uni vlog 📂 7am at library, uk first year psych, catching up, mundane things, reality of uni. 

⌊𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐲 𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐬⌉🍑 ↳ Hi everyone! Thank you for being patient during my 1.5-month hiatus. I’ve been trying to write this so many times lol! In this vlog, I’ll be catching up on uni after missing a few weeks in the library at 7am, and my life as a uni student living at home + a heart-to-heart about uni in general! I just want to reiterate that this is my experience and no one in year 13 or high school seniors should anticipate or base their uni experience on mine! Uni has been a hard transition for me where. I’ve started to have episodes of panic before and during lectures and seminars. I started to dislike going to uni bc I was always feeling anxious about interacting with others in my course and how others thought of me bc it took so much energy from me alone to take part in conversations, especially since my degree is so discussion based. so filming uni vlogs have been difficult and I’m pretty sure that it tainted the quality of my vlogs during late November and December time bc that was when it hit me hardest. It started to impact the little things like just going to the library- something I enjoyed. This experience was very humbling in terms of my relationship with being alone, and just coping with overthinking and analysing it can very easily get worse. With this taken into consideration I’ve decided psychology is not a career path for me. I can barely take care of my own let alone others' mental health, as a therapist or psychologist. However, I still want to work in healthcare thus I’m in the process of changing courses for a new change in environment and career I think would be best for me but more on that when things get confirmed! I have been meeting with a well-being support tutor recently which has been helping me feel and cope better! I haven't done this much brain-dumping in a while, haha but anywho I hope you enjoy the video and have a great rest of your day! Stay peachy, Ciara Stay safe and healthy ⌊𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐦𝐩𝐬⌉🧭 ⌊𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐩𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐢 𝐮𝐬𝐞⌉📹 ↳ what I use for filming, editing and studying ⁍ camera: iPhone 13 pro, fujifilm XS10, Panasonic Hc-Vxf1 Camcorder. set to 4K 60fps ⁍ editing: Final Cut Pro ⁍ thumbnail: goodnotes 5, phonto, picsart ⁍ computer: iMac blue 2021 250GB, MacBook Air M2 midnight blue 512GB ⁍ tablet: iPad Air 4th generation, green ⁍ note taking: goodnotes 5, notion ⁍ planner: notion (mostly) ⌊𝐛𝐠𝐦 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐬!⌉📼 ‣ Music by LOVELOVELOVE - ULTRAVIOLET - thmatc.co/?l=DBEC8623 ‣ Music by Namoo Nara - Endlessly (Sang Gak Hae) - thmatc.co/?l=ACA11118 ‣ Music by Fran Vasilić - Maybe - thmatc.co/?l=F3F1390B ‣ Music by Kelsey Kuan - Idk (Acoustic Version) - thmatc.co/?l=DEE56512 ‣ Music track: Sunflower by Lukrembo Source: freetouse.com/music/ Music for Video (Free Download) ‣ Hype boy lofi : ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-SOV50GFtdqI.html ‣ Music by The Millennial Club - love is so hard! - thmatc.co/?l=62C83913 ‣🎈Song : Daystar - Sunny side up / ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-OODSNK2gvRM.html ‣ OMG new jeans lofi: ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-4aM4oTOZtuw.html ‣ how come- ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-Gq_yBhito58.html ‣ bgm president ‣🎵 adventure - Prod. YMLofi link: ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-WzFXdqhfij0.html ⌊𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐝𝐞𝐬⌉🎟 ‣ code: PYLS20 for 20% off, lention | store: www.lention.com/ ‣ code: PEACHYCIARA15 for 15% off, Happy Plugs | store: happyplugs.com?ghref=3304:282377&discount=PEACHYCIARA15 ‣ code: oluolin.com?sca_ref=1838535.JRdew5u124 for 15% off your purchase ‣ code: PEACHY10 for 10% off, grove made | grovemade.com/?rfsn=6899667.d... ‣ PEACHYCIARA18 : stationary pal 18% off : stationerypal.com/discount/PE... Some links may be affiliated- i get small commission from your purchase ⌊𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐤/𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐦?⌉🧸 ↳ workable-manager-98a.notion.site/8d715567516e427080143c24af488354?v=8994f1d1d55548e594be3726e2ee0e07 ⌊𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐩𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐭𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞⌉📋 ↳ workable-manager-98a.notion.site/Your-Dashboard-fdc710f902b94812981ca0849ee9839b ⌊𝐟𝐚𝐪⌉🧾 ➺ name: ciara elizabeth ➺ age: 18 (5 may 04’) ➺ ethnicity: filipino 🇵🇭 ➺ area: north england 🇬🇧 ➺ year: freshman / 1st year uni ➺ degree: bsc psychology ➺ qualifications: undergraduate degree ➺ career aspirations: clinical psychologist! ➺ults: purple kiss, p1harmony, chungha ;) upload schedule: typically mon/fri socials: ig: @peachy_ciara.04 , Spotify @ciara🍑 💌 04peachyciara@gmail.com for business enquires 🧸: 31061 :0 All videos are filmed and edited by me😁

