Ive always told my parents hints of some of my pain and now they are angry at me for being sad, mad, "acting" depressed, and pointing out my mistakes. I dont think no one can even hear or listen to me. They cant hear my pain and suffering cant even listen to what im saying or they even try to solve it immedietly like im gonna be fine in the next morning. My next option is the place ill finally be in peace.
Hey hey… you can do it. Look how far you’ve come my friend… I am so proud of you. I might not know what you are going through, but I know it hurts, it’s painful and you’re tired. Try to get through the day and treat yourself like you’d treat someone you love. You are amazing person, you matter. I love you ok? I am so proud of you, keep fighting dear… ❤️
Tbh i saw lot of things like srsly shitty things lot of em and i tried to suicide last year but didnt work so i give maself chance but now tbh idc like sraly iwanna end all this so
Well maybe try something different because whatever it is you're doing isn't working I've tried once but I didn't take enough pills but at least now I know to take more 2nd times the charm.
Please tell me you’re alive.. I know everyone is tired of hearing this, but you’re worth it. I don’t know your you don’t know me, but it hurts to know that you aren’t here anymore. No situation or mental state is comparable to anyone else’s.. but I’m sorry you had to live like this. You probably won’t see this. I love you, and I know that doesn’t matter.. but I want to help as much as I can. You deserve to live, you deserve happiness. You’re beautiful, handsome, funny, and I’m sure mean a lot to at least one person, even if it’s hard to see that. Life seems like it will never be great again, right? And I know, it really doesn’t seem like it at all.. but, things that sort of help for me are doing things I enjoy, taking a walk to see the things that will be missed if I don’t make it, or just sleeping, taking a break from hell. I should probably stop, no one is reading anyways lol If Anyone wants to talk, I’m here. Although, I’m horrible emotional supporting.
I understand it, in a way Many people find it hard to escape, and it seems like you’re stuck in this dark cave forever. I can’t help, really. I’m not good at emotional support, but.. Try reaching out.. call lifeline or see anyone that could help. I know it’s hard to talk to someone, I experience similar things. Please just be nice to yourself, you’re not the problem, you’re beautiful, handsome, worth it..it’s your parents’ mental state that needs fixing
My mom has anxiety and depression on her own and that's not making it any better. I feel guilty for wanting to die when she has for way longer. I'm in my room sitting on the ladder of my bunk bed and just a minute ago i was looking for spots to hang myself. I'm 10.
I'm so sorry to hear you're dealing with this. I just want to give you a hug, but I never can. And I know a random RU-vid reply probably won't mean anything, but if it does, I love you.
Everyone here is suicidal, but is trying to convince others to not go. It’s funny ,really. We give so much love and concern to others but can’t stay for our own sake.
I felt extremely depressed, hopeless, having low self-esteem, dealing with negative thoughts, having deep regrets, feeling trapped in horrible situation, feeling worthless, family problems, fatigue, even still feel this way till this day, I don't know what to do. -------------------------------------------------------------------- Honestly only reason worth living is too keep everyone around you feel better.
Everyone in these comments please keep looking towards the future I’m begging all of you do seek help if you are feeling depressed, suicidal, etc. I promise you have many years of life ahead of you, you just have to get through the many bad parts. Please seek help.
I sought help for 15 months seeking treatment for brain injuried caused by antidepressants with no success. I gave it a hell of a fight trying every single approach known in the communities formed by patients injuried by psychiatric poisons, but no healing. I wanted to live, but I'm permanently damaged. Pretty much every single function in my body has shut down; hunger, thirst, sweating, the ability of feeling tired. I can't feel happiness nor sadness, let alone complex emotions like love. My life is a joke and an insult to human race. Current antidepressants should be outlawed. Bye.
Absolutely not worth it for me. It's been 15 months since I got injuried by an antidepressant (Mirtazapine) and nothing has improved so far. Now I'm left with no emotions, no real sense of self awareness , inability to get natural rest, neuropathy, muscle waste, tinnutus, brain fog, doom feelings and brutal gaslighting from the medical community that advocates for those psychiatric poisons. If you're taking an SSRI or any other antidepressant please inform yourself about med induced brain damage like PSSD, PFS and PAS. I got complex PSSD and my life is over. Checking out.
