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@iiTzTimmy
@iiTzTimmy Год назад
take a shot for every time i say "you know" 💀 all jokes aside. thank you guys for all the support and love you give me. i wouldn't be here without y'all and i am truly grateful for every single one of you. i've been through the dark times in the past before i started streaming and even darker times during it. you guys have given me a reason to continue and be who i am today and pursue more. thank you. at the end we are all in this together and i want you to know i'm here for you too. i love you guys and thank you for being the best and hopefully one day i'll become the best :)
@ryz9348
@ryz9348 Год назад
mygoat
@astropysics6750
@astropysics6750 Год назад
We love you Timmy make sure to take a break and appreciate the small things 🙏
@SlimXRaiden
@SlimXRaiden Год назад
Hi its Timmy I have a memory of saying happy birthday that made my day 2021 thanks
@skullcrasher9208
@skullcrasher9208 Год назад
You are already the best, but we can always get better, love your vids and everything u are, im happy for you bro, we are here to support you and we will always be here ♥️
@Lmao7777
@Lmao7777 Год назад
Bro you r literally the reason I started to love apex
@dmckelva1
@dmckelva1 Год назад
We play games to escape. We watch you play games so we can escape together. When you know longer feel escape, but feel trapped then the joy is gone. Mental health is one of the most important aspects to life. Rest up Timmy so we can get back to escaping together. We love you and we support you my guy.
@BMathiesen
@BMathiesen Год назад
This couldn't be more true.
@dirtyearl6923
@dirtyearl6923 Год назад
Wait till he has to get a real job
@Mydgate
@Mydgate Год назад
@@dirtyearl6923 bro youre just jealous you are down and timmys up
@xxDxxism
@xxDxxism Год назад
@@dirtyearl6923 alright fortnite kid settle down and ask mommy for her credit card to buy you some vbucks
@xyzua3880
@xyzua3880 Год назад
@@dirtyearl6923 He is practically set for life with the following he has, Timmy is up in life. L take.
@quinntucket
@quinntucket Год назад
I just made a TikTok the other day about how male streamers don’t talk about mental health enough and here you are, doing what is needed. This community you’ve built not only appreciates this, but appreciates you as a person just doing what you gotta do. We love you Timmy ❤️👍 keep up all the good work 😁
@Ranger.TomGunna
@Ranger.TomGunna Год назад
for some reason society has made male mental health taboo and I don't like that at all.. thanks for saying this
@quinntucket
@quinntucket Год назад
@@Ranger.TomGunna it's something that needs a better light shone on it.
@sarahbasha8066
@sarahbasha8066 Год назад
i’m so proud of you for releasing something like this, thank you so much for that, i hope you’ll be okay timmy, thank you for what you do (:
@georgewashington584
@georgewashington584 Год назад
Hey Timmy, a lot of us understand depression all too well, and we understand how you are feeling even if it's not in the same circumstances. Please please take care of yourself man you deserve to be happy ❤️❤️
@elijahpierce3468
@elijahpierce3468 Год назад
You know you're famous when you got the former president supporting you. Lol, but fr, we love you, Timmy.
@iiTzTimmy
@iiTzTimmy Год назад
@@elijahpierce3468 LMFAO
@why_n
@why_n Год назад
Yep, I just want you to be happy and to not feel pressured by your audience. We love you, and want to be a group that you can love too. I think most of us feel that way. Gotta take care of yourself first.
@monkeywrench7059
@monkeywrench7059 Год назад
Not moving the like counter from 420 i can but its a beauty
@christophernixon7926
@christophernixon7926 Год назад
Timmy stop being weak look at Andrew tate and stop feeling sorry for yourself go to the gym and go fuck A little bit to get your self astem up and you Will see changes because Will you got money but your in A bad circle in your little box in your gaming room
@thomasgough3759
@thomasgough3759 Год назад
We're not looking for a thank you. You already give us so much and we love all of the amazing things you do for your community
@Flexinja
@Flexinja Год назад
glad to hear you're doing better Timmy. this video really resonates with me as i've been struggling for well over a year now especially not feeling good about my growth. taking breaks to ease my mental and then trying to get back into the grind has made my mental even worse since this industry doesn't sleep and the grind can be hard to appreciate through it's highs and lows. love you brotha, keep on doing you 💜
@iiTzTimmy
@iiTzTimmy Год назад
love you too bro. we got this
@davidddo
@davidddo Год назад
Crazy achievements from both of you
@robertrayhart
@robertrayhart Год назад
Although im 2 years older than you ive always looked up to you in the content world. I know the exact feeling you mean when you say its really hard to appreciate what you've already done without jumping straight to "whats next" but on a much smaller scale of course. First it was when I reach 20 avg viewers ill be happy, then reaching 50 avg viewers, then 100, 150, 200 then its when I make enough to go full time ill be happy, etc. its so hard not to always want more when everyone around you is also doing the same thing and the fear of letting off the gas even a little bit and being left behind/ regressing in growth that youve worked so hard for is such a hard mentality to deal with. personally I would've never guessed you were dealing with all of these things so to hear it from someone like you makes me feel a little less alone in thought and shows me that the feeling never really goes away. its a part of the job unfortunately. keep killing it man this video meant a lot to me i'll always be rooting for you!
