I have been watching you as long as you have been on RU-vid. Well since your Before School video anyway. Please do vlog, when you feel like it. It's nice to hear how things are going for you, good or bad.
You can't expect to regain your subscribers. You would need shnazzy video editing and a tone people could use as a sword. People watch videos of other people because they want weapons to defend themselves with against the outside world, so they want people to take unwavering positions with confidence, acting as if they're justified and righteous. Essentially, they want confidence, and there are 2 ways to get confidence: either feign ignorance and ignore any contrary opinions (the British Arrogance way), or bloom your own perspective and rally your thoughts against everyone else, arguing your way through a hoard of people in a bloody battle to prove your perspective correct. Anyone could potentially do it, because everyone is correct, we're just flawed, and for all the arguments we've heard that seem to prove us wrong we've found ways to distract ourselves away from the truth they presented us with, instead of legitimizing their argument and finding out what drives us to do what we've seen is flawed. Every moment you're pushed by drives, and if you clarify the things that drive you to live, you'll find confidence and direction. And with that direction you could make a RU-vid if you so desired. But it takes effort, responsibility, and pain. I like your channel, though. I just found you after looking for historically most subscribed RU-vidrs. I think you're an ESTJ, you remind me a little of my sister who is also an ESTJ. Actually Betty DeVille is also an ESTJ, which makes sense that you like her. Do you know what your ethnicity is? I tend to like people with Low-Latent-Inhibition, which comes from Neanderthals (or more technically Pigs, but that's a very taboo discussion). Usually Italians, Jews, and people who are half Southeast-Asian have it the most, and because they think the most like myself, I'm drawn to talk to them. Anyway, thanks for the videos, Melody.
