What Crystal Meth Addiction is Like (Meth Recovery Story) 

AARRRGGHHH!!!!!!!!!

Plees shere video , how we can stop amphetamine , I am from eastran eurpoe and here we have problem with amphetamine , some country have crocodile whatever , plees make a video what we needto stop amphetamine and tired period after using this shit :)

Krasen MIPENEV Like all drugs, you’ll never “stop” it. All one can do is educate about the dangers.

Ive been clean for 4 years done Meth for years and lost everything but in still fighting demons with the drink.props to you brother stay on the path... We all Fight Demons..😎

Wow..my daughter is on meth...fentanyl..she’s a type 1 diabetic and it’s killing her! 32 year old with 3 kids. Each grandparent has one of the kids. It’s been like hell on earth watching her kill herself!

Thank god allah jesus is just a humain

Yea I had a stroke that ended it for me having a hard time with the depression

May you stay clean

Amen, same happened to me , I cried out for help and he delivered me from meth addiction, I did not need rehab, Jesus is king

when dver i get depress. ii go to the grave yard and walk as much rolls as needed. i read every tombstone and look at every picture and try to feel how it might have been for the living and the passed.. By thevtime inleave the grave yard. i feel so blessed to have another chance to get things right. We under estimate our value on this planet. Youvall are worth so much more..

Amen same...5 yrs clean

Congratulations! Awesome!! Yes!! When sincerely when one is ready and surrenders to Jesus, He shuts it down!

So thankful

God bless you, please stay clean meth is the Devil.

My husband is using meth. Praying fir his soul salvation.

If you don’t mind could you go into detail about this type of therapy a little I’ve always wondered what they did

Psilocybin I need to know how to get this treatment for my love one do you have any info

​@@jefryabandormor2494 did you get a response about the treatment because I'm interested in the treatment

​@@sandracasey1835it's illegal and not done medically in the us you need to get magic mushrooms from somone

had the same expierence but doc was weed

When you were on meth did you experience hallucinating anger and having conversations with people 🤔? Did you go to a treatment place .

Women are always the victim huh

Me too October 15th 2016 keep up the good work

Wow with something so positive people still try to be so negative 😂😂😂 haha anyways thanks guys ..

Jordan Williams lmao hell no !!! Hahah

WEALLDIE ... what are you talking about?

Stephanie Prado ... congrats good for you 😊

I thought cohos was a nice drug. It’s been around for awhile. Wow.

I got a question,I was hooked on Soma for 15 years now I’m 7 years clean but I think about it everyday and admit I might fall back in to that shit what do eople do about the thought process that seems to stay with you ,I never thought it would last this long ,,,,

Chad I love to hear that keep on fighting the crave of that demon drug stay well

Really!?!? That's awesome! I haven't seen anyone ever come back from that stuff.

A few years back I read "Beautiful Boy a fathers journey through his son's addiction". I remember the author saying that long term meth addiction will permanently rewire the brain. Did you find that to be true or did you come out of it like you never touched the drug?

I quit cigarettes 5 years ago an putting down the cigarettes was easier than when I quit meth.... go figure

No two people are the same.... Stay STRONG 💪🙏

I'm a 60 yr. old man, smoked cigarettes 2-3 packs a day for 38 years. I am now in stage 3 COPD and EMPHYSEMA, had to quit my job, I'm attached to medical oxygen 24/7 now.15 months smoke free right now. Cigarette smoking kills more people than any other drug on the planet! Raebattle I quit cold turkey, I hope you can quit too . Ill pray for you!

@@jayparvin2897Go figure? What you said makes perfect sense lol. Congrats on your sobriety.

@GHotSauceAnd1 Thank you!! Love my life being sober an will never go back to my old life.

@@MrPooPooification love it, I’m more of an edibles guy.

Great job. 5 months is awesome.

Stay strong bro!

Try ibogaine it will knock that shit out of your head..

It definitely works..

Don't ever quit quitting!

How’s it going?

