I been watching you over 3 years and now I'm a 21 y/o reiki master and I taught my 11 &14 y/o sister my telepathy is ify I talk in heads better than I hear but lately I been getting better telekinesis too but I only made light flicker I'm my mom's caregiver rn and my dream job is to make the world Harry Potter Percy Jackson vibes 😂 so we can just be free so imma use music since they play with frequency I am energy so I'll be able to activate and elevate mentally emotionally physically spiritually them globally just by my intent in every word and every dance but fasho need a me in my life so I look forward to see a you if not you one day ❤being a prophet since 17 is crazy and a master since 19 and still so much to learn spiritually is the reason why I wanted to stay here yfm so unconditional love (my definition) is something I'll never put down or not speak of I wanna chang everything forever heal spirits not just animals and humans yk also I want a alien friend like a real one 😂but yk manifest and align within time everything will be fine 5:14 😂❤❤ also intro squad every vid ❤
Pile 3. Somehow you always hit the nail on the head because I was feeling a bit melancholic just with feelings of purposelessness. It’s suicide awareness month and I wrote a small poem. Hopefully it can reach someone. Feeling overwhelmed, Feeling nothing. Living every moment, Yet disassociating. Look into the sky Feeling dissatisfied. Feeling humanness And hating it. Look in my surroundings, Living vicariously. So much suffering, Not a life worth living. I want to die But don’t want to die. Look into the sky Feel it calling. I want to go home. I yearn for death But don’t want to die. I yearn to know what happens after. Will it be better? I wish to know Hangatyr(the hanged one). No ambitions. No goals. Days pass, turn into years. Memories distant, Thoughts liminal. Touch’s felt, Arms opened, But hearts closed. Purposeless we walk Into deaths dance. The artist can draw, authors can write; Authors we are of our circumstance. But even writing can be meaningless If my soul is dead. Thus, I love(I meant to write live but this was a typo) I love my cat. I extend my love even when not reciprocated. But love is painful. But what is grief if not love experienced? And what if it leaves again, why bother? The greatest warrior is one who loves, despite. Open your heart and you will find every reason to keep living in it. Sometimes to learn and grow we need to suffer for our humanness, Thus, is born the soul.
Thank you for your poem. I'm also pile 3, and when she gave the message of I have value to the people in my life, I cried. I've been suffering of beating myself up and just wanna end everything since I felt like people can live on without me. But at the same time I don't want to go... because I'm aftaid. There's so much I want to say but nonetheless, I'll keep fighting. Thank you and to miss EsoTarot too!
I’d like to say thank you for always doing tarot readings when I need it most, a couple months back I was diagnosed with familial multiple cavernous malformation syndrome, and it explains why I have been so mentally unstable as of late. On top of that my mom’s small business has pretty much been ruined because of some drama that happened at the location of the farmers market where she set up. My dad gets treated like shit by his job and my grandmother injured her knee and can barely walk. My grandfather got diagnosed with skin cancer and some kind of brain problem different from mine, and my brother feels overwhelmed by all the awful things that have happened to our family. I really feel down on my luck, and to top things off, I’ve felt really insecure about my body and my health as of late! So it’s safe to say my life sucks right now, and you make it suck less, so I really appreciate you giving this clarity on my life! I chose pile 4 btw! Thank you so very much 🩷🩷🩷
I hope you all have the strength to go through those tough times and your luck turns around, i wish you all the best from now on and to be healthy and happy as soon as possible
So sorry to hear about what you’re going through 🫂 that’s so hard. I pray things get better and you start feeling better soon! Thank you for letting me be a part of your life, I’m grateful to be a part of your journey. Sending lots of love and hugs your way 💗
Pile 4, I got chills when you said “you were okokok and now you’re lalalala” because I LITERALLY just made a playlist 3 days ago called “Lalala” full of girly pop songs I normally NEVER listen to but have been loving lately. You always confirm things in the craziest ways which is why I trust you and you only Eso hahahah
I'm retired at 27, went from Grass to Grace. This video here reminds me of my transformation from a nobody to good home, honest wife, $35k biweekly and a good daughter full of love ❤️……
I raised 75k and Christina Ann Tucker is to be thanked. I got my self my dream car 🚗 a just last weekend, My journey with her started after my best friend came back from New York and saw me suffering in dept then told me about her and how to change my life through her. Mary Elizabeth Webb is the kind of person one needs in his or her life! I got a home, a good wife, and a beautiful daughter. Note!:: this is not a promotion but me trying to make a point that no matter what happens, always have faith and keep living!!
