Sad fact: this was technically made by Divide (Some people call him divine) and he was a modder/dev for sonic.exe. but one day, he died in his sleep from cancer. Apparently though, someone saw his sketch of this alternate boyfriend character and made a whole mod about it. While the lyrics do reference girlfriend, it also references Divide and how if divide was alive right now, he would be proud. And the stay awake part references how divide died in his sleep, saying for him to just stay awake to see what he had created Edit: I agree with some of y'all, cancer seems to be like that one incurable plague that takes the best people away. First technoblade, then lynja, and even divide. There's many more that died from cancer too. Edit 2: as requested from @N0oBzy I will also add edd Gould, creator of eddsworld. He probably wanted to continue eddsworld, but he died from cancer 8 years after it started. Luckily, eddsworld lived on and continued being created.
Yeeessss the lyrics to me just feels like Yourself is talking about his creator "I'll make you say how proud you are of me" like Yourself wanted Divine to see his creation became so popular now and he would be so proud.
Im think because i'm This versión alto of thing changes from the og one ima give a example: Om the og one boyfriend was and angel and gf a devil they where eating but when gf die in his arms he make the gf deadbody on his microphone and he take off his angels Wings on this ver bf never was a angel and more stuff eeee@@Randomlettersfromsomeone
Actually the maker of this sound was dead while sleeping thats why this guy is saying "stay awake just long" 😢 Edit: OMG GUYS THANKS FOR 95 LIKES Edit 2: OMG 108? Edit 3: OMG MORE?
Yourself in Silly Billy is also forcing himself to smile since herself (GF) had died and passed away so the red smoke is GF's cremation. So he had a breakdown so that's why he's pale,his clothes are ripped and forcing himself to smile and an X and a circle on his shirt that can be seen in the song.
And the person who designed him died in his sleep but the person who made this in the game said "stay awake long enough to see my way" telling him to stay awake long enough to see what he has created with his design
For those who don’t know the lore: the guy you verse (Yourself) is a alternate universe bf where gf actually dies, and he can’t cope so much so he doesn’t take care of his body or his clothes. Happy fact: The bf YOU play as, your gf is not dead
And to divine(the creator of sonic.exe). He says how proud he was of him because he got this famous and that divine would be proud of him(divine died in his sleep because of cancer)and that he should have just stood awake
Fun fact: hit single the lyrics were inspired by subterfuge! So if you’ve seen the lyrics it sounds similar! Subterfuge: l’ll make you play along in time with me, l’ll break that space, your heart, I can break free. Hit single: l’ll make you say how proud you are of me, so stay awake just long, enough to see.
For those who don’t know, yourself is speaking about his herself(gf) who died in a car accident. He lost his mind over her death and stopped taking care of his body and clothes. The fact that this also referres to the creator divide/divine just makes it more meaningful. He is also referring to gf to stay awake. Btw this is bf from an alternate universe so gf won’t die in bf’s timeline until old age Edit: thanks for 70 likes
The fact you can slightly hear herself’s voice when he sings the higher notes at the part ‘Just long’ makes this even more heart wrenching. Especially because we can see her for a small glimpse.
"so stay awake, just long enough to see, my wayyyyyyyyyy" Could also refer to Divide/divine, such as "be awake to see my creation and be proud" Or something along those lines
It's both about his creator and his GF, for sure. People seem to want it to be one or the other, but it's 100% both. In the canon, he's singing for GF, wanting recognition for his talent from the one person he can't hear it from anymore. In a meta sense, the entire song is a tribute to Divide/Divine and their creations, memorializing them, and Yourself is singing about how he hopes his creator is proud of how far he has come
The lyrics hit hard after realizing it’s talking above divide: “I’ll make you say how proud you are of me” talking about how divide made the original version of this character and would be proud of the mod “So stay awake just long enough to say my way” Divide died in his sleep of cancer so it’s saying to stay awake long enough to see the creation of this mod and to not die in his sleep
The fact that you can clearly hear and see herself’s soul at the word “enough” aka gf in the back singing with yourself and plus her voice is pretty high pitched so you can probs hear it
"I'LL MAKE YOU SAY HOW PROUD YOU ARE OF ME" is refrencing to both showing how Yourself wanted Herself to see him succeed in the thing he wanted to persue, IRL tho the dev wanted to show Divide/Divine his tribute, "SO STAY AWAKE. JUST LONG ENOUGH TO SEE MY WAYYYYYYYY ..... MY WAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY!" Is basically the dev saying just if Divide/Divine was with us a little longer, he would see his success, Yourself was wishing GF was there to see his progress!
