10 August 2024 Saturday.
He’s not the one holding me back. IM holding myself back because I dont have anyone to do the stuff i wanna do with!
Been spending the whole day with my boyfriend and at the evening we went for a walk downtown where they had a festival. Lots of thoughts have been emerging recently.
These are just THOUGHTS. Its one of my rules of journaling/documenting, to voice out all of the thoughts I’ve been having in my head for the day. Sometimes they are just thoughts. Its my way of processing and analyzing things!
I know i talk alot about me and my boyfriends differences when it comes to the future. The winning part of me is to just let things go where they needs to go. I will see this through. But i need to analyse my thoughts in order to let things pass. Its interesting to see how this will develop.
Its a huge step that he finally went to the gym with me! Its something he’s been wanting to do for several months, but hasnt dared to. Im proud of him!
2 окт 2024
