it felt like magic
we called it fate
but baby
we were just sick in the same way
are you drunk right now
down at Eagles Bend?
shooting golf balls into
oblivion
once I asked you
who finds them
who cleans them up
you couldn’t answer
and it’s not like I don’t
understand
and these people on the internet
villianizing narcissists
but I get it
I get it
because you could have
starved to death
as a kid
and your dad wouldn’t have
felt one way or the other
about it
so you built a false reality
where you’re the center of everything
so you don’t have to feel
the pain of knowing
that you never should have
existed
at all
17 мар 2024