Hi everyone,
Somehow I believe that I may get a lot of backlash after this video, but like I said, I would like to be honest about myself when it comes to my viewers. My family is a bit more traditional and I like to call it "Old Fashioned" meaning they believe and always thought us that our business should always remain private.
It was my personal choice to open a channel on RU-vid against the odds of some, but at the end of the day, I somewhat kind of opened up my life to you all in a way and I honestly never regretted it once.
The messages I receive on both Instagram and Facebook are always positive and lovely messages from you guys. Sometimes it makes me feel so bad that you all paint such a pretty picture of me. I'm not saying that I am in any way a bad person, all I am saying is, I deal with problems just like every one of us does. It breaks my heart to know that there are girls comparing themselves to me, thinking that something is wrong with them and judging themselves for it.
My life to many apparently seems "perfect". This is what I gather based on the messages that I get. I'm happy that that is what you all gather. My life isn't bad, but it's far from perfect. As much as I try to always keep a smile on my face, there are times I just can't help but just lock up and just allow myself to be depressed. Like I said, I hope this doesn't offend anyone. I mean no harm, I just prefer to not have anyone compare themselves to me thinking that I have it made and judging and putting pressure on themselves for it. We are all special!!! EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US!!!!
If you reached this far, thank you for giving me your time and consideration. I love and appreciate all the love and support I have been given so far from every single one of you. You all have no idea how much it means to me.
Stay Safe Everyone!
Talk to you soon!!!!
27 сен 2024