"Using" by Sorority Noise 

'I stopped wishing I was dead' Jesus christ did that feel good to hear

When your neighbor won't let you borrow his spices "I know I'm more than worthy of your thyme"

i really like that the writer stopped ‘using,’ however still has the mindset that he was a burden, etc etc. still rlly has the mindset of when he was using. thats something you dont hear much about. stopping using seld destructive coping mechanisms stops the self destruction, but not the need to cope, and its nice to hear a song really recognize that.

"Become more than just a burden" that one gets to me

I started using again Left my heart in rocky hill and a whole burning in bed Needed a distraction from my head Devil on my shoulder said try this instead So I started using again I started sleeping again Traded late nights and sheep for vicodin The guilt burning in my chest set in I started sleeping again [Chorus] I stopped wishing I was dead Learned to love myself before anyone else Become more than just a burden I know I'm more than worthy of your time I started smoking again Guess I missed coughing my lungs up every morning Needed anything to keep my breathing To prevent my blood from bleeding I started smoking again I started loving again Thought when I lost that will to live I could never feel again I'll give it one more shot and let someone in I Started loving again I started loving again I started loving again I started loving again [Chorus] I stopped wishing I was dead Learned to love myself before anyone else Become more than just a burden I know I'm more than worthy of your time

"Learned to love myself before anyone else did" An accomplishment I can proudly say I've achieved in my short life span.

If you don't absolutely scream "I STOPPED WISHING I WAS DEAD" through your entire neighborhood every time you're lying to yourself

I wish I found this song much earlier.

Its currently 4:50 am Sunday November 25th 2018 I hope i come back to this some day in the future

This song never stops sounding good and fresh even after multiple listens, hits right in the feels.

heehee came here from a GORGEOUS animation and i am absolutely VIBING

I am super into this song, but there's nothing compared to hearing it live. The band has insane energy.

That key change is godly

I doubt anyone will see this but this song helped me out through some dark stuff in 2016 it honestly made me come to a realization that I needed to get my life together. even if I'm still going through alot I couldn't be more grateful for what this song has done for me :)

Slipped up last week and started using again. I came here for the last few days to remind why I stopped in the first place. Replacing love with constant drug use just makes you numb and when you come down, you feel the absent love all over again. Stay clean and love yourself and the ones that care about you....even if it’s very few

This song hits different after losing everything and starting all over again. "I stopped wishing I was dead" that line hits me like a rock.

I've struggled with persistent depressive disorder for as long as I can remember. I've been very blessed to have received consistent therapeutic and psychiatric treatment since I was a child, but because my symptoms persisted in spite of this, I sincerely considered myself an exception when other people said, "It gets better." After 21 years of symptoms ranging from suicidal to manageable / high-functioning, I can actually say that today I'm in partial remission. It kindly stopped for me. Please believe me when I say it can stop for you too, it gets better. Thank you Sorority Noise.

I think I might be a little late...like five years late.

I'm learning to love again. I'm damn near 3 years clean. I'm finding beauty in the woods again. I'm fucking healing.

"I'm more than worthy of your time" I needed to hear this

Thank you Modern Baseball for introducing me to this band!

I'm 3 years late but I'm here now

It’s like a ritual for me to listen to this every morning. Helps a heck of a lot.

I’m gonna get here one day

This song makes me so hopeful for the future. It makes me feel like I haven’t ruined my life just quite yet, that I can still love myself and that I deserve it. May the lives of every lost soul find their own way,

Hearing it live is INSANE.

"I stopped wishing I was dead learned to love myself before anyone else become more than just a burden I know I'm more than worthy of your time" This is such a powerful, beautiful, and relatable lyric that contains so much self growth.

I was feeling suicidal today, and this really helped me out. Thank you so much Cameron! I fucking love you!!!

I found this song on spotify while working on a potato farm and my god, I actually stopped wishing i was dead.

They remind of Brand New, how the vocals blend together and the general feel of their instrumentals.

worst thing about liking new bands like this is that they are not famous enough (yet) to come to the uk, so bloody desperate to see them!!! >.

This old gray song is dope

These lyrics capture what I feel and have felt constantly from the moment I could talk and think on my own. Humans where not built to stay happy. We are not made to last.

Missed the emo stage, but a new friend also in recovery sent me here. I'm glad she did. Hits to the heart

Listening to this song makes me feel normal for a change. Says everything i thought i was alone in feeling. And i dont say that as an edgy teenager. Ive felt this way through everything.

This is a damn masterpiece.

Started listening and now it’s never ending, forever on replay.

I miss you guys.