Not a day goes by when I don’t want to kill myself . I’ve attempted before and failed . I just want the pain to stop . My whole life thinking I’m a mistake . And people tell me that I should just die . I’m like really!?
Don't listen to them we all have been bullied before some of the reason for people to someone isn't what we think it is some people are mad some people just whats someone to feel what they feel right now but remember theres still alot off people who loves you Like me i love you who knows maybe in the future maybe something will change stick yourself together! Don't listen to people that hates you your beautiful and your perfect everyone is a beautiful soul even you
I knew all of this thought about it.But my father only cares about my grades and not how I feel it feels like I’m just a tool for him it’s hard to continue
The least thing I could care is other people. It's not like they care about how I feel. All they do just guilt tripped me, blame me and call me selfish. They only care about how they would feel if I commit suicide. But I'm tired. Why would I care what other people feel when no one give a fck about what I feel?
Hey dude. Im reading this right now, and i get you are on the edge, but don't think of something that will not only hurt you, but also the people around you. If i have to be honest, the only thing you can do, is to be strong for your grandma. She wants you to live. There is a lot in front of you. You have to give it another try. Don't stop or fall right now. The road is long, so keep up. Wish you all best. Be save with your grandma.❤️
I’ve thought about killing my self more then once. I have 2 beautiful children. I never thought of them when I thought about it. But I fucking can’t do it. Powerful message ma’am. I thank you so much for this
Please tell me you guys are alive.. I know everyone is tired of hearing this, but you’re worth it. I don’t know you, you don’t know me, but it hurts to know that you might not be here anymore. No situation or mental state is comparable to anyone else’s.. but I’m sorry you had to live like this. You probably won’t see this. I love you, and I know that doesn’t matter.. but I want to help as much as I can. You deserve to live, you deserve happiness. You’re beautiful, handsome, funny, and I’m sure you mean a lot to at least one person, even if it’s hard to see that. Life seems like it will never be great again, right? And I know, it really doesn’t seem like it at all.. but, things that sort of help for me are doing things I enjoy, taking a walk to see the things that will be missed if I don’t make it, or just sleeping, taking a break from hell. I should probably stop, no one is reading anyways lol If Anyone wants to talk, I’m here. Although, I’m horrible emotional supporting.
Good speech but I think my life needs to end i can't open the next page of the book i can't fight no more I just feel really worthless the 2 people I thought loved me wouldn't have a flying fuck if I died right now I just feel weak having no one by my side I feel lonely... But to the other people feeling how me and to other people out there that want to do just really think about your loved ones think of how much pain they would feel with out you just promise me this you will think before you do please and re watch this video over and over until you feel great do the things you love most be next to the people you love the most never give up you can be what ever you wanna be your wanted in this world he❤❤
i don't remember crying after hitting 13 now i'm 22 and this the first time i laugh in this decade ig yeah i dropped tears but never cried like this i just want it to end
Let's be friends then. I promise to care and do my best to keep you happy. Rant and talk to me. Honestly I would love to be here for you. Are you feeling any better now from when you wrote this?
Guys i think this is my last words... Dont be stupid like me... I really hated my self and i still hating my self i hated my life... So try to live a happy life and i hope i gonna have the peace after posting this comment... All i learned that life is a lie.... Bye...
I remembered on my 16 birthday is I punch a wall like a punching bag, screaming, cutting myself...but my parents looked at me and said," what's wrong" I answered in pain" Nothing im fine..." but my parents saw the blood and hugged me...
Keep yo head up I'm just tired, tired of life, parents, siblings, school, society, everything at this point. AM TIRED OF MY FUCKING LIFE I JUS WANNA GIVE UP But heyyy
I'm sorry you feel this way. Honestly if you ever need to rant just reply here, and we can talk here or I can give you my Insta or something. Please stay safe.
I don't know why im listening to this theres blood on my phone and my stomach hurts i don't know who to say bye to so bye people on the internet it doesn't get better after you hit rock bottom
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I wanna die... no body care about me all everyone did was bullying and hurting my feelings. So why should I stay alive? Huh? Tell me I can't trust anyone on this world. They used me, made me feel worthless and made made fun of me on the internet, so I'm leaving this life for ever. This is my final comment and my final video I watched. Goodbye everyone.