Sure hope you continued with sobriety if not keep trying to shoot for sobriety be your own best friend and your own parent love yourself enough to see yourself through this trial once you’re through this trial you move up in forward

Bless you brother, I hope you’re stilling aiming to maintain sobriety. Sending love and positive energy on your journey ✌🏽

I'm liked you danni if I don't drink i don't used drugs, but as soon as i drink i go looking for drugs.

Read my comment up above, the same thing with drugs applies to alcohol, I've cut alcohol out from my life except to drink socially only now. Alcohol is also known as "spirits" for a reason.

I live with my brother who uses meth, he's a functioning addict. Seeing him on it all the time drive's me crazy. I dont know how to get out of this situation. It make's me so angry, sad and depressed. He does'nt seem to realise it's affecting my life too.

He is clinging to you. Start the party & escape the situation fast 🎉 be brave & be you 😮

@@kingpin5283how r u doing now?

@@kingpin5283how is everything going man? I feel you cuz i been to that situation before i had a brother who did meth too but now he is free for couple years im so proud of him. Praying for u and your family man

So like narcissist or psychopath...

Exactly why I did meth. Already felt alone and it at least numbed me to that

@@WilliamSussman And now? Did you overcome that? How?

@@olenjka55 I was just about to say that .. They are the SAME/SAME 💩💩

So right

So happy for you and proud of you!

Hell yeah! Great story. Keeping makng it better!

So proud of you man!! I'm one year clean myself 🎉🎉

Nice 👍

Proud of you

How's your brain scan look

Alcohol is worse if you ask me

No way how

Alcohol is poison and is a disgusting juice that should be illegal.

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@adrianbass congratulations! May you share what your detox stage was like? We just picked up my brother in Mexico. He was living on the streets for 2 years and finally asked for help. It’s been 2 days and he has not touched a thing. He is going though the detox phase. Has the sweats and is shaky. He doesn’t want to eat and wants to be left alone. My mom in her fear of seeing him this way offered him weed. He refused. He says he doesn’t want to touch a thing. We are suffering with him and are in the process of finding him a rehab center. Did you detox on your own?

12 wtf😧

Howd she start at 12?? Whats the story behind that

If you had a little girl, that was 12 years old and using methamphetamines, you're the problem. I'm not insulting you, I'm just laying it out there. 12 years old my God.

⁠@@southphillylillynot necessarily I started using opiates at 12 and got into meth at 14 my mom would’ve beat the shit out of me if she knew it’s easier to hide it in the beginning when your young before it causes effects but I personally didn’t use cause my parents. addiction runs in my family and I got caught into my own self 🤷🏻‍♀️ everyone’s different

@@Trappstarr_how did it start if you don’t mind me asking and how are you now?

Couldn't have said it better ourselves! Thanks so much Mary! We're so happy you enjoyed this video. If there are any other topics you'd like to learn more about or if there's anything we can do to help you, please let us know!

Just keep educating the RU-vidrs! You are so real with your delivery, and I'm sure many people can relate, because of the way you break it down. I was a Psychiatric Social Worker, specialized in Substance Abuse, CASAC and CSW for 30 yrs. I am now retired. It pains me to see so many people suffer because of their addiction.

So so true Mary Jane exactly what I did cut all the drug users out if my life,stayed right away,it was one big thing I had to do for myself to get clean and remain that way,have 4 years up now and wouldn't go back for anything!

Good advice. Thank you for taking the time to share. I hope you are still doing well.

Good advice but it’s a lonely life...

Hope ur able to stay clean and meth free.

There is no medicinal use of illegal drugs .No kids should live in a household where drugs r done or were done .

thank you for your input

@@serenesrn3827 if that’s true there’s no use for pharmaceutical drugs either. Illicit drugs are just more potent/less pure versions of pharmaceuticals.

@@curie5312 to save life u can take an antibiotic .No illegal drugs and taking an antibiotic for an infection is not the same .

Actually nicotine is one of the hardest addictions to quit even more than herion. Nicotine effects the reward system in the brain. why do you think people keep smoking even when we all know the dangers of what will happen and some get cancer and still smoke.

