VLOG: last minute shopping... *explaining why I dropped out of high school* 

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That makes me so mad. I'm so so sorry Ava you don't deserve any of this, they are honestly just jealous, because you get so much support from your followers and you have hundreds of thousands of people supporting and helping you every step of the way, and those kids wish they had this too. I love you and I can't wait to watch your youtube and tiktok page grow❤

11:04 NO THANK YOU FOR ADDRESSING THIS guys when it comes to small private schools literally everybody knows everybody and solving a bullying issue isn't as simple as telling a teacher. they don't do anything about it and you're left to deal with so much all on your own. ava i'm so sorry you went through this. as a private school girlie i completely understand your decision to prioritize your mental health and success and not deal with such a suffocating community. i hope you're doing better and that genuinely good people come into your life.

baby i’m so incredibly sorry for what u went through - ur stronger than you know and are SUCH a role model for me and everyone here. Jesus is working in His own ways, and i know for a fact that this is the path that He chose just for you. we love you unconditionally and will always be here whenever you need. SO much love for you, always 💘💘

It’s absolutely unbelievable the things people say. You’re a very hard-working, smart person. You know that, they know that, your parents know that, everybody here knows that don’t let yourself get down Ava we love you.❤

As a victim of bullying throughout my entire life, I want to say I’m so proud of you. I’m 14 and look up to you so much and knowing that we experienced the same thing makes me look up to you even more. I hope you see this Ava ❤

It’s crazy how jealous and insecure your classmates are…the best revenge is your success and how you’re currently more relevant than they’ll ever be! Love u girl!💕💕

noo, bc ava is literally the most wholesome human out there. the honesty and how overwhelmingly sweet she is literally makes my heart ache bc nobody (especially someone so kind and uplifting) should go thru that. as someone who struggles with both anxiety and depression, it can be a LOT to put on a strong front (again, especially for millions of people.) Thank you for coming forward and being honest with your struggles. It means a lot to me and most likely many others. God's planning is always right and it can always help to remember that during tough moments. Ur such an amazing role model for many people, but don't let that influence your personality or your conscience. If you need a break. take one. everybody gets burnt out and it's perfectly fine to remember that. We're always here, ava. Love u!

it's so horrible when people tear you down for being yourself. we love you ava with our whole hearts and im so glad we got your glow and sparkle back🤍🤍

i love how your parents are so understanding because mental health is no joke, i hope you have a good christmas and we love your videos

You are a really sweet person Ava and I am really sorry for all of your classmates that they bullied you it's actually insane how people don't even care if you feel sad about some things they say to you and they just laugh and say relax is just a joke make you be the "problem" because you don't like their "jokes"... It's really bad... But I am here to support you because when I am seeing your videos you literally make my day!!! (By the way I don't know if I said something wrong because English is not my first language)

Im sorry the fact that she was getting trash talked and bullied is so messed up. Ava you're an amazing person and those people are just jealous. You didn't deserve any of this. I've gone through some bullying in the past so I understand how you're feeling. It's upsetting and puts too much pressure on someone that doesn't need it. This was actually making me cry, you don't deserve this and neither does every other person who has to deal with this. We're all here for you. ❤

literally preach girl. coming from going to a private christian school for a year and getting so terribly bullied that I had to leave is so relatable. it is amazing to hear someone else relate to this so much and I swear it is the same at so many schools because not trying to be rude but the girl that was bullying me the parents gave 💰to the school and when we told the head ministration he didn't do anything about it even though my mom had proof of everything going on. I am so happy now that you are thriving and im happy this was the right decision for you.also it is insane that gourds were doing this in 5th grade. it truly shows girls are literally just out for you your whole life. love you ava 💋

Hey Ava! I'm so so sorry that's been happening to you! I recently started at a private school (8th grade) and I definitely feel you! A lot of people are super judgey and hurtful. I went to a different private school in second grade and I was bullied there too. I'm 13 and I absolutely ADORE watching your videos! They make me really happy and I love them so much! I'm really glad you've decided to do what makes you happy and follow you're dreams! That inspires me to do the same. Thank you Ava and Merry Christmas!

