Pile1, yup. A couple of months ago I knew that Im going through a phase of life that will annihilate me or transforme me completely, still not sure which one its going to be. On the other hand, every transformation entails within itself an annihilation of something. While people are less and less recognising me, I less and less recognise them as well. Like opening your eyes for the first time and think for yourself " who the fu*k are those people". The fool also is a figure who packed few things and took of, which what i did as well. Thank you for following your passion ❤
Thank you. Pile 1 resonated so much ! The world has been rough to me the last few years, I really needed to heal and go hermit. I am glad I am not the same person but sometimes it makes me sad because I feel like people stole my innocence and purity.
Group 3 very painful breakup. Have hibernated for 3 years, not keen to come out in the world but my body health is packing up so I need to get out and move. I don't want to be around people although my brief interactions are kindly. I'm old. I ran myself ragged for a man who was just using me. It's taken a huge toll and I have to learn to enjoy my own company for the rest of my life now, as have no energy or desire to give to anything friend related.
1/2- yep. I'm an INFJ, empath, and attract narcissists like crazy some of which are family. I've had two counselors helping me set boundaries and learn to have self-compassion. I do need rest because my family and those around me seem to suck the energies right out of me and no one looks out for me not even myself but I've been learning to root for myself and try to love/stand up for myself because life's been so brutal and learning to stand up for myself and not be so against myself and re-parent and discover who I am authentically and erase the lies/manipulations/bs people have tried to out on me. It's been quite a ride and very difficult but seems so worth it and people seem to treat me with so much more respectfut now but there's still so much work to be done. I'm still working on seperating myself from others that are selfish/use me and mistake my kindness for weakness. I'm been learning to find my power and get my fight back and stand up for myself and learn that self-love isn't being selfish. I need to rest so much so that I finally lost it on family the other day and left after getting very upset and told them I won't be phoning or answering calls for a while and I'm been keeping my distant and not giving in. Many use me as a free counselor but no one reciprocates any kindness back towards me and everyone enjoys having me around for what I do for them but all they do is take and abuse me and rob me of time to help myself. I'm learning that it's my fault for allowing this and trying to change it. I just found out that I have carpal tunnel is both arms today so I guess I've no choice but to take the rest I desperately need now.
Pile 1: I have been meditating and resting a lot because of a general feeling of malaise and burnout. I’ve had more physical issues too, with asthma and back pain. I think the person who’s worried about me is a lover who doesn’t want to make any commitment whatsoever. He has said that I’m unpredictable. I have ended the relationship recently. It’s not really fun isolating as you say. I felt forced to because I was chronically exhausted. 🙏
Pile 1❤ yes; i used to help everyone . Not anymore as I got tired. I am in hermit-mode. I have been betrayed so many times that I am alone most of the time now. Thank you for this channelling dear one ❤Blessings ❤
P2 You right 😂 But at this point … I find it amusing, especially when people are obvious in spying on me 😂 Long complicated story … so they’re not evil or anything .. I just live very unconventional and it throws people off. And since I’ve been thru a lot of betrayals … I just prefer to be alone … I try my best to avoid long conversations, speaking too much in general, or being close to anyone around me.
I loved what you said about people only appreciating a blossoming garden, without care to understand what’s underneath and what the flowers have endured to become what they are now. That it’s only surface level for them. I was drawn to options 1&2 and they resonated greatly for me. It helps hearing someone explain my situation and even get frustrated with it as I do. It’s comforting, thank you
Pile 1 I'm so glad that y reading geef me confirmation about others think or gossip about me 😅yes i choice to keep it silent more in life.. I can proof that's give y space and positive thoughts. Namaste 🙏🏼 shanti
Pile 2 and a lot of people keep their noses in my business and my family have drove me crazy with it. They just tried to help but ended up making things worse at times.
“These are people who give advice when you never asked in the first place” HAHAHAHAHUAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHA sorry i just detest with a capital d when i get forceful unsolicited advice …my third eye must be really calcified or something because i was most drawn to a pile that i felt averagely about but stuck around for the cluster ring despite not being attracted to it and it was the most spot on…and that’s happening with me and watching a lot of other readers as well Edit:thank you for the ♥️! i love ♥️’s! i did the “capital d” thing to be ironic. ok!
Oh :( it removed it.that’s crazyyyyyyy how did i always intuitively know how to comment under my comment instead of editing because i was today years old when i found out editing removes the hearts! WHoA! Maybe my third eye isnt so calcified after all! I just judge my correct instincts…perhaps by conditioning??
Hi ❤️, Life is no stranger to this type of occurrence. It happens. Maybe if you feel drawn to any other content that I have created, it will resonate in a different way. However, do what makes you feel happy above all else. Be blessed ❤️
