Hi friends 💓 Do you like my new intro/outro? I feel like a professional now 🕺📹 Sorry this weeks video is a bit late, I actually had it all scheduled and ready to go.. but I watched it this morning (just to double check all was how it should be) and saw that the video had a big error towards the end! I had to wait for the RU-vid editor to re-process the whole video; and it took ages 🥲 I think the issue is with my hard drive (and hopefully not my laptop 💻), so I’ve ordered a new one (🥲💰). But a new hard drive is definitely a lot cheaper than a new laptop lol, pls pray for me 🙏🏻 Hope you like this video 🤍🤍🤍 Once I sort out my *technical issues* I’m going to start uploading twice a week!! Usual video on a Saturday, and maybe a shorter vlog/more creative video on a Wednesday 😇🍓 I can’t wait. I’ve also been posting daily on RU-vid shorts !!! So sorry if that is a bit annoying lol… I’m just trying to actually make RU-vid my job and be consistent and professional 🤓😇 Ok I think I’m just going off on a tangent now. bye!!! See u next time ☀️
I totally feel you, i have been in and out of hospital and have had 5 head scans within the span of 18 months all to try and figure out what my condition is exactly. the way you described what it is like to live with a chronic illness as a young person is so accurate and i relate. so youre not alone! i totally feel like my body has betrayed me, and sometimes i look for reasons why in not so nice things i have done in the past. like karma?? but when i think about it, no one really deserves to have to live with chronic illness. Thank you so much for sharing and i hope things will become clearer in your future!
Hi Leah, I know it's not easy to share what we've been feeling and what we've been through. Thank you so much for taking the big step to share and help others too. A lot of people might have the same struggle as you, so thanks for making the journey more bearable
How beautiful is it to go on these walks, among the gorgeous nature and the cute animals 😍 your editing and video quality in general is improving a lot, great job Leah, proud of you! Talking and letting your feelings out is indeed very important. I hope everything will look brighter for your health from now on sweet Leah ❤
I'm really holding myself back from crying, really really grateful to you. I don't know what's going on with you or how you're feeling, but I really want to tell you that you're someone who has influenced me a lot and positively. I love you and I love everything you do, even just sitting and talking in front of the camera. I love it. I feel like I understand you and you understand me, I just hope you're always okay. 💞
I like your videos so much 🤎💫 I have so many thoughts, fears, doubts in my head.. So watching your videos and realizing that there still people in the world who constantly torment themselves with thousands of questions is a great happiness I wish you all the best ❤
It's so good to always try new things and always do my best, and you always give me the energy to look forward to the future.💪🏻 Hope my friend leah will follow her heart and always be free to do everything.🥰
So excited that I learn biology too(maybe biochemistry or CMB). But I'm looking for the meaning for learning this for a longtime. I think it may be easier if I learn math or philosophy.😢
I normally don't comment on things, but your heart to heart really felt close to home. I am also chronically ill (diagnosed last year), and it's definitely a journey. I had typed up a long comment but decided to be a little more concise: you're not alone and I wish you all the best 🖤
Hi Leah, I’m sorry you’re going through a health trial. I am a 24 yr old w a chronic illness too🤍 there’s a lot of grief that comes w being sick young. A lot of perspective also. I’ll be praying your appointment w your specialist goes well😚 lots of love!
❤️❤️ thank you. Unfortunately it will be at least another year for me before I see them … it is a very long wait, but I’ll try my best to care for my health every way I know how ! Wishing you the best ❤️
Hi Leah , I’m your fan from China 🇨🇳 and I’m now in the UK for travelling . Things you never know is you have more than 15 thousands fans in China .We love you as a person , love your videos ,love your skin care , daily routine ,the way you talking,etc etc. I suffered a serious disease not too long ago , it was like I was abandoned by the world around me ,but things are getting better and better recently. Hope everything will be okay with you 🤎🤎🤎🤎🤎
Another great one! Loved the new spot for your desk, it surely looks cozier! And thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings; I felt like I was talking with a friend.
I enjoyed watching your new video. I like everything you do. I had my own media and I know how difficult it is to turn a hobby into a real business. I wish you, Leah, health and success! And yes, I have a tradition of re-reading “A Night in Lonely October” every October, one chapter a day. I recommend reading by the fireplace with a cup of tea. I like. I wish you success and prosperity, Leah, may God bless you.
I have a chronic autoimmune disease called Crohns and currently I am not in remission. When you said that you feel like your body betrayed you and you feel a sense of loss I went through that as well and dealt with it in therapy where I grieved having a healthy body I still do sometimes because I don’t know what it’s like to be like most of the population around me and there’s not much awareness either about my condition so it’s natural to feel isolated and kind of dissociated even from your body, sort of anger that why did I have to go through this out of all the people in the world around me that could have also gotten it. Why me? I was also later onn diagnosed with depression and ocd but that’s a story for another time. I am crying as I am typing this but I want you to know you’re not alone in this even if you think your disease is “unserious” it doesn’t make the grieving of a healthy body any less easier. I hope you get that.
Leah, I loved your intro and your outro in fact I love all of your vlogs. Never stop making the videos because they are amazing and super professional. But I would like to say in relation to your health, I have already had to struggle a lot in relation to the way I look at myself and the way people see me. I had a lot of feelings of inferiority, feeling incapable and unloved even though my parents had always been very loving to me. But by knowing Jesus Christ I was able to learn that I no longer have to live in this emotional dependence and approval of others but I learned that my dependence must be on Him. The love of Jesus transforms our lives and any emptiness that may still be in us, the love of Jesus fills it completely. In John 3:16 it says "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.". Jesus loves you and He wants to fill your heart with His love and heal any emotional wounds you may have. My wish is that you can experience the love, healing and presence of God in the same way that I have experienced. God bless you a lot! 🤗💚