Those high schoolers are seriously going to regret all that. You are going places, Ava! Way better places than wherever they are going, and I think they know that. We are here for you 🫶🫶🫶

how could they not be jealous of u? u are literally the most amazing RU-vidr I have ever watched❤️ don’t listen to them, they are just jealous of how much success u have gotten!

Ava it will get so much better over time once you don't even have to think about highschool ever again. Your future holds so many amazing things and you'll be so much more successful and happier than any of those people that peaked in high school.

this is exactly why i started online school i would get bad talked just for being the new girl people would call me a pick and all sorts of mean things and talk about my clothes and what i was wearing right in front of me it hurt so much but i found some real friends through church and started online school and im doing much more better and i really hope those people can realize how much they put me through and figure out their life.

Ava, Im so sorry you went through this :( You seen like such a nice person and Its such a shame what happened to you. Nobody should treat anyone like that.

Omg this vlog was AMAZING! How can such a silly pretty kind girl get bullied? This really shows that bully’s will be so insecure about themselves and take it out on anyone who seems confident and happy. I hope you keep making videos I absolutely love your videos!!!

Ahhh Ava! I’m so sorry this has happened! I wish I could give you the biggest hug! 🫶 You don’t deserve any of this hate! The fact these mean kids have taken it to the extreme of targeting your sister now is just awful! I’m also a senior at a public highschool and the kids at my school are awful to me as well. I plan on starting my whole channel hopefully soon and it’s just awful that people try to pick on those who are so pure hearted

merry christmas ava! i’m so sorry about your high school experience, and know we’re all here for you girl! keep doing what your doing and know there is always a light at the end of the tunnel.

Oh my gosh Ava! I cannot believe how terrible you were treated by your classmates. I am so sorry that this has been an ongoing thing and I never realized how hard being at that school was for you. I am your same age and have seen others go through this too at my private school, but never as bad as you had gotten. I am so glad that you removed yourself from that environment and realized what you had to do. You are so beautiful, smart, kind, caring, and funny. If the people at your old school didn’t see that, they were seriously missing out on an amazing freind and relationship with you. I love watching you and you seriously inspire me to be myself. Thanks so much for always being there for me. 💗

we love you and support you Ava!

when she said 'found this underground shop called the body shop' i was like I KNOOW THATTT SHOPPP!!i literally go there all the time!

thats so bad, im so so sorry u had to go through that. remember we’re all here for you, and those people are terrible. try not to let them get to u ❤❤

LOVE YOU AVA! MERRY CHRISTMAS!! ❤️💚🤍

Sending you so much love Ava!!! I am glad you have a great family that supports you!!!! I know you will do great things on all your platforms! 👑👸🏻

Aww Ava! I'm so sorry that all of that was happening to you! just know that all of your followers and subscribers are here for you and we love you sm!

watching that was so inspirational because i’ve always not been able to stand up for myself and whenever i do it always gets worse after but u continuing to focus on just being happy and trying to ignore ppls reactions to what u did is so inspiring and u make it seem so easy but i’m sure it was definitely not i love u sm and always continue what u love ❤

We’re here for u girl ✨✨

I, so sorry you had to go through that ava 🙁🙁 I really hope you still don’t let them get to your head and I wish you the best! Merry Christmas

merry christmas ava!! im so sorry abt ur high school experience and we’re all here for u. ur such an amazing, beautiful girl and u dont deserve to be bullied. love u ava💕 congrats on 200k!!

