I do not understand. Why to have an interest only to be with someone? "If you want to keep a girl, you wont hesitate" (maybe a song title to be). I think it is good idea to have an audience for some kind of a training. If you had this kind of an approach with the WCH '18, less pain would it be : ( You wanted a volleyball to be more popular, and when you got not only one but many chances, you ruined an opportunity to be everybody's heroes. What do you want to achieve? Only the medal? Or you want to grow with the challenge. You will feel much better if you stop finding reasons for pain.