Damn really I have heard chew or nicotine pouches are harder to quit than cigs. Cigs I was able to quit but idk about chew. Kinda weird though never hear of anyone having dissociation from nicotine withdrawal.

Keep strong

sorry to hear your story about your dad. So sad, my thoughts are with you and your family ❤

@@cooganbeggs4942 i appreciate it, just lost my grandma on friday night which was my dad’s mom… i appreciate your kind words 🙏🫶

Congratulations on your sobriety, Daniel! That is amazing!

Praise Jesus He He had mercy on you.

Same hare

I inject meth into my next door neighbours dog. Haven't seen him around lately

@@slyonerz am dead tip me over

It's called the POWER OF PRAYER 🙏🙏🙏 SOMEONE HAS BEEN PRAYING FOR YOU FOR MANY YEARS 🙏🙏🙏 THAT'S THE ONLY REASON YOU ARE STILL ALIVE ! THE DEVIL DIDN'T TAKE YOU OUT AND TAKE YOUR SOUL TO HELL!!! PRAISE GOD 🙏🙏🙏 GIVE HIM ALL THE GLORY!!!GOD BLESS YOU 🙏🙏🙏

Don’t give in, try not to reminisce. Instead remember what you lost during that time. We only get lucky so many times before we aren’t. - as an ex user, hearing him talk about it doesn’t make me feel like it should. Instead I remembered how I liked the feeling and other things about it. So I’m literally going to that OnE day. The day I let it go and try to remember what I was feeling that day. I hated not being able to stop, I hated the other addicts and I hated all the time I lost. I hated that I was an addict.

glenncampbell3145 I used to know someone who did meth for 14yrs. and coke for 25yrs. She ended up homeless twice, and now she's 45, 3yrs. into her battle with Lung Cancer(30yrs of chain smoking ciggies & weed). Even though she's been clean for 3yrs now, There's a 95% chance that she won't live to see 2024. I tried to be her friend, but I could tell the drugs had a permanent effect on her critical thinking, reasoning, logic & cognitive abilities. A lot of her decision making didn't make much sense. And she still flew into fits of rage. There was always an angry undertone with her. She was always extremely paranoid too. Shs trusted no one!! I tried to be her friend, but after a few months, I couldn't take her neurosis & manipulation anymore, even though she has been in recovery for 3yrs. I had to cut her out of my life. She was toxic and borderline crazy even after What's really sad is how many times she's hit rock bottom but she still persisted on chasing that high regaedless how low in her life she fell. She only quit when She lost custody of her 5y/o son(struck him in the head with an iPad in a fit of rage), was charged with a restraining order, and the family courts got involved. Now that she has less than a yr to live, I hope that she finds some peace of mind in her last months alive. Truly sad.

I understand exactly how you feel. I was addicted to herion for years. I couldn't gave foil in my house for 10 years. When I finally did I could taste the herion it was surreal. Congratulations on conquering your addiction uts not easy.

Bro got high off cat medicine

Is he trying to quit? How long had he tried. I got on Fentanyl for a year and a half straight during Covid. Spending over $600 every week. I pushed my GF to her LIMIT. I'm so lucky she stuck it out. I got off dope this past January. I'm doing great and we had such a great year. I just smoke weed and do mushrooms now. I even quit drinking which I never thought would happen. I just had ENOUGH. Drugs had taken so much from me throughout my 33 years on earth. I finally got tired of it. Also full disclosure I had like 5 relapses this year along the way. But they were isolated events. I bought a small bag of dope, got high and threw up my guts for 24hrs and just didn't get more when I ran out. Relapses happen. It's how you react to them. I just examined what causes the relapse and moved on with my life. Get back to working out and normal life and not let the relapse define you and make a big deal of it.

I just left my man 2 days ago. Its fresh relationship and we really are for each other but i cannot stay with him. I didnt know he is using meth, he is higly functioning addict. I am hoping that he will call any minute and say that he wants to quit with drugs and ask me to take him back, but no. I have to find my peace and realize that he doesent want to quit. I am so sad, i could cry for years. Ig only he wants to quit i would be by his side.