@foxTHREEtails
@foxTHREEtails Год назад
Speaking about what you're going through to such a large community is never easy, proud of you for working through everything you went through and seeking help to process everything as well as opening up and connecting with your audience on a different level, can't wait to see what's next big man. Keep living your dream and pursuing your goals no matter what it may be.
@SimplyAshton
@SimplyAshton Год назад
As a creator of the same age and in the same niche as you, I felt this Timmy. Obviously you're 10x more successful than I am, so you must feel it to a much larger extent, but so much of what you're saying rings true to me too. This video is REALLY helpful to someone like me because it makes me know that the motions I go through are valid and others in the same profession feel the same - especially the "what's next" mentality, but also to smaller creators who want to properly prepare themselves for what's likely to come as they progress. Thank you for sharing this, keep working on yourself and take your time. It's awesome to hear you're feeling better, but it's also important to remember that You've got so many people who genuinely care about what you do and those that do care are fully understanding of the highs and lows that come being a creator:)
@JUDALATION
@JUDALATION Год назад
Tim you my fav streamer stay STRONG BRO! You are inspiring so many people with your skill and your message will help thousands with the same struggles!
@XXSYNISTER8XX
@XXSYNISTER8XX Год назад
Woah yeah I’ve always dealt with my depression and stress with putting on my headphones listening to music, playing guitar, playing video games for hours and my girlfriend has always said I should talk to a therapist, I just always feel like I shouldn’t have to pay someone to listen to my issues. But maybe I just need to be open minded and know that people wanna help and wanna see happiness. Thank you Timmy me being 31 and you being in your early 20’s it truly is inspiring and eye opening ❤
@m1nd294
@m1nd294 Год назад
First thing I wanna say is that no matter who you are or how amazing you are, there will always be critique, cuz everyone’s ideal person/streamer is different. And second is, personally I went through about 2 years of severe chronic depression and what really helped for me was just focusing on the moment right now and sometimes listening to music that gives a serene vibe/feel (for me it’s lofi girl/HOME) and just feel genuinely happy with what I do in that moment. Last but not least, I’m super glad that you’re in a better place and that you’re getting help, it means a lot to me and im sure im speaking for the rest of us when I say we wish you the absolute best. Love 🖤
@marioadiu3171
@marioadiu3171 Год назад
not to be a weirdo or anything but ikinda wanna hear ur story of what got u to 2 yr depression if thats ok with you?
@m1nd294
@m1nd294 Год назад
@@marioadiu3171 Sorry, but I’d rather keep that whole thing to myself if that’s alright! Thanks for caring though :)
@marioadiu3171
@marioadiu3171 Год назад
@@m1nd294 oh ok appreciate the reply, i wish u well 💜💜💜
@leafy2797
@leafy2797 Год назад
As someone who started watching your stream/videos because of my boyfriend, i am so happy and proud of how far you have made it, with your mentality and determination you will achieve so many things in life. Thank you! For being you and do what you have been doing all this time. Take care Timmy and never forget we are always cheering for you 😊
@nerdstreet6059
@nerdstreet6059 Год назад
we probably won't be able to fully understand what you are going through as a content creator or as a person but we will support you through thick and thin. take time for yourself and enjoy the things you have. you've earned everything youve obtained. travel explore it might help
@MuasX
@MuasX Год назад
Timmy, you're doing great. We've all dealt with depression before so you're not alone. Some things I learned in life growing up that may help you. 1 - Find your self happiness. What makes you happy without relying on any substances? For me it was finding the gym and working towards my health as an example. You'll find your own. 2 - From there, be yourself. Easier said than done, but once you find yourself you'll understand. It'll be easier to block out noise and you'll know what you're looking towards. Good luck buddy
@eli-em1li
@eli-em1li Год назад
Enjoy yourself and enjoy every moment you made for us, and of course for yourself! The people who came here for only certain games and stuff leaves, but the true ones who support you, Timothy will always stay! We love you and appreciate your content and YOU always ! LOVE YOU
@shunpo2433
@shunpo2433 Год назад
Happy you made this video for us. I personally don’t have the free time during a lot of my days but I usually try and watch your videos at the end of my nights because work. Even though I can’t really watch the streams, but I’m still a fan of yours and your journey. You’re what I could never be in a game like Apex, and idk about others, but you motivate me with how much you’ve accomplished to get where you are. From one 22 year old to another, thanks man :)
@HNFVoid
@HNFVoid Год назад
timmy, i understand how you’re going and i’m sorry about how you’re going through all this stuff man, just know we’re all here for you and always will be. you’ll forever be the person we look up to, our idol, much love goes out to you from the community and we all hope you get better ❤
@michellet6592
@michellet6592 Год назад
As someone who watches you constantly, because of your amazing vibe, because you don’t “rage” and you’re constantly trying to be better, because you’re cracked at the game - I hope you know you’re so supported and also that you’re not alone in these feelings. It’s brave to be so vulnerable and talk about your mental health and other struggles, and I hope you always prioritize yourself and your wellbeing. I think it helps normalize feeling this way, but also that it can get better. I’m glad you’re doing better and I hope you know that in spite of these struggles AND because you’re willing to be open about these struggles, you are one of the best
@Scarmaker30569
@Scarmaker30569 Год назад
watching videos like this from youtubers which I love as both a content creator and a person in general always has a tendency to make me tear up or cry a bit, and I usually don't comment on videos but I always decide to comment on videos like this, I'm glad to know your doing better now, it's very important for you to focus on yourself more than the content, mental health and health in general comes before making videos. We appreciate you and everything you do, love you Timmy.