I know that woman (Mary Elizabeth Webb) If you were born and raised in new York you'd know too, No doubt she is the one that helped you get where you are!!
Pile 3 Keroppi: more than one person has randomly told me tonight that they believe I’m a gift to the world and whoever has me in their life is lucky… it really meant a lot to me. I had a near-death experience tonight too and feeling really grateful to be here. I think it’s really cool you began the reading the way you did.
pile 2 - i always resonate so much with your readings. when you said healing our inner child isn’t as simple as doing what you would have wanted as a child i was shocked. that’s actually a huge thing i’ve been thinking about lately, knowing that i have a lot of inner child healing to do but not necessarily knowing what that would mean since im almost 35 now and don’t even remember what my child self would have wanted sometimes. what you said makes so much sense
Pile 3: (Protect Eso's bread!!) Eso, in this period (should i say year!!) of intense transformation, thank you for being such a guiding light and for clarifying everything going on. Your aura and soul are so precious, thank you!! Also it's funny that pile 3 has both squid and an octopus. I ate both for lunch today... 😌
pile 4 insight, in case it resonates with others: When the 4 of cups came out to clarify where the 10 of swords was heading, what popped into my head was that the situation of facing 3 empty cups was ending for good and that the yes/go for it card was pointing toward the unseen offered cup on the 4 of cups card. I felt prompted to follow your suggestion to watch pile 1 and it very much resonated, but not as a continuation of pile 4; instead, it was the prequel. "month 1" described my July & August, "month 2" described my September, and I found that "month 3" dovetailed quite nicely with "month 1" for pile 4. When viewed that way, the 10 of swords -> 4 of cups became, "Hey, remember that 4 of cups you were feeling? Not only are you not going back to that situation; you've learned/awakened/grown so much that you're never going to put yourself in that kind of situation again." For me, it didn't read as the soulmates/knight of cups energy being the thing that ends but rather that beautiful, fulfilling, and uplifting energy is what seals the deal on not being willing to go back to the empty cups or settle for other empty cups in the future. Hopefully I described that in a way that makes sense :) Thank you for another amazing reading ❣
I thougth about it too and I feel really similar I got some info that made me realize I have to pour my energy into other people and now I got messages about a new love coming in
Pile 3- that message at the beginning really resonated for me, thank you so much ❤ I really love your readings and hearing that from you made me actually tear up a bit 😭
Pile 3. I've been picking up my mentality even more lately. I have a lot of lifelong illnesses, and I'm burnt out from always always always fighting with it. I'm a type one diabetic and of recent things, my ex boyfriend committed s**c*de. It's been hard so for the very first message to come from you saying "thank you for being on earth" made me extremely emotional. My life has been really rough and mostly just trauma after trauma. Thank you Eso ♡
Same here. I have high cholesterol and glaucoma and heart disease too.😢life its tough and I wish I had normal health like most. My opportunities to do more would tenfold but it has kept me stuck since I was. A kid.🎉I wish you the best amd lots of hugs bc I understand
Pile 2 yes I needed this!!! I can feel the momentum picking up. Also as someone who studied biochemistry you are spot on w correlating alignment of systems life mirroring alignment of the mitochondria producing the energy so the nucleus can express for our higher selves!! So here for all of this! mer! Also burped as you were saying I’m burping lol!
to be honest I never believed destiny etc etc etc, but sometimes watching tarot help motivate at the very least. It is like attending a semi-personalized motivational session. they kind of give positive hope for near future. also I always believe tarot read your current energy best and warn about bad moods depicted or to be careful about words you say etc etc.
