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I hope you're feeling better now that you've found Jesus. I tell this to most people especially if they're struggling, to read Psalms 23, 91 and 121 especially Psalm 91 as that's a protective prayer. There's also Isisah 54:17 and when ever you feel in despair Mathew 11:28-30! Keep reading the word daily and you'll find you'll have overcome PSTD and hopefully suicidal thoughts, it's the suicidal thoughts I worry about. I really hope you're going to a spirit filled church so, that you can get prayers said over you, 🙏! Ignore any negative thoughts you might be getting and casts them to the Abyss in Jesus Mighty Name! You belong to Jesus Christ of Nazareth Yeshua Hamashiach! There are some channels on the Psalms I wound like to posts on. I cannot remember what they're called though, but I will posts them on to you and show you how to read Psalm 91! Play them every day even if it's for 30 mins. Keep listen to worship music everyday. I hope it helps a little, but you do need spiritual intervention especially from a good spirit filled church thats Trinitarian! One more thing and it's important, make your life all about Yeshua and keep praying, 🙏! In Yeshua's Mighty Name! 🤍🤍🤍

i pray you continue to find peace in God