@lunarobloxofficial
@lunarobloxofficial Год назад
Timmy, I've watched content creators for a lot of years, and my all time FPS hero was also Shroud, and for the longest time, when I was asked who I thought the greatest of all time was, it was no question, Shroud. That's changed tho Timmy, and now, I lead with, iitztimmy. Shroud is still great, but to me, you're top of the list now. You got this dude and I'm so glad you're okay, keep doing what makes you okay, whether that's streaming, or not.
@Propertyx
@Propertyx Год назад
yk, I always suspected something was going on Timmy. Honestly, I was kind of worried that you were losing your spark. But I'm glad to know that you were strong enough to tell us all that you're going through even though we don't technically deserve to know, you still thought of us enough to tell us. Feed your passion for creation and do what you love whatever that path for you in the future may be... BUT always take the breaks you need, for you. Love you timmy!
@timotheedelagarde
@timotheedelagarde Год назад
Thanks for this amazing video, for someone that only watch your RU-vid videos, I constantly tell think you're a model for me and other people, just by the way you're talking and playing. I think if you are appreciating what you're doing and you continue to get the same numbers of views and all that stuff, just remember the people that are already sub are here for you and not your gameplay cause there is a lot of good player around the world. Your community loves what you're making so don't be scared to fell bad sometimes, we all need to see that other persons can have bad times too 😄💪 I'll try to come watch your streams from now on !
@dragonight164
@dragonight164 Год назад
Take as much time as you need and when you come back we are all welcoming you back to your channel and just know that we all love Timmy ❤️❤️❤️
@Anxyis
@Anxyis Год назад
You're such a wholesome person Timmy , everything about you screams kindness and humbleness. We're here for you through it all! ❤️
@AlfieMakes
@AlfieMakes Год назад
You do you bro, as long as you treat people with respect and love it's very difficult to go wrong; don't be afraid of making mistakes, own them, fix them, keep going. I'm very glad that you found the fortitude to recognize that you needed help and went to get it. Having dealt with severe depression myself, the only thing I regret was to not look for help sooner. I could have avoided a lot of pain and suffering. Lots of love, keep the good work, allow your self to be down and commit to bouncing back up!.
@sareatonin
@sareatonin Год назад
we don’t expect anything Timmy, we just want you to be healthy and happy
@anthonysalinas9031
@anthonysalinas9031 Год назад
You're wise for your age, you're not doing anything wrong you're just being you and that's what we love. Thank you for entertaining us and letting us into your life, its been an amazing journey mate!
@nathanhyman3780
@nathanhyman3780 Год назад
An update like this maybe every other week would be pretty sweet. You don’t have to be exactly like shroud or aceu or anyone like that. You are your own man. One of my favorite streamers bc you are laid back and still hit the nastiest clips on Val. or Apex. The goal shouldn’t be “let’s be like this person” you’ve already made yourself a well known name in both communities It’s good you reached out and talked about this with someone and then decided to come out and make a video for us. Thank you
@secondfilms510
@secondfilms510 Год назад
Different Time zone makes it difficult for me to watch your stream, but I love your highlits and your yt channel. Thanks for sharing and I hope you be blessed for your future :*
@Chuck0606
@Chuck0606 Год назад
Yo Timmy, good for you to speak up about this man. People don't really understand the struggle of yes you have a fan base, but sadly you still gunna have people who will hate and be negative just cause. Sometimes it's not easy to just let it go. People out there will go out of their way to really get under your skin and it sucks. It's great to hear that you are feeling happier and you know what you wanna do. Keep up the amazing work man! You honestly deserve all the success 🤙🏼💪🏼
@clazzo
@clazzo Год назад
This really hits close to home. I remember I was going through some things from 2020 to summer 2021. I thought I could deal with it on my own but I couldn't and I broke down in front of my family. Once I talked to them and it helped me a lot. I have to say, if I didn't talk to them then, who knows how I would've reacted to the deaths I experienced months later. I'm glad to hear that you're happy Timmy. Keep prioritizing your happiness. You have our full support!!
