周りのみんなと同じ天使だと思っていた everyone surrounding are all angels, i always thought i was the same 肌の色、輪の色、瞳も同じだった skin colour, circle colour, eyes were all the same 取り柄にすらなりえない「当たり前」をこなせる saving grace is always unreachable, “obviously” it can’t return 周りのみんなと同じ天使だと思っていた everyone surrounding is an angel, i thought i was too 誰に習ってもいない賛美歌を歌って anyone can learn how not to sing a hymn 誰に習ってもいない飛び方で飛んでいる anyone can learn how not to fly, to stay flying じわり開いてく差に gradually widening differences なんの疑いも持たずに what kind of suspicions aren’t held 周りのみんなと同じ天使だと思っていた the people around me are all angels, and i thought i was as well 何度も励まされ how many times has encouragement been given 何度も肩押され how many times has a shoulder been pressed 一聞いて十を知れと教わった first hearing ten things i learnt come to light 出来ない 出来ない i can’t, i can’t みんな歩いている 遠ざかってゆく everyone keeps walking, becoming more distant ああ ふと気づいたらもう aa, suddenly my past realisation, soon やりたい事は そんな大層じゃない what i want to do, it isn’t a big thing 置いてかれずに ただそこに居たい leaving without maturing, merely nearby ああ そんな当たり前が出来ない aa, things are obviously useless 天使は制服を脱ぎ angel taking off the uniform 背広上下に着替え changing clothes up and down to a suit 誰に習ってもいないのに暮らしている anyone can learn how not to live their lives 正しい「暮らし」が出来ず a correct “life” can’t exist いつも散漫な仕事ぶり it’s always vague, the way one works 周りのみんなと同じ事が出来なかった everyone surrounding were always working uselessly 神様の設計ミスか is god’s design a mistake? それともどっか落としたか did it really fall there with a thud? 一聞いて十を知れと怒鳴られた first i hear ten things i learnt yelled 出来ない 出来ない useless, useless みんな歩いている 遠ざかってゆく everyone keeps walking, becoming more distant ああ ふと気づいたらもう aa, suddenly my past realisation, soon 見たい景色は そんな大層じゃない looks like the would around me isn’t a big thing 日曜18(ロク)時台のアニメくらいのもの the gloomy anime on sunday 18th ああ そんな当たり前が出来ない aa, things are obviously useless なあ 想像つくかい hey, imagining 飛べない事 歌えぬ事 things that don’t fly, things that don’t sing やり方は分かっているのに despite the methods of understanding 鉛みたいに身体が動かない事 like lead, one’s body is an immovable thing 湿気た羽 ばたつかせ dampened feathers, flapping loudly ほこり撒き散らして dust scattering 天使だか羽虫だか分からなくなって an angel? an insect? not understanding それなのに心臓は勝手に動いている there, despite everything, the selfish heart is moving 腹も減る 欲も湧く motives still diminish, desires still rush forth 金が要る 金が要る ただ money is needed, money is always needed 暮らしたい 暮らしたい i want to live, i want to live 出来ない 出来ない i can’t, it’s useless みんな歩いている 遠ざかってゆく everyone keeps walking, becoming more distant ああ ふと気づいたらもう aa, suddenly my past realisation, soon 過ごしたい人生は そんな大層じゃない i want to spend my life, not doing big things 働き 遊び たまに愛されたい work, play, a common desire to be loved ああ そんな当たり前が出来ない aa, such things are obviously useless 周りのみんなのように生きられると思っていた everyone surrounding are all living, i thought
this is the only song i know that perfectly captures me. i look so ordinary, i seem perfect for the real world, but i have bad luck on the inside. i have been diagnosed at a young age with autism, adhd, and depression, and those always got in my way of being able to do what i need to do. "fallen angel" is a really good metaphor
@@user-kl6my1dz7j i would call this song metal, a lot of his other songs could be called death metal and metalcore, some songs can even be classified as deathcore.
@@slushie.2332 If I have to... for me, as a musician it's definitely a metal subgenre it could be progressive metal or just experimental (with the electronic/pop riffs that some rare experimental deathcore bands use) and their deathcore like vocals, just listened to the strings, percussion and backing vocalists. But in the end there are so many subgenres that there's no point categorizing any band anymore, specially since new school bands change their sound in most of their songs to achieve what they really want to make.