@@JayPlayz707 In the lyrics Yourself is singing you can barely hear a female voice behind his voice, that female voice is Herself You can hear her better if you listen only the vocals
"ILL MAKEEEE YOU SAYYYYY HOW PROUDDDD YOU ARE OF ME SO STAYYYYYY AWAKEEEE JUST LOOOONGGG ENOUGH TO SEE MYYY WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY... MY WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY... ⇦⇩⇧⇩⇨⇦⇧⇩⇨⇦⇧⇩⇨⇦⇧⇩⇧⇨⇦⇩⇧⇨⇦⇧⇩⇨⇦⇧" Hit harder than my dads belt
Now lemme sing that comment version with a special font. 𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐒𝐀𝐘 𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐌𝐄 𝐒𝐎 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐘 𝐀𝐖𝐀𝐊𝐄 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐄𝐍𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇 𝐓𝐎𝐎 𝐒𝐄𝐄 𝐌𝐘 𝐖𝐀𝐘! (Dont ask how i got that font)
I’m glad I look deeper into this , I was hating at first thinking it was just a normal horror mod but playing it was a whole different meaning and understanding
This song is sad af. Yourself is another BF that lost GF (dead) and the red flash is GF holding him in her arms. This was also divine's art before he died. (The lore is dad AF) Edit: I meant Divide's art. Also i meant himself (BF) and herself (GF)
Fact: Silly Billy’s gf is actually singing with him because when Billy’s gf died her voice is in his microphone and if you listen close you might hear Silly Billy’s gf sing along and the red aura that was with Billy for a split second is actually his gf embracing him.
sad fact:when yourselfs mic comes out its red bc girlfriends spirit is in the mic when its black that means she is around yourself and at one part (you have to pause) it shows red around yourself bc thats gfs soul and at the (I’LL MAKE YOU SAY HOW PROUD YOU ARE OF ME) yourself is telling gf that give herself another chance
I haven't been watch Friday Night Funkin in a long time, but then I heard this song just blowing up like crazy so I went to check it out. I didn't really understand it at first and just thought it was one of those most bopping fnf mod songs, but after I heard the meaning and backstory, I was about to cry. This is a very impressive and deep mod. What makes it nore sadder is that you can see Gf (herself) for a split second, and you could hear her voice when Silly Billy (or yourself) when he says, "Long enough." This is one of the most best and wholesomest mods made. ❤❤❤
@@Jmnatario Honestly the gunshots you hear in the menu when you press something has formed my head canon that herself (gf) was shot or something, yet her death has not been described yet.
I’m late to this but.. I can somehow relate to this lyrics so hard bro. This hits so hard I was playing it on loop. It’s just too relatable. This feels like my inner thoughts when I feel like I messed up and then I just suddenly snap and go crazy. I fucking love this song. Edit: and we thought the all-stars act 3 lyrics was the best 😭-
I can't believe this happened and I actually feel so bad that this did and that this even did happen. I know, its a fake, video game, but it still shocks me and makes me feel sad.
People who think he’s scary, just rethink this, because, the developer of silly Billy was sleeping once and died from cancer in his sleep, that’s why silly Billy says “So stay, awake. Long enough to see my wayyyy” And “I’ll make you say how proud you are of me” ..😢
I'LL MAAAAAAKE YOU SAAAAAAY HOW PROOOOUD YOU ARE OF ME SO STAAAAAAAAAY AWAKE JUST LOOOONG,ENOUGH TO SEE MY WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!! MY WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!
I find it crazy how this song has 2 parts of lore both the character lore and lore that connects to who made the character its sad to know it both has something to do with someone dying
The first time I heard this part I got hooked. Yourself is grieving for Herself. Yourself forces himself to smile to pretend nothing happened. We still have yet to figure out how Herself died. But she is always with him, even after the silly incident. This mod captures a whole different aspect that most mods don’t show. Most mods are meant to be hard. This one your want to feel the emotion. The fact you se herself for a split second is a breathe of said, fresh air. I don’t know to explain it. But it’s just this mod hits all the feels. Music is a language. And I understand this one.
