I saw your comment in Dakota's chat regarding astral projection so I came to check your channel out and I'm subbing you. Congratulations for choosing yourself over everyone else, especially during the lockdown! That is HUGE. Keep working on keeping your spirits up. I believe that's the key to learning to LOVE ourselves. I don't know if you've looked into astrology or not, but I was very surprised that my natal chart accurately describes what I'm dealing with, and it turns out my sun sign's not even that relevant although it does fit me too. I found out my North Node (North Star) aka Rahu in Vedic astrology, wants me to mostly go it alone this lifetime and really, that was happening to me anyway for reasons beyond my control, but now I'm learning that I signed up for this life experience before I incarnated here and there are valuable lessons my soul wants to learn that my ego disagrees with. Well, for me, my soul's journey is now more important. Soul wins. According to NDEs (near death experiences) we're all here for soul growth. It's hard, and I often hate it, but I'm also finding enjoyment in it, so my life is still a mixture of good and bad, but it's way more intense now. I got into astrology because one day I was watching Sloan Bella and she said, "Cancer is the most abandoned, most adopted, most orphaned sign out of them all.' And I'm a Pisces but I stared wondering how much Cancer is in my chart. Well, it turns out my North Node is there and it's in my 1st house and they say that this placement is very rare. I was in therapy for 10 years but astrology is taking me further than my therapists can. I started therapy for several reasons, one of which is that I needed somebody who was on my side. I study astrology nearly every day now and I'm mostly focusing on just my own natal chart which I'm supposed to be. lol That's my journey. I was going to take my life in 2007 but I decided to look into 'Suicide NDEs' first to see what people who ended up back here had to say about it and my take is that we're supposed to stay here until God has deemed our time is up. Everything in our lives - EVERYTHING - has been set up just for our soul growth. I know it often sucks and I say so to God all the time. I also tell my guardian angels I've taken on way more than I can handle but I'm determined to see my life through to the bitter end now and in the meantime I'm gonna be as happy as I can and keep my spirits up. It's also helped me to learn that gratitude is sanity. Your first painting looks like an angel wing to me. Your jellyfish is beautiful! When I start getting stressed out I need to remind myself to slow down, because my inclination is to speed up! I love the line, "The world can wait". Thank you for that. I also like the idea of our mind being like a garden and I find essential oils in body butters super helpful. Even just smelling them throughout the day. They're sunshine in a bottle and I think they have every scent you just mentioned, plus tons more. I use them for all sorts of physical ailments as well.
First I would like to say thank you so much for taking the time to watch my video. It really means so much 🌻 I am actually very well aware of my full Vedic, Mayan, western, and even my Nakshatras ! I started diving deep into the world of astrology about 10 ish years ago (prior I knew of it, but never looked into my own chart and it's meaning). I would say learning your chart is by far on of the best ways to help you as a guide, though I do not believe it is law; I do not not believe in the full extents of free will, but the aspects of it we can change, when learned/grounded in this incarnation will follow you to your next incarnation - be it of this world or beyond. I am glad you are still around and experiencing this with us ! It is truly a time to be alive and we need more people, like yourself, that are willing to express the alternative methods of perisomal development (encouraging people to look into their own charts etc.). That takes courage and is admirable : ) I am actually planning a video where I talk about my experience in full with suicidal attempts/thoughts some time soon ! It can be a challenge, but even something as small as switching up your vocabulary a bit can change your direction if you allow it. I believe the energy of this universe is in our favor if we allow it; words are magical. Energy is everything. Many blessings to you ! Thank you so much for all of your words 🌻
@@NisaAnn What an awesome reply. Thank you! I'm astounded at how much astrology you're into. I had to look up 'Nakshatras'. That's really cool and amazing that you're into so many of them. Btw, did you add 'Nakshatras' to the dictionary here? It was underlined for me, so I did, but maybe we're all only able to add onto the dictionary for ourselves here. I'm curious about how it works. Astrology may not be law but the reason I talk about it in the terms I do is because I'm looking for confirmation about my health situation that is really deteriorating, but people, even doctors, don't believe it's as bad as I say, probably because I keep my spirits up anyway and I don't look as sick as I am. To my astonishment, this is all in my chart including the 'medical personnel' part. For me astrology is law because there is no getting out of my body, but that's okay. I mean, whatever. I don't wanna bring anyone down, least of all, myself. Also, they did say that my chart and life path are rare. Before I turned 35, right after my Saturn return and right when my North Node kicked in, I was living a much nicer life, and that's all described by my chart too to my complete and utter astonishment. I look forward to your future videos. 🙂