​@@ErikaRitzsorry yeah they will always choose the drugs over anything

I am leaving someone I am deeply in love with because of his drug use. He started doing it secretly about a year ago...I found out 3 months ago... I pray he wakes up and finds sobriety.

@@mz.c.3729 stay strong please

All drugs are hard drugs

What line of work are you in? Just curious

It took having Pancreas Surgery to get me to become a stoner i never did anything except opiods that were prescribed prior to that I was taking off opiods and put on marijuana because opiods make me sick

​@@Jchristpsalms8411Not Marijuana

​@@Jchristpsalms8411Marijuana hasn't ever caused any overdoses and has medical uses

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Atheist?

Possible

you mean possible

That is right. When I was ready to quick my addiction and call out to Jesus and made a sincere effort,he began to shut it down!! The power and hold of the addiction began to deaden and just Stop!! I wasnt the same...

once you go clean the body starts getting better inside and the outside :)

I thought the same thing

Ur very pretty

Steveo looks amazing after being addicted to all kinds of shit for years

@@GODtalks79 🤣bruh, girls don’t like guys who say stuff like that, when they don’t really know you especially, plus it just makes you look like you want one thing, plus it makes you look desperate, plus it makes you look like you don’t know how to talk to women. Try cracking a joke instead, or asking her a direct question about herself, show genuine interest beyond her physical aspects, and you’ll get much further. Trust me.

Congrats. That's a big deal.

Stay well. Hugs and well done!!!!

My sister who was a drug and alcohol abuse counselor told me the same thing about it is demonic. She is now on it!

It is 100 percent demonic .. I've talked to the devil himself on it .. and I'm not the only one .. so we're not just hallucinating when were all having the same experience .... Poison .. and when you die from that poison .. you find out that you've been dancing with the devil all along.. he only shows himself when your weak and he feels like he has the advantage

Monica H I’m so sorry to hear that. Have a similar experience with my sister in law whom got her Masters in psychology and ended up treating troubled youth. Not sure how it started for her, whether it was a user boyfriend she met through her work or some of the troubled kids she was treating but she was exposed to this drug and completely ruined her career, relationships, mind, & body

@@jameshill8770 WOW

@The heart hugger yea .. they think they do til they meet him

Have you relapsed?

How did you finally surrender to get help. My 30yr old son is spiraling into this life for the last 3mo. 😢

God bless you.

GOD bless your heart and soul. ❤❤❤❤❤❤

@@charleneh8765how is your son doing now?

Let's go around the world together one more nite doll.

Definitely try ibogaine it’s tremendously helpful ... it resets your brain chemistry to the pre addictive state.. they call it gods medicine.. research it will !! I wish everyone knew about ibogaine!!!!

It makes me wonder about the nasty things you've done.

Kyra you look good so you're one of the lucky ones to get out before it fucked you up. Look at comparisons even after 2 months it's ruined people. I don't think you was heavy

You need some I got some

Thank you and Congrats on your sobriety.

All the time God is good!

How are you doing now? Sending support 🩵

Yes exactly. I wish like hell I would have never discovered pain meds. Worst thing that ever happened to me. I was hooked for about 12 years. They have totally rewritten my brain chemistry. I know that just one doesn't work at all. I'm screwed if I would actually really need them. The temptation and want never goes away even though I've been clean for almost 5 years. I know that I am relieved and better. Not only that but the chase gets old. I'm glad I didn't move on to heavier substances.

Think that's half the battle.. the people you decide to associate with.

RAD Official Definitely!

Exactly

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Waste of a good pipe.. weakling..

abbey west not once did I think he was on meth I work near a bunch of tweakers I know all their characteristics and this guy isn't showing any of them

Mike R what are some things to look out for pls??

abbey west True. It’s called euphoric recall. We all (recovering addicts) are stuck with it. But he is keeping it together because he is honest about the bad times too. When you can finally stop listening to that drug lying to you and see the full reality you can stop. One day at a time.

