You are beautiful, woman! Completely gorgeous. Remember that anxiety is not rational. It's ok to cry. Take it from someone who has major issues letting that kind of emotion flow freely. I envy you for it. Will you continue to vlog once April is up? I'd love to keep watching weekly videos like this.
+G Whelan I don't think I can keep up with the weekly vlogs after VEDA, unfortunately. It still takes up a lot of my time to edit these and I don't want to put that on myself much longer. I'll try not to neglect making videos though! And I may make more vlogs now just randomly or something again.
I have really frizzy hair and I got a pixie cut last year. I liked it for awhile but I had to keep it really short in order for it to look okay. Then I discovered I had two cowlicks that look weird when it's short. So I decided to grow it out again. It's been 8 months since I've had a haircut and my hair is still in a very awkward phase. So just know if you do cut it all off you are committing to 1+ year of short hair, and it might be a pain to grow out if you decide to grow it out. I was also surprised how often I had to get it cut, like once every three weeks.
I think your hair looks awesome just the way it is. BTW, I love your weekly vlogs. It would be great if you could keep doing them next month, if it's not too much trouble.
I remember wanting to cut off all my hair for YEARS but was convinced I didn't have the right face shape for it (thanks, teen magazines) which I look back on now and find so hard to believe. Anyway it must've been so scary but I'm glad you got your hair cut and that you like it! It looks so good!! I like your weekly vlogs and seeing Penny & Lemon and the yummy-looking food you eat. Those mozzarella sticks or whatever they were looked sooooo good. And natuuuuuuure! Moist nature.
We got Joy the Wonder Dog an "indestructible" hedgehog stuffed toy for Christmas one Year. Within 15 minutes she had torn it's belly open and gutted it. I looked at the package again. It still said "indestructible" even though the stuffing was all over the living room. Maybe it was the packaging that was supposed to be indestructible?
+TheSweetOldMan Penny tears up all the "tough" toys. Normally within minutes, it seems. The toys without stuffing at all (like Skinneez) are normally best for her. She'll still tear out the squeekers and rip it up, but there's no stuffing everywhere and the fabric seems to take longer for her to tear.
I love quorn products. I used to eat them all the time when I was vegetarian. I don't know if you are vegan, but quorn has these Gruyere stuffed chik'n things that are super good. They also have good fake ground beef.
You and your hair looks fine-stop that record in your head telling you negative things (it takes awhile) Look around at what great things you do have and accomplished in such a short time! It may be overwhelming you. Your sweet pets depend on you -and they do love you in the purest way. Penny needs a play group-see if there is one there and you will find a friend too. Look forward to all your vlogs-sometimes not able to "Like" from phone