Your hair is long I love it! I’m so sorry about your little baby :( sometimes suffering like that there is only one answer but I know it is easier for others to say!
Love the car keep ur hair long love it sorry but might sound harsh but think time for Lucy to go sounds like things are failing I know bad timing but it is going to come wish I had took the cat before found her struggling it was harder so give it a thing don't think am been horrible but I think she is telling u sorry it hard x