He's on meth, I can tell easily by his movements and can't sit still

Northerns some people can be pretty normal on meth such as people with adhd

How are you going now? From New Zealand 🇳🇿🩵

They say moving doesnt help, cause you take yourself with you wherever you go.. FUCKIN LIE!! I moved away from all my tweeker friends, and arrived homeless in another state(started drinking, cause of stress on the streets), but I kept clean, didnt look homeless in job interviews, and a few paychecks later got a place.

Moving really HELPED!!

Damn man glad you came off of it . I’m 16yrs old and I’m trying day by day to stop but it just keeps calling my name. I need some serious help

@@kappakap3995 seek out the truth. What's really real and what's b.s. only Gods grace can save you. We are all caught in the middle of a conflict. Jesus Christ(your Creator and Redeemer) will lead you out. ❤

Hold on 💪❤️

Amber i know its hard for you to watch him destroy Himself as well what it doing to you .you say you feel sorry for him .i call bullshit that is a lame excuse to validate your leaving him its a marriage took vows as for better or worse through ""sickness""and health. You know the problem with people is that they are quitters weak because they run into a issue they were part of creating and they find themselves with a challenge and they run in the opposite direction.cowardly and mentally afraid lying to themselves that its ok as long as you dont see the shit you help create and say you feel sorry for him .shame on you and everyone else that gives up on anyone period.because the truth is it all will have is way of coming back around.you know how i know this to be so .walk out side and look around you see the fucking chaos in society the emptiness the emotionaless confused hate filled society thats what happenes to society when we turned our back on another human being wether it be a loved one or a stranger we find ourselves in a world like today and this society will not preceded to exist for the damage is done as we have rape mother earth for the neglect in nature is the same as neglect we gave to others.

Amber Angerson Your husband loves meth more then he loves you . Give him one chance to straighten up and if he don't then shit can him . He knows right from wrong good from evil

Black soul is on point,,,hope and prayers for him,,,,and you,,,smart woman

@@jamessmoot2057 - WOW!!! What’s it like waaaaaay up there on your high horse? You’re a whole dick, aren’t you? 🙄

Help him unless u wana see him dead # TRUST

Kudos to you. I'm so happy for you. 💜💙🤎💚💚❤️

@Katie How are you doing now? I'm 10 years clean.

Bless you sister, much love. You'll get there ❤️

Put yourself out of that environment! A little voice in me told me to tell you this as soon as I read your post.

Are you alive?

I’ve been struggling with meth for almost a year now and on New Years I got into a very bad accident on the highway bc of lack of sleep and falling asleep at the wheel on the highway. My car rolled 6 times and I’m very lucky to be alive right now. Currently sitting in my grandmas house bc of it without any way to get it bc I don’t have my car but starting to think it’s a good thing.

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You are an amazing strong man. Don't forget that. Blessings 💜

That is awesome! Keep fighting the good fight!

What did you see and hear?

Dodged a bullet... well done

Yeah. Drugs open doorways to the demonic. Hide in Grace, baby. His love is good. Jesus is Life.

Same I tried it one time I said screw this shit I couldn't sleep for a week I have enough energy to run around my work for a full 11 hours

Yeah jesus is life and weed is life too

God Bless You too

I appreciate your support.

Oh no! That is terrible. I'm sure this is very hard on you. So sorry. He was so young.

I’m so sorry. May your son rest in peace and I hope your heart is able to heal with peace and comfort more and more each day.

I am very sorry for your loss.

My whole heart feels for you right now 💖💖💖

Play it very smart with your brother... He has a long life ahead of him. Throw him $20.°° sometimes even if you know hes going to spend it on meth, cause love conquers all. He'll look back and see that you loved him, and he'll quit, and cry😭

Me too. Very hard to see him go through his trips.

Nicely said. I am not getting that first experience again till now.

Like I said weed will succeed while meth is death!

Your right! I still remember the first time getting high!

@@Keithyoung420 weed ruins people as well just quit a week ago and my productivity increased a LOT. Weed makes you just a boring empty shell of a human

I'm glad I dont get my first high experience off weed..lol I felt like I got off a rollercoaster, dizzy. Ended up liking weed 2 months later. This @sshole living next to me wanted someone to smoke with and I was young & stupid at the time, so.....🥺

So sorry Joseph.😑😑

Fuck sorry!!!

im sure hes watching over you.

