I am in love with someone that no longer exists. I like to think they are still alive but then after a while I wake up to the reality that this person is beneath the ground now. There will never be "us", neither will we ever have a future. I dress nicely and try to look good with them in mind even though that person will never be there to look at me. It's a haunting feeling.
Your soulmate. Your other half. Your clone of all your choices of attraction is out there somewhere. There’s 8 billion of us, there’s probably multiple about them. They could be near you and you haven’t noticed or they could be the furthest away distance from you. And you’ll most likely never meet them. And that’s okay.
How 'bout meeting them and getting to know each other, being told they have no romantic interest in you, and eventually being ghosted? No one else seems to compare, and I hate to compare, but everyone else falls short. I don't want to settle for someone, and don't want them to feel settled for.
I have a very strong parasocial relationship with a best friend i created in my head because i really have no friends and it breaks my heart to know ill both never meet him and i will never have a friendship as strong and nourishing as the one i have in my head. We will never meet.
I don’t exactly know you, but I wish you nothing but the best in your life. I hope you achieve your goals in life, I hope you find your soulmate, I hope you be the best you can be
I've been told no on will love me I think maybe I'm not and I'll never be good enough for her I feel lonely, I hope one day God will alow us to happen..
I spent 6 months of my life chasing after a girl I saw every good flag in. A girl that did not compare to anybody else. I'd had small crushes and small 'what if' thoughts that my brain had discarded as quick as they had come, but nothing stood as tall and fought for as long as the thought of loving her. I was so sure that I loved her that when she told me the person she had a crush on was already taken, I stopped thinking I loved her to prioritise making sure she was okay. January 1st, 2024. I have absolutely no doubt in my mind that ANYTHING good will come my way this year. I can tell. I'm losing hope, it's settling in that I was indirectly shut down 2 months prior, and I just want to let the thought go and go back to just wanting to be friends. February rolls around. I hear the words I never thought I'd never hear. I have never seen or heard or been a relationship that had looked so stable and loving and caring, which shocks me more knowing I was in it. Knowing I was who she loved made me feel like I owed her the world, and so I gave her what I could give of MY world. A world I was willing to share with her. A life, a positive change that now deeply hurts to think of. Because almost 8 months of loving and caring and feeling loved was seemingly reduced to nothing in a matter of two weeks. Because she felt she couldn't reciprocate. She didn't NEED to reciprocate; in my eyes, she was already enough. She didn't need to walk half-an-hour in the rain, but I did because I loved her for who she was. She didn't need to make time for me because I felt lucky to have time with her at all. The last thing we did was hug eachother and tell eachother how much we love eachother. Today, she isn't even looking in my direction. She didn't yesterday, she didn't last week, she won't tomorrow and she won't next week. She never will again. And that's what's best for her.
@@WhyTurquoise the worst part is how much I wanted to know her better. She seemed like a genuinely cool person to hang out with. Sometimes I wonder if she thinks I was ignoring her on purpose.
Ah yes, modern and the depressed cousin of the popular post World War II song called; We'll Meet Again. His more successful and happy brother Beautiful
Met a girl that study in the same class as me but different time we met cause she draw something on my table I respond and we started chatting a lot she gave me her number when I was gunna ask we talked almost everyday she even made me say good morning to her everyday even though I had no intentions of doing that, she’s my only friend I have.
I feel like someone likes me but I don’t know if I should, I like her too but it might mess up our friend group, and I don’t know if she even likes me back, she gives me the most physical contact (brushing my hair out of my eyes and poking me around in a friendly way and gets closer to me than anyone else) I don’t know if she is trying to give me hints or acting like an older or younger sister I never had.
