You don’t owe us any apologies for lack of content due to being sick. We are here for real life Michel. So glad you felt better and got such sweet time with the Searcy fam.
Michel, we love seeing you open up and be your true self. I'm 25 and went through a divorce around the same time as you, also due to my ex's infidelity. I totally understand how you feel about worrying others won't like the authentic you. Since I left, I've been told I am trying to "outshine" my ex and that I'm a bad person for not being forgiving enough and for being angry and hurt over all the betrayal. Forget what people say. The right people will understand and gravitate towards you.
As someone who’s about a decade older, we are the sum of our experiences and we are ALWAYS changing. You don’t need to explain your change, embrace the parts you like and evolve. We’re all figuring it out.
I know exactly how you feel about getting back to being your bubbly self again. I was in a long term relationship and didn't realized how suppressed my true self was until I was out of it. It's a process getting back, but it's a beautiful one. You're going to feel so light and free. Sending you all my hugs and support sister
I adore your relationship with Jordy, I have always been drawn to how genuine and kind and all round lovely you are and then seeing Jordy and how kind and sweet and genuine he is, it just makes me so happy for two people like that to find each other (coming from a girl who found nothing but the opposite of that). 💕💕
Let your inner goofball free! Your joy, care, compassion and honesty is what draws people in and the people who end complaining about those genuine traits are probably just having a bad day. Maybe they're in their box they think they have to be in. You've got this! 🌻🌺
Dear Michel. I started watching you right when you began your channel and I love and miss that side of you. Your community found you and the majority of them will love all sides of you, and those who don’t will be replaced by even more folks who want to see quirky, humorous and sassy Michel. Be you and be brave.
Don't hold back your goofy side!! Some viewers may have the same sense of humor and some may not. It really doesn't matter. What does matter is that you are unapologetically, authentically yourself. Embrace your true best self, and you'll give us opportunity to love you even more! ❤️
So happy you found you a sweet boy who loves you and who seems to have a sweet family who loves you too! I'm glad your dad liked Jordy's music and sent you a link to it all that time ago!
I think throughout our lives we go through stuff and we lose some of that joy and positivity but that is part of growing up and experiencing the world. We get a more grounded, wise version of ourselves and that is also beautiful. ❤
We are constantly evolving. Keeping or not acting as you truly are is so much to handle. Be who you are. Believe it or not your viewers will still appreciate who you are. I am 50 and I am who I am. I love that I can just be myself w/o filtering my personality. Be the true you. ❤
In whatever circumstance, whoever you are with, just be your authentic self, Michel. You are a person of worth and beauty in the best sense of those words.
Thank you Michel for opening up and sharing your more vulnerable thoughts with us 💖 we love your goofy side as much as your more serious and I wish you all the best in your journey of finding yourself x
Don't apologize for being sick. I personally will not eat a salad when I go out/travel. Since its not cooked there is a greater risk of contamination and you never know for sure how it's being handled. I hate being sick when I am a way from home. It's great you were able to spend Easter with the Searcys.
Hi Michel, I completely understand trying to find yourself again after being in a tough relationship-I was in a horrific relationship for 6 years and part of me died and it took years for me to recover but with great friends and self forgiveness and Jesus I am back!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ you are beautiful inside and out sweet girl!
I think all of us will more than embrace the goofy Michel! We see some of that side of you with Max and a lot with Jordy and it’s lovely and refreshing! All of the clothes are keepers! It’s so awesome that his family loves you and that your family loves him!
Dear Michel ~ Beautiful Easter trip to see Jordy's family; looks like he comes from "great stock" and a lovely home environment - like your family; you seem very "equally yoked" 💕
Hi girl 💗. I feel like you once put on a happiness “act” over the past and I really feel your true self has definitely been showing over the last few weeks. You shine so bright and have a wonderful soul x
being yourself is always better. honestly, I would occasionally watch your vlogs pre divorce but never got too interested in them. I went back to them post divorce, for the tea at first (lol), but stayed because you come across much more honest and yourself now. saying this in the nicest way possible, I’ve been through a similar bad relationship before and it truly does strip away so much of you. 💖
Those small pottery pouring pieces would make a great set with a small bowl to serve cream/milk and sugar for coffee/tea when you have guests.... they are very cool and artistic looking.