The way that Keroppi was an instant confirmation for me ✋🏽😭 truly convinced that we are spiritually linked Eso, you just somehow always know!! I feel so blessed to be in this timeline w you ohmygoodness ♡♡♡
pile 2; resonated with this on another level vs any reading i've ever had. when you mentioned at the start life being completely focused on one thing, potentially a caregiver I instantly started getting tears in my eyes, and everything following was super empowering. I'm turning 27 tomorrow and feel like I haven't really lived a lot of life and don't know what I want out of it. I did nothing with my life until I got my first real job last year, which I quit in March to have more time to look after my parents. My mother is severely disabled and needs constant assistance, my stepdad had cancer and was really downhill until he lost the battle last month. My whole life I've never given myself time or attention and have a lot to learn about myself/inner child and what makes my heart sing in this life. thank you for the reading love your videos eso ❤
Pile 3. Hoping for a positive transformation, especially money- and career-wise. I'm working on it already but getting a boost would not hurt at all! :) My favorite Sanrio characters are Keroppi (Pile 3!!!!), Chococat, and HelloKitty. Thanks Eso for all you do and also Protect Eso's Bread! 😀
Pile #4 and had to comment that it makes me SMILE SOOOO BIG that you and Haley/moongirl are friends 🥹 I’ve learned how to see how fun and goofy you can show up in the tarot/Astro space and have learned SO much from you both. You both have a way of bringing me back to my souls core frequency when I’m taking myself too seriously. I was chilling in the dark for a little too long and you just catapulted me back to myself. LUHHHH YOU
Pile 3: spot on I will do a project on which I will work on myself leaded by army and personality coaches and after that I will do 40 hours of volunteering hoping I can make a brighter impact on myself and the society and I hoped that that would change me for the better. Also moving house next month so yeah lot of big changes
thank you eso!!! pile 2 was so spot on! i originally was feeling a bit anxious and unsure of certain things, but the reading really helped to restore my faith and renew my energy, i felt so pumped and excited during the reading!!! and i loved the make-a-wish and mini candle reading as well (i always stay to make a wish with you 🥰). thank you for always being the best and bringing the most effervescent energy to the table! sending love ❤❤❤❤
Pile-3~thank you for the opening comments and the reminder of why to be here. My bestie Ollie, my cat was diagnosed with cancer and I don’t know how to navigate it or how to cope when she is gone. I am loving her even more ❤ 😢💔 I am so grateful for her love. She is truly a soulmate ❤Thank you for your the messages❤ Protect ESO’s bread❤
Pile 4 is my life right now. I'm literally going through month 1, being led by feelings at the moment. You are so spot on, I'm going to save this reading 💗💗
Cool video, My relationship of 5 years ended a month ago. The love of my life decided to leave me, I really loved him so much I can’t stop thinking about him, I’ve tried my very best to get him back in my life, but to no avail, I’m frustrated, I don’t see my life with anyone else. I’ve done my best to get rid of the thoughts of him, but I can’t, I don’t know why I’m saying this here, I really miss him and just can’t stop thinking about him
It's hard to say goodbye to someone you love; I experienced this when my 12-year relationship ended. However, I couldn't just let him go; instead, I tried everything to win him back. Eventually, I turned to a spiritual counsellor for assistance, and he was able to help me win him back.
I chose pile 3. And i just want to say that after losing 2 close family members within months of each other last year, i have been struggling so much. I've felt lost and without purpose. It just seems like everything has been going wrong recently. Not to mention my new medical diagnosis. My doctor finally agreed that a service dog would help me. But they are extremely expensive, so we're unsure of when I'll be able to get one. Everything is just so complicated, but i know that god has a reason for putting me through all of these challenges. Im just hoping that something goes right in these last 3 months of 2024
Pile 2. What a wonderful news! Even tho I have a heavy capricorn placements, this pluto retrograde seem to will transform me in a happy way and shed things that aren't me. I shall report back if I can remember 😅 tysm for the reading Madison!
Pile 3: I'm changing careers and letting go of my attachment to how I thought my path "should" look. The path has been challenging, but I'm grateful for the inner transformation that is taking place. It's September now, but if I remember, I'll update around New Year's. ☺️
MY MOTHER POSTEDDD!!! I love you so much maddison! ( I know you said not to ) but Ive been watching you since I was 16 😭. When I tell you… you have carried me through the WORST seasons of my life. Like Im so certain If It weren’t for you I would’ve been on such a DIFFERENT life track right now! Girl you are such a beautiful and real soul! You should do a meet and greet!!!