I saw these guys last night in Manchester, absolutely amazing

Still think this may be the greatest sing of all time.

I started using again Left my heart in Rocky Hill, hole burning in my head Needed a distraction from my head Devil on my shoulder said try this instead So, I started using again I started sleeping again Traded late nights and sheep for Vicodin The guilt burning in my chest set in I started sleeping again I stopped wishing I was dead Learned to love myself before anyone else Become more than just a burden I know I'm more than worthy of your time I started smoking again Guess I missed coughing my lungs up every morning Needed anything to keep me breathing To prevent my blood from bleeding I started smoking again I started loving again Thought when I lost that will to live I could never feel again I'll give it one more shot and let someone in I started loving again I started loving again I started loving again I started loving again I stopped wishing I was dead Learned to love myself before anyone else Become more than just a burden I know I'm more than worthy of your time I'm more than worthy of your time I'm more than worthy of your time

So happy emo is still alive and well. :) *ahem* I mean, never happy. It's whatever.

this has been my favorite song to listen to the past few days and turns out this was posted on my birthday a few years back :’)

This song is the goddamn jam

damn, so glad we all keep re-finding this song when we need it

I don't know but, at the end I heard "I know, I'm more than worthy of your time."...This song slaps, HARD.

This band is great. Reminds me of another band I love but it's so refreshing and I relate to the songs a lot so far.

saw these guys last night they were so great♡

Amazing band live this was my favorite song on there set! also dope that this came out on my 20th birthday!

The feels are so real with this song

I get to see them Tuesday so pumped

When I listen to this i get closer to stopping being depressed

Seeing these guys and citizen tomorrow night in Portland, can't wait!!

This is the whole mood for 2021. I feel a lot better but I also sometimes can't help to relapse in bad habits, but I find hope that it won't last.

this is beautiful!

You guys are super under rated ;-;

this is the first song I heard by them a few months ago and it really speaks to me

Saw 'em live and got a pic with 'em! Badass live.

this song live is soo good

GONNA SEE THEM LIVE

i live 5 mins from their hometown their so crazy good forever a fan (:

Love This Song! ❤

this song makes me happy (:

I adore this song

love y'all

Everything 💕

Oh my fucking God I can't help but cry atleast once listening to this song after giving relationships another chance

This is why I can relate to pop punk or any rock genre the pain in their songs are relatable. But they try to find other ways to recover instead of overdosing on something.

as soon as i heard his voice i felt comforted ....

THIS IS A MASTERPIECE!!!!

okay I've now listened to this song 4x in a row how do I escape

Best band discovery. Plz do a tour could really use some live sorority noise

New favorite song

Their first song i heard. Summer 2015. Tumblr. How I discovered SN and am so grateful for it.

The lyrics hit home every time, sometimes I still wish I was dead, like today, that’s why I’m here

This song is important to me. These lyrics speak to me.

This hit me in my soul

Started listening again. Thought I had to turn my life upside down and make this song the theme.

THANK-YOU FOR COMING WITH MODERN BASEBALL

Oh my god, this is a best song ever!!!!

This album comes out 4 days before my birthday, & I honestly cannot wait!

This is great

God i remember listening to these guys before they were anywhere near this big because my dad got a cd from one of their shows i have "it kindly stopped for me" on cd too. Gg bois

Love it

One of the most underrated bands ever

listened to it like 100 times, sung it in a karaoke discord then listened to it 100 more times. *sighs* i am one with the edge now

This band seems very.. streetlight manifesto meets "traditional" alternative music. Very cool sound, I need to give them a little closer listen.

I guess I’m about 5 years late on this one. I can’t think of a song that better encapsulates the cycle of addiction, kicking and relapse. Tomorrow is my day 30... again. Hopefully it’s my last day 30.

Ay, awesome band I've found! Great sound and great lyrics..

I want to start loving again.

i realize that there's a message and everything but this song sounds fire af high

did anyone else fall in love w them at south by so what? man, they put on a good show

I saw these guys last night in Columbus with Citizen, Milkteeth and Turnover! Awesome show!

The "I stopped wishing I was dead" lyric is up there with Modest Mouse "I'm trying to drink away the part of the day that I cannot sleep away" from "Polar Opposites" on the "Lonesome Crowded West" album....

Oldie a goodie, and hits home even though it shouldn’t hahaha

Gigantic!!!!!

Thanks Sara Rubin!

I normally only listen to this song when I start using again. Although I never plan on using again so for now I'll have to listen to it for fun

Liked in 4 seconds and it only got better

if ever you see my comment here, thank you for recommending me this song.