I’ve always loved the glimpses of goofy michel we see from time to time the authentic you is the perfect version of you so let goofy sassy girl out to play ❤
Favorites are the black skirt matched with the black top. 20/10! Also the printed top with ruffle sleeves. Least favorite is the light green tank just for the color having not much contrast with your skin tone.
I am older than you but I love your vlogs!Loved your clothing haul and the pottery..most of it turned out so pretty..❤Love from South Africa..Ooh love your Easter dress..really beautiful.
I had to pause this the moment you started to speak about you being goofy and full of life to being how you are now. This was me. I felt like you were talking right to me. I was the same way. Full of life, care free, funny. And now I'm more serious, anxious, and a people pleaser. I miss the old me so much. Being with the wrong person in marraige for a long period of time will really change you. We got this though hopefully one day we can get to that place again!
No need to apologize - that’s real life and everyone gets sick. Looks like a lovely Easter with the Searcy family and their church. So sorry you weren’t feeling your best though! Hope you’re feeling much better!
So sorry you got Sick on your Travels 😮😢 Hope you have Fully Recovered 🙏 Bless Jordy looking after you 💕. Hope you have a Good week. Loved the Dress & Skirt with your boots. So pretty 🥰
I am happy to see your true personality shine through! Seeing you being yourself and happy is wonderful! Love all your new clothes, especially the blue and white top. So sorry you got so sick! You always look beautiful, even when you don't feel well. Thank you for sharing this gorgeous Easter trip to Jordy's family's place! 💗🐇
❤ glad you’re feeling better you definitely need to get your fridge fixed properly can’t believe it went up after it was ‘fixed’. Always be you beautiful girl and remember those that mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind ;-) xx
That last blue and white really looked cute on you and would look super cute with white jeans or white linen pants! If you notice, most of the things you ordered were subdued colors, but then the bright piece was the star for me. Also, I’d for sure keep the sleeveless top with the ruffles - looked navy & white - for white jeans and/or white linen pants and cute sandals. And the cardi, obvi! I hope you had fun in Fairhope. It is still one of my most favorite places here in AL. When you did your Fairhope tour, I just wanted to show you so many places!! I am once again, literally, wearing one of my dozen or so t-shirts as I’m typing this!! I just noticed that. 🤷🏻♀️
Those berry bowls are fabulous. Which bowl did you choose to gift? The Easter table was beautiful; lots of Southern charm. Jordy's family seems very loving, just like him.❤
I am so sorry you got sick. 😭 Girl I am just like you. I have food allergies too and I 100% would have been thinking the same thing about the chicken in the salad at the airport.
Break down all the boxes and just be you, unapologetically you through all the changes.. Embrace the changes! You’re heart is the same, so just live and love.. unapologetically 🤍
Seeing all of your pottery makes me want to try it so badly! I am glad that you are feeling better ... no more airport chicken sounds like a very good plan
I am a huge people pleaser..I've gotten a little better as I've gotten older but I wear my heart of my sleeve. Their are many times I wish I didn't but can't seem to change that. Your pottery looks beautiful!! The berry bowls are my favorite. I think I I would enjoy that. I also love your new sweater from thred up! I'm a huge cardigan lover. My cousin lives Fairhope. I've never been but looks so quaint. Glad you were feeling better. 😍
Next time u r at Target get a fridge thermometer you can probably find it in the kitchen area. Keep it in the fridge so you can see what temp is in there it should never go above 40 it should be a little above 30 and you can also use the same one and switch it over to the freezer to check that too. We always keep one in ours just to be safe
so sad to see how much pressure you put on yourself. I LOVED the easter portion of the video, you feeling 'looking rough' in the car and me thinking like 'wow she looks so pretty - even with minimum makeup on' ☺ just live and film wathever you want. we want to see the real michel and not just a facade!! we want you to feel free and happy 🥰
I have had a very similar experience to yours and am also experiencing getting in touch with the inner core of who I am, which I'm discovering is silly, optimistic, adventurous and outspoken. I say let the sassy Michel out! It is painful to recognize that you were editing or "squashing" your true self, but infinitely better than to not have realized that at all. Healing from that kind of relationship takes a long time. I love your videos and am here for the real Michel!!
