Idea I broached Locksmithing in my video as I to and a abuse survivor I know where she is and man it is so hard to crawl out of that hole. Nursing is a HARD af job There are also Trucking jobs that do on the job training that Salary yearly is 90k with health insurance
Becky, do some livestreams, let US help you pay your bills! You don't need to talk about ANYTHING you're uncomfortable with! Just let us help and support you! ❤
Does anyone know where the super thanks button is, or is that just for lives and shorts. In the immortal words of Phillip H Fry:"Becky, shut up and take my money 🤑!"
Becky, please livestream. If you ever decide to sit and play video games I would more than happily sit and watch for hours, and I believe many others would too. Do something you love and just stream it to us, and we will be there to support you. You could even potentially play with your subscribers in multiplayer games, which I’d be down for. Just remember to be kind to yourself; you are worthy of love, and you will find happiness again. Life is full of ups and downs, but you’ve survived your worst days, and you will continue to do so in the future.
Yes this last part u said is so important! Becky’s survived so many hardships these past few years. She is resilient and strong. Through it all she works her ass off and keeps fighting. I just hope that Becky is able to get the help she needs. Once her head is above water, knowing the worst is behind her, she will thrive and have some peace and happiness ❤
It'd be fun if she streamed some video games, she has such a chill vibe and has always been easygoing so a lot of people would come just to hang out. Def a good idea :)
“I’m waiting for the sun to shine again, and I don’t know when that’s going to happen”. As someone trying to quit an addiction this made me cry. All my support Becky!
That’s the point you need to reach: where YOU have enough of it, because that’s when you’ll succeed. Please try to find help so you can take proper care of yourself. Your body, mind and soul deserve it so bad. It’s possible, it really is, I did it myself and every addict in recovery will tell you: if I can do it, so can you! It was and sometimes still is a hell of ride, but it’s been the absolute best I’ve been on! Good luck, thinking of you💕
All those years of coercive control have taken a toll on you. . I’m so sorry. 😢. I wish I lived in USA and close so I could give you a hug. A shame you weren’t paid for all the work you done. Thankyou for sharing your story Knowing that karma works I cannot wait until good karma comes your way. You deserve it. ❤
Becky do you realize how strong you actually are? How your determination to keep going inspires so many, not only those around you but complete strangers. So many ppl love you becky for just being you, if you can't tell yourself you're loved and worth it then listen to this community WE LOVE YOU BECKY, YOU ARE ALWAYS ENOUGH, YOU ARE WORTH IT
Narcissistic abuse is no joke. Whether it be a parent, or a partner it makes you not feel like a person, and it makes you feel as if you are not enough! Becky, its hard but you got this!
my mom is one and she always compares herself to the pain and trauma that she caused me, she said ‘well I had worse his childhood and my trauma was way worse than yours’. but I told her that my trauma isn’t any less than yours. Narcs tare you down and make you feel worthless like nothing else matters except for themselves.
My ex husband was a malignant narcissist. It sent me down a mentally self destructive spiral. Took me over a decade to recover. You're right, it's no joke. I hope Becky finds peace & healing. ❤😊
My childhood was full of this. Thankfully the people who were abusive managed to grow and learn at least a little. And I went through a lot of therapy. *still in therapy.
You walked away from a cozy financial situation to fight for the wellness of your own soul. You're a WARRIOR! "The hardest thing in this world is to live in it." Keep pushing. You deserve to find your happiness. ❤
I don’t get any of this car shit. It wasn’t her fault, she could easily contest the ticket. And how do you lose health insurance because you’re arrested? That country is totally fucked. I feel bad for people living there.
It reminds me of those brave souls who left a life of enslavement (of any kind) knowing that with the trauma and injury they had suffered, life outside would be difficult, yet they still chose freedom over security. That’s the stuff of true heroes.
I hope this doesn’t overstep, but I think your mom would be so proud of you for getting out and never giving up! Take your time and share only what you’re comfortable with. We’re here for you. ❤
I have a mood disorder so I’m actually IMPRESSED you could do this video given you’re current mental state. Gosh- you are strong!! Please take back your life. Share your story. Let your audience support you with views and super chats!
