Vibing with Shinichro…𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑡 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒... |𝒂 𝒕𝒐𝒌𝒚𝒐 𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒚𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕| 

time stamps 0:00 YKWIM? - Yot Club 3:32 Soundtrack for Your Backseat - Sundiver Ca 6:15 Chateau ( Feel Alright) - Djo 10:47 Romantic Lover - Eyedress 12:15 Telephones - Vacations 16:21 Washing Mashine Heart - Mitski 18:50 Dreamgirl - Crisaunt 22:32 Dark Red - Steve Lacy spotify playlist: open.spotify.com/playlist/2uTSNkZMOmLnwFshbg5P08

POV: you also work at his bike shop and saw him get killed but you kept hidden in the dark so they wouldn’t kill you too. You ran out the back of the shop before the ambulance came and you followed it with your car, when you got to the hospital you waited for hours in the waiting room, the doctors came out to tell you the news that he was dead but you could say goodbye to him one last time. You go into the room and start bawling your eyes out wishing you would’ve done something to protect him, but it’s too late now. You gently run your fingers through his hair while you say your final goodbye…

POV: You know he's going to die so you asked Shinichiro to play with his hair and he agreed but he didn't understand why you crying...

Never again. That was the first thing you promised yourself the moment you realised the gravity of your situation. Time travel was, virtually, impossible, yet over the course of a single week, you realised that the impossible was most definitely possible. Your predicament was either a gift or a curse, a miracle or the road to devastation, another way to see your loved ones die -- "(Y/n)?" You paused in your step, the steaming cup of tea cold against your palms. It was currently sometime in the spring (or summer, you didn't care anymore). The warm breezes easing through the windows did nothing to ease the chills running down your spine. You forced a smile to your lips. "Shin," -- you swallowed the waver in your voice -- "I thought you were taking a nap." The bike shop always closed around the same time, yet exactly five minutes after, Shinichiro always ended up surrounded by his tools with the scent of motor oil and cigarettes clinging to his shirt. You never liked the fact that he smoked, he'd give himself black lung. But what did it matter if he was destined to die young anyway? The thought made you swallow. Hard. Shinichiro kept looking at you, brows furrowed and you weren't sure how long you could keep your composure when he looked at you like that. Like you were his sunshine and his moon and the stars and the Universe. "What?" You sounded small, tired. "Go back to sleep. I'll wake you in half an hour." Shinichiro sat up on the couch and it creaked under his weight. He stood, placing a hand to your cheek tenderly. "You okay?" The tenderness in his voice sent your world on its side. The cup in your hand trembled, grip tightening. "Yeah. I'm fine." No, you weren't. In just a couple hours, the love of your life would die just before Manjiro's birthday. It would leave everyone forever scarred, forever empty with a hole in their hearts. "I thought you were going to work on that bike," -- you pointed your chin towards the blasted thing -- "Manjiro's gonna love it." Shinichiro searched your face for answers, signs of a break in your facade. Instead, all he saw were dark circles imprinted underneath your eyes and sunken cheeks. He ran his thumb over your flushed cheek, frowning. "Did you eat yet? It's late. You could've just gone home." "I didn't want to." No, you feared going home. The image of a grave, the sounds of sobbing alone for what felt like an eternity. Never again. Never again. "I just...I wanted to stay with you." A sweet smile rose to Shinichiro's lips and it was sweet, loving. "You act like we haven't seen each other in a long time." Because you hadn't. Not in over five long, excruciating years. You set your trembling cup down and sunk into the couch. Shinichiro followed, leaning against your side as you pulled him against you. "I love you," you said, running a hand through his dark hair. "I love you so much." Shinichiro laid his head on your lap and stared into your dazzling eyes. They shone with tears -- tears you refused to shed when the future was not yet set. "I love you too." He smiled and it was warmer than a beam of sunshine in the early morning. "I promised I'd marry you. Remember what we talked about? We'll live in our own house where your favourite flowers grow. Manjiro will come by with Emma every now and then, and we'll see the rest of the boys too. Maybe some days I'll take you to the beach, or the harbour where we can just sit there and watching stuff pass by, right? I know you like that. Something peaceful." Yeah, something where such pains of the future never existed. (Y/n) held her tongue, yet the tears bubbled over and splashed over Shinichiro's cheeks. He looked up into your eyes -- they were still dazzling in the moonlight. Still shining with such love and warmth