From not showing your face to put it in the thumbnail, I'm glad you gained confidence 😊.

I relate to your experience so much. Even with just under a month of uni left before first year comes to an end, I’ve made not a single friend. I dread going in each day because of how lonely it is. I hope second year will be different for us both 🫶🏻

I am an introvert so I never sought to make friends, but I inadvertedly did when I started joining different clubs and societies at uni. Potentially that is something you could consider for next year. I am sorry to hear that it has taken a toll on you. I hope next academic year will be better for you!

the amount of efforts you've put into editing this and also the music love it might look easy but those lil details n effects ain't easyyyy

Sending you a huge hug, I just came across your video and I love how real you are

yes!! making friends in uni is so hard😭😭 you worded it so perfectly

This video is so realistic, literally this time last year I was thinking how much I’d miss my sixth form friends and now I only get to see my closest like once a month as well😭😭. Thanks for uploading I love your videos they’re so comforting and motivate me esp since it’s more relatable as your from England too💕😩

love your vlogs sm

it didn't help that a lot of people on my course were older than me, and while it's not impossible to make friends with older people, for some reason i really struggled with that. I made zero friends on my course, and others don't realise how isolating it really is. My friend made no friends on his course either, but because most of the people in his year went through a foundation year together and already had their set groups, and his anxiety made it super difficult to attend lectures. Thank you for sharing your uni experience! Most university videos online are overly romanticised, and didn't truly prepare me for the social difficulties of university, so watching your video made me feel not so alone :))

Love watching your vlogs! 🌸🫶🏻

love thissss

saw your description, and I would like to say I really relate, uni has been so hard for me to transition into and you have taken such a good step to switching courses and if you do I hope it goes well because I don't even know what I want to switch to nevertheless, I hope everything goes well and I am looking forward to watching this vlog it's nice to know someone else is going through something similar and we probs would've been uni friends FYI i am 40+ lectures behind but for some reason im not worried and gl at your first job!

you’re soooooo prettyyyyyyyyy

2:04 I can relate to everything you said so much. It’s a London uni thing especially. I kinda just accepted being alone and knowing the fun I had in 6th form isnt coming back any time soon. One pro is I’m not broke like my friends though 😂😂

I was chilling watching this video after randomly clicking on it until suddenly 2:20 I realised you were in the same city as me ! That's so cool :D Anyways, love vlogs like this that are realistic about uni life

Hello Ciara, came here to say I love your vlogs, they motivate me and help me stay positive! I hope you're doing good and looking forward to more vlogs! Good luck with your studies ☺️

Your videos are the best

i missed seeing your vlogs! i hope nothing but the best for you *virtual hug!!

You’re vlogs are so soothing. Which uni do you go? 🤍

Your videos are so relaxing omg I wish I noticed your channel earlier 😭

Love the video 🫶🏾

i adore the libraries here

love your vlogs, Ciara! Hope you can visit Philippines someday as well and do a vlog😊💗

I just finished uni last year and also didn’t have a great experience in first year. Second year was all online for me. And in third year I did end up making friends and had a good experience. It’s just a matter taking the courage to talk to people and stepping out of your comfort zone. It’s scary at first but it’s not too bad honestly. Looking back, it’s not a big deal if you make friends or not so don’t worry. I think it’s normal to go through stages like that. I remember when I was like that too. You are still very young and you will become more confident later on.

Im ur biggest fan

just singing along to the bg music dont mind me x

i like ur buhok so cute

can I ask how ur experience with well-being support has been? i’ve been struggling with anxiety too but not sure how to go about getting support :’)

What is the font name in your thumbnail?

hai

Just discovered your channel and I love it