@AnonyMoose.
@AnonyMoose. Год назад
I fell in love with Pathfinder because of you. Your kind spirit definitely shines through when you stream, everyone who watches more than 5 minutes can see it. You're a great streamer and gamer sure, but you're also such an awesome person. Just know you have a whole community here for you. Depression is a silent enemy, just make sure you trust the battle you go through with people closest to you and let them help you. You're not alone, my friend. You never will be with so many people and fans who care about you.
@Olempis
@Olempis Год назад
Hi Timmy! Been big fan for couple years now. I'm going through similar struggles with depression, and how to deal with life. Getting help and talking to people is really a great cure for that. I love what you do though. Excited to see where this new life will lead and I will take some notes as well.
@fearlessones
@fearlessones Год назад
thanks for this bro. i know how vulnerable and hard it is to talk about this publicly and it's going to be helpful for so many people. you're being a great role model just by doing this tbh, so be proud of yourself man.
@NICOSKIES
@NICOSKIES Год назад
I don't know if you read me but hey here I go I'm from Chile and I know little English but I still see you and you're my favorite streaming I know you haven't had a good time and many times celebrities show a face on the screen that eventually covers way what you really feel, I want to thank you for always looking for what to do for us and even making content in those moments when you did not feel well... You are a wonderful person Timmy, you make people laugh and set an example continue on each of your transmissions, I love you Timmy, a hug from a distance my bro
@belogikal
@belogikal Год назад
I'm glad you're feeling better man. Don't let the stats and all those numbers distract you from the unquantifiable improvements you're making, as a person, streamer and gamer. You deserve every bit of the success you've had and will have, and if you ever doubt it... just know that the people have already spoken by consistently watching and contributing. Keep on pushing and try to find any joy you can, dude!
@miguelcabral9463
@miguelcabral9463 Год назад
Hey bro a lot of us have struggled with depression man. I dealt with it for 3 years from the moment Covid started and barely started to get back to myself a few months ago. It’s not easy and it fucking sucks I was getting zero sleep (1-3 hours) everyday for the first year and a half. Take ur time man life is hard and getting over the obstacles is harder we believe in you.
@HERMSAUR
@HERMSAUR Год назад
i'm no where near your size and caliber but i fully understand the pain of depression. You're a great content creator outside of just apex! You got this Timmy!
@tubbchiggens2767
@tubbchiggens2767 Год назад
Depression is us believing the lies we hear in our head about ourselves. The negative comments are trying to make you a victim of comparison. When people see what they want in themselves in someone else, it can either inspire or discourage. You can’t control how people receive you, but you can control what you allow yourself to receive. Buddy, you’re a bright young man with a blinding future. You’re in my prayers along with lots of others for sure. Glad you’re feeling better, and the prayers are for a maintained mental health and a constant increase in wisdom and blessings. Let your passion lead and your true supporters will always root for you. Keep on keep’n on brother.
@KaitlynNguyen-dh8lp
@KaitlynNguyen-dh8lp Год назад
I hope that no matter what anyone says.. you are you, choose your own path, your true and faithful viewers will always be supporting you. Thank you Timmy for being strong and telling us what you have been wanting to say.
@Iggysdust
@Iggysdust Год назад
Veteran here, I love that you mentioned you're getting the behavioral health because I can talk about it all day but you're the one with the platform leading by example. 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏 If you have the means, I encourage y'all to seek behavioral health assistance no one's an island, if you're struggling, the world's better with you in it, we are all we have. Reach out, do a buddy check on your loved ones. I do em every week on my old army friends. It's not just us as veterans going through 22 a day either, your neighbors your friends and family probably all feel/relate to your struggles a lot more than you'd think. As someone who is passively...well yeah fill in the blanks on the dark spots within struggle, i tended to be the friend to let you talk it out and listen while making some sheepish joke to deflect how I actually feel that day if I was asked. I just never wanted to burden anyone else with what I felt because it always felt like my burden and no one else's. Be kind to one another, and yourself. Godspeed y'all
@iiTzTimmy
@iiTzTimmy Год назад
thank you for your service and not only if your comment but your guidance. i appreciate u sharing and letting me and everyone else know ways we can help one another ❤
@Iggysdust
@Iggysdust Год назад
@@iiTzTimmy means a lot that you took the time to read and respond buddy. For what it's worth, I'm proud of you and what you're doing here by putting this all out there in the world. I'll stay up past my senior sleepy hours one of these days and chime in on Twitch haha keep killing it 🤙🤙🤙
@Nbs12215
@Nbs12215 Год назад
You are amazing Timmy keep up the great work always one of the best parts of the day is seeing a Timmy upload. It takes a really courage person to speak about this type of thing so high props! Keep up the amazing work timmy!!!