incomparable by fire or sun. He sat up and cupped your cheeks gently. His palms were roughed from years of fighting and repairing bikes, a trait you loved like the way he laughed all noisily when you did something stupid. "You're only crying because you're happy about what will be for us," he reassuringly said, "you know we'll always be together, and that's what's getting you all emotional." He wiped away your tears with his thumbs and kissed your forehead. You treasured his touch, basked in his presence as he enveloped you in his embrace. All you could do was cling to him and hold him and pray that he wouldn't die this time around. Because oh, if you were to lose him yet again, you weren't sure you would ever be the same. Never again, you promised yourself. Never again would you be alone in this world as long as you had Shinichiro. "I love you." You had to say it again, as many times as you could through your painfully ugly sobs. "I love you, Shinichiro. I love you. I love you." He kissed you, embrace never once loosening. "I love you too." A teary smile -- one you forever ingrained into your broken mind. He sniffled, mustering some courage to be strong for you. "I love you so much, (Y/n)." Shin was always such a crybaby. But you didn't mind, that was what you loved about him after all. He was never afraid to express himself, never afraid to be human. You refused to leave Shinichiro's side that night. Even when he had to search through the backrooms for what felt like hours, talking about senseless things and old memories, you stayed glued to him. He might have found it a bit odd (concerning, really), but you could care less. As long as he lived. As long as he didn't die this time around, then you were sure you could live happily. Or so you hoped. It happened again, this time, in front of your very eyes. You stared at the broken glass beside the door, brows knitted tightly. "Shin!" you called. "Shin, someone's broken in!" You knew the culprits, recalled their faces as they were pulled into a police car that night. Never again, you promised. Never again. You sprinted towards the main room, where all the bikes were chained and locked. A boy with black hair and a hoodie froze, eyes widening. "(Y/n)?" You frowned. "Keisuke, where's--" "KAZUTORA, NO!" A shout reached your ears. It was sickeningly sharp, terrifyingly crude with anger and hatred. Before you could turn around, something hard hit the back of your head. A shout escaped your lips as you fell to your knees, head spinning and spinning in circles. "Keisuke," -- you mindlessly gripped at the cold cement beneath your fingertips -- "Shin...where...?" Keisuke collapsed in a heap, tears streaming down his face in a panic. "(Y/n)!" He held your shoulders helplessly, frantically meeting your dazed gaze in fright. "(Y-Y/n), we have to get you to a hospital!" You heaved out a rattling breath. The only one on your mind was Shinichiro. The boy you fell in love with when you were just a kid, the boy who cried because he was scared of the bullies he tried fending off in your stead, the boy who held you tight. Who kissed you so tenderly, so lovingly. "Shin...Shin...nichiro...?" A cool hand met your cheek. You felt arms wrap around you as the static of a phone rang through the impossibly heavy silence. Shinichiro spoke to what you assumed was an ambulance before hanging up the phone and closing his attention to you. Tears streamed down his face, hands trembling as you weakly met his gaze. "Cry...baby." His shoulders hitched as a sob wracked his body. "Don't worry," he whimpered, "don't worry, (Y/n). The ambulance is coming now, okay? Just hang on. Hang on a little longer." You stared at his glossy eyes and tried for a smile. It felt numb, lackluster from the pain busting through your head. "Didn't think...it'd be like this..." The blood seeping into Shinichiro's clothes scared him. He wasn't sure how much longer you could hang on before you bled out into the doors of death. "I promised I'd marry you," he sobbed. "I - I promised and...and you said...said we'd live in a house together...and -- and we'd be _happy_." Happy? Tears trailed down your cheeks, cold droplets that glimmered like moonlight. If this was how it had to end, then so be it. "I'm already happy," you whispered. "I got to see you again." Shinichiro's eyes widened. He whimpered through the tears, sniffing. In the back of his mind, he recalled the day he shook hands with a young boy in the park. It was such a small thing that he shelved in favour of enjoying what he had this time around. "(Y/n), don't tell me..." "Love you," you interjected. "...love you...lots." Notes: Sorry this was sucky. Also, putting voices at the end in the playlist was cruel. So unnecessarily painful T__T

@everyone im really sorry for the pain 😭

iM IN PAIN😭😭😭 when the first song starts i immediately took a deep breath cuz it just hurts akzjajzjkaakzn

*intensifies sobbing* Plsssssssss T_T why most of the peeps i favor a lot dies-....Shinichiro....Baji....Emma.....then more characters from other animes- *continues to sobs*