It’s insane how you almost went to jail for basically just being poor, You did nothing wrong Becky! We are rooting for you. Please continue making videos❤️
@@DanaMedic77 the people who were supposed to send the license plate fucked up initially. Then the cops fucked up. The only real mistake here was assuming anyone was going to do their job correctly, and not calling preemptively. But that's extremely hard to do with a job as demanding as Becky's, and how everywhere has strict business hours. Also it makes me so mad that insurance won't cover you if you get arrested???? For important psychiatric medication???? Anyway Becky you rock and we all love you ❤❤❤
We’re all rooting for you Becky. The fact you’ve kept yourself together proves how strong you are. You don’t deserve what’s happened to you with your past relationships, you may struggle but we will be here for you and we’re always going to support your journey!
I'm so sorry this all happened to you Becky. We all make mistakes and we often make them even more when we aren't feeling well mentally. One day you will be able to look back on this and be glad you've moved past it. It will happen ❤
Oh Becky, I'm so sorry. We all knew ALR was a monster but it's so heartbreaking to see what she has done to you. You ARE enough, you ARE loved and you have all of us behind you ❤❤❤
It’s so sick how she tried to act like you weren’t taking care of her 24/7. She is evil. She isolated you from your dying mother and she was mean to her in the process! Absolutely disgusting. Shame on you amber.
With the way ex A.l.R. Continued to gush & gush about how wonderful Faline was & better than anyone else she’s been with basically it seems like a huge insult & slap in the face to Becky & All that she did! 😳😩
Becky, just remember even though you dont know us irl, there are 78.9k people on RU-vid that care about you. You are enough and you matter. We love you.
Becky you don’t have to be afraid of Amber anymore. Make money by going on live and telling your truth. You did not deserve to be abused and mistreated and you are worth so much more than you believe. You deserve to take your power back. Everyone’s rooting for you. ❤
@@skyegroome223 Wtf it’s not a normal breakup, it’s *years* of trauma from an abusive narcissist. You’re describing Destiny, not Becky. Speaking out loud your thoughts instead of holding back, does help in healing. It’s part of letting go. The views she gets don’t do what you think it does… But what she is getting from these views, for sure, is part of the support system she needs right now.
@@honeyandlavender_ of course I’m not saying she HAS TO do anything but in terms of how she’s doing financially and that not helping her mental state I think it would do a bit of good for her to monetize and make money off of her yt wheather she speaks about it or not I’m sure a lot of ppl will support her.
As someone who also deals with crippling chronic depression. This is beyond relatable. I’ve felt the same way in that sometimes it’s hard just to exist. You are enough! We are all here to support you.
Good lord the severe abuse and PTSD this human being is suffering is just horrible. We witnessed abuse coming from ALR towards Becky, but the terrible things that happened behind those videos, that must have been pure hell. This isn't right, nothing about this is right. I can't believe anyone supports ALR and knowing the mental " maybe physical " abuse ALR put this woman through. Damn crying shame.
Glad the police finally rescued Becky from the evil Amber. Oh wait... she could have left on her own anytime but she chose to stay so she wouldn't lose her shelter & paycheck. 🙄
@@fran-mandysmom-fl9251yeah, that's how abuse happens. You get abused, you're conscious about It and leave without problems. That's why It never happens to anyone 🙄
Hey girl. We got you! You have SO MUCH SUPPORT that you can lean on if you need us. Today you took your first step and I’m so proud of you. Come back in any way you can and see how much strength you receive from it. And as far as ALR goes, PLEASE give yourself time. She was a traumatizing entity in general. She’s a hideous human being and you were and ARE and always will be too good for her. You have more to give but right now, you need to give that to yourself. She’s a succubus leach. Know your truth and do not isolate. I’m proud of you. XOXO 😘
@@CherrrrBear i stopped watching alr’s content and stay up to date by only watching review channels! She’s gonna get views from somewhere no matter what but it’s nice to see lots of people swapping over to other channels instead of hers directly
My favorite is @mytwocents. She’s incredibly bold, smart, and intelligent. It’s like a nice little group of us that are just waiting for her to be demonetized as she should be.
Becky, we love and support you. We would do anything to make you smile again. Let us support you and be your bridge so you can cross to be that new secure, confident, beautiful woman that you are. You are heard. You are loved. You are believed. You are not alone ❤❤❤
Oh Becky this breaks my heart. As a therapist (LCSW), there are so many things I want to say to you. First, you are loved, cared for & most importantly, you are valued. Clear everything off your plate that you can’t control or don’t have to deal w/right now like the state of the world, the future & worrying about strangers. It’s too overwhelming. Also, don’t push away the people who truly love you (your sisters & friends). Hold them close because you need that support❤ Edit: Most importantly (besides working) is getting back on your meds!
