My brother Jay passed away 207 days ago, I've been counting the days, as it's all felt so dull without him, I wish he could be here for my graduation because I really fucking looked up to him, I hope he's happy up there with his dad(he's technically a step brother), I'm honestly pissed at him for leaving us like that.. I hope your jay had a good life may God help us all..
100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your Favorite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone like you. 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise.
You think I didn't notice your hands slipping from mine? My heart falling from your hands? I held on to you as much as I could, with all my strength, you just let go. It's so easy for you to just call us friends because you never cared in the first place. But don't let my words blind you, I still do truly love you and care alot about you, I just know I have to give up one day. I thank you for the times you were able to give me, and I thank you for giving me your best, even if you saved the worst for last. You gave me feelings I thought I would never find again, but then you took them away, and now I lay numb once again.
When you realize life has no real meaning to it not even if u say u give yourself a meaning there is no meaning to it going to die no matter what and when that happens who knows maybe we will be on a dream we always wanted but highest chance is for us to just die and nothing happens
It takes a lot of will power to pull yourself together and keep going, but remember we're human and we all have limits but these limits can be surpassed, don't feel too bad if you can stop getting mad or crying over things cause life is always gonna be like this, we all have to help each other understand that we must be aware of our life's, situations, surrounding, and relationship with family and friends or even lovers, just keep going man, life is great and sometimes your biggest heros can be the worst people, all we can do is idolize ourselves and be better, do better and help the best we can always being kind and loving, life is tough but we're tougher, I hope you have an amazing day man and I'm sorry you had to deal with something like this, I hope you see and have better days and I pray the best for you🙏
dw bro just use this as a learning experience, and remember whatever u send or message or write to her or any girl ur talking to is being sent to the whole friend group
@@rooga5048 im trying, but its hard when that was all you have left. father is gone and my mother is in rehab for alcoholism. I dont understand how my life keeps hitting new lows i didnt think are possible. like a new rock bottom every other day.
@@cosmicorion6999 hang in there buddy, better days may or may not come, but try to appreciate the days that come no matter what they may be. we only get to be here once. just keep moving.
I believed in you all my life I gave you everything!! No, you didn't listen to me I asked you to stop and think but you never did you left me behind!! There was a time when we all meant something and you cared but clearly, you changed and you left us all you left me, and....and that hurt the worst I loved you I did I don't know when you stopped loving me or if you ever did. I stayed by your side through it all because I believed in you...I guess it was all for nothing now right
i want to cry but i cant because my parents thinks it i am useless when i am doing everything to help but they dont care about me they only care about my brother.... I just want to cry hard and my brother is the nice person in the family not like parents
Well, since the three of us here have that feeling of feeling useless, I will only say that I hope one day you will be successful people, if you have opportunities, take advantage of them, they are worth a lot as a person. We just need someone to understand us and listen without criticizing us when my father died I didn't even care.
She said we wouldn’t couldn’t be together because we were best friends she hasn’t talked or sent me a single a message in 3 Weeks kinda weird to not talk to your best friend