POV time : 'I won't let you die again shinichiro!' you think as you approach shinichiro a day before he died "Hey! Shinichiro!" you said loud enough for him to hear over the music he was listening to "Ha? Oh (Y/n) it's you!" he said with a warm smile that made a small blush appear on you're face "W-would you like to have a sleep over at my house?" you say with a bit of embarrassment in you're voice "Hmm~ Sure when?" he says "today at (the hour that his work ends for the day) will it be okay for you?" "Yeah, I think I can work something out so it's a see you later then~" he said with a small smirk on his face as if he's teasing you "Y-yeah see you later Shinichiro" You say with a smile of relief on your face, ^Time Skip^ 'did I do it? I saved him right?' so you hoped as you were preparing your house for the sleep over 'my cheeks are still red god dang it why is he so hot?!' you think as suddenly you hear you're door bell ding, you open the door to see shinichiro all wet because of the rain "Hey Y/n do you have a towel I can borrow?" "Yeah, come in!" you say with a smile that makes him blush a bit as you turn around to get him a towel 'Y/n if only I can make you mine' he thinks as he's hand suddenly sneaks to you're wrist holding you back from leaving he's side "Shinichiro?" you say confused trying to hold back your blush "Oh- sorry I didn't mean to- my hand just moved by it self I'm sorry" he said red as a tomato which made you giggle "alright tomato boy I think you should go to the shower first before you catch a cold~" you say with a smile making him realize he's blush is visible not like the other times when you two flirted with each other for fun "Oh- Y-yeah I'll go now" as he left to shower you couldn't stop thinking of he's cold touch that even if it was cold made you're heart melt and beat faster every single second that passed wishing it will never end and that he will continue to hold you're hand forever as you finally snap from your thoughts as suddenly someone hugs you from behind, it was shinichiro "Whacha' making, he asked looking at the food you maked "ff/n" (Ff/n=favorite foods name) you say as you were preparing the dishes on the table as suddenly his phone gets a call "one moment" he says as he goes away to talk with the person on the other side "I'm coming" that's all that you hear before he rashes to the door and opens it "what happened?" you asked in confusion "someone is in my shop I need to be there before they steal anything" he says with a worried look on his face "Wait I'll come with you!" you say as he was about to exist the door "Fine." he said knowing that once you decide on something there's nothing that can change your mind. you both run to he's shop entertaining it in a matter of seconds as he screames "what's going on here!" he looks at baji how was touching the bike his face still not visible under the shadow "S-shinichiro?" baji said freaking out because they can't steal the bike from Mikey's brother "Baji tell kazutora to put the weapon down" you say as you get closer to him with an angry look "H-how did you know he's here!?" baji asked confused because kazutora hasn't shown him self yet, "... I-i can see him he's not far away from us" you say trying to stop the suspension of going to you 'shit- I can't tell them I came from the future' you think as you feel every body's eyes looking at you "Y/n is there anything that you're not telling me?" shinichiro said with a worried look as you stay quiet "Yes.. there is..." you say as you lowered your voice "what is it? please tell me I can help!" he said as he reached for you're hand but you moved it away still with yours back to him "the reason I asked you to come for a sleep over is because today you were supposed to die by the hands of kazutora, I tried to save you but this is not what I planned.." "what do you mean planned?!" "I possess the ability to time travel by death.." you say as you're voice breaks and tears start running down your face "I.. I couldn't save you before and right when I thought it will work this happened..." suddenly you feel him hugging you from behind "So you watched me die a lot of times is that what it is?" he says with a sigh "but I'm not dead now am I?" "no you aren't but I am" you say as confusion fills the room as a bean of light goes right through your head as silent fills the room and everyone is looking at your dead body life less everyone's eyes widen as they realize what happened just now you are *DEAD* . ): is this the end? :(

Gonna listen to this tonight and cry

WHY MUST YOU HURT ME THIS WAY

Nothing makes me as sad as this playlist, I miss him sm 😭

When the first song starts I took a deep breath cuz I know that this is gonna hurt me

my poor baby deserved so much better i swear.

the fact that i was reading the angstiest goddamn fic to this made me sob 😭😭😭😭😭

i rly wasn't ready for that ending- amazing playlist btw

the end left me on pieces.

*_"Ele era o meu herói..."_* A cada tipo de música que toca nesta playlist é uma dor.. te amo Shin 🤕♡

The title I- cries

Why I love him sm :(

yo the first song got me feels...

Dayum this hits hard- my lungs hurts- (༎ຶ⌑༎ຶ)

am I too emotional or does this playlist just scream sad and hopelessly inlove

Yaaay cryinggg :')✨💞

I almost cry with the end, thanks for the playlist

I was NOT expecting the, now... APOLOGIZE

I'm in Spain without the s.

Bro that's make me feel like I want to cry :/

THIS HURTS BADLY BUT IT IS SO GOOD

notices that there's no dislike is just ❤

why'd he have to leave me so soon

bruhh why im crying

nooooooo shiniiiiiii

The playlist is soo 🙂🙃😌😔😪😮‍💨😓😖🥺. But somehow I can concentrate very well while working.

istg i love him too mch

doeu pra caralho.

I hate that playlist but I also really love it

SO DID YOU HAVE TO START IT OFF WITH THAT SONG

I love you Shinichiroooo because you died my love😩😩😩❤️

Damn I’m sobbing AHH I WISH GODDOLSIDKSKDK

Whos cutting onoins?

CMONNN WHERE'S THE POVVVV we gotta blow this vid up so that wattpad writers can write some 😬😬

My bf

cri

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