Yeah she was a pretty cool person. It was hard deleting her number it if my phone. My other friend who had a stroke from what I understand is doing "better" but she didn't have any papers done up so that her family could take power of attorney so her family is fighting trying to get POA. Things all around are getting progressively better.
F*&K the trolls. You're the real deal and I'm sorry to hear that there's been so much sadness and devastation lately. Glad to see you posting and I hope it helps to do these videos.
Thank you Jen it really does mean a lot and yeah I try not to let the trolls get to me because I know that there are people out there who don't have the strength to get in front of a camera and talk about their problems and their issues and really be genuine I'm not in it for a popularity game to try to be the next Joey Graceffa or James Charles or any of those other Uber famous RU-vidrs, it would be awesome if that happened but that's not what I'm all about I started this Channel and the blog associated with it as way to self medicate and get things off my chest because I just feel like there's no Outlet in my life and I know that some of the issues that I've experienced or that I go through are not unique to myself so thank you for being a viewer and if you're not already please subscribe LOL