Thank you so much, Eso. ✨️🍁✨️ I chose pile 1, and I am already feeling all of this in month one. Just ready to be disconnected from the rat race and focus on what makes me happy and brings me joy. Month 2 sounds delightful. Not yet to month 3, but wanted to express my gratitude. ❤🙏 I needed this reading. ⏰️
Thank you so much 🥰 pile 3 🙏 this is spot on to what I’ve been going through right now, recently I was explaining myself to a stranger who was trying to tear me down and looking back I could have just walked away but think that was a lesson in it self to remind myself I have that option. You’re reading was so encouraging and I can take my power back and remember my significance. Looking forward to the next 3 months 🥰 lots of love and light to you! 🌈💕✨🌸🙏☮️
hi ESO! how you get me each time is wow! pile 2 - growing up WITH mother and father wound both, in a restricted-resources environment, every single thing was make-or-break and it made me burn out coz i'd been going on 31yrs in fight/flight survival-fear paradigm and how it makes one create/normalize fatalistic tendencies. YES, i am connecting with what it means to be me, what's my essence and my reason to be here by creating safe space pockets for my inner child to drop the armor of toughness, indifference. i'll allow myself hobbies and creative pockets where PRODUCTIVITY isn't a concern but how it feels in my heart, is. i've loved myself out of self-hate, now it is time to love myself to blossoming. the limbo is over, i feel it in my blood and bones. THANK YOU for sharing your gift, you've been a lighthouse to us all here.
I really felt this one too. I had pile 3 and it feels like you read my mind and my current feelings so thank you ❤❤ i will try and keep my spirit high and just keep going. Never give up 💪🏻💪🏻❤️
You are my therapy. Love your authentic energy so much, your love and kindness always make me cry! Pile #3 I live in NZ! What a nice confirmation. I’m coming back from my vacay next month, quit my job in July and now want to change my career path completely (I have no clue what it’ll be). But yeah feeling directionless is def spot on! Thank you for this lovely reading and all the other ones, you are such a sunshine 💛💛💛
Pile 4 here: When you said "grief is love with nowhere to go," I understood this to be my pile. I'm in the process of accepting someone's death and at the same time I'm about to let go of one of my most beloved jobs to pursue something more related to my newfound interests. I'm sad and scared, but I trust my instincts. Thank u for your words ♡
Pile 3 I’m not yet finished but the reading yet but when you stopped and said thank you for being I had to stop and write this. I felt a rush of emotions. I tried taking myself away a few months ago and my note was found enough in time for me to be saved. I still struggle to find as to why I’m here but you stopping and saying this confirmed that I do belong. Thank you
This reading could not have come at a more PERFECT time! Thank you for the messages in #3 - it's EXACTLY where I am right now in my journey & these messages are affirming . 💖
The ending could be as simple as ending an unhelpful perspective that holds you back. Especially if there’s nothing specifically that comes to mind, the ending is likely subtle!
Mini reading @04:44 on my clock Pile1 I needed this Eso😉 Thank you sm for coming through🙏...i missed your sweet soothing voice, been going through it too but this read is a real boost.💜💙💜💙💜💙
intro squad! i have NO character franchise faves! but! if harry potter counts, im into that. also i started reading dune. thank you for reading for me 💓 (pile 3)
i was really pulled to pile 1 and 3, and there are a lot of similarities in them that i resonated with, it was super intense because you practically nailed it on the head for me, down to the N and Z charms, and the first thing you said was new zealand which literally made me jump because i live there girl!! I actually cried like 4 times while listening, you always pop up when i need some clarity. Thank you Eso!! (protect Eso's bread!!)
💫🙌😺 woot! pile #2...love the "multidimensional" tiger - one of my animal guides! My current environment? I am the youngest person living in a 55+ community & do hear a lot of "mreeeehh"!😠 & "PLEASE DO NOT..."signs posted everywhere..😹😹😹 thanks for laughing with me about it❣️ I'm on the verge of making a big decision to....do something that should both unburden and empower me for a delightful future, & was hoping to wrap things up within the next 3 months!! I'll tell you how it goes...I like how that King is looking 🥠😉
Thank you for actually focusing on the positive. Some tarot readings feel discouraging, cause they beat you down with what you need to improve and it feels like it's never enough. I get everyone needs to grow and improve, but sometimes you feel like you did a good job already and it's nice to focus on good things.