I’m so sorry you went thru this 😢!!!!! I think you made the right decision about hs you work so so so hard and we are all thankful for it! Merry Christmas 🎁

merry christmas ava! tysm for spreading awareness about mental health. I had no idea you were going through these things and I'm so glad you found a path out of it even if you're still struggling. praying for you girl and you are not alone! it's not just "seasonal depression" its a thing going around this world more frequently. I honestly cannot believe girls would go that low on hating you. it just shows how insecure they are. I go to a tiny private christian school, so I can kind of relate. my brother went through a very tough time and skipped sophmore year and is currently retaking it (he has long covid) but skipping school a lot due to his pots medication. the hate that he got went to me and it was horrible. keep on going because your vids make my day!!!! also, super excited for the 2023 christmas haul!

aww!! i’m sorry to hear to that!! i will always support you!! i love your videos and your sweetest girl i ever seen!! believe in i yourself!! love you

I’m sorry for what you gone through your high school experience I’m glad you’re happy now. Merry Christmas 🤍🫶🏼

I love you Ava! Merry christmas! 🎄

You are what's important and mental health. It is so good to hear that you and your mom did what was best for you. Prayers 🙏 for your sister as well ❤.

Im so sorry you had to go through that Ava, people can truly be so so horrible. Im so happy for you that you can finally be out of that school. We all love you with our whole hearts, Merry Christmas!💞

Merry christmas ava! I am so so sorry about what happened at your school and am so glad you are doing better from that. We are definently here for you.I wish you and your family all the best and good luck with online classes!

I am so sorry that you have been through all of that Ava, you know that all your fans are here for you and you have 208k people supporting you, but the most important people are your friends (the real ones) and family! Stay strong and do not give up, if people bully you, ignore them as they will not even gain the power of upsetting you then, and that goes for everyone who has been bullied or is being bullied!! Merry Christmas everyone and I hope 2024 brings you cheer, happiness and love!!! 💕

you are so sweet ava. you don’t deserve this. God is with you always. stay strong :)

i luv u so much ava! all of us do, so forget about those annoying haters! merry christmas AND don't forget god loves you!!!💗💗

You are SO sweet Ava!!! I love that you talk to us about your life and experiences! I’ll be praying for you about this hate! Love you 🥰

Merry Christmas Ava! it broke my heart listening to all the things those kids did. I love your videos and it always feels like I’m on a FaceTime with a close friend! You seem like a genuine, caring person, who deserves the best. Sending love from TX❤❤❤

I’m so sorry this happened to you Ava. I’m here for you and love you. You’re not alone

im so sorry for what u went through. they just mad and jealous that they aren't you, since ur amazing 💗

Im so sorry Ava that you went through all of this! I’m so glad that you decided to do online high school! Don’t give up and keep accomplishing all of your goals! I love you, and I love all of your videos there always so amazing and they inspire me so much! Sending much love! I hope you have an amazing New Years! Blessings and hugs! If you ever need anything we’re here! 💗🥺🤗🥰🥰🎉❤️❤️

hi ava, im glad you took some time to work on yourself and your mental health. i hope these poeple who have been awful to you recognize the terrible and hurtful things they have said and done. i just want you to know we are always here for you and you are amazing person! also merry christmas!!

ava when i tell you that i have gone through this exact situation and I am seriously so so proud of you! I was bullied for years at my school and I just got out last year. my small private school also did nothing about my situation and its honestly so cool relating to you. we heart you girl!

I’m so sorry for what you have gone through I believe that you can get so far in life and can do so many things I love your videos you always make my days better ilysm girl keep pushing through!!! ♥️♥️♥️

ava ur such an inspiration in my life. ur character truly shows as ur saying that u wish the best for the ppl who contributed to u being at ur worst. u truly bring me so much joy and thank u for posting for all this time

ava you’re so strong. you’ve been such an inspiration to me so much that i truly hope to someday be more positive, organized, clean, and as happy as you project. little did we all know that behind the super smiley face you always have you were fighting huge battles. thank you for always making videos for us and being there to add some extra light in our lives. you’ll always have us!! 🤍💖