@jhe-artacluyan5759
@jhe-artacluyan5759 Год назад
Hello timmy, when i was at your age i feel the same way you feel. the feeling of being stuck or trapped on something and not entirely sure what or how to get out, i just want to say we cant change the past im not saying forget the past or something like that, we eventually learn how to deal with it. this past month an encounter with nature helps me a lot in my mental health. doing some mental health retreat help me a lot. i suggest to take some retreat with nature i mean no internet, no gadgets just a activity with nature, like a vacation on a farm. thats what i did and boy it help me SOOOOO MUCH. theres so much in this world that we need to encounter. Just be openminded on everything, understand the feelings of others and you will discover more about yourself. Stay safe timmy! Love you bro!
@h3nnessyy
@h3nnessyy Год назад
we're all here for you timmy, thanks for keeping us updated in your life. we all love you timmy, you deserves a break. love ya timmy, stay safe!
@dosmech
@dosmech Год назад
I can completely relate to "once I accomplish this/once this happens, I'll feel better." And then it happens, but you still feel the same. I'm not sure how to solve that feeling, but we're working through it. Thanks for the update Timmy and for making this video
@rolllimbo973
@rolllimbo973 Год назад
I swear that’s my entire life lol
@damiankumar3692
@damiankumar3692 Год назад
Just 3 words. Always With You
@SAKRAYx
@SAKRAYx Год назад
Ive been struggling with depressions/anxiety for many years and actually for me streaming was a way to be social again and actually removes my anxieties because I get so into it. Not saying everyone should game if youre feeling down but for me gaming has always been a escape to 'happyness' since I was a 6 year old (34 now) it's the one thing im really good at and streaming def makes me open up more to people because it's not face to face right it's not irl where social anxieties kicks in real quick even though I never hit above 10 viewers I love the handful of people I have in my community and they give me great support I def get alot of points Timmy is saying hopefully everything turns out great for him you just have to find your way through it on your own way and pace. Like he said setting goals was a massive thing for me Ive set gaming goals to keep me busy my Pathfinder has 59.000 Kills otm and im the #1 Pathy of the Netherlands so Ive already reached some things I really wanted in Apex and having goals to grind always kept me happy and busy throughout everything so keep your goals strong Timmy
@chase9792
@chase9792 Год назад
You’re an awesome influence, sometimes I feel as if I live vicariously through you because I gave up gaming. I still follow you because when I was in that scene I grew to greatly appreciate you as a person! Thanks for the entertainment through the years
@9THDEATH
@9THDEATH Год назад
i have experienced that feeling of growth before, i’ve had a small fanbase when i was creating content in like 2017, and living in the moment was the hardest, being stagnant or only focusing on the next step of growth, i hope the best for you and it all starts to work out differently for you, i appreciate you timmy and you’ll get through it.
@ethenriley716
@ethenriley716 Год назад
Thanks for sharing and being honest. Glad to hear you are in a better place! "The end goal is not to work hard and be disciplined. The end goal is so worthy that you work hard and stay disciplined. -Tim tebow. I Can't wait to see where you go next!
@zeusdagod4171
@zeusdagod4171 Год назад
timmy you are the man. you inspired me to go for my dreams I think your overthinking things and you are an essential human being who actually cares dealing with depression is a constant battle you have to conquer your emotions and keep being who you are you know what's wrong and what's right its just choosing a side to be positive or negative good or evil light or dark ying and yang since you come to this realization that just means your woke and aware of things use that energy for good and use your platform to keep that energy going lets change the world and this inspires me even more so thank you for this content you can do whatever you want keep going !
@ajpAC423
@ajpAC423 Год назад
It’s really important to be aware of this and so insanely brave to post and share about it with so many people! We’re all here to support you and wanting nothing but the best for you and your health!💙
@prandy9747
@prandy9747 Год назад
Been with you since day one, remember we are all humans and this is what life is about., An amazing and huge rollercoaster filled with emotions positive and negative and that's what makes everything so perfect, because in the downs is where we learn the most and evolve into a better being physically, mentally and spiritually because we appreciate more, learn the subject more and make sure not to repeat the mistake again., If life was one way it would get pretty boring., Imagine everything right, everything up, everything one color, one size etc etc., The diversity of feelings that teach us so much is the perfection of life to always become better, to not go so far that's why the whole universe is made out of atoms that are same amount of positive as there's same amount of negative atoms in the first place., Because it's necessary as much both sides to complete the equation of life., Stay blessed and keep following your journey timmy.
