Hugs gal ,lost my mom and big brother in a road accident on 8th August 2022 ,its been a hard journey for me accepting that they are gone forever,my brother left behind a young family a 1yrs old son ,a 5yrs old daughter and a 7yrs old daughter. We buried them at the same time am typing while crying 😭 it was really a hard situation for me being that i was going to sit for my last semester exams which i passed well thanks be to God 🙏 , I really cried untill the day i did my last paper n i used to prefer being left alone to cry out my tears , lost almost 10kgs during burial i was really thin but courtesy of my bf i regain some weight cause with him am at peace . When i went back at home in December for new year crossover i used to spend most of my days at their graveyard just chilling while crying cause of the pain n my dad had already moved on he want to marry another woman 😢 ,its barely a year ,a year and he want to move on ,that alone made me extremely angry with him ,i came back in Nairobi just to be at peace with myself cause i felt like i was being depressed back at home n have been living with my bf while job hunting, I got a job interview but the guy wanted to sleep with in order to give me that job so i said no to it , so currently am just surviving while searching for a job .
Am really sorry to all of you guys who have lost your parents...I dnt know the pain but today I take a min to say a prayer for you guys...May God always fill that void your parents left😪❤❤❤
I've cried so much watching this, also God bless you for thinking of your old friend's family and buying them all those things.. you have a big heart ❤
She is so proud of you my love,I've cried with you literally,you've been a strong woman and the good thing is that you gained a beautiful angel,I love you ❤️❤️❤️❤️
This made me so emotional.Losing your only parent must have been so hard and I can see it still is.I’m so sorry and I get when you say sometimes you feel you want to share what you have already achieved with her and give her the life she never got to experience and that even cuts deepSending you love and hugs ❤️🤗.I lost my dad at the end of highschool and at a very young age too, it hurt me so much, I was so mad at the world,the pain never go away easily but we just learn manage,accept and deal with it in a beautiful way because they are watching us from above and are very proud of us .❤️Keep being strong girl it shall be well.
I cried with you in this part. Having being raised by a single mom too, I understand you lost both your parents the day she passed away. YOU are her legacy. As a first born I look up to you. Keep flying your flag high. Much love❤
The comment section is so full of pain and sadness🥺May you receive comfort and healing 😊 guys ❤️honestly it's so hard and emotional to watch the video and read the comments as well🥺
So sorry for the loss even though it happened years ago. I really thank God for giving you the strength to keep on keeping on. You could have been broken beyond, you could have given up but here you are taking a day at a time. May God's love surround you so immensely that every time you think about mum you will find it in your heart to smile. May her soul continue resting in peace
Watching this in tears its 3 years since i lost my daddy and since my mum is still alive i visit his graveyard atleast twice in month...it has helped me deal with grief ..though it doesn't go away ...i feel for you girl especially you having one parent sending you lots of love.
This was so emotional 😭😭am glad you finally went there, indeed in his time he makes all things possible. My mum died in 2001 and my dad in 2002 i have not been ready to visit their graves but after watching this, i am encouraged. Thank you for sharing..
so emotional a time like this I lost my mum too... I know the feeling.. still fresh 30th June 2015 😭😭 Our family is just like that.. Mums are special.. May our mums rest in peace.
Worry not my dear, your mum is in heaven very proud of you. Lost my Dad about 45 years ago but I still feel as if he should be here with us. We should always aspire to make our parents proud of us.
Pole dont be hard on yourself....your mum is proud of you...coz you have broken the generation curse of poverty...and i loved that you shopped for her friend
I lost my granny recently,guys it's very hard to live without a parent. It takes a lot of grace to survive. To all angels in the other world,we love you❤
The pain of loosing a mum or anyone is a gap that no one can ever ever replace 😢,I lost my Mum @ a Tender age I can relate 😭..May her soul continue Resting in peace 🙏🏿🕊️
That's so emotional ... I feel you having lost my dad. It's not an easy journey without parents .. anyone who has both parents count your self lucky and treasure them always
Am sorry nirofey, loosing a parent is one of the most difficult thing to go through. This was so heavy for me to watch. I lost my dad at a very young age, 2002 i was in class 3, it breaks my heart I didn’t grow up seeing my dad and I can’t even remember him or the memories since i was still young. But i am sure he is resting in eternal peace.
I'm really sorry for your loss. How I wish she was alive to eat the fruit of her labor. Always remember that God is always right beside you and your sister, he will see you through. God bless you
Is fine to cry dear. Sometimes, we wish those who suffered to make sure we are okay should have stayed to enjoy a bit of their struggles. God definitely proud of you. Just prepare a very beautiful resting place for her
I’m sorry for the loss of your mom just when you were about to face adulthood,I’m sure she’s very proud of you in the spirit world, continue loving Wairimu, being there for her like she was for your mom & gifting her on behalf of your mom as token of thanksgiving & continuing the friendship & love ❤️
❤ your mum is resting peacefully. She is not there just her memorial ground,she is in a far much better place. Tomorrow am going to bury my grandmother and it hurts,how much more a mother. May God give you and all who lost their mothers peace beyond understanding. Pastor Tracy.