I’m so sorry Becky. Narcissistic abuse is no joke- it can truly destroy a person. You’re super strong to have walked away and overcome everything that you have. We’re all rooting for you! 💕✨
It was CARVANNA WASNT IT?! They’ve been doing this to everyone with the tags! Please join the class action lawsuit or call around to see if you can sue them. I’m so sorry Becky it’s so nice to see you back. We support you.
I just got done watching Mr. Snowflakes series "shaped by the algorithm" and seeing you lose your light was so heart breaking. You are a sweet woman. You will find happiness again. We love you, Becky.
Becky. I don’t care what you’ve done in the past or criticism you’ve received. I relate so hard to you. To the losing of a parent to the debilitating anxiety. I will do what I can as an audience member to support you. If it’s means you can live a life you deserve. I also am advocate for you trauma dumping everything on us if it makes you money. Everyone else has done it, one more person doesn’t hurt anyone but amber. Maybe I’m bias but you’ve always been my favorite and watching your personality (that we saw very little of) just dissipate over these 6 years is so depressing it makes me mad. You have your own community now girl.
Livestream and a lot of us will support you, set up a new fundraiser, try and draw and make some digital prints. We love you. You are strong and brave and courageous.
I am so sorry for what you've gone through. Trauma from relationships can destroy your ability to trust people and feel genuine love, and hearing you talk about not thinking you'd ever be able to date again breaks my heart, because we all deserve to find love and happiness. Your era is coming, though!!! I can promise you, I was depressed and suicidal for years, never thinking I'd find the light. But somehow, I did. It comes to you. We love you, Becky 💜
Becky, you being in this world is more than enough. You’re such a kindhearted soul. Even if you don’t see it, you’re making such a positive impact on the world.
I don't know becky personally but she is such an open, honest, upright, and genuine person. I feel for her and wish her the best from the bottom of my heart. Even deeper if possible. You kind see her kindness, despite her struggling SO much. Thats how you know she is truly a good person.
Please don't feel like you have to be entertaining. Don't force yourself to put up a show for us. Just be here, talk about what you want, about what you're doing. We'll be here to listen and support!
I'm gonna just play this video over and over and over, with the ads, till I go to bed tonight. Let's give her the views with the ads people! Let's DO THIS!! #LoveBecky
❤❤❤❤❤❤Becky girl LET US HELP YOU !!! YOU DESERVE IT! Don’t you know how SPECIAL you are & ALWAYS HAVE BEEN to us?❤❤❤ We got you Boo!❤ We are so glad to hear from you❤❤❤❤❤ PLEASE give us a WAY TO REACH YOU !!
Having to suddenly stop taking sertraline is ROUGH. I had terrible brain zapping and suicidal thoughts when my prescription ran out. The withdrawl makes your anxiety 10x worse. After a few months I was back to 'normal' anxiety levels (for me). Stay strong. Its hard to believe but things will get easier! 💖💖💖
It sure is. I was on antidepressants for many years, and there were times when I ran out or skipped days because I was broke. I'm a recovering addict and would honestly rather go off heroin cold turkey again than antidepressants. The brain zaps are just the worst. I quit taking them altogether because I never want to feel that feeling again. And they weren't helping anyway.
"Existing is hard and living is scary"...... oh Becky..... 💔😞 Stay strong. You are stronger than you think and we are all here for you. You deserve good things and you deserve to be happy. Life is hard. I resonate with that greatly.... I really do. But please don't give up. Be kind to yourself and never be afraid to remind yourself that you *are* a good person. I hope your little grand-niece is getting stronger everyday. Hope you will be too. You both have it in you, I know you do.💚
Becky, I NEED you to know this. You’re an amazing human being. You are SO strong for going through everything you have been through in your life. Please don’t ever feel obligated to come into the social media world to explain yourself. As someone who has also been in a psych ward, your mental health needs to always come first. Struggling daily with depression and anxiety or any other diagnosis is incredibly hard and you’re doing a great job. And when it comes to dating, there’s absolutely no need to put yourself out there if you don’t feel comfortable with it!! Loving yourself is far more important than having someone else love you. I’m rooting for you so hard!! I wish we could be friends!❤️
I’m so sorry for what you’ve been through Becky. Narcissistic abuse is detrimental and know that what you’re recovering from is very serious and we validate that. We support you and again, I’m so sorry for what you’ve been through and currently going through.