@dxltrx
@dxltrx Год назад
I just wanted to let you know that you don't have to change because of other people! You can be yourself and we will all still love and support you through everything. You've inspired me to chase after my dream of being a streaming and you've got me through a lot of tough times. Your videos would make the problems go away and they would make me laugh. You've taught be so many things from being a better person to mechanics to a game. I have 3 main dreams in life Timmy and those dreams are to become a streamer, to help people in need, and finally to meet you or even playing a single match of apex with you. You've honestly became the biggest inspiration of my life. We all would love to see you go further with your content and we can't wait to see what you have in store for us. Thank you so much Timmy!!!!!
@hypertones
@hypertones Год назад
I went through similar things that you went through. Never being satisfied after accomplishing a major milestone or goal is just your drive to be better. We just want more for ourselves and trying to navigate through life with little to no direction makes it difficult when we aim for perfection which is ultimately just impossible. Everything unravels with time and once you figure out what more you want everything else will start to fall into place. And remember it’s okay to rest and take a break, if you owe anything to anyone it’s yourself. Your sacrifices and obligation to your fans don’t go noticed. We love you bro, take a vacation lol
@eltjowardenaar4235
@eltjowardenaar4235 Год назад
Supporting you
@jdawg2798
@jdawg2798 Год назад
Depression is no joke and it hits hard my friend, I’m sorry to hear you struggle. As for what the community expects from you, at least what I have to say personally, just do what you do! Game. Whatever game you want, yeah apex is my fav game to watch you play, but I’ll watch anything you post. You’re insane and humble. Keep it up dude you’re doing great. Much love
@michawells4558
@michawells4558 Год назад
you’re an inspiration. i know shit is hard but you got this bro
@Protopaq
@Protopaq Год назад
Mad respect Timmy talking about depression at your age, I'm 52 and only since last year I dare to do that. You're right that here on YT we don't see enough of the person behind the highlights. Maybe make these personal updates a returning thing once every few months? Keep up the good work, but mostly try and enjoy this amazing time in your life, you work hard, you play hard. 😊
@emilytran350
@emilytran350 Год назад
I’m sorry you went through that, but I’m extremely happy that you are feeling better! I want to say thank you for always being a great content creator and an inspiration for me and everyone in your community. Sending you all the love ❤
@soholio
@soholio Год назад
timmy i just wanna say you're literally my biggest inspiration/role model i watch you every single day literally like even when you're not streaming im probably just watching your youtube videos but you help me a lot each day i go by and i couldn't thank you enough im so proud of everything you've done in these past years and i hope you keep going and i wanna see you keep going literally my favorite streamer/youtuber...btw just in case this is "imsohoo" from twitch :))
@keix
@keix Год назад
proud of you timmy, i remember i first checked your stream on that apex twitch rivals that started it all, we're the same age so I always felt more connected to your stream cuz it felt like watching a parallel life of mine that I would enjoy, amazing to see your growth and reflection and ik everything you've experienced has only made you more equipped for the future and to become more of who you are
@jacobvaerst1300
@jacobvaerst1300 Год назад
I’m a firm believer in that people go through things for a reason. You’re able to go through something and share your experiences with your followers and help SO many people. I know you’ve helped a lot of people, and even for me, it makes me stop and just look back on things. Mental health is definitely something more people NEED to talk about. Love you Timmy ❤️
@bci4617
@bci4617 Год назад
Some 2 year old with leukemia being told it happened for a reason: 👁️👄👁️
@lukehamilton7216
@lukehamilton7216 Год назад
This is true, even when it's not obvious
@starcity751
@starcity751 Год назад
There is a lyric from a Porter Robinson song called "something comforting" that says 'Cause getting made you want more, and hoping made you hurt more'. I think this is very relevant to what you are talking about. I think you have a very bright future ahead, and I always enjoy your content. I always tune into your streams when I am looking for something to watch on twitch, from apex, to valo to EFT etc. You're a cool guy, I am glad to hear you are feeling better, I hope you continue to enjoy streaming. But if not, you just have a personality that is destined to succeed, you're so driven and focused. Wishing the best for you Timmy, sending love
@ethanbright8186
@ethanbright8186 Год назад
We’re all here for you timmy, do what you need to do. put yourself first for a while, take a step back, and come back when you’re ready. We’ll all be here ❤️
@silentkills7777
@silentkills7777 Год назад
Timmy, I've been watching since close to Day 1! Your growth has been amazing because you are amazing! You've accomplished so much and have been an inspiration to thousands of people, both streamer and not. I think we all have a taste of what you've experienced, though what you've been through we will never understand fully, but those of us who know - we know. I've struggled with chronic anxiety & depression, along with a recent diagnoses of a debilitating pain disease that pushed both anxiety and depression to the max. It's been a struggle and I've always come to your streams and YT to find relief. I'm so glad you've found yourself and know what you want to make you happy. I know you'll continue to pursue your happiness and self worth regardless of the haters out there! Much love!