For the mini reading: " 8:45 if you're seeing someone you could be having a deeper commitment " THAT WAS LITERALLY MY WISH HOLY SHIT Also the star and justice have been popping out ALL THE TIME for my own personal readings lately so crazy. Also I got pile 4 and it resonated. Thank you ❤
I just had to come on today Eso. and say that I needed your energy this morning. More than you know, your spirit is just so light and it brings more light into mine and I just don't know how to thank you Enough!
Pile 4 here (2:40): I literally said yesterday that the end of September/beginning of October was going to be “go go go” but the rest of the year will be “Lalala.”
YES! Reclamation of softness! 💖🤞🤗 Pile 4. This is the energy, in tandem with romanticization, practicing focus on grace, play, slowness and softness that I’ve been intending to embodying. Beginning the healed feminine. 💖
You always blow me away when i listen. It’s always crazy spot relevant to what’s going on. Thank you. Had been a while because i don’t listen to love ones. Today rocked me again. I’ve also shared you with friends and on Facebook. Often an amazing therapist. Thank you. I need to try pile 1.
Hello, Eso! Although all your readings were true and real for me, todayu, I genuinely have proof that your reading is 100% true even before the time is up! I chose pile 3, and I am so shocked! Since I am broke, I was making excuses for my weight gain and the all that but all that changed this month or so. I have planned, extensively, my next three months already. I came to this reading after hitting one of the key milestones I needed to hit, and even though its hard to do this stuff while broke, I've planned the first month (October) in such a way that I assess myself in every way possible, find out my weaknesses etc and begin the journey. I have planned November to be mid speed and I'll keep adding stuff to see its effectiveness (its going to be slow). And I'll have enough in December to join the gym without any problems! Since it will be the first time I actually use a proper routine, workout, and diet, I'm sure I'll be like the butterfly 🦋 🦋🦋🦋🦋 and bring change! Of course, the reading didn't just let me know that what I planned would work... Eso, you've helped me calm my anxiety and insecurities about everything other than the physical body too 🥰. I'm so grateful to you, I already have so much to worry about but the spirits and you have made the next few months easier. I'll come back and update in 3-4 months.
Pile 2 - I'm realizing I have so much mer! energy and it makes me feel stuck when I want to be more spontaneous or free or authentic. I was thinking of addressing it in my next therapy session, so love that this reading feels like confirmation :)
hi eso, as im typing this i haven't actually watched the video yet HAHA but i just want to thank you so much for inspiring me to pick up tarot and oracles, as well as inspire the way i interpret my own spread! initially i wanted to use tarot and oracles as a way to heal myself, but i ended up enjoy giving messages to the people around me instead. as a fellow adhder with a learning disability, this has also allowed me to not beat myself up that much and that i, in fact, can still pick up new things, retain new information, and share it to the world. your existence has pretty much changed my life - so thank you ❤
Omg Lisa you caught me off guard with that opening line. I’ve been struggling and questioning what am I really here for as it’s a lot and I’m not enjoying it. So thank u! ❤ u probably dont know how much that has hit home. Much love! 🥰 btw loving your jewellery, stunning! Pile 3 btw 🤦♀️
Pile 2 and I laughed so hard at the mehmehmeh part and it was honestly so accurate as to for the last couple months i really felt pressed down by the part of me that craves control and the less i had any control over my reality the more restricted i felt. This reading definetely gave inspiration and hope for me to keep going. Also - intro and mini reading squad!🌟❤❤❤ Thank you so much Eso🎉
For me this reading was a combination of pile 1 and 2. I felt called to, but wasn't sure if both piles were for me. After watching them both - I was right! I think this has been a long time coming. Years in the making. Finding myself again, and feeling confident in everything that I am. Looking forward to the next 3 months.