I have thoroughly enjoyed your vlogs, Michel. Wanted to let you know I am a member of the ESAC (Eastern Shore Art Center) in Fairhope, where I began my pottery and painting courses in 2016. I live in the Foley/Gulf Shores area right across the Foley Express at OWA. I love the areas here and on the Mobile Bay in Fairhope. Thank you for your vlogs.
Wishing you so much health and joy in this journey of (re?)discovering yourself! I noticed the shift in your attitude and how you present yourself to the world w/ Jordy and wondered how you were doing, because it was also somewhat different than your presentation when you were solo
I love when you post you make my day. We are just happy to see you happy and healthy here friend! 6:45 that is a heavy schedule Max has. Bless your heart! Im a cat mom I swear I would get Max a litter box like a cat LOL.
As someone who was in a very unhealthy relationship for 11 years, I met someone who makes me smile been with him 13 years, he is a wonderful man and loves my kids as his own.. even though it’s been a long time since I left that toxic relationship the damage is done you will have highs and lows,embrace and learn from them…that smile Jordy puts on your face will continue to grow, he’s a special person..
Happy Easter you two sweeties! I’m so sorry you got sick, there is nothing worse then feeling like a rag and visiting other people 🥹 darn airport chicken😞. I saw you on a tv commercial (from Florida) about your Seed you take, and shouted out, I know that girl🤣
Those cowboy boots with the black skirt and cropped top is so cute! I love your entire hall💕 I bought a reformation dress at a Platos Closet in Austin 2yrs ago and its honestly my top favorite. Going to check out thred up now 🙂
I’ve been reading a book by Brene Brown and there is a section about belonging- which you feel when you can be completely yourself and still be wanted. I think you deserve to feel belonging on your own channel that you’ve built and spend some much time on. ❤
I’m so sorry to be *this* person, but your title should say “an honest” because the beginning sound of honest is a vowel. Again, I’m so sorry to be the grammar lady over here. 🤦♀️ love your videos and all of your content, honestly ❤️
You are such a beautiful soul do not be afraid of who you really are if people don't like it that's there problem I am so sorry you had to go through what you went through with your marriage but God has an amazing future for you may God bless you.
Your dark ceramics are very Japanese! Keep them, you’ll love them when you’re older. Those Alabama houses in that neighbourhood 😍 wow what a location. Also your Easter dress is SO beautiful, not what you normally wear but seriously suits you! xxx
Something I noticed you should be aware of since you travel often. I noticed when you were packing your suitcase. In some places it is actually a felony to carry medication, vitamins, and even Tylenol outside of the original packaging/without a correct label on said packaging.
Awhh traveling is the worst time to get food poisoning 😣 I'm so sorry it's not all in your head, I'm really sensitive to food quality/freshness as well, idk what it is but I can always tell when something isn't good or it's starting to go bad
I think the healthiest thing we can do for ourselves as women, is to be who we are with no apolgies, and my Gods is that not hard work, because a lot of us have had to apologize for just existing. So yes the sweet caring thoughtful girl helped you survive, but if you are not fully happy in your skin, and you want to be who YOU feel is truly you. Then do it. What we think is meaningless, how you feel is everything. Also the little peeks I see of your humour and heart, Pretty sure going to love the full version of you.
Hi Michel good morning happy Sunday morning and I hope you having amazing day today and I loved your vlogs and you are amazing Supporter and I'm proud of you
Sweetheart just live life, don't analyze ur self too much, u are a lovely person, thank goodness that we wake up another day, and do and be what comes naturally...be ur true self... xxx
Michel, people who are here to watch you for the real you are what matter. Just be you, 100% and we will adore you just the same, I'm sure. I understand- you learned to function in a way that maintained the peace in a dysfunctional marriage, and it's hard to come out of that. But, kiss the days of existing to please others goodbye - Jordy loves you just the way you are and so do/will we. The most important thing is that you're true to yourself and represent the most authentic Michel.