@Bino1511
@Bino1511 Год назад
I love you so much Timmy! Don’t ever give up , your content brings me life and helped me out of a depressing state of my life , I understand what your going through brother , keep your head up !
@victorgarcia8045
@victorgarcia8045 Год назад
We are all human bro, you’re not alone. Hope the best for you and there’s always a rainbow after a long rain.
@gregorthegrey
@gregorthegrey Год назад
Your mental health is important brother. Take care of yourself and your body. The best thing I ever did for my mental was get in the weight room. It made me a much more confident man in every aspect of my life. I’m not necessarily saying you have to lift weights but do something active that you enjoy. Think you for the countless memories and memories to come!
@Dayton-gd5yn
@Dayton-gd5yn Год назад
Hey Timmy we love you bro don’t even worry about it. Take your time, rest up and we will all be here waiting to see that bright Timmy back again. Keep your head up bro we love you ❤️
@markdev8838
@markdev8838 Год назад
Hey Timmy! I am from Brazil and apex is not that big in here yet. I actually play just when I am at parents home which happens a few days every month. Every time I feel the need to play apex to relax and I can't since I can only play in my parents home, I come to your channel and enjoy your videos. It really helps me and you probably know that you also help many people. Keep strong and focused in the things you want because haters gonna hate. Thank you, from 🇧🇷🇧🇷
@eminakaratas11
@eminakaratas11 Год назад
Damn, I can't remember being this early and this video is different as well:)
@jonathanarcher1752
@jonathanarcher1752 Год назад
I remember back when you reached 400k subs and my buddy and I were so hyped and excited, timmy was finally a big streamer and so inspiring to us who love apex or would love to make streaming dreams come true and you just kept popping off... remember watching the solo bronze to pred and I was truly just in awe at this guy... kept topping what he's done previously, improving drastically in skill and just going up in the world and (seeminly) effortlessly doing so.... you've already proven yourself, don't strain yourself with numbers or continuously trying to top what you did previously.... you're doing great, you've inspired so many, and we are all so blessed to have been able to enjoy the ride with you... thank you for sharing your experiences with us and giving us a piece of that happiness, even when things may not always of been great for you behind the scenes... it shows a lot of character... but always take care of yourself first, we'd never judge you for having to take care of yourself.... love you timmy❤️ keep being the amazing person that you are and once again thank you for everything ❤️
@jays
@jays Год назад
Glad to hear you say you're in a better place. You making a video on this situation goes to show your dedication to inspiring others and being a great role model. I hope you continue to feel the happiness you describe and have found a balance to enjoy the life you have
@tsumday
@tsumday Год назад
When I watch itztimmy play val/apex back then, his behavior reminds me of aceu. Really chill, insane mechanic and having fun. Noticed later videos, the mood shift. He pumps out video every day, doesn't make any casual comment, laugh and just kept trying to be competitive. I'm happy to see itztimmy taking a mental break. Just relax, enjoy your break with your gf and make content that makes you happy, king.
@laloak88
@laloak88 Год назад
We love you Timmy We'll be here waiting for you when you decide to come back 🫶
@marcelvandergrijn
@marcelvandergrijn Год назад
Thank you for sharing, man. You're such a kind and good kid, and even though the whole streaming/gaming thing is kind of silly if you think about it, you sharing the grind and the determination and the skill and the way you always seem to keep a positive vibe around your content, without the toxic bs, is great and me as a 40+ year old who will probably never make it out of gold IV I enjoy your content and personality on the web and I'd hate to think you would suffer because of it. But then again, life is life, and we all suffer. And that's ok. Take care, kid.
@lycanismusic
@lycanismusic Год назад
Fuck man, this hit home. I struggle with that “I want to be the next big thing” every damn day, and I’m glad to know I’m not alone. But thank you for this Timmy and you know we all have your back, you are an inspiration if nothing else!
@yeahright3901
@yeahright3901 Год назад
bro no one knows who tf you are. At least with timmy hes a big streamer. Youre a nobody, wym you gon be the next "big thing"
@lycanismusic
@lycanismusic Год назад
@@yeahright3901 oof who hurt you buddy?
@LevelTreeBroda
@LevelTreeBroda Год назад
38 year old husband and father of 3 here. I really enjoy your content and followed your trajectory. Happy to hear you open up like this and be real , it’s a sign of growth man . Keep up the great work, everyone struggles and everyone falls down. But you need to get up and keep pushing . Love you man !! Let’s go, I look forward to getting rolled by you in ranked lol . Wattson is my gamer tag!
