Hey, it's okay, the past is the past, you're a new person now maybe not totally but you are changing from that you to a wonderful person with a wonderful life ahead of you, so..DON'T YOU DARE THINK ABOUT YOUR PAST😤(unless it's about good moments). You have meh to count on if you need to talk😊so don't you worry🥰
In islam if you regret what you did allah swt will simply forgive you because allah swt loves when people regret their mistakes and allah swt forgives everyone no matter how much gaint their mistake is but if you're Christian then I remember iesa (jesus) p.b.u.h said something i don't remember it but it's an advice to leave the past mistakes behind so you'll be alright
You are not your past, everyone makes mistakes, what’s important is to realize you made them and start to forgive yourself for making them.💜 Your human, so stop thinking about everything you‘ve done wrong and start thinking of everything you‘ve done right, honey your a amazing person and you deserve love, forgiveness, happiness and so much more, so please try to start forgiving yourself sweetheart💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