Sorry for a loss. I hope he's in a better place and in the lords feet

I'm at the same spot as you are...😔

@Chese 311 did you guys stop?

You can I promise u it's all about mind control folks u can't let the drug control u u have to control it and it can be done I have done it

It’s been a year now. Did you guys quit?

I never did crack but dont give up. Look into ANR in Tampa Fl. They do detox under anestia and then reset endorphines to prior use of drugs. Cost a lot of money but set up payment.

METH "Main Entrance To Hell"

@@jenniferdiaz1913 I love it! Cool acronym.🥰

@@surviver5738 still awesome

Keep going 🙌🏽

Good job Eric

@@timothyw815 thank you. Now I'm 13 months clean and getting State certified to be a Peer Advocacy mentor

@Rosehill CCTV I discovered she was on it when I had to take her to the doctor due to sores all over. She kept running away. It was a terrible time. I don't want to go on and on but yes 12 years old, I know crazy.

..12?

12? How was she doing meth at 12? Where were the parents? That makes no sense.

I live in Cincinnati

Suicidal tendencies is part of the withdraw, at least it was for me, and it induces schizophrenia. Clean close to 2 years. Very sorry for your loss.

@mandydavis959 I read up on it after his suicide. I had done meth probably about a half dozen times during the 80s before we met. I noticed it was something you definitely didn't want to do more than once every 6 months or so and just decided to stay away from. According to what I read he probably had developed meth psychosis by then. At that point there wasn't much of an opportunity to get through to him. Powerful shit.

I'm very sorry

I'm sorry

Run when he starts abusing you. They are possessed by demonic forces you can’t fight them, trust me. He needs to fight these demons on his own

Don't it's not worth it.

That's what they all say at all state

Do it

Not worth it. If you really want to get a high close to meth then do coke or adderall

Jeff L try it..it's happiness..it's Paradise.. IT'S GOD POWDER!!!

That’s funny, I had a spiritual awakening when I tried it

@@mikesaltman ...I think that drugs open the pathways to demonic influence. Any spiritual awakening, would be the Holy Spirit revealing the truth.

Sad for your loss. Wish you the best. Drugs are a scourge.

Yes sir every word is straight up truth

Hahahahaha

Do you know where she is? Will she agree to treatment?

God bless you

Wow you are amazing!!!

By the grace of God

That is impressive ! I went the way of opiates back when you could getem filled in the MAIL ! So several years later got sick of chasing and spending every $ and got on suboxone in 07 for a 6 week detox ..... 2021 and I still take 2mg a day ! What a bitch ... but good for you , I like hearing your kinda story 😁

Glad you made it. Keep up the good fight Nicole. Bless you

Me too. I’d smoke crack for 5-6 days straight. It’s hell.

I did everything I could to quit. It’s a nightmare

Also I’ve snorted fentanyl and meth multiple times. Just something about crack pulled me in fast and could not stop

@@MrPooPooification I just quit. I still snort here and there. And drink like a fish

How would you get your money for crack? Nevermind

You abused it for 20 years and still don't know how to spell the word alcohol?

@@colinsmith5879 you got a basic ass name. I probably know 13 colin smith.

Is crack meth?

@@realvictoria5970 yos

@@NoodlePastie ty

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Good on you!!! I was an opiate addict and alcoholic for a decade and a half, now I have 6 years clean and sober. Life doesn't get easier but it sure gets better. Anyway good job.

My guy is day 3 off it. I cant handle him, his meanness, or his use.

@@shelleym.sharun5766 they are so mean huh??? It makes people so nasty and cold and just so horrible to core they seem to just go out their way to hurt you and get you down never seen anything like it

Is he in treatment? I will say a prayer for him.💙

Good luck, hope ur sober, clean, and doing well. Merry Christmas.

You got this!

Amen 🙏

Yes through JESUS CHRIST my LORD AND SAVIOR ❤️🙏🙏🙏