Lost my dad last month, tears flowed watching you at your mums graveside.... even after all these years since you buried her, I know now, that grief changes shapes, but it never ever ends 😢😢😢
My dad died 2020 June 10th and I did not even fly from the USA o bury my dear dad. It was Covid time and no flights were flying out. Am coming home this July to visit his grave am having goose bumps and will finally say my goodbyes. Every sec of my life I grieve my dad. My dad was an Angel gone but never forgotten. Continue resting in peace Daddy
Mom is in heaven watching over you and I am sure she is proud of her girls.. Thank you for taking us along I have learnt that I am not selfish because two years ago I lost best friend and ever since we buried her I have never visited her burial site i get panic attacks and crazy anxiety whenever I plan to...
I also lost my mum in 2016 and I have never gotten the strength of going back to her grave till today but I visit my grandmother as often as I can coz I get my comfort through her😢take it easy healing is a process ❤ sending you lots of love and hugs 🤗
@@monicakiguta3184 sending all the love 🥰🥰one thing about God is that he'll never make us go through things we know we can't handle and as always may God's will in our lives be done. wishing you a safe pregnancy and delivery ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Hugs gal..I also lost my mum April 28 this year. I remember her each and everyday. She was a beautiful soul with very big heart. I miss her so much.May her soul rest in eternal peace.
Hugs and hugs I lost mine on her birthday. Its never been the same since then. Your mama is in heaven smiling down at you and so proud of what you have become
thank you for posting this and allowing yourself to be vulnerable to total strangers. Grief has no expiry date and fills the place where love once lived. 💔
Since 5 years old I wasn’t even ready to face the grief, started the process this year in therapy. I’ve cried with you Nairofey, this was really hard take heart. I’ll gather courage and visit her soon.
You made me cry coz my mom died in 35yrs and now am in uk and I feel like nothing is good at all ....we are together in this gal and thanks for encouragement
My mum passed away when I was 16yrs old, it was tough but I think what helps me if the conversation I have with her and I get to update her on how am going,I do it subconsciously and I get to talk to her. It's alot at times but we move on regardless ❤❤❤❤
My mum died in 2019!! In 2020 I came to America 😭😭 I wish I had that opportunity to visit her grave more often because I swear loosing a mother is the worst nightmare ever!!! It’s so painful 😟 I’m just praying for everybody who’ve lost a loved one before. It’s not easy but God got us! 🙏🏿👏
I have cried a river😢.Nobody absolutely Nobody prepares anyone for the pain of loosing a parent.Time never heals that one.😢😢😢12yrs later I still mourn my mum.May their soul keep resting in peace
I am so sorry for the experience. I know it to the core coz I know the pain of losing a mum. The good ones always leave us early. Very hurtful but we persevere.
Lost my mum when 12yrs ,I saw darkness in my life and as if that wasn't enough 8yrs later my dad.. it's been 11yrs of mum resting and 5yrs of dad resting..I cry when they cross my mind,,but I believe they're the best angels heaven got..
Sorry for the loss. Been there lost my mum 27 years ago. With time you will accept and heal from the loss. God send angels to help us when in such a situaton. And we remain with good memories forever. It is well with your soul.
At 45 she would still be so young especially now that you have made it and you cld be taking good care of her❤️❤️ may her soul continue resting in peace 🕊️🕊️🕊️
I love you Esther my namesake.....it's so so painful but you are blessed...my Prayer is that God to give you your own happy family ...wait and see what God is gonna do to you he wipes away the tears for he is faithful till the end.
U have made me cry Nairofey. Am sorry please don't cry baby gal. It's well and I know she is happy wherever she is and I know she is your guiding star in everything that you guys do. Hugs mommy.
Tears 🥺🥺😭😭 rolling, may your mom's soul rest in peace 🙏🙏. Same here dear💔💔 I understand that pain, even after so many years, it's always fresh in my mind, RIP parents!!
Lots of hugs 🤗 gal🥰 I lost my dad last year December and life isn't easy especially knowing that he was killed by friends from neighborhood because of jealousy 😭💔breaks my heart every day...i have never stopped thinking of him every day every minute..😭😭😭😭😭😭
This is me crying knowing that my mum always complains of her health and am not in a position to help her with treatment,,may God just heal her and bless my Hussle..This is so emotional
So sorry sweetie, mine passed on 2018 but it was so painful that up to now am still struggling to accept it,thanks for this it's courageous dear may our moms soul's rest in peace.
