Man the degree to which I understand this is wild. Especially the part where he buys absolutely nothing for himself only for his cat, when your like this you don’t even feel like you deserve anything
@@rayan-6539 thanks man, doin about the same but I met a girl and broke my foot so my life is definitely about to change, better or worse, well we’ll see
When you are depressed, don't waste your time sitting at home and cying because life sucks, do something, do something with your life, go to the gym or spend time with friends or family, just don't waste your time smoking or drinking alcohol or sitting at home and crying about your girlfriend (or boyfriend) leaving you or that you have no friends, we only live once, so don't ruin your life with alcohol or drugs.
The fact that I know this animation so well, to some extent at least, takes me back to when I was around 10, 11, or 12 years old. During that time, I used to absolutely love playing a game called "Roblox," and my fondness for it still remains. In those days, I used to create scripts for unfair advantages in the game. I was even gifted an exploit software called "Script-ware" for free, without realizing its actual cost of 15 or 20 bucks. As I played, I would often listen to a song by Young - Vacations, although I'm not quite sure what else to say about that. Another part of the song that resonated with me was when the lyrics mentioned the doomer contemplating sending a message saying "I miss you." It reminded me of a time when I had a beautiful girlfriend who happened to be Latina. Sadly, like all good things, our relationship eventually came to an end. I loved her deeply, so much so that I often worried about being annoying when we were not together, especially if we were in different places or unable to hang out. Our messages sometimes ventured into forbidden territory, discussing intimate activities we could do in bed. She once even sent me a picture of her body, and I reciprocated. I know it was wrong, but my love for her clouded my judgment. However, one day she unfriended me and moved on with her life, even finding another boyfriend. I genuinely miss her a lot, even though she had cheated on me multiple times in the past. Looking back, I can see how foolish and naive I was as a young kid, not acting my age and entertaining unfounded suspicions of her being intimate with someone else. This occurred when we were just 14 years old; it's hard to understand why or how such thoughts consumed me, but such is the nature of middle schoolers these days. Now, here I am at 16 years old, reflecting on the nonsensical ramblings of my previous paragraph. English is not my first language, and my grasp of punctuation and grammar may be lacking. However, one thing I can say for certain is that I see myself as a detached and cold individual, a somewhat eccentric and strange boy, and perhaps a bit too fond of Coca-Cola, among other things. If anyone has any advice on how to overcome these addictions, please feel free to reach out to me on Discord at "placidhub" or on Instagram with the handle "ids.gengar."
This also happened to me and i deserve it i only wanted her for her body i was 12 at the time she was also latina qnd i met her on roblox through a friend then we went ro the cinema and that qas the first time she saw me she called me short
And proceded to ride on my friends lap on her ride home i was betrayed by noth of them.and i dont care cuz she was a bitch and my friend qas fake i got rid of 2 horrible poeple in 1 day
this song in this speed reminds me of my current relationship My girl used to interact with me, have deep conversations, hug and hold hands firmly and warmly, watch the stars, and kiss goodnight. Those days slowly faded when her OCD and drug addiction took over, she no longer showed me genuine affection. She hugs my shoulder and not my chest, she holds my hand to sway it and squeeze it, she doesn’t want to interact in anything she only wants to rest, she doesnt kiss, and when i give her a compliment she never says thank u, and instead dances. Out of all of this in a current 8 month relationship, she never said the most sacred words back, “i love u” :(
Se que a nadie le importa mis problemas pero está canción es tan buena que siempre que estoy solo me la paso tirado escuchándola horas y reflexionó de mi vida me desahogo con mis propias lágrimas mientras pienso y recuerdo lo bonitos momentos que viví junto a ella mientas el tiempo ha avanzado tan rápido que yo seguiré y estare enamorado de ella a un que ella ya no sienta lo mismo por mi pero la amare como la primera vez que la vi, Hay veces que hasta las ganas de vivir se quitan pero como todos pueden resolver problemas porque yo no intentarlo si siempre que lo intento fracaso en todo.
Te entiendo hermano, y créeme yo también estoy pasando por algo así, cada día qué pasa no puedo parar de pensar en ella y me imagino que hubiera pasado si estuviéramos juntos, pero solo la vea feliz con otro y me parte el corazón pero no hay nada que yo pueda hacer la verdad…
I don't think it's all over, but I don't have the strength to get up and try again. The worst kind of loneliness is when you're feeling absolutely lonely being surrounded by people.