Ava. I’m so so sorry that you had to go through this I’m happy for you that you finally are happy with not going to school anymore. I swear those kids r just jealous because your GORGEOUS. Merry Christmas Ava ❤

I can see your spark coming back av, im so proud of you. I love you tons. Im also starting online school January!

merry xmas ava!! you’ve been my idol for so long and i’ve been watching you for about over a year. you’ve been going thru so much off camera that you don’t deserve, your a kind person and even when people treated you terribly, you put a smile on and made videos. because that’s what you love. you deserve better and we love you so much❤️❤️

Hi Ava, I'm so sorry to hear about everything you've gone through at school. No one deserves to be treated that way, ESPECIALLY when you're such a sweet, kind, and positive person. I'm in my early 20s and bullies still get to me and the one thing I have learnt is that only unhappy people try to make other people's lives miserable. I only discovered your channel a few months ago but I always watch your videos when I want to brighten my day. I'm so happy to hear that you're doing better now that you don't go to that school anymore and good luck with your online classes! You're going to do amazing :)

This literally makes me so sad you are so pretty and you didn’t deserve anything that happened to you at that school and I pray that your sister does go through the same thing that you did :)

i’m so so sorry that happened to you Ava! nobody deserves that and especially not you, you are a kind beautiful brilliant smart and caring girl and you deserve to be treated with kindness and respect. i’m so glad you’re out of there and that you can focus on what you love. you’re such an amazing person and your videos always make me smile! praying for you and your sister and family im so glad you’re out of that school. love you Ava!! 🫶🏼🫶🏼

LOVE YOU AVA ❤!!

i’m so sorry to hear about everything that went on with you and the school. people are really awful. i wish ur sister doesnt struggle as hard as u did. god will bring good things to you and ur family. those awful people know what they are doing and their time will come to realize what such bad people they have become. much love.

As a Girl who goes to private school I sadly relate! You are an inspiration to me! Keep doing what your doing ❤

i just want to give you a hug. im sorry about all of this and im glad you got out of that environment💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

you just made me cry. i am so sorry for you and you do not deserve that treatment whatsoever. i also go to a private school and I know how ruthless highschool girls can be. i look up to you and thank you fro making these videos they truly make me so happy.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!! Ava ! ❤️🎄🩷

merry christmas ava, i wish u all the best for the next year 🫶🏽

Thank you for sharing your experience in high school😢 this happens in our schools in California, so much violence it's getting out of control I'm glad you are away from bad students and your sister, too, take care and I will be praying 🙏 for and your family shalom.

Ava, i genuinely love you so much. i have been here since your quarantine vlogs and i have watched you grow as a person. personally, i've noticed that school REALLY made you not okay. i have been bullied and picked on at my school for so long, changing schools, loosing friends all of the above. i’m so happy you found something that WORKS for you. mental health will ALWAYS come first and im so proud of you, i will always be here for you, people are genuinely SO RUDE and im so sorry it got to you. you are so loved and i love you so much

I am so sorry that that happened to you! It sounds so horrible. I hope that never happens to your sister and things get better!

I'm so so sorry you had to go through this😢. You're so pretty and gourgous, hardworking and just so kind,genuine and honest! You have an amazing personality. People are just so jealous of you. You are beautiful❤ You are so inspiring xx

I hope you'll be happy now like you deserve because you are an amazing person

MERRY CHRISTMAS QUEEN🎄😝✨

Ava I’m so so sorry but so proud of u for doing what’s best for I and ur mental health! I wish u the best and hope the people in ur school will realize the impact they have on others!! I love u so so much and merry Christmas!!! 🎄

hey ava i’m so sry that happened to u. u didn’t deserve that at all and i’m deeply sry that ur sister is going through it. i love watching ur videos and keep up the great work! luv ya ❤

i also started doing online my senior year. i only needed 3 credits to graduate and i’m already done, 6 months before everyone else. my anxiety also got worse when i went to school and i do not regret dropping out one bit. regular high school is such a waste of time and energy, when especially you, can be done early and move on to bigger and better things... so proud of you, ava, for doing what is best for you.❤️

