As an over thinker I so feel what you were saying about basically being in your own head. I will say don’t force yourself to grow out of the things you love. Let it happen naturally. If you wanna lounge in your dragon shirt (which is fire btw lol) do it! I will be 34 in a week and I still love my graphic tees and hoodies, and still watch cartoons lol. You can age and mature without giving up things you like or that make you you. Hope that makes sense lol. You’re still so young hun, just let things flow❤
I know u said you’re not seeking an advise but i wanna share this with you, im 27 years old now and when i was 21 i felt the same way that u r feeling rn and I literally threw away my skateboards and all the stuff that brings me joy just because I WANTED TO BE PERCEIVED AS AN ADULT !!! I wanted other to take me seriously also add people pleasing to the mix and it was the worst thing I’ve ever did because I neglected myself and the things that i love for the comfort of others !!!! But now i stay true to myself idc if people think im childish what others thinks of me is not my responsibility 👏🏻 you’re still young you feel like you don’t know yourself so try everything you wanna try and it will give u answers about who you are BUT NEVER give up on ur fav pajamas just to be perceived as an adult 👏🏻 love you and i love ur videos 💗 ur subscriber from saudi arabia
I used to be like that, made a lot of plans after college, nothing worked lol everything ended up being better, trust me life will take you to where you’re supposed to be
As a dentist dont use flose, it just hurts your gums soooo much. Use interdental brushes and pls domt follow the influencer trends with teeth whitening peoducts cause they just will ruin your teeth. If you want white teeth go do it profesionaly
I use the Waterpik Cordless water glosser to floss instead of the standard string floss. I feel the water flosser gets in between my teeth better compared to doing it manually. How’s your novel going. I really enjoy your writing vlogs.
I really enjoy your vlogs, they make me feel like I’m actually with you, just hanging out, and talking☺️ and tell me why I didn’t know you were a Virgo and I’m like omg that makes sense why I enjoy watching these so much and why I like your vibe, because I’m a Virgo too! Lol
Maya, how you are feeling is very normal and it happens throughout your life. I’m 49 and I just had the same pj conversation with myself. I actually went and bought new more stylish lounge wear to match my new homes vibe. Also, I still adapt to my environment and it’s fine. I just found your channel today before church and came right back to you afterwards. Keep bringing the great content.❤
100% aggree. Graduating in 2020. was tough. Luckily I did walk with my classmates and have an actual graduation but we only spent like 20 minutes at the graduation.
People who transition to a more mature look really quickly and naturally don't overthink it lol it's just their style/following the trend. I know my style is childish, i still get asked for an ID sometimes when I'm 23, tall and no baby face, but the style gives off teen vibes ig and it makes me a little insecure when I'm around "grown" people, but when i find people like me is soooo refreshing to know we communicate and relate both in style and personality and that rather than an age issue is just a style/personality difference
I JUST went to the dentist and I'm so glad I didn't have that problem. They offered the numbing stuff and I ignorantly said let's try without. Girl... oof. So glad I found your content+
Hi Maya good morning happy Monday morning and I hope you having amazing weekend and I loved your vlogs and you are amazing Supporter and I'm proud of you
if you have a humidifier I would say use it to help with filtering the air. I hope the air quality gets better soon for all those affected including Canada. I really enjoy your videos, they're so calming and just nice to watch
I relate to not feeling my age as well so much. Im turning 21 on august 27 and I look at other people my age and feel so out of place ahaha. love the videos though 🤍
Omg, I’m the same way 😂 I see someone and I’m head over heels but as soon as they walk or open their mouth I’m instantly turned of. Here I was thinking I’m the problem 😂❤🎉
Maya baby, my internet baby sis, you are one hell of a loud housemate haha, babygirl, you don't ever ever ever need a mic, everytime I catch up I turn my volume down bare,it's cute cause you don't even realise how much your voice projects😂😂
I relate so much in the last part of your vid like sometimes i just need to rant a little and it might sound like i am going through a rough path but I'm totally okay. The imposter part is so real because its so hard to accumulate yourself in a new environment because u don't wanna change your personality but it just automatically changes, so what do I do now😭
Yesssss I love the Throne of Glass series it’s one of my favorite series and I’m on the last book rn and I freaking love it. The assassins blade is like the prologue of the series so it’s not all that but I personally read it first because I like reading prologues before the actual story and have some knowledge before getting into the series and I got into the series perfectly fine but there’s different orders people read it in. Let me tell you though I almost dnf Tower of Dawn😭 The beginning is boring but it gets better
1:14:29 Yooo me too!! It’s absolutely crazy to hear you say that because I feel the same way! I’m an Afroan Virgo too (gonna be 20 this year) and I’m about to start college in a few months but I haven’t actually started yet. So I feel like an imposter but kind of in the opposite sense? Cuz like I feel like I’m a bit late. I know I’m not, really, but when you look at it, I’m starting at 20 and not 18, so I feel like I’m going to be surrounded by people that are not 20 and my entire life I’ve felt like I’ve been robbed of the opportunity to spend time with other people that were exactly my age (they were either older or younger than me- one of the cons of being homeschooled😅). It’s just so crazy to me that I’m not the only person going through the experience of not fully feeling right but knowing that there’s not really anything wrong
Im around the same age as you so maybe my advice isn’t as helpful, but I think a good thing to remember is that we’ll never be this young again! We have the rest of our lives to be adults, so don’t feel like you need to change. Ps Im loving your videos 🤍
I’m a few years older than you but i feel the same way about feeling like an imposter adult too. Doesn’t help that literally every time I leave the house people tell me I don’t look my age 🙄
girl i just found your channel, and i’m hereee for it ❤️ also what vpn are you using to watch?? none of mine are working and i usually buy one too and stay up to date on their website
I read most of the ToG series as they were coming out. I read ToG then Assassin’s Blade. Then I continued as the books came out. Now I’m rereading. I prefer reading Assassins Blade first lol
I’m a dental assistant, and flossing is hard for me to do! I make myself do it every night before bed. I’ve got a habit going now. It’ll be better in the long run if you start now ❤️