LMAOOO THE BOOB CAT AND THE RANDOM DRAKE AND JOSH JUMPSCARE KILLED ME 😭😭 thanks for the reading eso… you’re one of readers that has inspired me the most in my own tarot practice (and actually the person who introduced me to it! i learned A LOT of tarot simply by watching your readings!). your wisdom seriously amazes me, you’ve said things in your readings that have given me peace and comfort when i need it the most. i remember once, in one of your readings many years ago, you talked about emotions as ‘tools’ to help better understand yourself, and i haven’t forgotten that after all these years. practicing tarot has taught me how to trust my own perception and helped me gain confidence. love you eso! thanks for everything you do!!
Thank you booby cat 😔🙏 I'm about to get on a rollercoaster of life, I'll need all of the luck I can get. Thank you for the reading Eso. I'm scared 😅 but I'm hopeful for change.
Protect Eso's Bread! 😂 Pile 3 😊 great reading. The crazy part for me was the Hawaiian squid representing creativity and inspiration. I just bought a Hawaiian ukulele last month out of the blue and have been loving it so far 😃
Wow, the mini tarot reading/wish.... I was making a wish just yesterday about a situation I wanted my family and I to receive justice on, and I saw a candle in my vision. I rarely get visions, mind you. I typically just hear things through my heart space. And then today, I made a wish on the candle, and the justice card popped out
Pile 2 here. WOW! I feel this process starting already and your reading just confirmed it. That's incredible. YOU're incredible. Thank you! 💛 Edit: And wow again. The card with two wolves actually looks exactly like my older sister's room colorwise. One of the walls in her room is black with light dots and looks like a night sky, and other three walls are violet. I guess that means i'll visit our home that month. This reading is definetely for me. Also, i adore wolves. Also, my name is Ann, and you're mentioning this name a couple of times throughout the reading. So much coincidences... Edit2: AND I WAS BORN IN 94' OH MY GOD WHAT THE ACTUAL...
Pile 2, I bawled after realizing the charms. The 9/4 is the date of my cats birthday who passed away last winter 12/23/23. Her name was Raven so the “R” and that “I 🤍 my cat”. I love doing readings but I forget how much they make me bawl my eyes out.
Just KNEW what was gonna come out in Pile 4. Been so Hermit-ed for so long and I've done the 'fast love' so many times, but never again. Burned too many times. But just having the feeling that I'm getting kicked out of the nest again soon.
Omg same. I picked pile 4 as well and got into a big fight with my sibling over the topic of the "fast love" where it kinda felt like a low blow. I'm not sure if I feel at home in my own home (not that I ever really have) and I really feel like I just need to leave.... like no one gets me here 😂.. we will be fine even if we get kicked out dude/dudette ❤
I loved Pile 4! It was so chaotic in the best way. You were right, Julie Andrews is queen💕 I love pink and Barbie so I’ll be accepting the mermaids from Barbie: Mermaidia today ❤ 8 at the end and 8 for the choices card which is my favorite number(ps thank you boob cat 😂) Thank you, Madison! I had a long day at work, and this made my day. I’m not super into Hello Kitty so I would say my favorite characters are Totoro, pusheen cat, or cinnamoroll 🥰 And I hope you have a wonderful day/night to whoever read this far ❤
Thank you so much . Your Readings always help me feel better. I was pile 3 . And my current position is very accurate to your reading and unlike my personality so thank you for making me feel less odd about it. Will respond in 3 months to tell you how the journey went 💜
i love hello kitty and sanrio characters this pick a pile idea was so cute! i think that my favorites are pochacco, cinnamonroll, and the diva herself hello kitty. it feels impossible to choose just one favorite!
The number of things you said that I needed to hear today, wow! I was immediately called to pile 3. When you said thank you for being here it felt like a friend of mine coming through since he recently passed and it's hit our friend group very hard. And the back of the deck message of not being behind and being where you're supposed to be is something I struggle with so much, so thank you so much for those confirming messages 🥰
I just thought I'd share Eso, I have 3 little birds tattooed on my wrist for that song on my wrist. My grandmother bought me a bookmark when I was much younger which had the lyrics to three little birds on it. I'm a big Bob Marley fan so this song has sort of been a mantra for me throughout life before and after I was a diagnosed depressive. I age been having a particularly tumultuous time the past 2-3 months spiritually and mentally so good to know my existential crisis has not been in vain, as long as I think of three little birds it's going to be all good. I picked pile 3 ❤