Es confuso verdad sin embargo sabes perfectamente cuando estás mal, todo tu cuerpo física y mentalmente te lo hace saber, te notas flojo con pensamientos fatalistas esa sensación que todo está perdido, qué ya nada será como antes, te torturas recordando una vivencia pasada aleatoria en aquel momento ni siquiera parecía un buen momento pero comparado como te sientes ahora podría incluso decirse que... Fuiste feliz sin saberlo
You ever have that one night where you think about everything you’re experiencing? But as always the smiled mask you where around your face covers up everything as you hope someone realizes that your not okay? Well I’m having those nights every day. As I hope my dad gets out of rehab so I can give him a big old hug, he got out once and he went back for seconds…
Es confuso verdad sin embargo sabes perfectamente cuando estas mal todo en tu cuerpo físicamente y mental mente te lo ase saber te notas flojo con pensamientos fatalistas esa sensación de que esta todo perdido de que ya nada bolbera a ser como antes te torturas recordando una vivencia pasada aleatoria que en aquel entonces ni siquiera parecía buen momento pero comparado cómo lo hiciste ahora podría incluso decirse que fuiste feliz sin saberlo
It's confusing right? However, you know perfectly well when you are bad, you feel lazy with fatalistic feelings, that feeling that everything is lost and that nothing will be like before, you torture yourself remembering a random past experience at that moment that didn't even seem like a good time, but compared to how Do you feel now, it could be said that... you were happy without knowing it
Foi quando gyro finalmente entendeu. O universo não se importa comigo. Ninguem se importa se eu vivo ou morro,nem mesmo o meu pai,em outras palavras,minha vida não tem sentido. Se eu tô vivo, eu trago dinheiro, se eu morre libero espaço no quarto. Só isso. Meu pai falou para não causar problemas prós outros, mas agora eu sei que o único motivo dele ter dito isso foi para evitar qualquer incoveniente para si mesmo, essas palavras nunca foram para ajudar o seu filho, eles eram somente para o seu próprio benefício, e só para isso. Os outros eram meu pai, não?... os outros eram os humanos
wait, what the fuck? i was feeling relaxed and calm until 0:37 reaches. editing, because there's a poor cat in the video and I am press the like button with GRACE. (if it have a cat, there's a pressed like button for it.)
people in the comments talking about how there girl left them but they don’t realise they had someone at one point where someone did hold them but some people don’t.
Yes she left yo brother but your ability to get rich and have all the girls you want is just one short distance away you just gotta take this pain and put it into grinding
I would cry. Cry myself to sleep knowing I’m never good enough, no matter how hard I try no matter what I do she will never love me back. After everything I’ve tried she won’t love me, because I’m not good enough. I’m not strong I’m not smart I’m not good looking. There’s other guys better then me in every way possible, I will still try but deep down inside I know I don’t have a shot, even if I stay by her side and treat her better then I treat myself she will never love me back. She will complain about guys and say how there is no one meant for her. I’ll still be sitting there waiting for my turn, then one day she will start talking to me differently. Is she liking me? I will be thinking. I will revert back to my old ways. Thinking that she loves me and developing hope again. She will start talking to me daily, I try to mask my true feelings but I can’t. Look me dead in the eye you see a hopeful kid, after a while I will confess to her. Saying I love her and want to be by her side, she knows how desperate I am from past conversations, how anyone works even if they don’t give two shits about me. I look her in the eyes on the verge of crying, is this a bad idea? Will she ever love me? I think to myself, then she runs over and hugs me. She pulls me in her arms and holds me tight, I get flustered because this is the first time anyone has held me like this. I’ll wrap my arms around her and start to tear up, she holds me while saying how much she loves me, she brushes my hair and says, I love you. Such simple words leave such an impact on me. I’ve never felt this love before, my mother has never held me while saying she loves me. I still love my mother don’t get me wrong but this is special, out of everyone, athletic, smart. She picked me, maybe I am good enough? I think to myself. A loud alarm goes off, I jump out of bed and rub my eyes. I sigh as I look at the ground in defeat, I mutter to myself as I get out of bed and prepare for school. I need to stop dreaming.
Im convinced i died the last time i overdosed and woke up in my own personal Hell I take opiates everyday and at a certain point its just like breathing air. When the withdrawls come and everything rushes back All i see is the family i lost That last call from my cell The smile on my dauhters face The feeling of tears running down my face before i overdosed
Che me pasó lo mismo con mi mejor amiga la encontré con mi amigo besándose en la boca y agarrados de las manos y ella se alejó de mi amigo para explicarme pero ese dia llore de coraje en el salón 💔