@drednotjerm
@drednotjerm Год назад
This brought tears to my eyes. Being able to be this vulnerable with your community, is s beautiful thing. At the end of the day bro. We’re human. We go through things. The world needs more people like you my man. So happy to have found your content, and streams. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
@m15thios
@m15thios Год назад
This video real asf Timmy 💪🏻 we’re here for you bro. I struggle with the same shit
@dalvlian1099
@dalvlian1099 Год назад
we love you timmy < 3
@Kad_Fae
@Kad_Fae Год назад
Hey, Timmy. This will probably get buried but hopefully you'll find this msg at some point. Thank you for all your time and effort you've spent in giving your viewers great content. I totally get where you're coming from and in case anyone hasn't said it to you yet (doubtful) I'm hella proud of you dude. Getting out of a dark place mentally is incredibly tough and requires so much time and effort. I'm proud of you and I would hope you are proud of yourself as well. Great job man ^-^
@CowFN
@CowFN Год назад
I havent watched the vid yet but i hope everything is going good for you timmy
@googleboy253
@googleboy253 Год назад
Timmy, It takes a lot of strength to talk about yourself like this. Thank you for bringing awareness to the fact that mental illness is just like any other illness, you need to seek help if you are ill. We all have struggles, sometimes you have to ask for help... taking that first step is always the hardest but will lead to healing!
@scubaseppy
@scubaseppy Год назад
Thank you for sharing your feelings with us. No one thinks your job is easy streamers are like super heroes. You play a game at the highest level, read chat, be entertaining and be on camera worrying about getting canceled. I’m a 43 year old man and I look up to you big time, your a good kid and you have a lot of wisdom for your age.
@versusdxxth_4928
@versusdxxth_4928 Год назад
Timmy, it is with my deepest regret to hear about this cycle. Sticking to your own path is hard and the crowd just wants you to act and entertain how they want. And don't even get me started on trolls cus nowadays it's cool to hate. And satisfaction is hard to quench when you no longer feel anything you do is right. Much love to you brother from the entire community you built up over these amazing years❤️❤️
@Jackbenitez29
@Jackbenitez29 Год назад
Love u timmy keep it up with apex
@ewaaah605
@ewaaah605 Год назад
The ending though 😂 also great video! I think you explained wonderfully what has been going on and I am happy you are in a better place right now!
@xXYellowFlash
@xXYellowFlash Год назад
Im not a frequent watcher but I have seen from a far the growth of your content. Massive respect to being honest and putting this out there! I’m sure I’m not the only one cheering you on!
@Asumara9
@Asumara9 Год назад
It's genuinely so nice and refreshing to hear someone talk about their struggles, and then be excited to tell others, "I'm happy now". Especially with things like depression or anything else life throws at them. Genuinely happy for you Timmy. Keep it up
@xeo6036
@xeo6036 Год назад
thanks for this video, been struggling extremely hard and its good to know that i'm not alone, i'm happy you feel better and I hope to get there one day too
@chalz_r
@chalz_r Год назад
Hey my bro, I just literally came out of that hella loop. Glad you get to pass those and grow to be yourself. I for one, appreciate all who has hard work, get past it, and found their peace.
@nestorlucas4950
@nestorlucas4950 Год назад
Glad to hear you’re happier. I’ve lost a friend to depression this past summer so it’s great you have been able to somewhat overcome the shaky moments in life. Keep doing you, because you’re doing great. Much love Timmy ❤
@subi3223
@subi3223 Год назад
Tim. im a 35 years old. I have been through alot in my times. Gaming has always been my kind of get out of my head. watching you grow for the last few years has been a treat. If people are being honest we all need to take a mental break and jus breath and talk to someone. I hope you take time for you and youre health so that you can still put out amazing content, i think the following that you have would understand more than you could know. we will be here good sir take care of you first and always
@draxblackstudio
@draxblackstudio Год назад
"It's ok not to feel ok, you gotta have bad days in order to tell when the good days come" You got this, Timmy, just keep doing what feels right. Avoid toxicity and focus on the good things, dude we're the same age and you're already doing all these crazy stuff while I'm still trying to figure out others. Keep up the good job and much love
@saylboat
@saylboat Год назад
First things first is taking care of yourself Timmy. Not in the same circumstances but I’ve been way down in depression before and hell.. I’m in a terrible spot now. It’s a something that I wouldn’t wish in anyone. I’m happy you found light in the darkness. You’re the man. My fav content creator. Love you Timmy. Take care of yourself. ❤️
@adamkeach400
@adamkeach400 Год назад
It’s not an easy thing to talk about. The process is the most important part of the journey which I am just now at almost 23 finally understanding and since then I’ve been the most happy I’ve ever been! Keep up the grind and never forget where you started or where you are going! Im sure this video touched a lot of people besides me. I hope you continue to find happiness and we all love you! Your the goat Timmy
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