I'm so sorry ava, being bullied is hard and I know exactly how you feel. I love you and your channel so much, and I am pretty sure I'm your biggest fan ❤

Wow ava, your videos are my ABSOLUTE favorites!! You are so inspiring and such a strong person, you give me so much motivation 💗💗💗, Merry christmas ava!

ughhhh that’s so annoying. you’re so beautiful and smart ava, and we all love you so much🩷 you have all of your fan’s support and your videos make my day so much better💕

I LOVE YOUR VIDEOS!!!

Ava, you are such a kind, brave person. These people are just jealous of you. You made the right choice for yourself so dont worry about what others think! You have thousands of people who care about you and love your content!!! You are great!!!

Ava we love you and we’re so sorry you had to go though that. Merry Christmas!! So excited for your haul!!💖💖💖

I’m really sorry about your high school environment, I’m currently in middle school and experiencing a lot of bullying and I haven’t made many friends but I am going to high school next year and I am looking at all girls schools, which seem to be a better environment than what you experienced (maybe because there won’t be boys also) I feel so bad for your sister because part of you was left there. wishing the best for your future and that people grow up and just let people be.

Merry Christmas!!! I’m so sorry to hear that your school is giving you such grief. I can’t say I know what you are going through but I do also see this happening around me:( I hope for the best and that you can find happiness ❤

I’m so sorry Ava you are such a kind person and you do not deserve this you do so much for us and people suck and no one should be able to do this to you

Hey Ava I'm so sorry you have to go through this. This is probably the most relatable video I have seen ever. I've been made fun of in my face in the middle of class and it's only my Freshman year of high school. I don't want to have to deal with these people and I feel my high school years are being ruined already. I have also noticed my grades slipping, despite being an A student in the past. I can also relate because I have seen your past videos and you seem so happy all the time and when I saw this video it helped me relate because on the outside I may seem happy but in reality I don't want to go through this. No one deserves and you seem like such a sweet girl and I am really sorry they made you have to come down to this point. Much love ♥

I’m so sorry u went trough this Ava ❤ I love ur content!

omg ava that is horrible. the worst part is your such a sweet and amazing girl and I can literally just tell that from watching ur vids and your getting bullied. like everyone at my school who gets bullied are like weird kids but you are so kind and pretty. when you stopped posting as much I could tell that you were sad but when you did post you looked so exhausted and visibly different like your grandpa said. i am so happy you chose to not put yourself through that hell and drop out. i can already tell your happier and I am so glad. we love you ava!!

Avaaaaaa! 💕 We love you sm and we’re here for u! U are the most amazing person ever and I’m sorry so sorry they can’t see that! 💗

oh my gosh Ava! I don't have TikTok so i've been watching you through RU-vid for a while and I had no idea this happened to you!! we love you so much and it's amazing how strong you are!! i'm sending much love to your family 🫶

I love you so much ava!!

Hey Ava, ive been a fan for so long and i love your personality, your vibe and energy. Im so sorry that happened to you at school but i am proud of you that you dropped out. Its bettter for you and your mental health and if it doesnt make you happy it isnt good. Bless your soul, Jesus loves you ❤

we love you sm ava

hi ava i just wanted to say how much joy you bring me i love your videos sooo much xx merry christmas xx

Love you Ava hope you have a great Christmas

Wishing you the best 🎉🎉❤

im so sorry that happened to you no one deserves that. you are so sweet and caring and i hope you know that we are always here for you. you made the right choice by dropping out for sure. i love you to death ava 💗💗

im so sorry ava this rly inspired me abt the struggles in life 🫶🫶

We are always there for u gurl❤❤❤❤😊

im so sorry I cant even imagine going through that. ur so valid