I’m so sorry that your ex gave you so much ptsd. That kind of trauma really sticks with you. If you ever choose to date again, your partner(s) would be the luckiest person on Earth. You are a kind, beautiful, HILARIOUS person and you truly do have people like me in your (virtual) corner. You don’t need to give pieces of yourself to anyone. You don’t owe people shit. You certainly don’t owe your ex shit. You are a very strong person and I know you will overcome this hurdle. edit: please turn supers on for your comments. I literally have $2 in my account rn but I get paid soon so TAKE MY TWO DOLLARS
@@Yaren.. In one of Eric/Ricky's videos, that accidentally captured Amber getting super aggressive over Becky eating her cereal. Amber turned around, saw that he was filming and went right back to acting like a super sweet quirky gorl. It was uncomfortable but revealing
@@Yaren..long story short, Eric was filming in the house, Becky was eating some cereal, amberlynn started grilling her on sight like "what cereal is that??" basically being super food aggressive
@@magro4764 Are you kidding me??? Having depression and anxiety doesn't make you an abuser. Most of Amberlynn's exes have come out saying that she was extremely manipulative and abusive after she's made up bs stories about them abusing her. Amberlynn abusing Becky most likely intensified her trauma and anxiety. Go kiss butt on her channel if you want to say Becky was abusive.
The abuse we saw Becky go through is heart wrenching. I am so sorry to hear you’re going through so much. I can completely relate and empathize with you, we are HERE for you.
I’ve been dealing with postpartum depression and hearing you say “I’m trying I’m trying” and then talking about how existing is scary but you have to keep going made me tear up! Sometimes it doesn’t feel like we can ever do good enough. I wish I had something better to say other than you’re not alone with your feelings.
As a person with anxiety disorder, one of the things that helped me a lot was to accept the things I can't do. I can't save the world but I can go for a walk and get some vitamin D, I can't fix injustice but I can listen to a friend who's hurting, etc. Don't worry about us or the world, you need yourself first. Live in a way that you would like to see the ones you love live like. Rest, eat well, meditate, breathe...doing good for you will do good for others. Take care, I'll pray for you. Keep waiting for the sun to rise, is coming soon, I'm sure :^D
i struggle with an anxiety/depression combo and i can say this absolutely helps a TON but its hard and feels stupid and insignificant at first and i know nobody struggling will believe this (bc i didnt back when my therapist recommended it!) but it does slowly over time really really really help in so many different ways. great advice!!
Shes probably worried about judgement. Last time she asked for help people attacked her. With her mental health right now that's the last thing she needs is people being Jenks!
Becky I've always been a lurker who only watches drama channels, but it made me so happy to see that you're finally speaking out. It breaks my heart to hear how much pain you've been dealing with because of your ex, I wish I had the words to make any of it even a little better. Please let this community support you, I know it's hard but people genuinely care about you and want to help if they can. You are worthy of being loved and cherished. You deserve all the love and support from these comments. Are you still doing art? Maybe you could do some livestreams while you draw or talk about art, I'm sure people would love to tune in!
I’ll never get over the health care system in America as a registered psychiatric nurse myself. Reminds me of how lucky we are to have an NHS here in Scotland. If you ever need someone to just listen becks please reach out. I understand that isn’t easy with strangers on the internet and not knowing their real intentions. People do really care though becks. You are a strong and inspiring person, we have all witnessed the goodness in you and the selflessness over many years. You deserve the world and more. I really do wish that for you. I’m so very proud of you.
I'm in Wales and forever greatful that I was born here. My most recent baby was born at 28 weeks weighing 1lb 5oz and spent 4 months in nicu and over a year on home oxygen and I didn't have a single bill. How America can call itself one of the most developed countries in the world yet have such appalling health care access is beyond me
Becky, I don't know if you read the comments, but if you do I want you to heed my words. I've been through emotional abuse as well. It takes YEARS to recover from. Do not expect to get back to your old self immediately. Your recovery is going to take time. The longer you were in that situation the longer the healing process will take. Have patience with yourself. You're busy right now, and that might actually be helfpul for you, because it helps you to more slowly process your emotions. But I don't want you thinking you're failing at getting better just because you're still not doing well. You've actually come a very long way. You got out. Not everyone has the strength to do that. I'm proud of you. I believe in you. The human spirit is more resilient than you know. You just have to give it time to recover. The best thing to do is to focus on the next thing on your to-do list to get you through. Eventually you'll be able to broaden your focus, but in times of crisis your focus does have to narrow. And that is okay. It's okay to take life one breath at a time when you have to. Take care of yourself in whatever way you can. You're a genuinely good soul, and this world is a brighter place with you in it.