Please don't do anything! I know how you feel I tried to kill myself but I thought of how my family friends would feel right now it seems like no one would care but once you are gone you will never see how anyone feels if you are gone then you will never know what your life was like so please live your life to the fullest and right now life is like hell but it gets better please don't do anything!! And if you don't respond I will kill myself.
I feel like i cant do it anymore, im just tired. I wanna sleep and never wake up. Ive been dealing with this shirt for almost 5 years. Im tired i want everything to end. I feel hopeless, sad, empty and dark. I wish i was never born.
My siblings hate me.. they don’t listen they don’t care.. I have this thing if I hit my head I could go paralyzed or brain dead so I don’t play sports or play on a trampoline haha… I hide my feelings I bottle it up inside until i can’t handle it I want to smash my head on some concrete and just stop bc I know my sibling won’t care they treat me like a maid I’m the maid evidently… I won’t do it I know I can’t and I won’t bc I know it will hurt the people around me but just to sit there and think I can’t I- i don’t know what to do
I understand this. But how am I supposed to live with this pain everyday. It’s ether me or them, so yeah it’s a shitty situation. What am I supposed to do?
I wont get it out of my mind. I can’t decide. Im being su!c!d3 for whole years. But it covering by my happiness now : ) i will rather dead if they want me to die🙂
Hey, are you doing any better now? I hope so. If you ever need to rant or anything just reply here. Or if you want to rant privately I can give you something we can text on. I just really am hoping you're still here. Please take care.
People don´t care about you whent you Are alive they will only care when you Are gone forever i awalys pertend im fine Even do i am not everyday i put on a fake smile i have tryd to commit sucide meny times but non of the attempt worked Even if people Ask if i am okey i says yes but i am not okey every time i awake up i put a fake smile on
You wanna know a fact when your sad and show youre sadnes to family of friend the laug at it and just angry at you and when you die they wil realised what the meaning of you sadnes
can i ask for advice? what should i do to save my bf to commit suicide??? pleaseee he done it already many times and even end up in a coma last 2 years and recently he tried to jump from the fourth floor of our school building but luckily his classmate pulled him back and now hes thinking again to commit but he said im the only reason why he lives but i want him to live not because of me but because of himself. im afraid of what will happen to him especially he has a borderline personality disorder and i dont know what to do coz im also diagnose with depression and anxiety and currently on medication.
Oh really... You wanna know why I have suicidal thoughts it's because well... I'm not the smartest person in school I face lots of anxiety and all my friends not caring about friends. I don't have anybody to tell my problems I don't have a gf because I have been rejected 4 times.if I tell my mother I want to commit suicide she be like ,,stop that nonsense,, although I'm being serious. My dad he's alcoholic, he only drinks 24/7 Friends turning their back on me and it's too much to handle like I said nobody believe me and nobody cares but after I commit suicide they be like I'm so sorry we're only joking.but then it be already too late
Hey, it's been about a month since you wrote this. How are you now? I really hope you are okay. Rant here if you ever need. I'll be here to respond. Please take care
Maybe people should feel bad if someone commit suicide.. just saying.. Maybe they needed more love and respect then thay ever did get form all those around them.. no one is all of a sudden taking their life.. there is triggers and warning signs and people who doesn't care and just expect the one who is hurting to get better and stop feeling sorry for themselves and so on.. not everyone is that strong and thay need a extra and really good hug to survive.. from the people thay actually do love themselves.. but no people are to bussy now a days to get the point of why people find this life not worth the pain thay have to endure in this loveless life we all are getting more and more use to.. The feelings you are describing is how you feel every day when you are a person that want to die.. Every Day for many many many years until you can't handle it anymore.. suicide is not a egocentric move it is how bad you actually feel.. EVERY DAY! To take your life is not easy and you have to concur your instinct to keep yourself alive and that takes a lot of strength and courage and that takes hard work but I say again this agen this is how much it hurts to be alive so you willing to kill yourself anyway to get away from the horrible pain of a loveless life..
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