Really brave of you to speak out: time to put yourself first. This community supports you however much or little you feel comfortable divulging- remember that you deserve to be happy and rid of this trauma. Nice intro too btw.
Oh Becky! You are so brave coming on here and talking. It’s hard to shake the past off, especially with the way you were treated so appallingly but we all have got your back!!
Becky, I don't usually pray as I am agnostic but I pray for your recovery- mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually. I have lived at rock bottom; where it feels like you're stuck in the undertow and waves upon waves are beating you back down, but I promise one day the waters will still and you will rise. There's nowhere to go but up. And I genuinely pray for that day for you to see the sun again. Just breathe, cling to your faith, remember that you are loved and worthy and that you deserve all the happiness and comfort and care you have given tenfold. We love you. I love you. And you've got this. Keep breathing. ❤️
Becky, I can’t put into words how sorry I am for everything that has happened to you. You deserve all the love and support in this world. Please let this community help you. ❤
I’m not even 5 minutes in and I’m so sorry you’ve had to go thru so much in just these past months alone! I hope reading these comments help you realize people like you for YOU - you are more than enough and you deserve love and support just like anyone else. You don’t need to struggle all alone and if you read the comments you can see people are more than happy to help you out, although I know you may be too proud to ask for help, help is being offered and it’s okay to take it babe!!! 💕
Becky, please feel free to come on here and talk any time. You don't need to mention her at all, just let us know how youre doing. You have a ton of people on here, who may be strangers, but we care about you and want you well. Take care of yourself and give yourself the love you deserve 💖
Becky needs to realise no matter HOW LONG in between posts she has friends here waiting to lift her up when ever she comes back if she is down! I wish she would try to post once a month… all her content was super rad. Love her style /editing… it’s unique AF! And she needs to use that talent!!!!!!!😊😊
Becky, thank you for being vulnerable with us. You are fighting so so hard right now, in more ways than one, and you are tough, even if you don’t always feel that way. I had a family member go to jail for a very similar issue (cop told them they were fine and don’t worry about it) and ended up getting pulled over and arrested on their way home from work one day. I saw someone else mention you doing a livestream, either talking with us (not pressuring you to talk about your ex) or even playing a video game or something, I know I would love to support you with a super chat or two, and I know a lot of other people would be too. Keep your head up, brighter days are ahead!!!
Just the fact that you're struggling rn and still worrying about other people shows how big your heart is. You are one of a kind. I hope to see more videos as long as you feel up to it.
I’ve never wanted to hug another person so much the way I want to with Becky. I pray for healing in your heart. No one deserves to feel this way. We are here for you Becky!!!
Fellow depression and anxiety sufferer here. You're not alone. Please don't ever give up. Yeah the world's gone crazy, and life can be a big ol bitch sometimes, but know that the world is a little bit better with you in it. I went years without health insurance while needing medications for my depression, anxiety, and OCD. There are programs that help people with prescription costs. Also there's a pharmacy chain called Neighborhood Pharmacy that has a discount program for people without insurance. Listen, you're an amazing person, everyone has witnessed that and you're in my prayers, regardless of whatever personal beliefs are, a little prayer can't hurt. A lot of people you don't even know care about you and are rooting for you! Take care of yourself! Sending love and good vibes your way!!!!
I was depressed for 15 years of my life, I didn’t know life without depression, eating disorders, anxiety and one day Jesus Christ healed me. Since May it’s gone!! I pray that your heart and soul will be filled with love, I cast out all depression, sadness, shame, guilt and hopelessness in Jesus Christ name, amen. I hope you’re doing well, I remember days when I couldn’t get up of bed, not eating or showering, not talking to anyone. Be strong, you are sooo loved even if you don’t realise it.
@@Blablablue That’s right! He is the answer. the one who gives peace & loves us more than we can imagine ❤️spiritual warfare is very real ⚔️🛡🔥. Sometimes I think her EX is surrounded by evil entities we can’t see, along with so many other Toxic RU-vidrs
We love and stand behind you, Becky!! You have a whole community that sees, hears and understands you. About your great niece, I was born at 25 weeks and I weighed one pound. This was back in 1991 and I stayed in the hospital for nearly 100 days. Your great niece will pull through like a champ, and you will too Becky!!!!!!! The community is sending all the love and support your way.
We are all here to support you becky 💕 i am so so sorry you are going through this rough patch right now. I can absolutely tell you that YOU ARE ENOUGH.
Becky... #1 That intro music is fire #2 No sane person believes your ex about anything she says about you #3 Always focus on your mental health #4 You're a great person, you haven't healed from your trauma and that is something that needs to happen #5 I'm glad that you are starting to get back on track #6 The community is here for you
Beck….you are worthy, you are brave and you are loved. This video is just absolutely heartbreaking and I’m sorry to hear that it has been one thing after another but there will be a light at the end of tunnel. You’re got family, friends and supporters all in your corner, cheering and rooting on for you.
Becky you said it, your audience helped keep you from sinking. Let us help you float again! Just read through the comments you have so many of us wanting to help you out. We can’t take your depression or health concerns away but we can give you some financial stability.
So well said. Please don't be afraid or hesitant to accept any monetary support from your supporters. Many of us are strangers but we all feel a deep sense of protection for you and want to see you regain some security physically, mentally, emotionally and psychologically.
I’m so sorry for all of this Becky. We saw how much you gave to somebody who abused you, isolated you, bullied you, and continues to speak poorly of you. On top of everything else you’ve been dealing with - you don’t deserve any of it. I trust in karma and I believe you will be rewarded for your kindness one day 🩷 your abuser has faced karma too - she has no one, she will go through relationship after relationship never knowing stability, freedom, or true love. You will, because you are lovely and worthy, even if it doesn’t feel that way now, and life has kicked you down hard. Good luck Becky and we are here for the whole ride with you ❤️ hope to see more of you!
Girl, I know the feeling. My shift is 12:30 PM to 9 PM and I feel like I have no time to live any kind of life. I also work from home, so I am literally stuck at my desk all day and night. It’s really hard to fight off the depression. I wish you lots of luck ❤
Becky, without knowing you personally but just getting to know you through videos, I can see the kind, empathetic and caring person you are. Thank you for sharing this with everyone. Sending you so much positivity.
I feel like this is the most relatable video I’ve seen on RU-vid. I’m in the same position as Becky and the fact that she is able to get out of bed and work everyday is like a miracle to me. Because I personally am unable to. I can’t hold down a job due to my debilitating, utterly paralyzing depression. I can’t foster any friendships never mind relationships…like just being with yourself is hard enough you know? I have health issues as well but I know a thyroid can cause a multitude of issues…god I feel for Becky. ❤
@@millionairesharkentertainment thanks for the advice! You know what’s crazy is I do know that it is soothing to do those types of things…like I’ve never gone on a hike and regretted it…but it’s getting myself there..idk. There are so many things I want to do but I’ve just become a recluse and have completely cut myself off from the world. But I will take your advice, there is a place I’ve wanted to go before summer ends…it’s a firefly/lightning bug sanctuary!
@@skp6613 I believe in you 100%, with whatever weight that holds. I love the sanctuary idea. Keep your mind flowing with that kind of thought. It’s a 1 in 400 trillion chance we are born, and all of us have so much power than the world let’s us believe. My dad always told me (take your next breath) such a simple fraise, but something I often think about and what exactly he meant by it. You will make it out of this.
@@skp6613 I literally have to be mean to myself and say "Listen here, just get off your ass and do it." I don't always listen to myself, but omg, on the days I do... It really is a reset and something I regret not doing more always. I have actually been forcing myself more lately with the summer leaving and the more you force it, the less you have to. Good luck with your struggles and I hope things turn around for us all! Becky isn't lying when she says living is hard. It sure is.
I was in a relationship for less than a year that traumatized me so much that I haven’t dated for 6 years since. I getchu girl. It’s hard to keep going when someone obliterates your self confidence.
Name your price and do your tell all lady! She has spent every moment since the day you met her exploiting, humiliating, bossing and belittling you. The beeyatch blamed you for her cancer!! Everyone saw what went on and knows the abuse you suffered, her mental mind fuck games, you have every right to collect on your side. It doesn’t have to be deliberately mean or vengeful, just share your truth. Hang in there. 💜👊🏻💪🏻
I lost my mom in 2009. I can empathize with that pain. I promise you it'll get better. Take time to heal. Talk to a therapist and lean on your loved ones.
